 let's let the camera zoom in girl it has been in this week has been just tons of fullery but I'm getting over being not feeling well I was sick all weekend the last time I talked to you guys is it something y'all is it the last time I talked to you guys I told y'all my throat was burning I immediately started drinking ginger tea I took off yesterday which was Monday because I just was not feeling well I tempted feel better towards the end of the day and I think a lot of it's because I'm up and whatever is up here is draining down you know whatever is draining not really having any science issues it's just I don't feel good my throat hurts and now I'm coughing so and the thing I'm just so in a messed up mood because I had so many things I wanted to get done this week that I'm now having a push off to the next week and I don't like to do that I'm still trying to keep my dentist appointment which is on Thursday which is two days away but I don't go to the dentist when I'm sick so I'm trying to keep the dentist appointment I literally have been moving this dentist appointment since August like I'm not even shitting excuse my language but I'm not even kidding I've been moving it since August more of my tea this is peppermint tea with ginger I've been short so today I snatched JB up oh yeah it was just one of those I was on the phone with my sister he kept putting his stuff animal in front of me and I'm videoing with her so she can't see me and he kept doing it I must have had to stop the video five times through his little stuff animal across the room he throws a fit of course he throws a fit he gets it runs around the thing that JB has been doing lately when he doesn't get his way he will scream run and run into a wall or hit something so he ran into the wall a little too damn hard and hit his head now it's funny but then it was annoying so he's screaming in my husband's trying to sleep right he's hearing all this foolery and then I fixed him his medicine I put his medicine in juice so he could drink it I fixed his medicine and he has some vanilla milk which is sweet as hell vanilla milk that I diluted with regular milk that he's drinking he doesn't even eat breakfast anymore he just wants something to drink right so he um how do y'all think this truck is coming by excuse the background y'all so he I told him you know how it is in the morning especially kids this age put on your shoes eat your food I must have told him half a dozen times who drink his medicine he wouldn't drink it he kept trying to drink the milk I said you need to drink your medicine kept trying to drink milk I finally took the milk away put the milk up he's following trying to get them up I pour the milk out he goes ate shit screaming crying I don't want to drink them up he had like two or three sips left I'm like you know what you didn't get no more milk I said you need to go ahead and drink your juice it has your medicine in it and put on your shoes ignores me at this point I grab him grab forcibly grab him sit his foot down put his shoes on he's screaming and crying screaming and crying something are y'all let me show you my little fall decor let me tell you something this is a home I'm not stage in my house you got a lot of youtubers a lot to make sure everything is perfect and in place this is a home this is a livable home ain't no model home so yeah you gonna see JB's prescription on his allergy medicine over there so let me hush up this is just a little decoration when I see decoration on stand cell or clearance I swoop it up I love harvest decor more so than Halloween again this is livable it is what it is my back grew up it's my backdrop excuse me all that is still up for the videos I'm not recording try my best to give these pillows together with JB decorated the little tray here with assorted pumpkins I think I got that glass pumpkin from the good little couple of years ago I'm gonna hush up talking here and just show y'all what everything looks like this is that DIY reef I did last year I want to make a bigger one to be quite honest so yes now these cute little plush thingies fall decorations I got from CVS they had it on clearance this stuff was 50 cents yeah even this cute little thing nothing was over $2 hey y'all can y'all see me not really girl girl how can we hold this camera how can we hope this camera get it together sis can't see me I always do this shit let me try to there's someone in front of me look at me yeah it shadows everywhere um let me wait till I get on there I go I'm at the Dollar Tree because girl let me turn on my fan so what you call it we don't really turn on the car at the Dollar Tree because I had to buy some more I had to buy some more glow sticks yeah so all right you guys so feeling a lot better but my throat is about to start hurting again I'm so over this so over it I'm tired I'm really tired I probably would not load up this video until the week of Halloween maybe the weekend so it'll be almost two weeks no hair videos this week none of the print is on works really well for me I know some people have a hard time on pertinence on excuse the camera why it's jet-sing but I'm okay with it um yeah yeah I'm not gonna talk a lot but I'm just gonna you know you're gonna update so no I feel better I'm not coughing as much I didn't cough at all last night so of course you know I'm on 60 milligrams of pertinence on yeah so today we're gonna be going to a trick or trunk and I am gonna dress up girl I'm gonna I didn't buy no new no new Halloween costume I'm gonna dust off those raggedy ass butterfly wings that I got from last year now I did get a headband so I will be wearing that so yeah I'll put that on and I will beat my face so annoying this you know it really annoys me or people who use those vapor like not really cigarettes but you know it ain't really cigarettes but they still bad for you anyway so yeah y'all just take it easy today JP has an early day so he will be home by noon I took some vitamins this morning but you know what I was thinking and I was actually reading up on this because I'm always looking at natural remedies and maybe I mentioned this earlier I don't know forgive me if I'm repeating myself there are a couple of people who have videos on switching to a plant-based diet or eating very clean to minimize their asthma symptoms because if you really look at it a lot of these diseases are due to inflammation excuse me inflammation and food can cause inflammation and so I was like okay Vivian what have you been eating over the course of the past two or three weeks so you know I did a rolodex memory of what I've been eating I've been eating horrible I normally don't eat milk but I've been adding a little bit of cream and God forbid heavy cream in my dishes I have been drinking some milk like I had milk twice before milk is horrible for people who have asthma because it's mucus it causes mucus buildup has puss in it and evil spirits girl but you know I'm more wheat a lot more weeks and in addition to pasta you know croissants and shit like that so overall my diet has been crappy the last two or three weeks it had been it had not been good you know eating out every now and then it's okay but what you eat at home really does matter too and we're gonna eat out once a week yeah I'll see that I'm gonna have to cut that out so girl at least I do that I re-evaluate myself and be like okay yeah the weather changed but what can you do also so I think once I'm off this pregnant zone I'm gonna do like a three-day fast and I've been meaning to do a fast see it's been in the back of my mind for months now sometimes been nagging me you need to fast you need to fast you need to detox and so once I'm off the pregnant zone I'm gonna do a fast juice fast water fast and then after that I'm gonna switch to eating fairly clean and I used to eat really clean you guys at one point in my life when I was pregnant with JB and right after I had him while I was nursing him I was eating fairly clean oh and another thing I wish I've been drinking a lot JB's been stressing me the hell out girl when I tell you this challenge on some whole of the bullshit like yesterday I left him home with my husband I left my home with my husband one or two hours I want to go check the mail and I guess the garage door was open I could hear JB screaming and crying and I go in I'm like what's the problem what's going on my husband's quiet I'm like what's the problem what's going on what did he do he's like he's he's acting crazy he's like throwing stuff he's kicking I said welcome to my world cuz look y'all I believe in that old-school method of handling mama handles it but then when it escalates I'm getting your daddy oh yeah I'm getting your daddy but my husband has been very lenient on JB and I really do believe that male authority is needed for certain kids at a certain point and I'm like you need I'm getting frustrated but I have been telling my husband for oh for two weeks now even when he's off he sees JB and he ignores it he's like what he doesn't ignore it he'll say stop it or he'll threaten him excuse me y'all he doesn't really ignore it he'll say stop it or he'll say don't let me get up and I'm like when are you gonna get up he doesn't do anything I'm the main disciplinary person in my house and I told my husband I said look listen when I was growing up yeah my mama did the main this man like a lot of households I think I said but God forbid my daddy came in and my daddy found out I was shaking I was stopping immediately what I was doing and because he hasn't taken and I'm not saying you guys he should you know go in on a child I mean in taking the child aside and talk to him he's been very lenient so yesterday though shout when I got there and so my husband's like he's like we got to get him into something to relieve all this energy because you know it doesn't make any sense so with JB JB has a lot of energy when he first gets home there's a lot of energy when he's home for a while he has a lot of energy like a lot of five-year-olds so and a lot of the kids at his school's art and extracurricular activities so my husband's like what is he signing up for now I said nothing so is that a little bit better I think so so I told my husband nothing I said look first of all I'm not even thinking about signing him up for something anytime soon with all the holidays and events going on and plus I'm the only one doing all of this my husband works second shift yeah I'm just bitten I'm sorry he's gonna be home I will be the one picking up JB from school so first of all I'm the only one taking him to school picking up from school so now that we have extracurricular activities I will be taking him there staying there going home doing a home we're getting ready for bed we will do karate next month so they could get all that hi guys get all that shit out right and I told you but you go on three times out of the week but basketball business start to January with January will be here like that and everything costs money the garage gonna cost us a coin coin excuse me well of $100 a month for karate and the basketball is very good it's like a hundred and twenty dollars for six weeks straight I don't know and I'm like at least we could do that shit I'm better Jimmy better get out my face that's what he needs to do my parents and have me and all this extra stuff and we want acting crazy at least not all the time all right you guys we're on our way to another Halloween event is an outdoor trick or treat at a local church here I'm another butterfly this year I dusted off these four dollar butterfly got me a $2 headband this is my makeup allergies are still crazy but better I'll be going out there with my team why today people like what do you really have in there girl team looks like y'all my soul train line oh yeah we are back look I didn't vlog there because it was the same thing I know you can't really see me it was the same thing we did I feel a lot better but my voice is still a key and if you guys notice JB's voice is can you talk baby yeah that rat penis that's allergies and you some of you come in that you love his tone that's that's not his normal tone that rat penis is from allergies and he's used to it he's been this way for years he wants you to be a little chubby hold on y'all and that is it everything else look you guys I'm trying to keep these talking points it's small small I feel a lot better now that I had something to drink girl my throat was dry aren't these adorable I changed my table again y'all I totally these came in today from Wayfair I know a shame I totally forgot I had purchased these and look I try to get everything on clearance so this entire table skate well I was gonna say it's less than $20 but it's not cuz these right here were $20 to buy themself these are durable isn't this beautiful now I'm not into I don't know how to do all the designs I just do it real simple I got these out show them show you what it is baby so these are out plates and wait wait okay different fall and yeah we got some pumpkins yeah these from the Dollar Tree Walmart Target Dollar Tree candles dollar tree I like I like to mix hot and stuff with low and like these these napkins were on sale actually for $20 25 they were on clearance at Wayfair three way these were on clearance these napkin rings yeah our tables very wobbly and again we are working family so yeah backpack is up here girl later on that funny but Capri Sun is over here yeah that's part of it backdrop Sila Perino videos going so yes I JB site do you have to do this you have to do this every day no baby we gonna try to keep the table clean at least until November okay you know what JB yeah all right all right y'all all right this is it for tonight I'm gonna go ahead and relax I have not sat down it is 840 women home since 730 that's a shame excuse oh this is look do not ever get a blackberry hybrid with an Android platform this is the crappiest phone ever and the phone is expensive it's like $500 and I'm almost done paying on it so anyway y'all this is what my hair looks like if I look glossy and gold is because I'm serving you a gold beat girl this is probably gonna show up crappy but I just wanted to put some footage in cuz I left my camera at home I'm only gonna be at this party for an hour cuz I don't want to be talking a lot you can see my voice is still out so anyway y'all I'm about 10 minutes away and the party starts in like three minutes I'm gonna show up right on time and only stay there for an hour all right y'all hey you guys we are back home it is oh I think it's like 830 hold on y'all let me see what time it is it's quiet because JB is done child he went straight to bed it's actually 920 shit wonder why he's tired had a great time at my friend's anniversary party I was actually there for two hours met my old manager got to see her again I hadn't seen her since I left University of Phoenix or Apollo group and saw a couple of other people I used to work with so it's good to see them and chat with them catch up with them it was nice really really nice she had it catered and had alcohol service you know they did they did margaritas I did like first of all that margarita was girl everyone was saying how strong it was so I only did half of my margarita and it was dark tequila and I typically don't do dark liquor so I only did half of it and I asked for like a sip of wine and literally she gave me like one full of a cup which is like four tablespoons or something and I didn't even finish that because I didn't want to like I told y'all especially when it's dark I'm it was okay it was sorry I'm looking at fatal attraction it was okay with barbecue look I don't have high expectations for catered food out here I just don't I'm especially when I saw sliced up jalapenos in the macaroni cheese macaroni and cheese girl and if people next to me like oh this macaroni and cheese is good I'm like Lord yeah I don't know about macaroni cheese in Arizona but that's besides the point it was nice to be able to catch up with them she had a lot of people in her house but yeah it was nice it was nice to be able to catch up with her and it made me feel good because everyone I saw they're like you've lost a lot away y'all I guess you know you can't really see it because I think when I saw them hold on when I saw them I was now it's right they're right I was 25 pounds heavier than I am now yeah so but I still think that even at 25 pounds heavier because they hadn't seen me since I had JB yeah five six years six years actually oh I do not like driving in the dark I do not like driving it dark I can't see so that was a little rough y'all see my hair look at this you see this at the side so I did a twist out this is why remember that leave-in I did with the shea butter shea butter leave-in and I said I'm not sure if you should styler because I typically would like a thicker style and this is why this is why I let these these twists sit for two days and it's frenzy as hell the back is like not defined so I'm gonna have to reset my hair tomorrow and leave it twisted up for a couple more days I'm gonna use a meal y'all the hell is going off my eye and I'm gonna try my doing is to record a hair video hey you guys so it is sorry y'all let me back up out of there sorry y'all it's not Friday it is actually Wednesday the 31st it's actually Halloween day not a good day yesterday let me turn off my car this morning I volunteered for like 30 minutes in JB's class and I really didn't do anything because I bought the baby some donuts and they are so sweet y'all this is the sweetest age those five and six year olds and absolutely sweetheart so it just warms my heart being around all the little kids it really did so I was in JB's class for about an hour this morning and girl when I woke up this morning though I couldn't find my keys but I'm a type A excuse me yeah I'm a type A I'm a plant A plan B type of person so I always keep an extra set of keys hell we have two house keys I originally had made three copies of I lost one so I went to go I went to go volunteer in school I came back I said I have to find these damn keys so I went through it and I was bothering my husband I know he was asleep I'm like I can't find my keys have you seen my keys he's like retract your steps what did you do after you came home and so I started thinking about what I did I said I had a bunch of stuff in my hand I was throwing stuff in the trash I said the trash so I'm like oh god put on some latex gloves went through the trash and sure enough halfway through not halfway about why don't know what you call it it was there in the trash can so yeah y'all see y'all voted on some brown sugar salmon with some sweet potatoes I think I'm gonna make my sweet potatoes with a little bit of ginger I think that'll be really good and then we're gonna have apple crisp for dessert yes so a lot got a lot going on today it is 11 o'clock work is kind of slow which it typically is in the middle of the week it gets busy it's busy at my job at least it's busy Monday and then Thursday Friday that's how it is it's just steady work especially right now since it's a lot of people on vacation right now so even Christina's on vacation she's kind of working she's like I want you I only want you to handle everything that comes in I'm like okay girl I got you so anyway what we're gonna do this morning is you know I'm on this planner kick so I really didn't look at the planner I bought a couple of weeks ago and there is not a lot of space and I need to have a planner where I can plan my YouTube videos homeschooling stuff and so it has a month view and then it has the week out view but I don't have any extra pages so this morning I did purchase they were really cute because I was thinking about creating them my own I was having to do this shit so I did purchase four by nine bucks for both of them goal inserts goal planning inserts from someone else and then I also purchase YouTube planning inserts from another Etsy shop but I'm like I don't know if I want to do all that go through all of that printing it through staples and it was just nine bucks I don't know if I want to do that and I know for sure that I'm gonna have to keep printing that stuff every month or if I just want to go ahead and dish up $20 for a planner yeah you guys we got a lot to do this morning so let's just go ahead and get it going girl all right y'all I'm done running my errands I decided to for a go the rest of my errands and have me some me time which is wasn't much needed I stopped at Panera bread had me a salad y'all saw it and I'll just run my other errands tomorrow because girl I just tried to won't let me back up I noticed yesterday or earlier this morning I'm like I tried to I tried to do something and it said no SIM card I'm like what do you mean no SIM card so I tried to make a phone call and it says no SIM card no no connection so make a u-turn go to Verizon Verizon is right here and I'm like what do you mean I get a message that says no SIM card he said oh you're gonna have to get it replaced and it's free I saw it's free he said yeah but it's about a 25 30 minute wait I said no I don't have that time so I love to come back up here first thing in the morning because I have to have a phone I'll just come back here first thing in the morning and then run the other errands I am done for the day the good thing is that the grocery store is right next to JB school so I'm just gonna go home catch up on some work I can still receive email and text messages on my phone but no not no text messages I can receive emails and stuff but girl no no phone calls so it's what it is I'll just come up here like I said tomorrow I ended up buying some inserts let me show y'all they're mostly happy planner but I also printed out some stuff at Staples that was like $7 the inserts were six these just blank plate pages and this is what I'm gonna use to do my goals and stuff because yeah I just needed some bank blank pages really yeah y'all I'm getting short of breath I need to go take my other brightness on when I get home yeah so go see what my husband is doing he getting on my nerves y'all when he's not getting my nerves job on the bomb this is amazing with the ginger the agave syrup I put a little bit of ground paprika this is this is the bomb I can eat this whole whole entire pot yes so let me show you guys JB's JB's costume all decked out yeah we know baby this is what it looks like all decked out look we've he's worn this now which at four different events but this is the most I've ever put on it because I wanted to save the glow sticks for Halloween night so can't really see it that's the whole point because it looks like the arcade game let me put this down on the ground so from the back it's all lit up pretty cool come this way baby this way this way over here can you see trick-or-treat right here right here we have been for quite a while thank you they're playing Harry Potter let's thank you let's go let's go across the street and then go down this way let's go across the street they may not be ready yet you want to go see if they're ready there may not be ready yet oh yes we'll just have let's see if they're here all right now let's go over to Miss Jane's see how to miss Jane you ring her door her look who it is baby yeah I miss Lori's let's go down oh my god y'all this is my neighbors thank you look who it is yeah can we see if we can see Thomas can we see everyone down here hey good he's he's a trick-or-treat what are you doing okay let's go down here come on come on baby thank you yeah hold on let's go down here thank you thank you jolly rancher which one