 Corey Malone coming on the show. That's right. Hi, Corey. How are you doing? Thanks for coming on the program Thanks for inviting me this podcast first podcast ever for you ever. Hell. Yeah, so this is Boom pop in the cherry pop in the podcast Podcast sherry. I love it. Yeah, especially because it's a podcast so focused on the nature of reality And that's what you so dearly care about. So it makes sense, of course Yeah, and we've been connecting for past couple days on that subject And it's been very flowy and natural. Yeah, for sure. Yeah Yeah, and we're of course still at the shift into permanent alignment retreat of Benton Moussaro's here in Costa Rica and we are Vibing at a really strong level between us and between several of the other attendees around the nature the true nature this abiding as Which many people recognize as just Awareness which is again juxtaposed with the transient clouds and thoughts and perceptions and sensations So most people get to that level of at least being awareness and then even further beyond that is making that Impersonal making that eternal making that shared among us That is infinitely colored by all of these worlds that we create and then recognizing even the source Realization the void the infinite realization. Yes, and that we've been vibing on that So let's play some tennis and then also I'll ask Corey about some of his Satori as well Which has been really exciting to go back and forth on so how has it been like for you? Recognizing the impersonal witnessing so well, I guess even be getting into some of the Satori here as well How has it been like for you getting into that juxtaposition between those transient clouds and the awareness and then making that Impersonal and then recognizing that source void infinite. Yeah, absolutely great awesome question For me the easiest thing was kind of how Bentinia says focus on awareness that has been the easiest thing Just become aware and then at first when you first start it's it's you don't really Grasp it. You don't really get it. It doesn't really land, but you keep going to keep okay awareness. Oh, I am aware. I'm aware Somehow I'm aware. Okay, and then you you take that even further and go Oh, I'm aware that I'm aware And then that pushes you back and then you see the clouds. Yes So for me that awareness of awareness gives you that pushback that view that broad broader spectrum perfect of Of that seeing the clouds and abiding as a awareness itself. Yes. Yeah So that helped me when when did you become aware of awareness? When was that for you? When was that transition for you? It happened in kind of Baby steps. Yes. It I'm not really the type to sit down and meditate I'm more of an active meditator. Totally go out for a long walk Just sit here and contemplate. Yeah, so it'll be just like a moment aware of awareness. Oh Yeah, oh cool. That was cool. So it's not like I'm aware of awareness and I'm there permanently. No, it's a lot of those I mean I can access it now. Yes. Yes But it's just a lot of those doing it for a second for a second for a second. Yeah, so maybe about two years ago is when I was like oh Because it's so liberating and you feel your whole body relaxed And you feel your experience just relax What about you? So great. So that was about two years ago or so. I would say about two years We have to share this right now. Look at this. Oh My gosh, this is so cute. We have some friends. Wow. Maybe they'll speak on Maybe we'll speak on abiding as a Wow, look at these guys. Maybe they are right now Costa Rica little monkeys. Look at them. Look at us Wow Wow, that's so so so cool. That's so cool. I Love that scene. That's so great We got to share that yeah, that was really cool. Yeah, that's almost like perfect It was perfect. Yeah picture picturesque so Okay, so about two years ago or so for me. Yeah for you and for me It's probably about four months ago or so. Okay. Yeah about four months ago and And very similar to what you described very very similar and that's basically the core of The mystic traditions is to become aware of awareness itself. Okay, and I really like the Going back. That's something that also roomy and so many others have talked about was kind of the sinking back and back and back More and more and more and then you really gain that meta level perspective And then all these analogies like the sky and then the clouds appear and disappear a chance. It's like so easy It's easy. It's childlike in simplicity. Yes, and then you just recognize that more and more in When you look up at the sky and then you see the clouds moving and you recognize that that's exactly so it's super important That's why Douglas Hofstetter called Analogy the core of cognition. So it's the core of cognition It's not just some little area of cognition. It's literally the core That's why when we use this sky and clouds or the ocean and the waves analogies The reason why we use them is because it's the core of cognition. It's what makes it That here's enlightenment and then here's the sky and the clouds slash the ocean and the waves We draw the comparison between the two Because it's the core of cognition. Mm-hmm. Yeah, right So it's already there as a foundation. Yeah, yeah, that's really cool. It's as above so below mirrored everywhere in Existing yes, there you go. Awesome. We as the creators make the as above so below It's like the fractal kaleidoscopic creativeness of our like that. Yeah Of what we made. Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. I like those words put together, too. That's cool. Yeah, actually one of them Yeah, and one of them actually came from mr. JB Jordan Bates who just walked in he Because what this is in many ways is this is that fractal kaleidoscopic, mr. JB You want to join it come come join it and say hello say what up? Yeah, say what up? What's up, everybody? Hey, there's a monkey. We just we we actually showed as monkeys We showed them the monkeys we showed them these in the video already We were already celebratory Yeah, Jordan in our last episode. She has a probably seen mentioned Kaleidoscopic right and that's very much what this shirt is pointing to as well the kaleidoscopic fractal Ness the yeah, yeah, and and so that's what like we Share here is that everything we see is just like the seer itself just like the source itself It's all that same patterned right self-similarity. It's just a direct reflection. It's a direct reflection right now right here Absolutely, or you can even go with the sky here and these exactly right here exactly. Yep Yep, and that's this is exactly what we shared on the show with Jordan just a bit ago. Yeah, we share this similar visualization so it's Okay, so let's keep let's keep playing with so Now you you mentioned how as you get into the aware of awareness about two years ago Does it feel like then you're extending the amount of time that you're in that state during the day? Yes, absolutely, and then it you realize more timelessness as well. Yes, you don't really feel that Okay, it's two o'clock now. It's three o'clock. You don't feel that One after another anymore It's less cause and effect. It's more now perfect So which is really cool perfect once you experience it. It makes life fun for me. It makes life beautiful It's a different experience, but it is experiential Yeah, before you experience it it can be conceptual. It really won't make sense. Yep. Yep It sounds kind of crazy whoo, whatever And it has everything contained within it has healing properties You become more of yourself you become more of service. Yes, you are able to flow You're able to naturally do what you need to do and do your passion. So It's uh, it's it's there's no words really I love how you indicate that as you Abide more in the timeless presence the timeless being of pure bare empty awareness itself that has shared an eternal among us That time disappears along with ego time disappears. Yeah, those two things are the two that disappear So that's the egoic contracted separate entity that needs to seek happiness from Substances and experiences and other selves. Yes, that kind of thing disappears. It dissolves absolutely And then also time dissolves and when time dissolves you really recognize that timeless presence and being and awareness That's shared in eternal and then you abide as that more and more and the realization sets in more and more the true timelessness Sets in more and more. Yeah, absolutely. So you felt timelessness as well. Yes. Yeah, awesome Yeah, especially in these last couple of months abiding more. Yes is the key really Abiding so for those that are not yet really at this abiding as source or void or infinity to abide at least as awareness itself Start there start there start just being aware of something Aware of this water here where they were talking. That's good. It helps just to be aware of something and that's really that's mindfulness There you go. Yeah, so mindfulness is we take an object We have these you know these sunglasses here and we focus or on Corey's shirt his pink shirt here We're on this fracture or whatever and we take an object and we just practice and this is what's taught in there about a Buddhist and Mahayana Buddhism a lot of the Buddhist practices, especially in the mystic traditions even across the Abrahamics basically what is taught is is that to become aware of respiration Mmm, and then as you become aware of respiration You also become aware of concentration at the same time because as soon as your attention goes away from the respiration from the breath Or from the object right when you're looking at somebody else in the eyes and If the moment that you follow one of the clouds of thought to oh, I have to go to this important thing later today or whatever You lose eye contact with them You lose your focus on them the concentration and you can tell energetically that the conversational energy Decreases because you're not as present there absolutely And so that's why they use the breath because the breath is the tool that's always with you Right, and if you have to you can use an object like this, but really the breath is the main key And so as we get more accustomed to the breath what happens is we become more accustomed to Concentration and when we become more constant to concentration That's when we can recognize the difference between the thoughts and perceptions that are like the clouds that appear and disappear Versus the awareness of the consciousness the witnessing in which they happen So those are like the frames the frames absolutely movie that go by right and to be the one that's witnessing the frames of the movie as They go by and then you abide as the witnessing and that's a great first step. It is it is it's the first step mindfulness is wonderful Get familiar with that but don't stay there exactly don't stay there because it will only take you so far And what you really want is to be that aware of awareness. That's the easiest way for me to put it Yes, so it's almost like when I started the aware of awareness practice I would it would help to visualize like almost here's awareness and then I'm aware of this Like my mind would kind of place something on top of something so I'm aware of that so whatever works for you Yes, you know whatever work to help you hone in to that aware of awareness. Exactly. Yeah, yeah, and Ram Dass is I am loving awareness has been something also really powerful and he and East Forest made a Musical collab about that as well. I am loving awareness and with the great music it's good to Leverage that also to abide in a sense. It's almost as though we can use Music Which Alan Watts and so many others have said is very much like the nature of reality is like the endless music that is played Yes, and so to recognize and David Hawkins has talked about it as you're and we talked about this yesterday The surfing on the crest of every wave Yeah, I want to surf on the crest of every wave and not Fighting against the waves or like when you see the the movie film that comes and then you fight against the movie film You're like I want a different Or like I don't fuck that cloud. I want a different cloud. It's not the shape. I like But going back to that which will relate is how you said the ego kind of dissipates Yes, when you practice or abide in that aware of awareness, which is Which is where that comes from. I don't like that cloud. I don't like that thought. I don't like what I just saw I don't like where my life is going. Okay. No It's going perfectly if you can swim with that if you could kind of smooth that out a little bit It's gonna take a little time. Maybe maybe not depends on what's going on But smooth that out surf a little bit go with the flow don't swim upstream. Yeah You're already the oceanicness that is endlessly exploring and yet there's also This is the whole perfection Perfecting thing that I think is gonna be really crucial as We move forward, which is really what the Taijit do in Where you have the monist Perfection and then the yin yang inside of it, which is the perfecting because here's the thing Because you and I both know this five years ago, right? When we weren't aware of awareness when we weren't abiding a source infinity void when we weren't doing that What were we? We were the egoic separate contracted energy. Yes, okay So although that was perfect because it was going with the flow It was also perfecting in the sense of the purification of the diamond Becoming less egoic and less dirty and becoming more enlightened. Yes Absolutely eggs. And so that's the core here is that as you also You become at peace with the clouds or with the waves then or with them Images that appear on the movie screen, but yet you also as the witness recognize that there is a constant bifurcations that are happening in your trajectory and that if you abide more as Hey, I'm gonna take that recommendation from, you know, Corey and Atlas talking about Ram Dass or Alan Watts or Bantino or whoever and I'm gonna pick up be here now by Ram Dass and I'm gonna read that. Yes, right? And so now see you see that bifurcating moment where it's like am I gonna be lazy Lethargic and not really care too much because then there's just gonna be another sledgehammer that comes You know that oh, yeah, because suffering is the drill sergeant or will you take it, right? And then that's those bifurcations to perfect the diamond. Yes, yeah Absolutely, that's beautiful because it will it will kick you punch you slap you into alignment Depending on how far away You're not wanting to to go with the flow So that's really that's really beautiful another thing that helped me as well is The follow the breadcrumb trail of excitement. Yeah, I heard that from Bashar. Yes a while ago And I've always loved that because that's also your flow totally so if you can do that if you can go, okay Well Somebody invited me to go out tonight What feels true not? What do I want to do what feels like? Okay, cool or that sounds fun or something exciting kid like do that if it's stay home do that Because it'll help you like get used to that flow You know so maybe that'll help you get used to that aware of awareness as well Yes, and that's something that I like to tell people as well because it's a cool way to live too Yeah, you know because it's your higher self going okay Go that way do this take that sip of water do that do this meet this person exactly go with the flow And you get used to it and it's like a muscle and it becomes pretty natural Yes, so and Joseph Campbell talks about it like following your bliss. Yes, and then also the Bantino talks about it. Like there's nothing more true about you than the seeking impulse That's like he calls it the absolute GPS callback Right and and that's what's taught in the parable of the Portugal Sun Yeah, the Sun ventures outwards seeking peace and happiness in Maya in the illusion Yeah, trying to extract it and then it turns around because it hits a breaking point with suffering to investigate consciousness or awareness itself that Absolute GPS callback and so all of these the bread come trail that is that that is that is that and so they're all all these different Teachings are just different ways Different pointings different faces of the same mountain different paths to the one end as Alan Watts as many paths one end Yes, yes, that is so cool and that's why another reason why that's a beneficial way of Following your resonance is because everyone has a different path that we talked about this last night as well Or yesterday the unique style of fine. Yes at lunch. We talked about it What that I will Jude the unity of all finding everyone Corey's gonna have his own unique style of Finding with his own paths his own books his own Meditations his own aphorisms his own teachers and then I have my own you have your own etc Exactly, and I love the all your terminology using for all these mystic Terminology because I am not very familiar with that It's something that may spark an interest in me at some point But it just goes to show that you can get to the same point without you don't need to learn the history You don't need to learn that just follow what feels right and that teacher will pop up for you No matter if it's if it looks that way or that way. Yep, so Okay, so now let's talk about yeah as you've become more and more used to Abiding in awareness itself then you recognize that even that is Impersonal so that our awareness is shared the awareness of all eight billion units on the planet is shared It's the same observation that's happening through all eight billion perspectives. Yes, okay And then how has that process been like in your day-to-day right here? You are sitting here with me. Mm-hmm. You're abiding as the observation happening through both of us simultaneous, yeah, okay, absolutely cool Yeah You just abide in that awareness of awareness and you become more present Yes to the moment. Yeah, you don't have to practice presence Unless that works, but you become more present and Then like we talked about earlier that timelessness you feel that you experience that and at the same time You experience oneness. Yes. Yes, so right now. I'm looking at you. Yeah, but I feel one that's right It's not even person-to-person one is it's a It's just it's one it's a one non physical spiritual existence Yeah, a non physical spiritual existence a one God self, right? Yeah operating as one. Yeah, that's one. Yeah Yeah, so I'm okay, so I want interested a little bit on your awareness of awareness. Yes, so four months ago. Yes, is your approach more meditative sit down and meditate Read what it what is your approach to read or or? Yeah, so or is it moment-to-moment like? Yeah, Sonia and I were actually talking about this today as well. So She asked about my Satori I asked her is about I asked about hers yesterday and Probably the two core contributions to Satori for me We're over the last five years picking up meditation. So specifically like Theravada Buddhism Mahayana Buddhism specifically like Zogchen specifically the Other mindfulness and meditation practices that basically what they do is what we talked about earlier, which is that you become aware of Respiration and then you basically over and over again like you're at a gym doing repetitions or you're practicing shooting three pointers Or you're practicing playing the violin what you do is you train the monkey mind to stop Running rampantly with clouds and instead you become aware of the witnessing of those clouds, right? So that was the first key thing is sitting for these 10 straight days over and over again to practice that and then the second key thing So the first keywords meditation and the second keyword is polymathy being a polymath, which means having learned much across many disciplines So when you study science and you study entrepreneurship and you study spirituality across all the mystic traditions all this type of stuff What you end up doing is you build up a really robust lattice work That then assists you in seeing the same mountains faces and paths to the one end So you see all those different paths And so they're all like concepts in the lattice work science entrepreneurship spirituality merged together and then they all interplay on this So then that led up to the piercing of the veil is veil, which was I Yeah, I cried and went into the fetal position for like 15 minutes once I realized the root the It was what I thought would you that really landed it for me it basically took me away from Being focused on what was happening externally and I became permanently focused on awareness And then I recognized that everybody shares that awareness But and then everybody has their own unique finding and then right when that hit that clicked as I was reading through what I thought would you specifically William Chittick's explanation of it from the Ibn Arabi Society and I Cried I wanted the fetal position for like 15 minutes because I finally as the roomie quote goes you go from room to room looking for the Diamond that's already around your neck And I didn't know exactly it's so good and I didn't know what he meant by it You would read the quote like a dozen times and over a couple years And you'd never you'd never get it and then I finally got it and I said the guys go and so he's go greatest of all time for That quote and beyond But that was basically it and then since then it's also been abiding let's actually talk about this now abiding as Infinity source void and so for you what has been the recognition for you as even The source realization or infinity or void realization that the first agent or the first Attribute of that is awareness. Yes. Yeah, so how has that been for you? To recognize the awareness to begin with to recognize that even awareness is an attribute or an agent the first go even So you get familiar with that aware of awareness and that pushes you back you see the clouds you see your thoughts you see your emotions all this stuff But there's there's more you can keep going I would have to relate it to Very much relate with Bentinia's work. I would talks about the God state and then the absolute On a walk, I was I was thinking about the absolute So I was abiding in that awareness of awareness felt very aware and just very present and very free and then I just thought of What's beyond that and then just I can even see it in my in my mind's eye right now. It's just this big There's no way to describe it, but just avoid just avoid this big black There's not even space. It's just so there At first I was like did I just Glimpse the absolute no But yes, absolutely, and then there and then that's when you realize nothing is even happening. Exactly. Nothing's happening There's not even this experience. That's right Yeah, and um yeah Really don't even know how to express it further than that because there's no no words. Yeah, there's not a thought there's not a word That can relate to that because the thoughts the words are here on this plane, but absolute reality the infinity infinite is Nothing Yeah, nothing nothing and everything and everything exactly absolute nothingness and absolute Infinity at the same time at the same time. It's it's this and that. Yes. It's it's nothing and everything and when I say nothing It's not a negative thing. It's just it's not The experience that you feel like you're having and that's why the best way to describe it when you say that it's hard To use words that we found so far is the dream So when you when you make a dream you simulate a dream at night during sleep You simulate the environment and you simulate the observer So you simulate the little quarry that goes into the dream that then experiences the dream But then when you wake up the next day did the dream happen, right? There you go. That's the nothingness that we're talking about right, yeah, which It's also not to say that this isn't massively relevant It's massively relevant and beautiful And truth and true and play and play and that's the thing it makes it more fun It makes it okay. This is more flowy. This is more easy And then you can you know realize your purpose and in that's what the creator wants to express through you Is that that individual purpose of why am I here? And then you can answer those questions so much easier and so much more of a play Kind of sense to it Yeah, so what about you for this absolute infinity very much similar to where you're playing with it I love that so much. It's like and as we've talked about several times throughout keep going Keep going when you get past the thought clouds And you get to the Observation state the awareness state keep going because then you go from your localized your personalized awareness To the impersonal Awareness to the shared eternal awareness to quarry's awareness being the same Awareness that this atlas is awareness the same awareness that's coming through you guys And then you begin holding that sort of Macro level god state consciousness that incorporates all of these little perspectives at the same time And then you become that right so that's one layer back and then now As bantino has been using this really good way of understanding it Which is you basically pluck the last Thorn which is awareness the shared impersonal awareness out And then that's what the absolute the void the infinite realization is There's it's agentless Yes, it's Attribute less. Yes. Those are the two best words to describe it agentless and attributeless and also absolute Nothing and absolute infinity at the same time And that's what's meant by enlightenment the no self And the all self At the same time So that's how I've been basically now the game is abiding as the title of that episode You basically you abide as awareness first step one abide as infinity second step And that's the game that that's that's the game, right? Yes Absolutely and and and a good way of looking at it is a kind of a spectrum Yes, it's not uh, oh, I invited as affinity and then that's it. Yeah life is good. Yeah. Yeah, man You know, no, I you know, I thought that too. I was like, okay. It's like a destination once I get there What's gonna happen? Am I gonna change? No, no, no, it's just Just what we're talking about you just end up more flowy your life becomes more, you know efficient in a In a positive way Um, but yeah resting as infinities. It's it's fun. Yeah, it's fun. It's cool. It's the natural state It's the natty state as frank gang says it's the natty state. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah And anything that's not that is also technically the natty state But it's also what's being perfected towards the natty state, right? Yeah Yes, because you don't want to be the separate entity that suffers You want to be the god state you want to be the infinite you want to be that? Yes, absolutely And it's so relaxing the contraction the energetic contraction disappears dissolves That's that's another beautiful thing is as soon as you do that you feel your body just relax You just your shoulders drop you relax You're like, ah Nice That's just I mean, it's yeah right right Right And any issue you have or whatever social anxiety depression it'll just naturally Flow away really if you keep doing abiding in this. Yes, if you keep doing this And so if it doesn't matter how long it takes if this is something that's truly pulling you towards just keep going Yeah, that's what it you know, yeah Absolutely All of these different wells another way to view the wadad al wujud the unity of all finding is like all of the different wells These are the different styles We all dig these different wells in different parts of the world But guess what's at the bottom of every one of the wells. Yeah fucking water. Yeah, yeah, right So you have that water underneath and then you have the wells, which I guess are the people, you know The person consciousness up here. Yeah, so keep digging digging digging and then you're gonna hit that boom and then the oceanic Exactly. Yeah, I love it. It's so that's cool And so see how analogy is really the core of cognition All of these different analogies make it easy because they're just the different pointings different ways to point to the same End that then make it easier for people to see it. Yes, because you're always already Free you're always already the absolute And yet it remains for you to recognize it. Absolutely. Yeah, that that is another wonderful point is you're already there It's like that awareness of awareness and beyond that the infinity is just Yes, whatever back here waiting for you. Yes. Yes, it's going. I'm here when you're ready Exactly, and then you just kind of melt into it. Exactly. That's a great way to put it. Yeah, it's the background It's the undercurrent the background the undercurrent Nisargats at the Maharaj says that the absolute abide as that which is Behind and beyond all all that is movable and transient Yeah, and so it's the undercurrent the background like you said and it's there always It's it's like laughing at you always like why do you keep suffering come back to me? Yeah, come back to me Yeah, exactly It's just like come on man. Come on. Don't do that anymore. Yeah, or do it. That's fine, but I'll be here. Yeah. Yeah, exactly That's great. Yeah, that's so awesome and the Maya Source in many ways can be described by Source equals Awareness plus Maya So at the beginning of this creative exploration that this is This specific one What happens is that awareness is very low and Maya is very high the intoxication the illusion Is very high then what happens over time? In the creation is awareness increases and Maya disappears because we become less intoxicated by the illusion We become more of a Gnostic beings. We know our true nature Yes, and that's where we're going with this enlightened civilization as we're all building towards yes And so the next creation follows a very similar pattern Which is awareness starts off and we go through the rebirths The nirvana at the some the samkara and the nirvana over and over and over again with our rebirths Until we finally liberate ourselves from the illusion from Maya And then it doesn't even matter because nirvana and samskara are the same thing because what happens is is that When you go into the next creation you just do the same thing Yeah, so we're gonna have to wake up to infinity the next time we do this right again. Yeah, right? That's not like the end. There's not that. Yeah, I realize infinity. That's it. That's it. No, no This is the start all you can do once you've realized it is to serve other people There's nothing else you can do. Yes. Yeah, and the good thing is it's Naturally serving to other people. It's not like you got to think about well, you don't think anymore really You do and think less and less. Yeah. Yeah, so it's spontaneous flow and creativity at that point. Yes, absolutely Another thing that came up while we were talking about this was uh, I don't know who said this but the analogy of tennis tennis Yeah, I was saying that the last couple of days if I hit you the ball I'm not gonna run after the ball To try to hit it back to me because I want to do that. No We're gonna be in flow say and do that or it's like if you're playing catch with a dog You throw, you know, you throw the ball. You're not gonna run after the ball You're just gonna sit back and relax and it's gonna come right back to you. Boom. So Just visualization analogies really help you. Yeah, all of these podcast conversations are tennis You're we're just hitting the ball back with a creative unique Spontaneous thought around abiding as awareness and infinity in our true nature And then we're just creating the conversation spontaneously back and forth Whereas what it used to be like for me at least, you know, five years ago It used to be much more of a deeper concern with this person Right. I I used to you know, wonder how can I get peace and happiness from everything? Yes, and so that's this big difference. You become peace and happiness as your true nature. Yes, absolutely And it it heals that too, you know, if you have any sort of addiction to whatever It just kind of Breaks that pearl chain, you know, it chops it in half every time you do it And the pearls will start falling off So Yeah, you're right because we chase happiness to begin with with people places things Yeah But then, you know, just keep going Yeah, that's great And you keep going and suffering keeps acting as the journal sergeant and you can you can respond to the feather It and if you do Like Warren Buffett says the 8th wonder of the world is compound interest If you respond to the feather you will gain compound interest because you will suffer or less But if you wait and don't answer those knocks from the feather, you will fucking get a sludge You'll get punched in the face man. Trust me because the suffering gets worse. Yeah, me too. It's a lot. Yeah But it's good. It's good because then it makes you appreciate it more. Yeah, we designed it So that Maya would punch us in the face That's so great. That's a great way to put it. We designed it so Maya would punch us in the face Yeah, exactly. But you know, you can look at it however you want. It's like if something triggers you you just go You know, that's just me poking myself. So why am I gonna? Why do I want to keep Irritating myself or punching myself? Yes. Yes. Um, yes So you realize that from a higher, you know point of view. That's what you're doing Because you want to wake up to this you want this you want this this is what you want You don't want to suffer anymore. Yes. We've done that for too long. Yeah Wow, okay gorgeous convo. That's such a such a good convo. Let's wrap on a fun question. Let's do What is most beautiful? It is most beautiful What's coming up for me is this might be just how my personal experience is That transformation. Oh Perfect I could look back five years ten years and go who the hell Who was that guy? Who's that guy? And you go, I'm so proud of myself. I love myself. This is great And I love everybody and so I don't know the personal transformation to me. What about you? Perfect dancing. Yeah It's not a lot of love What a good word. That was great. Yeah, that was wonderful. Yeah, what a good one I'll second the answer. Such a good one. Beautiful. Wow Great timing. Love you all. We love you. Thank you so much for tuning in. We're so grateful We would love for you to leave your thoughts in the comments below on what we talked about Let us know how you feel Subscribe to the channel if you haven't like the video support it so that it gets up in the algorithm Share the video with other people that you know, it would make a profound influence on And also check out the links in the bio below. We'll put some of kori's Links in the bio for you to check out. What's a good place for people to check you out on what platform? I have instagram. I have four pictures on there. I'm in my own transformation right now I don't have a lot but soon More I'll have some stuff. Perfect. So we'll put the instagram down there for now and Abide Abide shift from the person to awareness And then make that impersonal and eternal And then abide as infinity as void as source