 To me, that's a great move because his starting attitude is kind of almost like a resignation like, I don't even want to be here on the planet, he was just so carrying so much anger and resentment and grievances and then it just shows you the stuff that he went through is almost like the reversal, just reversing all the thoughts of the world in terms of what's truly meaningful and what's helpful. He's kind of in it, what's in it for me? Why am I going to get out of this? And that's his attitude and he's like, well just hang in and play the game as long as it takes to get something out of it. He didn't even know what the outcome was but that's pretty much how this is spirituality. You enter in and you don't really have a clue where it's going to take you or what you're going to experience. What's going to fall away? It's like some kind of a new ride at the amusement park. You go in, you go down, you drop through a chute, you land, I think you've got some solid feet, solid ground and then boom, the floor drops out and you drop down again. You kind of get your feet again, feel like you're there now, then the floor drops out. It's kind of like a floor drop out journey. Just the floor keeps dropping out and you're on the free fall. You could tell most of the movie he was like in total free fall. He just said nothing to grasp. He took everything he had just to stay in and continue on. All these memories, childhood memories of his father, his grandfather, all the stuff that we've seen over these, the course of these six weeks, people facing a lot of memories coming out from childhood, a lot of dark closets and closed doors that are reopened, all for a good reason. Just keep opening and opening until there's nothing left. Keep dropping and dropping until there's nowhere else to fall. It's interesting lessons because the family was just so filled with greed that they dropped off really quick. Sometimes that happens in this life when you end a spiritual journey. Your entire world as you've known it, the people that you've loved or the people that were surrounding you are proud of a vibration that you are meant to completely drop below and leave behind. In some cases it is that way where they may just like drop out of your life really quick and maybe for many years, if not for a lifetime. That's just part of it. Jesus was talking about that when he said, mother will be turned against daughter and father will be turned against son for my namesake. He was saying you're going to go through vibrational changes that will take you deeper and deeper inside your mind in some of those past associations unless they serve the awakening, they will fall away and stay away. What was once associated with being loved, you start to go beneath the surface and realize it wasn't love. It was interesting in this movie that one of the steps was to go out there, go again to the Thanksgiving day dinner and extend gratitude. I was kind of going back, you know, facing anything that's there and then just seeing that he offered his gift and then he left. That was the end in the movie of the biological family, his mother and his other ones. He just kind of dropped down and that's the way it goes. You have to go on this journey and you have to let the Holy Spirit and the intuition within bring to you those encounters and opportunities that will allow you to release the beliefs and that may or may not involve a biological family. It depends on the spirit really. It's not for any of us to decide. But that was another beautiful aspect of it, just how things just dropped and dropped and dropped away with it and his possessions, his car, his apartment, furniture, everything. It was like a relinquishment phase and we had his grandfather said, you know, you haven't really lived until you've lost everything and he said, I lost everything four times. It's a great place to start, you know, kind of that emptiness. I think a lot of us have had those moments where we've gone through these periods where we've kind of cleared things out. Some of you who were here for a number of weeks, you remember Mate when he came here. He was going through that period of relinquishment but actually seeing the blessing in it, you know, actually quite, quite happy and joyful with that going through that period, knowing that he was just ready for the next stage, the next step. It wasn't an end point, just a transition. That's a beautiful witness there too because the ego likes to put things in kind of like final terms, like, where will you be? What will you be if you lose everything? It threatens the mind, you know, kind of like, how will you survive? How will you make it, you know, with all these threats and it's threatened, quite threatened of this loosening from possessions? Because that's its central creed. There's of course a Miracle's teacher, Dara Singh, he used to quote this old saying and it was about a king and his subjects back in the days of, you know, warlords and kings and castles and peasants and, you know, the old feudal system, you know, and the quote was, a king trembles before a man who wants nothing. The king needs subjects and peasants to be a king in that old system and so it's a self-concept thing we were talking about earlier when someone shows up that doesn't play the role, it doesn't uphold the role and that's the big threat to the ego. It's a big threat because it seems like a big change is on the way but it's actually, it's the big opening. Opening to a new kind of kingdom, a new, completely new kingdom without peasants and slaves and subjects inferior or superior, that old game is out the door. Well, soft glow tonight. So, mmm, it's in the movie too, in the subtitles. And then the perspective. When you said that, I remember that part in the movie when the woman who only wanted him for the money, she came back to the apartment and now she was interested again and then she went to the restroom and he just left, he just felt guided to just go like to the hospital and it was beautiful, like he didn't even feel the prompt to say anything like, oh now you come back, the only one for the money, he didn't need to say anything, he just left. Follow the purpose. Yeah, that's kind of neat, you don't have to explain, you don't have to explain or justify yourself to just follow your purpose. Beautiful butterfly at the end. Yes, I saw it at the end. And what's the representation that you can't mess it up because you've really tried in the beginning, this wasn't going to do that, you don't want to jump into your boobs. Yeah, I was joining too in the intuition of Lee Merriweather, you know, Mr. Hamilton's partner who, if he's come back from Ecuador, you know, and he's, you know, with the little girl and her mother and he calls and he said, I need, I know, I know you think I'm crazy, but I need to borrow Red's jet and Mr. Hamilton was rolling his eyes like, and then the Merriweather on the speakerphone comes in, the assistant. And I said, okay, we'll have the jet, have the jet waiting. Was that joining, that intuitive joining of like, what is, what is really called for here? There were times where he was pretty firm, there were times when he even walked out and at the beginning and the young man had to, Jason had to follow him down the hall with Jason down and, and then there was times when his sister stepped in and it's beautiful. It just shows that every relationship has given over to the Holy Spirit. It's really an art to win, to come in, to be firm, one to be extremely generous and soft, and you know, just let that come through, just as it has to be to, to let the miracle work through. You've got to know when to hold on, know when to follow, know when to walk away, know when to run. You've got to let the Holy Spirit lead you all the way, there'll be time enough for less than when the process is done. There was another one that was very beautiful, was when the daughter told, told him like, I want Christmas and that was for me like, her asking like the Holy Spirit like, I need to be shown. You really need to show me now that, that love is real and really demanding it. That was her, she perceived it as a real need and that was helpful as well. She emphasized now, when he said that could take me one or two weeks, now. Yeah, sometimes you're right on the edge, on the edge of it like, okay I ain't breaking up here, I can't take it anymore. Help! Then she comes with that. I think it was, this kind of echoed our main theme here, which was, was about getting out of the, the getting mode and getting into the giving mode. I mean really that seems to be what the central theme of the movie was, that he just didn't know any different. He was just so used to getting his way and credit card with no limit and just you know, not having even a job in any opportunity to extend. He was so closed off and kind of depressed, kind of going around with almost like a proud kind of strut in his walk and quite depressed and disconnected. But then you know by the end it was like down the tunnel of humbleness, down and down and down, where he just became more and more humble and more and more in the experience of the miracle of giving, just giving for the sake of giving, you know, for this, because he thought he was getting so much from it.