 The only way you learn pressure is to deal with pressure. Exactly. You've got to get used to that, bitch. You've got to feel her, know what she does, how she tricks you, how she messes with your head. That's it. Messes with your head. You've got to learn that, too. That's the big one. Just like, essentially, it's resistance. It's the same thing. That doubt, that creeping doubt, makes its way. You've got to figure out a way to do that. The mind boy. The mind boy. And we are all contributing to this collective guidebook of how to be a human, you know? You know, one thing I've just recently started playing with that occurred to me that there's little fears that we think of as trivial. And a trivial fear, like a fear of spiders. And there's also things like, for example, for me, I have this block about doing a backflip on a trampoline, even like a super safe, super big one. And I can backflip into pools. I can do, you know, I'm a fairly athletic guy. But as soon as I go to do it on a trampoline, which is fairly soft, my body just freezes up. And I lock. And I was talking to my friend about it. And for me, you know, when you allow these fears that are disproportionate away from the actual danger to take hold, it's almost giving credence, you know, giving resistance like this little bit of victory that can apply to other things. Or if you're, you know, so afraid of spiders, you can't even look at it. You know, just by doing that, it's acknowledging that you have some certain limitations. You know, and it's giving that other force that's gonna limit you in life and deny you from achieving your goal, just a little bit more power. So even for me, and this is something I'm just recently playing with, these little trivial fears that we just kind of avoid like, ah, this doesn't matter. You know, who cares? When am I gonna see a spider? I don't know, I'll fucking deal with it when it comes. Or who cares if I do a backflip on a trampoline, you know, in effect, practically it doesn't matter. But as far as doing the little things to battle against these forces that are constantly looking to confine us, I think maybe it matters. You know, like maybe pushing through these seemingly trivial things, it counts, you know. It's an exercise for the mind. Set yourself the task, Aubrey, to do that. Oh yeah, for sure. I decided that like last, like a few days ago, I haven't been home yet. I'm walking out to the trampoline and I'm pushing through that moment where my legs just say, eh, eh, nobody. You're not doing this. And I'm gonna do it, I hope. I hope I can. I don't know, but I'll see y'all video it or something. So I figured out. I would guess that the backflip is a metaphor for something else for you. It stands for something, right? I mean, we all have that stuff. For me, it's like claustrophobia, you know. Elevators, certain elevators I can't get on, you know, airplanes, you know. Yeah, and I know that it's, it relates to other stuff, you know, it's not isolated, you know. Have you ever done a sensory deprivation test?