 Hey Giams, welcome back to my channel. I know I've been MIA again, but life has been happening. It continues to happen. I have no control over that. But the reason why I went MIA this time is because I ended up giving birth early. I went into labor about five weeks early. I had my baby at 35 weeks or no, you could say 36 weeks and one day. So I still did have a natural home birth, but I wasn't supposed to go into labor so early. However, I was healthy. The baby was healthy. It was great. It's just that a lot happened in the span of that time that I just wasn't in the mental space to share anything. Although I was recording stuff, I just couldn't bring myself to edit and post anything. And just based on some personal decisions that I make, I'm actually going to be posting most of that stuff on my Patreon, which should be launched by now at the moment of you watching this video. So I did film a piece of my birth that I was able to capture because everything happened so quick. I filmed my birth story, you know? Pretty much everything that was happening in that moment. I did have the camera for some of it and I filmed as I went. So all of that you can find on my Patreon and as well as a lot of other footage that I was recording throughout the process. Based on the last video I posted, you know that I was preparing for an event that I was doing called Honor Owl Mother Ceremony. That took place on my solar return, which was May 21st. That was a success. I loved it. I have footage from that too that I haven't edited, but I will post that footage on my YouTube. What else? I was also preparing for the Agriculture Fair that took place the weekend of the 28th in May, but because I went into labor early and had the baby, I was not able to participate and that was at the moment a big disappointment for me because I pretty much was doing all of that work for that event and I wasn't even able to participate. Long story, but I filmed more in-depth information about all of that and that would be on my Patreon as well. What else has been happening? Just a lot. I'm probably going to post another video on here that kind of give you an overview of some other traumatic stuff that happened. If you follow me on social media, you probably already know, but my children's father passed away so I've been dealing with that as well. It's just a lot that's been going on. So that's why I went MIA. However, I want to get back into my groove of filming and posting on here, but I will be honest that a lot more unedited, vulnerable, and personal footage will be now posted on my Patreon. I never really posted much behind the scenes stuff on my YouTube anyways because there's just a lot of stuff I don't feel comfortable posting on YouTube. I'm not going to the reasons as to why. I'll explain all of that on my Patreon as well. But just for, like I said, personal reasons, I'll be posting a lot of stuff on Patreon going forward. All of the videos that, all of the footage that I've been filming between me giving birth till now, all of that will gonna be, it's going to be on my Patreon. You know, I know my real supporters will follow me migrate over there, but it's not even really about that. So I rather have 10 Patrons who genuinely want to support and care about me versus just putting my business out there for any and everybody to just be lurking who doesn't really wish me well. And I'm not saying that in a negative way. It's just that throughout the past two years, I've met some people that just aren't the best people to say the least. So I rather just keep certain things, especially when it pertains to my children, more private, and I feel more comfortable sharing that type of stuff over on Patreon. So with that being said, I will still be posting on YouTube, but it will be more informational videos per se. I'll be using YouTube as a platform, like social media, like Instagram, like Facebook, especially as it pertains to my business and my passion for wellness and women's health and just sharing knowledge pertaining to womb care and personal care and self care as a mother and all of that stuff. But when it pertains to my personal behind the scenes life footage that includes my children and just that I'm going through that will be over on my Patreon. So I'm just putting a separation between the two. So if you really rock with me, if you want to support me beyond just a view, go over to my Patreon. The link will be in the description box below. And yeah, you know, everything like I said, I already at the time of this video, I should already have up several videos on my Patreon because like I said, I've been filming but have not been editing I'm posting. So all of that should be up right now as you're watching this. So click the link click the link in the description box below and join one of the tears on my Patreon and show you guys some love. Other than that, that's all I have to say for this video. But I will be also sharing my birth story on here just in a more of a not detailed way because I want to share with other women that I did going to labor early, but it did not require me to be rushed to the hospital. So I kind of want to explain what happened and give other women other mothers insight on that because a lot of times when we go into premature labor, we're automatically rushed to the hospital and I want to share my story because that was not the case and I was able to give birth to a healthy baby, unmedicated, no interventions, vaginally, just all natural. So I want to share my story just to give other women insight and encouragement on that part. So that would be all in a separate video that I'll post on YouTube. But for now that is all. I hope to see some of you all over on my Patreon and for now I wish you all love, light and prosperity and to all of my melanated women watching protect your womb by any means necessary and to everyone watching protect your peace by any means necessary. You always see me in my next video. Peace.