 The light is looking real good. Now disclaimer Um, I've had a little bit of an edible just a little bit you guys It's just Delta 8 those that you don't know and Texas Delta 8 and Delta 9 are legal here if you don't know what that is Look it up because I'm a little I ain't gonna be able to tell you right now But basically it's not full on cannabis It does have some calming effects and it's something that my husband and I do every now and then Baby like it's really y'all there's benefits to it like my husband doesn't need to he doesn't need to take certain medication When he's on it It helps my father with his back pain. So anyway, I'm just giving you a disclaimer Just in case I seem a little loopy because I am so It's in time for another chit chat y'all know how we do this We talk about what's going on in my personal life What I want to know in YouTube and what I'm watching on TV. So you guys my hair Hmm I'm going to I have somewhere to go tomorrow. I'm gonna go get my memgrams gonna go get my TVs all pressed up and Vivian I'm gonna go get a man on the ground. Okay. And so I want to look Decent I watched my hair yesterday. And so all I'm gonna do today is just to Hydrate my hair or moisturize my hair I have the Giovanni directly been weightless master I'm using this bad boy and I'm gonna spray my hair with the Aphage's Carrington and Green Teen Reconstructor and of course Silly in with some hair oil. So how y'all doing? girl, this bipolar ass Texas weather and Look It's been kind of raining off and on and North Texas So today I was supposed to had go back up to the DPS Because I love my social security card up there. And she's like if you don't come get it this week I'm gonna send it back to us. I know you're not I'm gonna come get it this week So I had planned on going down there today, but I don't look I know how to drive In the rain, but Dallas people I ain't got time for y'all. So And it's not even like rainy. It's just that the roads are slick or I'm saying it right. The roads are wet so there's already like The 80s all backed up and all this so I'm like, yeah, we ain't gonna try that today So I'll just go tomorrow after my appointment So y'all I'm just unraveling these large twists. Look at my hair. I'm getting a lot more gray hair I mean, it's about that age, right? I'm getting a lot more gray hair and I'm also noticing that with my gray hair. It's a different texture And so I kind of figured that Because all gray hair is it's just a loss of melanin, right? and So it's so beautiful at some some of it like there was a strain strain in front of my in the front of my Head in which I looked at the bottom was turn. It's turning gray. I looked at the bottom. It was like a copper Blunt like color because it's it's turning gray. I want to hit and pluck it out All right, y'all anyway, so what's going on in my personal life besides driving around Dallas getting stuff done still It is two weeks before Christmas We decided that we're gonna spend time at the Anatole Hotel We like the Anatole you guys it has a The Anatole Was one of the first places that my husband took me to when we were we were just dating And I fell in love. It was it still is at night. It could be such a romantic romantic place And God this was like I Think he took me there about it's been a while 17 years ago He took me to the Anatole when we walked the grounds at night and it just has such You know History and someone who were there because we were struggling college students. I was like, oh You have to have so much money to stay here But girl due to the economy and everything else we can now be able to afford to stay there So my point is we're gonna be having time at the Anatole the week before Christmas and JB loves the Anatole He's he's so spoiled. He has stayed there several times actually even before COVID. He was we were taking him there So, yeah, we're getting really excited but girl I Got a few things left to get For Christmas including my husband his gift and I get myself something you do anyone else do that I get me several things actually for Christmas. So I Buying myself I either do I'm doing a lot. I'm getting myself a new purse. I Don't even I do not need to hear my husband's mouth. I'm getting myself a new purse And some new boots. I'm getting myself some boots. Yeah, they're gonna be cute girl And That's it for me. That's it, but I got a couple of other things But what's my point girl Amazon? I have been trying Since 10 o'clock this morning as soon as I go to my check out it says Um try again. We're overwhelmed cuz it's too many our asses on our site Basically, that's what it's saying. I'm not able to check out because their site is overwhelmed with a lot of people It's too much traffic. So, you know what y'all should have got all y'all stuff a couple of weeks ago like me All I'm doing I I'm just getting JB two more things. Everything else is household stuff Like so, I'm pretty sure That people at Amazon are working on it. So I'll probably try again either early in the morning or Later on this week cuz it's still we've got time. It's what is only the seventh. Hopefully we could we got time What else is going on y'all speaking of presents? I've already started wrapping JB presents But I noticed that some of the wrapping paper was missing, right? And I'm like where the hell did all the wrapping paper go if my baby's so honest He hasn't learned how to lie yet. So he's like, oh, I wrapped up some presents and I'm practicing Child my baby are wrapped up some presents and he's practicing unwrapping for Christmas. I was like, oh, that's so sweet This is JB's, you know His his we didn't have really big Christmas last year because we were living in apartment those you don't know We moved into an apartment temporary as we were selling our house in Phoenix And so we didn't have a Christmas tree up or anything But we got presents and all that but most of our money was going towards coming here. So We're doing it up This year, which is why we're doing the Anatole and we're going out to eat and we're doing like the big Wonderland Christmas theme We're doing pancakes with Santa even though he don't believe in Santa We're doing pancakes with Santa and all of that even though he doesn't believe in Santa But we just want it to be you know, and he my husband was telling me this morning He's like he is so spoiled. I said, I know he is We know he spoiled speaking of still being spoiled. His birthday is The second week of January so my parents are gonna come down I'm trying to convince my sister to come down because we want to have a good time. He's turning the big 10 1-0 my babies get into the double digits. Oh Y'all time goes by so fast. And so since he's turning 10, we're gonna spend time with my family I really want my sister here because she has kids JB's age and so she comes we plan on just staying at home and cooking and having a good time My husband said that we can you know buy some air mattresses for all the kids to just sleep. It'll be so much fun. You guys Sorry, but if my parents just come then we'll go out to eat Yeah, so we'll see we'll see we'll see so all right you guys what I'm watching on YouTube So kind of what I'm watching and I'm gonna talk about a little bit of Some of the crime that has been going on y'all it is It is absolutely crazy I knew that we all know that crime increases when stuff in the world just just there's this Uncertainty and then there's fear and then when the economy is not going well People start killing for money, but I just feel like there's a lot of Domestic violence and I feel like there's no end to it. I was looking at Leia Gardone. She was she had posted something about a mother who was killed by her boyfriend and Then a singer single mom. This is a trigger a woman shared Oh god, I'm gonna get I'm gonna get emotional because I think it's so sad a woman and a wife group I mean share where a single mom of two Committed suicide because it's just it was too much. It's too overwhelming. She found it too overwhelming To be a single mom and let me tell you something I was a single mom for a hot minute my At the time we decided to take a break Child He thought it was a break. He said it was a break. Excuse me. I broke up. I'm like, I'm done This is this is it um and JB and I were in an apartment for a good five I think it was like half a year basically when I tell you that was the hardest shit Excuse my language being a single mom that time period and it wasn't even about The money because at least I I had I have a job and he was giving me money That's wasn't even it. It was just the stress of being the only one and JB at the time He was I think he was like three years. Oh, he was a toddler I couldn't imagine doing that with with multiple small children. And so this poor mom We're not supposed to do things by ourselves you guys, you know, they say, you know, it takes a village to raise A kid that's when you are married. It still takes a village. So let alone if you're by yourself and you don't have that support I feel so bad for that young mother. I don't know her name or where she was at because I just Yeah, so along that we all have now have heard about the young 70 year old here in Paradise, Texas, which is about 40 minutes away from Fort Worth And so of course because I'm in a lot of Texas groups and I'm in the DFW area We got all the notification that this poor, you know, 70 role was missing and you automatically think, hold on y'all got put Conditioner you automatically think, okay What the heck what did the family do? Um, and then reading that she was I guess she was with the stepmother And so, I mean, I hate that that's the first thing you think of but You're thinking, you know, oh my god. What what did the stepmother do and that when then I was in another group and they were literally like sharing information up to date I mean, these people were investigating All types of stuff. They had pictures of what the house looked like. I guess it was a mobile home area I mean, it was a lot of information. So I had to get off of that But as we know by now the poor girl was murdered by a FedEx driver. He was a contract worker for FedEx Um, and this is the thing you guys places like FedEx and amazon and stuff like that They a lot of them do higher contract Drivers and sometimes they be in unmarked vehicles. They don't necessarily be in A FedEx or UPS, um, truck, you know what I mean? So some more information has been released according to the FedEx driver He had accidentally hit the 70 year old with his truck She was still alive and well, but she was going to tell her father that made him afraid So he brought the child into his FedEx truck and then strangled her now You cannot convince me otherwise that he didn't do anything else through this poor child Another thing that's a little fishy to me is that the stepmother didn't notice that she was missing for a good two hours So they're still Getting information out to the public. But I think this situation is just sad all the way around But this individual had to go through a background check to work for FedEx For when I understand I heard You know through the grapevine. I mean, this is not this is just supposedly I don't because I don't want to get In trouble for slander or anything But supposedly there was a woman a couple of years ago that said he had raped her and no one believed her I think this was like six or seven years ago, but this poor baby seven years old I mean If you can't walk I think she was just going to turf side of her house And a freaking FedEx driver you I would have never Guessed that in a million years that they could happen to a child just at home basically Absolutely horrible for that family. I think I want to stand that the mother had posted somewhere on facebook that they felt her Meaning the mother basically posted that they felt that baby I just Absolutely horrible. This is why I tend to be a helicopter mom Um, granted, you know jayby's a big kid, but you never know. There's still a human traffic kid going around So I always told jayby to be cautious of his surroundings. Um, I don't necessarily let him He's not outside by himself When he was going to this public school No way in hell I will let him walk to school by himself Um, and I see little kids doing that. I see little girls doing it. I mean this school only goes up to fourth grade this elementary school and Some of these parents are okay, and I get it sometimes they may not have a choice, you know, but There's no way you just never know Um, and since we're so close to the school, they don't do buses the buses don't Yeah, are you too close for the bus? Um, but no I wouldn't feel comfortable doing that. I don't even feel comfortable letting jayby play outside Unless I'm out there. I remember a couple of years ago. Um, it was in it was in phoenix where Mom had let her child play in the front um in the front yard and She went back outside and the child was gone. Um and during this time They didn't have the amber alert to have that and that child has never been seen again Yeah, I mean, I know they say you can't you know, you can't always protect your children and that's that's just so so so very sad um that things like that happen I I To not know I will say at least they found that child Because I think I would just be beside myself if my child was missing and I never knew what happened to Them, you know what I mean? You just never knew What happened to them? um Anyway, you guys onto some other stuff um Child, what else am I watching on youtube? I don't know why but when I get obsessed with something if I want to rewatch something I just can't stop watching it. So a couple of days ago I started watching old clips of broadzilla. You guys I used to watch Me and my friends. I know some of y'all did too. I used to watch all of those broadzilla shows It was absolutely crazy. The one that really tripped me out was the um The broadzilla it was a couple of them I'm gonna tell you all about the ones that I really remember Marsha and Archie Marsha Marsha was just snapping on her fiance at the time named Archie and I think there was a time where She was yelling at him and she's like he's like so he ain't gonna marry me. She said no. No, I'm not gonna marry you So he's in his car crying The door, you know the windows up and her friend or somebody family member walks by and she's like who's that and this is um The fiance she's outside the woman. She's like it's archie He's she's like what's wrong when she said he's crying and so archie's in the car crying She said she's not gonna marry marry me. I'm like if you don't get your big ass up and then leave that woman They they're divorced now for my understanding. She ended up Cheating on her child There was that one And then once another one the Porsche Porsche who was also on she was on divorce court Porsche, I don't remember. I don't remember the name of her Byron that was his name Byron child Porsche called Byron's ex and was like Completely cursed her out in a country ass southern getaway But I love Porsche. She seems she seemed like someone who was really fun to be around You know, you know what I mean like that fun homegirl that always had have your back So your child was watching a couple of episodes of brazilla That turned into watching a couple of episodes of gypsies my big fat gypsy wedding y'all That culture is so So it's interesting And a part of me feels like they would always be stuck in that type of mindset because that's just how they are I don't know if this one mom did this for the show or she really feels this way for her teen teen year old The this is the mom who's gypsy and she married to a I believe they call If you're not a gypsy they call you a gorge gorge or gorgia I don't know. They have a certain word for you if it begins for g if you're not a gypsy basically So she married outside of the gypsy traditional He's not a gypsy basically which is kind of frowned frowned down upon She's having his birthday party for her 10 year old daughter her 10 year old daughter, right? And She is inviting potential husbands potential husbands like these are little boys and the girls typically This is just a horrible cycle that continues in their culture The young girls typically get married off by the time they're 16 years old Some of them get married to their cousins either second cousins sometimes first cousins it looks like Alcohol and meth is because a lot of them have really bad teeth Child Lord have mercy I just I get fascinated by it because it's like a train wreck. You just can't stop watching the bullshit. You know what I mean? so um The wedding dresses are horrible Horrible, I just can't stop looking at you. I really can't as a girl looking at all that madness. Um I Woke up the other day to the news that christie alley had passed away you guys I didn't even know she was sick and i'm pretty sure It wasn't something that was well known because she was recently diagnosed with colon cancer from what I understand um Christy alley had such a quirky sense of humor. Of course, I loved her and laku's talking That's all I really knew her about because cheers even though I was born doing cheers It was really not Yeah, that's not something I would be interested in watching honestly. Um Oh my my parents never watched something like that. Cheers, but she was such She just had such a quirky personality I remember when she was on the open referee show because she had battled with You know her weight and she came remember y'all she came out and that two pieces She had that little wrap around the waist and she did like little shimmy shimmy I was like look at christie alley. Just just absolutely love her personality um And so just to hear that she she passed away was really sad. I didn't know she was that oh 71 She looked really good for her age. I saw some Clips of her. I'm pretty sure she you know as she was dealing with cancer She possibly didn't look the same but my point is is that I saw video footage of her within the past Two years or so and she looked very well. So that's that's very sad really really sad. We're losing a lot of people Um speaking of I reached out to some people who I work with that I um know that they have lost a Parent it's so hard. I just could not imagine my co-worker She lost her mom earlier this year and I reached out to her and I'm like, you know what my heart is with you I know I haven't gone through it because both I have both of my parents are still alive glory to god Amen for that, right? But I just cannot imagine going through the holidays for the first time This is the first year that you won't have your sweet mother or your father or your sister or your husband or whoever You know a friend just to lose a loved one and have not to have That it's almost like an empty emptiness a part of you So I reached out to her please make sure you're reached out to people who are you know by themselves to you guys Please do that. Um, that's basically it what I'm watching on youtube. What I'm watching on tv and netflix hulu um Girl blood and water is back and you haven't watched it. Please check it out. It's a great little south african gem They are on the third season It's almost like teenage drama because are they in high school? Yeah, yeah, they're in high school because for the surprise school But I like it like it like it. It's called blood Blood and water girl the edible the edible. Um I am trying to watch Wednesday you guys and this is Has to do with wednesday from the adams family I started to watch the first episode and it's It's giving me Goth harry potter There can only be one harry potter. I just That's what is giving me. I can't i'm gonna try again. I'm gonna try again, but right now. I can't do it I really can't I can't do it right now. So no to that I started back watching bloodline with sissy spacy and her turnip nose um a movie that I saw on Netflix that was really good. It's called Anion A-N-I-O-N anion or annan Don't quote me on the name, but it's spelled A-N-I-O-N I like these sci-fi Futuristic movies and in this particular movie You have a pov which is a point of view Your eyes allow you to see everything about anyone So if you are a detective and let's say the detective is walking towards me. He can see my age my Where I work at basically everything about me comes up as I file Um, and then if something were to happen You can enter that person's point of view and that trek was going on So there's a couple of killings that are going on in the movie and they're trying to figure out who the killer is It has clave owing I'm popping because clave owing is sexy to me. You guys there is something about Clive owing is not necessarily extremely good-looking, but he has Swagger about him that makes him that that puts him up there to where he's fine. He's fine to me and he's 51 Hell yeah, you got gray somewhere Okay, sorry, um Clive owing I like clave owing Um, I'm starting to rewatch chocolate. I love this movie you guys with johnny depp johnny depp is one of the few people typically Certain men in hollywood can age well johnny depp is not aging well johnny depp I saw an interview of him on the opera show and he was in his 40s He was good good-looking still in his 40s still good-looking in his early 50s But now due to the heavy alcohol alcohol, excuse me and life in general I think he's had some work done on his face, but no, he's not but chocolate. I'm watching anyway I like the movie another series. I finished and I'm gonna be very honest I'm not gonna give everything away just in case you want to watch it It is dead to me with christina alpagate. I absolutely love christina alpagate you guys She's one of my favorite actresses. I love this series and I believe this was season three. It is ending I'm gonna say something. I did not like the way the series ended I felt like it was part of it was rushed um And I will say I understand why christina alpagate unfortunately was diagnosed with ms um, I believe this year Which is really sad. She can't even walk. So the fact that she was able to Tape this last season With this and I noticed that in the series They had her to be pregnant So she'd be sitting down a lot a lot of the time and taking her time Because I just couldn't imagine she's she's fatigue She can barely walk. She's probably you know, just not a hundred percent So kudos to her For for still pushing through and finishing the series So I can see why it felt kind of rushed, but I just just didn't like the storyline towards the end Um, but things things happen. I think it's still a good series. So Another one that came out on that flick. So that's very different, but I'm feeling um 1899 it has that sci-fi feel it's from the producers actually of dark And it stars the main actor from um, rain Have you seen rain and jonas is in it from dark middle john Fine as middle jonas. Let me tell you something if you ever seen dark Y'all the actor that played in dark Okay, so let me let me let me backtrack dark Is one of those futuristic series that goes into three different time periods And it has to deal with time travel in different dimensions and stuff like well Not necessarily different dimensions to a certain degree, but time traveling And so there's a character on the show called jonas And so with every character you have three different characters you have young jonas middle jonas and old ass jonas Okay, there was an episode where jonas middle jonas was taking off his shirt And he was getting dressed and you could see you know on the man the body of the hip section He's he's lean. He's very lean. He's cut and this man is 52 years old Child when I tell you I'm look I fast forwarded that scene like at least two or three times I was like this man is fine as hell. So anyway middle I say all that to say you're gonna get with it middle jonas is in this series called 1899 This is another one of those that's a little tricky There was some parts of it that was slow and I was like, yeah, this seems weird as hell, but Hear me out. Stay with it. If you can get past episode three or four stick with it It's good. The last episode had me like on an edge of my I thought I knew what was going to happen But that last episode I'm like Oh Season two is going to be very interesting. So that is it you guys I got a minute, you know, my my nose is itchy because it's raining outside. It's probably my allergies being flared up Um, that is it. I hope you guys enjoy the rest of your day the rest of your week I will be coming back in a couple more days with some more hair related videos. All right, you guys take care. Bye