 These are all paid actors Welcome to another vlog. I'm having a nice little self-care afternoon. I woke up this morning I worked out I came home, and I just got so much stuff done tonight Starts the Dallas book club. I'm very excited. I'm finally hosting an in-person at Dallas book club all the information I'll make social media and stuff But it's a while detectives, which is like one of my careplaces in Dallas I don't I can't believe I cannot believe okay. I made a TikTok of like things I consider perfect but Dallas cannot believe I forgot to put that one there. We're gonna talk about that later, but I'm hosting that tonight So I'm giving myself a little self-care afternoon. I just ordered Starbucks. I'm exhausted and then I also ordered Like this healthy like Chinese food. I will see how I like it I've got like an hour to just chill and relax before I need to start getting ready and Macy's gonna come over I'm gonna film a closet tour and then we're gonna go to book club. I'm very excited. So this is a nice little Self-care afternoon. I took a bath. I use all my new products I feel incredible and sometimes self-care is an afternoon shower and watching like a podcast And I'm gonna like sell outfits and stuff for the oakland, but I need to chill You know what I mean? This is the Versace robe that I got for my birthday for myself Incredible by let me tell you okay, so I got some dumplings, but these are like I think they're like impossible dumplings And then I did get actual chicken and you can get a cauliflower and stuff like sweet and sour But it's somehow like healthier for you. I don't know to be honest with you. It wasn't intentional I just wanted Chinese food and this is what popped up as the fastest delivery time Doing a little Taste test these look a little interesting. Okay. This also looks a little Interesting the consistency at least I know that they're like healthier I can tell but they're still good like I have no issue eating them, but I'm also not a picky eater But again, like how do you not like dumplings? You know what I mean? Okay, we're gonna do a little bit of a get ready with me. I have a lot of new products So let's get started. I've used this once before and I really liked it The issue is I'm so far from like the good lighting this bronzer is just like really warm anyways I really like this bronzer is I have been thinking about getting air sculpting done on my chin jawline area for a very long time It's not something that I think would even bother me if I wasn't on camera all the time But it bothers me when I see myself on camera, and it's bothered me for long enough I got a consultation like Over a year ago I think from them and then I just saw Lauren Bostic go and get it and then I was like wait I should actually like go and do that and I just think I Would be very happy if I did it I also think it's important to like be open about it like get whatever you want done But I don't know I don't like the impact that it's like leaving on a lot of people and like I get the argument of like It's your body. You can do whatever you want someone else's business. I understand that like I really do But also bothers me like when people use like filters and then they save them They repost it so like you can't see that there's a filter like I know people who even like take Like I see Pete girls even take like Instagram and feed photo That's like you obviously took out the filter it saved it and then posted it What I'm trying to say here is if you use a filter or use something I'm told like I don't care about that I think it should just say that use the filter like to save it and then post it So it looks like you're not using a filter just like feels weird to me like I don't I don't know But also I'm open for discussion Because it is your body and you can do whatever you want your account You can do whatever you want like I don't think like I Think we put too much stock in like other people for our own feelings and that makes sense But I do think it contributes to like a very unhealthy culture But then also at the same time it's like your body and like you can do whatever you want to your account You can do whatever you want But I just personally feel weird when I see people like clearly like they're using filters that are like subtle But they're like a filter like I know they're a filter and they save them and then they repost it Or they'll share it on my tech talk or Instagram, but because they saved it It's not showing that I was a filter. You know what I mean like I just don't love that But at the same time like I get the other argument So like I don't really know where I stand for myself personally. I always want to be open about it Basically, it's just like being dishonest about it But then I think of people like Chloe Kardashian or people who have been like annihilated in the media for their bodies and Attack non-stop and I totally get why they would do it. You know what I mean? I'm more so talking about like just like an influencer like that whatever But like I get the other argument and it's like they've been like bullied into that and like they've been To feel horrible about their bodies because of the media, you know what I mean? So I really don't know where I stand on it I don't like the whole like saving filters just act like you don't have a filter like I think that's just like not cool Basically what I'm saying is that like if I get anything done I will always be honest about it literally do whatever you want the great amazing love that but I just so my I don't know I think it maybe it's like I have a obviously female demographic. I'm like, I just don't want to Leave that like impression, but at the same time It's like like you're entitled to whatever you want and like you can't no one else can tell you what to do I just think like morally it doesn't sit right with me like I don't Like it and I mean like I don't mean like doing whatever you want to your body using filters Whatever I mean like being dishonest about it But again, it's like we're all in charge of like how we feel and we can't let people control how we feel So I also get that I just think for me It's not my vibe got a package from Morphea. I made an order the night because this setting spray I've never had the big one. I was I needed the travel one to figure out But this is the best setting spray you will literally ever ever ever ever ever use So I needed to order that and then I was like, you know what I need no eyeshadow brushes So today's gonna be another example of me trying a new eyeshadow Look and it looking the exact same as every other one trying my new at Nars palette that I got recently I haven't used it yet. I just thought it was really pretty. I haven't had a new eyeshadow palette in so long. I Don't have eye primer like do I need that like remember back in the day where that was like the biggest thing ever? Oh my god guys like no Jell-I primer just kidding. Thanks milk. I don't even know like what kind of look I want to do I don't even know what I'm wearing tonight. I do have like a certain look But it's like still kind of hot out right now or it's back to being hot Let's start with like a nice little crease color while these brushes feel nice. We can I gonna be a makeup artist? Yeah, I'm gonna keep this Matt I think I'm gonna do the like more reddish color on my lid. This is like really messy Okay, and then I'm gonna try to just go in with this Side and give myself some like Eyeshadow and then I'll clean it up. I mean by eyeshadow. I obviously I'm an eyeliner So this eye with the eyeliner looks a lot better than this eye How do I like smudge that out? Oh, here's another one Okay, I don't know how to fix that but this eye is more like messed up also I'm on to my next product which is a cosys Like eyebrow product. I normally just put clear gel on but I'm gonna try something new next. I just have another I have a refill of the clear brow gel. I love this stuff next. I'm gonna use the tower 28 lip liner now Again, I will be trying at the glint stafani lipstick that I got that I like really I tried in the car I should I know I was like really unimpressed But we'll see it just felt very dry Okay, this is like darker than I had Planned on going because she just got a whirl with the punches here This dibs up gloss is so good for me doing my makeup. I feel like it looks pretty good. Next is mascara I actually got mascara on my eye But I feel like this doesn't look too bad again for me doing it myself The final trick is to set with this morphe spray It makes your makeup look so much better and the mist is so satisfying. All right. Just want to give you guys some better lighting like I'm trying to give you like makeup videos. I feel like I did a good job All right guys, that was clearly meant to be because the air sculpt people Just messaged me or actually didn't know I can't talk today It was clearly meant to be the air sculpt people just called me and we scheduled My appointment for the 21st. So I'm putting my deposit down tomorrow It does scare me because I've never it's I mean I guess it is plastic surgery But I've never done anything like that. Like I've gotten Botox and gotten my lips done But it like kind of scares me And I don't know like I'm excited and it's something I've wanted done for so long and like I have the time like I have 48 hours to just like wear the thing and stay home Wednesday, Thursday, I guess Friday. I guess I wouldn't be out on Friday I also like want to have time where I'm just like laying around watching movies and stuff And that will be the perfect time. So I'm obviously gonna vlog the experience But I guess I'm getting plastic surgery. It's really crazy. Also, this doesn't mean that any of you guys need to get it This doesn't mean that like I don't love myself or anything like that. It's just something that I Like that bothers me And I'm on camera all the time. Again, if I wasn't on camera all the time Wouldn't bother me literally at all, but like it is my literal livelihood So I figured why not I'm gonna call my mom because hopefully she can go with me I don't know. But anyways, I'm excited. I hope you guys are excited for me as well Here's my outfit Mace is about to be here and I'm ready to go and I guess I'm getting plastic surgery All right, you just asked me I walk in I said did you get your makeup done? It's so crazy that you asked me yes by this really cool girl named Kenzie I was just trying to have my new products. You know what it is I'm convinced though that makes it look like I got my makeup done is this setting. Oh, okay Leslie either see for Christmas. It's amazing. It is the best ones. I this is like like 15 And it's really good. Yeah, this is okay. Is this new? No, that's old news. Okay. I love this stuff Love this. Okay, like this is so unorganized because I don't have the right You need makeup. Yeah I use the Nars Foundation though and that's what my makeup artist uses Finding Macy a new sweater because apparently she doesn't like it even though the pink one's cute. I don't like anything that I wore to work Yeah, oh, yeah, that one's cute and it's like a perfect like oh, it's a good fit, you know The pink thing is my outfit for years. You so don't mind that Yeah, she was just gonna strip so that my views could go up Thanks. What you do for me is I'll never be able to thank you enough Um, there's one of my thoughts. You can hand me the skirt though. Really? Yeah, I wouldn't do it actually Um, you know when your hair is like perfectly curled then you just yeah Okay, so this is my new outfit because I changed because I don't like my original outfit Oritzia blazer. This is the oversized blazer everyone keeps asking and I just I thought I was called the oversized blazer. Is it not? I thought it was Maybe I'm wrong. I don't know one thing from there He's literally the best blazer ever. I wear it all the time skims top. I think abracampi jeans chocolate brown uggs and then I'm gonna wear my Obviously Um, I'm wearing this blue free people sweater that's kensies and my zara boot cut white leg Boot cut jeans and your shoes and my shoes are dr. Scholl's Yeah, your grandma probably owns a pair from there too. They're actually really cute. No, they're really cute Towards your own shoes there. Okay. I'm only a hater because It's just kind of embarrassing. No, I actually really like them and they're lace. Okay. These are dirty, but they're cute They're like they're like the perfect white lace to shoe Um, the sweater that macy's wearing is that free people sweater. I told you guys about like a longer two ago That's the best sweater ever. That's just like better sizing. That's the one that I should have gotten for the white one It's the best sweater ever My therapist just texted me. Okay. We got here like 10 minutes early. Do you think that we should like go in early? So we like ask because like what if I You know, I get like anxiety About like just like so No, like I like no, I have to like wait in the car. Me too. That's why I'm here early. I got to practice like Hi, hey, we're here for a book club Okay, now do it like a little bit more chill. Okay Hey, we're here for book club. Who's oh kenzie. Elizabeth. She's doing a book club. Oh, okay Or okay, let's you pretend like they have no idea who you are Because we're saying like what I'm like, hi, I'm hosting a book club here tonight. That's what you say Okay, I'll pretend to be the worker you go. Okay. Okay. Oh my god. Now. I'm getting like way more nervous Hi, hey, who are you? How are you? Welcome. What are you here for? I'm hosting a book club today. Okay. You dumb stupid imposer You dumb bitch get in line Okay, well, maybe you feel really good about that one. So I'm thinking that's gonna go great I just got the book club question because she was like, oh, I don't think that many people are coming I'm like that's so special because Like think about how many people will probably want to like come to do an event and meet people or Yeah, talk with others. Well, this was it This was really just for like if you wanted if people who wanted to come come like it wasn't like you're such a reader and like Yeah, exactly. Yeah, it's like a fun little thing and then over time if we keep doing it I'm sure it will grow. I don't know should I do monthly or bi-monthly? Months a month. Okay Wait, is bi-monthly every other month or twice a month every other oh that Okay, you're saying twice a month. I'm like babe. No, okay. I know babe. We're doing the only thing is that my february is really booked But we'll see. Um, yeah, maybe like first week of february. When is your birthday february 16th? I was thinking about doing it february 16th So cute I came outside and macy had put everyone in a circle around her And Kenzie didn't know people were gonna come so I got it in my head. I was like, yeah people aren't coming people came. This is a squad Oh, are they here? Um, I don't know. Okay, but macy said she didn't think anyone was gonna come so this is my club Her first uh tequila is for some more tea. No, it's good. It's good. This is a squad. I'm very impressed Okay, so many people are coming So we ran out of seats. It's like really so many people came We haven't even started yet everyone's at the bar, but there's like literally it's our first meeting We like already don't have space and it's a very large outdoor space So macy has somehow appointed herself as like host of the book club She doesn't even wrote the book and she hostess of the book club She's really upset that I made her move back to tables We didn't have enough room there was literally no other option and she's been fighting me on everything I'm the social coordinator. I did make it I'm the by-provider the social coordinator The book reader you didn't read about Do you guys hate when there's like a force like intro and you have to say like you're like in front of the whole No, because you're outgoing like other people Yeah, see That is not even what I'm saying to Okay, I hate it and I'm like really outgoing Yeah, I'm like, uh, what is my name? I don't remember it. Yeah, so literally the worst thing I've been doing. Oh, this is so cute smile These are all paid actors So cute Thanks for coming guys. This is so fun Guys guys we just got back from macy's meet and greet Guys it was so good because I like came back from Being inside and I walk out and she has assembled everyone into a circle basically around her Okay, I think that's a very natural like teacher personality like no If there's a group I'm gonna want to talk to them and put them in like no, you were great You're talking I really you were talking to everyone. You did a great job I was so fun But I wanted to put everyone in a big circle because I also didn't know how many people were gonna come Because kenzie was like, oh, I don't know if anyone's gonna come so in my mind I'm literally like, oh, it's not gonna be that funny How many people do you think were there on Like 50 I would say 50. It was really fun. Yeah, it was like really really fun and we were chatting we were giggling Um, but yeah, we ended up not seeing a big group when we sat at like all the tables outside Well, also to be fair there's people in the back when we got there So I didn't want to like take their tables, but they slowly drifted off when they saw us talking a lot But it was so fun. It was like really really fun And it was it wasn't like a structured event with like it was just like come hang out It's like chill. It's not like too much and it's really easy to like Make friends and whatever I feel like no, I mean so many like yeah, no macy literally Thought it was her meet and greet. I made a chit-chat. I was like my first time in meet and greet My friend literally texted me. She's like, is this real? I thought it was about my meet and greet. You remind me so much of jason jenner. Oh my god. I want to compliment She watches these vlogs. Hi jc You were the little Oh That's crazy earlier today. I was watching jacy's video and she was watching my video. Is she doing vlogmas? Isn't that crazy? No, but I was watching her video And she was watching my video and then actually I was texting her. I haven't watched her latest one You got to keep up Well, we'll know she's watching this one because yeah, I know Comment if there's no comment guys jacy's over the video. She's never watching again. She doesn't care It's gonna be rough. So anyways, we're heading home Bye Oh to our chick-fly that I ordered three hours ago It's a soup. It's gonna be bad. We'll see. No, it'll be fine. Okay, we're gonna let you go Kenzie was super nice and ordered me chick-fly to eat on my way back from work Literally an hour early too and it still came too late and I had an hour and a half to arrive. Yeah It's crazy. Okay. Sorry. I'm just queuing up my vlogmas for the night Okay guys So I ordered macy dinner Because she was coming from work today and she wanted a diet lemonade from chick-fly. I've never had a diet lemonade before I always get lemonade. Yeah, they're obviously it's gonna be better when it's like I used to like well Yeah, it has sat here for like three hours It's really good Oh, it's really good. It's like a little bit less like tangy Isn't it good? No, it's really good. I love chick-fly lemonade I remember when you like literally thought I make it by just my makeup Macy as we know tonight was macy's meet and greet I just want to say it was so fucking funny like walking out and you are literally like there's just a crowd Of people around macy and I'm like what like I literally went inside for like five minutes. I come out Even when I'm standing there, it's like macy's just going from table to table sitting down. Hey guys, like it's like it was so funny Yeah, I know actually yeah, I forgot about that part. She's just a liar, but It's actually nice though because I'm Like we know I could really okay like when you're both like really outgoing people It's really nice sometimes when like You have another friend that's outgoing that will like carry their weight because then it makes me less outgoing because then I'm like I don't have to like carry Yeah, I don't have to like you know No, my meet and greet was really good. It was really good to meet some fellow readers It was really good to you know kind of just you know I did meet a lot of friends. I followed everyone back We're gonna have like a separate club That can see the anti-conceals with book club. Yeah, good um By the way guys Um, if y'all are in Dallas, it's open to anyone who wants to join I think the best way to I'll post it on my stories for the best way to do it Is probably to join my Geneva chat and join go into the Dallas book club room And that everyone will be there and all the information will be there and oh, you know what? They have a calendar feature you can like put on your calendar. Oh my god genius Well anyways, I think this is a good ball. I was 17. I was making jokes about like sorry But I did a take talk at her event saying that it was my meet and greet But when I was 17, I would go to like in and out after football games and I would take videos I was like everyone's here for my meet and greet. I need a new joke. You were like manifesting. I'm just waiting for my meet and greet Yeah, I'll have to be like camping out for days. I'm like, do you remember me? It's literally what's gonna happen like Macy Okay, my camera's gonna die, but love you guys so much. Hope you guys enjoyed and I'll see you and tomorrow's block