 Hey guys, welcome back to my channel. My name is Kinsey, if you guys are new here. If you guys are new here and you guys like this video, be sure to subscribe and make a lot of lifestyle videos, vlogs, all that stuff. It's super fun. I'm like sitting on my legs so I'm taller for this video and my foot is gonna fall asleep and it's gonna be really painful. In today's video I asked for some questions on Instagram for me to answer. I'm gonna send it for you guys to answer that you guys have so we're doing like a nice little Q&A. I have some green tea. Comment down below what your favorite tea is, your favorite coffee. Speaking of coffee, you guys have been going crazy over the Chick-fil-A cold brew, the vanilla cold brew that Dom and I went crazy about in a vlog for. Oh no, and then my blue bottle order, which is a- these are questions so I'm just answering them out, which is a New Orleans with oat milk. It's the best coffee in the world if you guys go to blue bottle. It's literally my favorite drink that will ever exist. There's nothing that can top it. I love Alfred too but like nothing will top this. And anyways, I have never been tagged in more stories, more posts, nothing about anything. You guys are going crazy over all of this right now. It's just really funny. So if you guys are one of the people who like got some of that let me know in the comments down below. It's just really funny. So anyways, today is Monday. This morning I went on a hike and now I'm filming today. I'm gonna go to Orange Theory tonight just like you know the normal stuff. But I'm home. It is a work day. We're gonna film some videos. Um, most embarrassing story. Okay, I purposely am answering this one because this isn't the most embarrassing story, but this is something embarrassing that just happened. I'm gonna insert the Instagram story. Okay guys, so do you see that mirror? Um, Sav and I were just trying to fit it in my car. My camera doesn't flip anymore. Um, there's like literally no way it was ever gonna fit in my car. No, like guys, like I cannot even, like it was not even. Let me know because it's extremely embarrassing. So here we are. Okay, so we're driving and oh, this guy's, oh my gosh, it's worse. The guys literally from the house is coming out. Oh no, we're so sorry. No, we're so sorry. We're already embarrassed enough. So anyways, we're trying to put this mirror. Sorry. That's sorry. No, we're good sir. Sorry. We're trying, why isn't my car backing up? I need to put this mirror in my car. That's like not gonna fit, right? And we're like laughing really hard because we're really trying to make it fit. And then these guys literally pulled on the street, right? In front of everybody just screaming, it's not gonna fit. Like it's just not happening. And they won't stop. And I'm just like, like at that point we're laughing so hard. We're like crying because it's so stupid and embarrassing. And then they start recording. So there's probably an Instagram. Sorry, I can't go around. Sorry. So they're taking videos of us. So if anyone sees this really embarrassing story anywhere video of us trying to fit this gigantic mirror into my three series BMW. Please, there's probably, sorry. Literally, this is just so much worse right now. Am I gonna hit this pole? No, no, no, you're fine. I'm not. But he's still watching us. Are we sure I'm not gonna hit the pole? Oh, chill everyone. Okay, so like I'm saying right now, this is a lot. This is a lot. It was a lot of fun. So yeah, it was really embarrassing. Sab and I were driving down Laurel Canyon. We saw this mirror. There was no, it was gonna fit. I drove three series. My car is so small. But I don't know what we were thinking. And these guys in like a big escalade are like making fun of us, laughing at us, taking videos of us, doing it. And like it was so embarrassing. It was really humiliating. So that's a recent embarrassing story. It was honestly so funny. Like we were just laughing so hard. How do you push past the slump of needing to do work when you're tired? This is me all the time. I am really great. I'm really lucky because I have like an office space. So I'm able to make that like very like positive environment. So I will just go in, but you can do this anywhere. Like you don't need an office for this. I'm just telling you what I do. I'll play some music. I have like a jazz playlist that really just like puts me in a good mood. Light some candles. I'll clean up my space and I'll just get everything out and drink some coffee. I have to drink some coffee. So that's what I do. But I think it's about like changing your environment and just making it a little bit better and like something that you're like excited to work in rather than like laying in bed. Like don't work from bed. Don't do that. You'll fall asleep. Ride or die. Make a product. A cosmetic CC cream. But I don't have the one in my shade right now. It's really really really horrible being me right now. What is your favorite place to get jewelry? Love the cross necklace and the classic hoops. So these rings are the M Jewelers I wear them every day. I normally wear my cross necklace every day. It's like back there somewhere. That's also from the M Jewelers. These hoops are from Amazon and then the other hoops that I wear all the time that are a little smaller and thicker are from H&M. That's pretty much all the jewelry that I wear. I do have more but this is like my go-to. I wanted to try out some more jewelry from like Adina's jewels and like my jewelry, is that how you say it? I want to keep going to like you know like the like $100 average price point. I want like a whole jewelry collection. I want to do a whole jewelry collection video for you guys because I love jewelry. Like I'm obsessed with that. Also with the M Jewelers there on sale like literally all the freaking time. So and I know that you can get stuff like this from Amazon too. Today all my to-do list is to make like an Amazon page like everyone has those with all my like favorite products, my holy grails, stuff that I talk about all the time. So it's just so much easier for you guys to like go on. You guys can see it and you'll have like direct links and stuff. So I'll add some of those rings. I have some friends who have them so I know that they're good that are really similar to this if you're like an Amazon person. Slash is probably like a little bit cheaper. Share your most important tip for a better life. I think my like biggest piece of advice, especially something that's just been like really on my heart lately, all my mind, has been just keep the first things first. Like I think so often I like I know what my like personal values and like morals are and I think it's so important for me to like keep the first things first. I'm like keep like for me like my faith basically first and not like my relationship with God and not like my fear or my worries or like my job even or school, like whatever it is like nothing else comes first and that makes everything else in my life fall into place. So that is my number one thing. Advice on how to let go of best friends who aren't good for you but haven't done anything wrong and then someone else asked basically something along the lines of like how do you like move on to like from things in life I've definitely gone through this before. I think for me I don't know like sometimes you do just drift from friends because of whatever reasons like sometimes there isn't really even a reason like there's nothing that they did nothing that you did. This is a really hard thing for me because I'm like very loyal like if you are my friend you are my friend like I they teach us like to like hold people like this like literally in your hand like grabbing onto them. You know the people that you like always have a seat at the table with you know but you don't want to like hold on to people because that'll either like hinder you or them like if they need to go off for a little bit they need to go off for a little bit and just kind of respecting that. But for me I was talking to a friend about this a while ago but it's like you know sometimes I don't know how else to describe this other than like sometimes you just know in your spirit like I guess just deep down that like a friendship isn't really meant to be at like the forefront of your life but it doesn't mean that they've done anything wrong or that you've really done anything wrong or like there's nothing bad that's happened it's just that like you know like in your spirit that it's just not meant to be or like not meant to be right then or whatever and like that's a really hard place to be in because it's like there's nothing that really happens so like there's no real explanation other than like I know deep down this is not for me right now or this isn't for them and I think in times like that it's like that's just clearing out space in room in your life or something else to come in and every single time I'm like so grateful for something else to come in or something else to come into their lives like you guys are both like things are meant to benefit both of you you know yeah I think that's it it's a hard place to be in though because there's no like real explanation and things just like kind of happen and there's no like animosity like there doesn't need to be like animosity or like this big dramatic thing like sometimes it's just like hey this is where I'm at right now I can't really do this you know what I'm saying I don't know it's a really hard place to be in though I really feel free no I'm sorry okay how do you teach yourself to wake up early so like I do wake up early majority of the time this morning I let myself sleep in until like 9 Monday mornings are hard for me because I have like a really long day at church before like I got there at 7 and I left at 11 yesterday like 7 a.m. 11 p.m. but I have like a midday break but I'm normally like really tired Monday mornings but normally I'll wake up early my biggest tip is to book things in the morning whether that's an early morning workout class or like coffee with a friend or whatever it is like just definitely like waking up early that makes the biggest difference for me that's really helpful someone said where has Molly been Molly and I talk all the time like literally still all the time she's just in Boston so it's really sad we haven't seen each other in like over a year which is so crazy because like like Molly is like family to me like I can't even imagine my life without Molly but um yeah she's just been in Boston so it's been very sad that I haven't seen her I want to go to Boston really soon um I do want to go to Boston this summer I think I might be doing an internship which I didn't realize through Zoe so we'll see what happens how can you tell if someone likes you or if you like them okay I can only speak from personal experience but um the past few times this has like happened with me I can tell if I like someone by if I see them during the day when I'm supposed to be working that is like very out of character for me because I like if I have a work day I know I'm working I can like do something after but like as soon as I'll like kind of mess up my schedule for them like work schedule which isn't really good that's how I know um I can tell if they do but I think it's just like if they're like investing more time into you or like you can just tell when things have changed or if they're like driving like to you a lot this is just different because it's LA like if they're driving like into like where I live or whatever a lot um like driving here is just a pain so it's really easy to like tell that's like very bare minimum but it's just things like that like they're going out of their way to like see you or whatever that's easy to tell I always say like because LAX here our airport here is so much I'm sure everyone knows what LAX is but it's so annoying it is like the most it's like such a big hassle driving there is so annoying like but the second that someone picks you up or takes you to LAX that's how you know that's like locked down that's like locked down like that's it um what do you think you're going to do after college okay everyone this is um what a question to ask okay this is like I'm like in a really good mood so I really don't want to talk about this so much but I want to just be honest with you guys and share why not because I don't want this to ever be something where I like in faking it but with that being said like I think it's totally okay to like withhold a lot from the internet like that's fine I think that's healthy honestly I don't know I've already like shared with you guys and I'm definitely going through a harder time right now in the past few months I've been like really hard with that being said I'm so fulfilled in like my relationships and like I love my church like there's so many good things that happen too so like when I'm like happy and posting online like that's not fake but like I I feel like something that I've learned that's huge is that like joy and like morning or not like respectors of each other like in a season where you're having a really hard time that doesn't mean that there's no joy so like if you're going through like a really like that depression or anxiety or like whatever it is that doesn't mean that like if you're like you can also still have depression is not a really good example but like um you're going through a hard time like don't feel bad for also having like good moments does that make sense I don't know I'm just like trying to make the best out of it anyways I feel like because all this has happened maybe that's why but I've never been less sure of myself in my life and that's really never been like I've I've like came out of the womb and I was like I'm gonna do this and that like very headstrong probably born in my prideful like just very like I'm gonna do this I'm gonna do that like very sure of myself I was like I can do it never really doubted myself and I've never been like a super insecure person obviously we all deal with insecurities I'm not a robot like I definitely don't know insecurities but I feel like issues that I've dealt with have more so been like depression and anxiety it's been a bigger thing in my life than insecurities have been and it's not like a physical appearance insecurity it's just like a I'm going through it kind of thing I think because I'm going through it I've like let a lot of fear creep in and I've let a lot of like insecurities and I'm just not sure of myself and because of that too I'm kind of just bored of myself maybe I don't know like I'm tired I love YouTube and I love everything I do like I'm not complaining at all I'm just like being how I'm confused I'm kind of afraid that I've worked for like six years and all this stuff and this isn't what I meant to do even though I know that that is like 95% not the chance like 95% not the case yeah like I know that it's probably not the case right but I'm just like so unsure of what I'm supposed like to do and like for me a lot more of it is like my calling like what I really meant to do and I've always thought like whatever I do is going to come from this which is probably true like I just am like way over thinking this and I think it's also like I'm going to be a senior in college next year and I never really thought I would go through this because I already have this stuff so like I already had something going for me but now I'm just like I don't know what I'm supposed to do and I think that like things are just shifting in my life right now and like something has to be being done behind the scenes for me to be experiencing everything that I'm feeling right now and I think also when you're going through a hard time it kind of does suck that like I love filming I love recording I love vlogging but like I also like kind of have to do it for my job but it's like I can't really just like hide out like I feel like I'm just so bored of myself and everything is about me even though like genuinely like from the bottom of my heart like my channel all this stuff is not about me like I know that it's like Kenzie Elizabeth but like that's not the point behind all of this but like at the end of the day like it is like Kenzie Elizabeth so it's like I'm just like bored of myself I think like I want to like do things on my channel that are not about me even though a lot of it isn't about me it's like interest and like sharing things and whatever I love Margot's series or video that she did like following an entrepreneur like I want to do other stuff like that it's just hard to find the time with school and like my schedule and stuff but I don't know I'm just like rambling at this point I don't know what I'm doing it could be something so different I think it's still going to be stuff like this I don't ever want to like leave you to that's not what I'm saying at all I think I'm just like really confused and very lost and very unsure of myself and I've never really felt this stuff before so I like it's not the best thing ever that being said I'm not trying to be like a Debbie Downer or like great I don't know like make this video like negative and just being honest because I'm sure like there has to be other people who feel this way I'm just like what am I doing with my life kind of thing and yeah so that was me being honest with you guys please don't be mean I'm so grateful for everything like I don't want it to come across as like I'm like oh whatever I think I'm just scared and fearful and unsure of myself and I don't know what I want to do and I don't know what to do and yeah but I love you guys okay any boy in your life I mean this wholeheartedly every ounce of my being means this that is like genuinely the last thing pretty good that I want right now like maybe when it gets to like the summer or something I would like consider but like that's really just the last thing now that I say that I'm gonna like start gaining some next week um no not but yeah not no boy no interest in any boy it's nothing like that not just celebrity in the face it wouldn't be that's a funny question how to get out of the rut if any of you guys have good answers for this leave them in the comments down below best tips for mid-semester lost motivation I think you just need to refresh like literally go do something fun and then come back and be like we're gonna do this like it sucks if you guys want a whole video on this let me know if you guys have good tips for that let me know in the comments down below you Dom and Sav most likely to win the bachelor get sent home first or be the crazy one if you guys don't know there's like two of my best friends I throw in like so many of my vlogs and we all go to school together most likely to win would be Sav get sent home first would be me and then the crazy won't be Dom what's your major? I'm a business administration major I'm getting my bachelors next spring woo-hoo that's gonna be so weird when that actually happens it's not like something I ever think about and then like I feel like it's just gonna happen you know not just gonna happen but like it's gonna come up quickly is what I mean favorite Casey Musgrove song currently it is space cowboy so that is it for today's video hope you guys enjoyed if you guys did let me know by giving it a thumbs up subscribe if you guys are new here follow me on Instagram pick three of these questions and give me your answer down below let me know what question it is let me know your answer in the comments down below that's super fun I love you guys so much and I will see you soon bye