 Oh Good morning everyone and welcome back to my channel welcome to another Monday vlog You guys seem to really be liking these so I'm very excited I just got a new laptop as you guys can see I finally upgraded and I feel very cool and like a new person So today is Monday. I originally was going to have a shoot all day today, but turns out it got pushed back Which is fine. I'm really excited to film the video still but that is not today So I'm just gonna get a bunch of stuff on my to-do list and some other things that I need to do Get them all done currently at drinking at some coffee. I Honestly, I'm just gonna do a bunch of business these stuff edit some videos and whatever I'm gonna shoot later with a friend just some pictures of some outfits my Pilates tonight surprise surprise, but Very exciting stuff my merch as of in real time is available in four minutes people So I am very very excited for this if you guys don't know I'll put it on the screen I came out with Merch for my podcast, um, which is just kind of overall like everything's the same for me But this is like just more geared to art towards my podcast You guys don't listen to my podcast you guys should I'll have it link down below as always This is very exciting. I'm very pumped Yay, some of you guys have actually already Bought some merch because I've actually already bought some merch because I gave out the link early on my secret Facebook group Which I probably will do this again So if you guys want you guys to check it out, but I'm like seriously so pumped My friend days the K on Instagram did the designs. I mean I'm like I'm very controlling I told her exactly what I wanted. I just can't use Photoshop, but she designs. I honestly need to you learn Photoshop I've never had a desire to until the other day. I was like, I should probably do that in 2023. I'm posting a Instagram story right now Definitely spelled minutes wrong. Oh just posted two minutes not much of a countdown people So I have a video that's gonna have to a public and I have an Instagram post and I'm gonna have to make some Instagram stories So I'm just meeting that public I'm very excited for this. I have myself already. I'm not wearing cuz I wore it all weekend, but it is so soft I'm not just saying that because it's my merch like it's actually really really good Um, I wouldn't release it if I didn't really like it Um when I first got the things back like I literally I told them like if I don't have the quality like we're dropping this I'm like we're not dropping this essentially so I'm very excited So this vlog right here is where I unbox the merch and talk about it So I'm about to make this vlog live, which I'm super excited for it's 8 a.m I have my photo my post already drafted. So I'm gonna post it right now, which is so exciting. Okay. Oh my gosh Here we go And then I need to post in the Facebook group and it's really incredible Yes, I have Christmas music playing my Christmas tree is also up we put that up over weekend my video is now public of Just like my Monday routine vlog. I've really been loving my Monday vlogs lately And this is where I like unbox all the merch and all that which I'm so excited for so guys seriously If you haven't already please check it out I really love merch because I feel like it for some reason makes you feel like more connected with your listeners and stuff when you Have like some sort of tangible products I just go to the shower and my lips are like really dry, so it's not good, but I'm very excited I'm really pumped to see all like the stories and stuff Thank you so much in advance to anyone who has purchased anything like I really really appreciate it And I just think it's like I don't know it's just so cool And then I love you guys and I love they get to do stuff like this and it's just so fun And there will be more stuff for the holidays not anything too super drastic and different crazy You know, but there will be new stuff, so get excited for that, but oh my gosh also who's excited for vlogmas I'm excited for vlogmas. Okay. All right everyone as always for breakfast everything with the bagel seasoning Here we go. Okay. I have no idea why I'm working on my table when my office is right there But for now I'm editing a week in my life vlog I'm not editing it on this because this MacBook I had to get the I don't even know the memory card reader which is supposed to arrive today But I want to get this video like edited and done for Friday So I'm currently editing on here and then my little reader should come today So I will link that down below and everything too. I'm watching YouTube videos I can't really watch a video. Hi, Margot Currently as I'm editing so I just have some more Christmas music playing guys All right, it's now 1043. I just finished editing this week in my life log Honestly, I really want more coffee I have some more like work to do probably the next hour hour and a half So I might make more breakfast and more coffee because I'm just so tired this morning I don't know why I'm so exhausted But I kind of want more coffee because I forgot to put in my college in this morning anyways So I'm like why not, you know, I cannot wait to get my hair fixed when I go to Texas in November very oh my gosh three weeks from today. I'm going home for Thanksgiving and I'm so Excited like I have never wanted to go home more. I actually I'm not true I'm just so excited and like when it's coming home. It's gonna be like so much fun Gonna be the best week ever. So I'm very excited. I will be vlogging it, but yay All right guys. I just finally did my makeup. It's like almost one. I did my makeup my hair I got a lot of computer work and stuff done this morning, but I'm about to head out to just run a few errands I need to get my car wash. I need to do a little bit of grocery shopping and then I'm gonna come back here My friend jobs is coming over. We're gonna take some pictures. I Have some outfits. I need to take some photos for revolve and then I just have that outfit I'm gonna like think of other things that I might want to shoot just to have it ready So anyways, I honestly wish that I could just throw on my jacket my new merch jacket with this I'm like a white sports bra underneath and just copy Danielle's outfit that she posted because it was really cute But it's in the wash right now. So I can't do that. But anyways, I'm just wearing Outdoor voices joggers or it's your career knife. I basically wear the same thing. I have like eight pieces. I Basically wear something along these lines. I have all of this stuff in multiple colors So it's like my Monday fit every single week, but oh my gosh, literally have the best week of never We didn't leave the house and it was just so incredible with these polar aides and like literally just the best weekend of my whole life Literally from my Thursday to Sunday morning Thursday afternoon to Sunday morning I only left my house for coffee and Trader Joe's we clean the whole house It just felt so good because it's a relaxing chill weekend We like cooked pretty much every meal watch bunch of movies and like literally just was the I'm not even kidding Probably the best weekend of my life. But anyways, we're gonna head out run some errands I'm gonna read at the car wash and get going Okay, so I am going to let both my laptops charge one of them is uploading a video one of them is just charging Here's my coffee is from earlier. I Think I'm just gonna bring up my to help with the hustle book. I've been reading this Honestly, I thought I was gonna read it all in a day, but I just really don't want to do that I'm more than halfway done. I also laid on the couch for like hours this weekend in red But I'm gonna read the whole thing through and then go and take notes through it and then just like I'm sure I'll talk about it for like ever But if you guys are ever interested I say this all the time in books that I like to read it's on my Amazon shop page I know I say it a lot, but I still get a lot of comments and questions about like bookrex and stuff So I just thought I would say that again It's just on my Amazon shop page pretty much all my faves and my current reads and stuff are always on there So if you guys are ever looking just check it out. Also just something I do in general when I'm lucky for new books to read I normally pretty much always have a book that I'm like Oh, I want to read that because a lot of my friends are into reading I follow a lot of like Instagram people or whatever But if you guys go on Amazon and then you go like oh people also bought or like related search items and stuff You will find a lot of really good books that way So like that that's what I did when I first started reading like kind of like this genre of book and Now I just have so many and have a lot of facts on my shop page But if you guys don't like any of those just type a book that you guys like in the Amazon thing and then just go Related just Amazon's really good at that. So they accidentally give you good book recommendations Anyways, I'm gonna go get a perfect bar and just eat that because I'm going to make lunch But not for a few hours and I have to go grocery shopping and you can't go hungry, you know That's not the worst thing ever So I'm getting my perfect bar, and I'm gonna head out and read my book I got my car washed and I went grocery shopping. I feel like a new woman. All right. I'm home now I went to the grocery store. I am filming a what I spent in a week video as well So this is $45 that you guys will see that in there This I do just buy a little bit more food because I'm constantly cooking for other people like either Quintin's over my friend Jaws is about to come over and I'm making us lunch So like I'm just always cooking for other people, but I got stuff to make lunch for the week So I don't have to eat out. It's like a really easy meal prep that I constantly do But I got a lot of broccoli. I eat a lot of broccoli more. So it's Riso avocados, sweet potatoes, perfect bars I just fill these in my bag for like breakfast or something Salmon, I love salmon from Trader Joe's and it's super cheap and then chicken I think I already said that but I am about to make some lunch Meal prep my lunch and actually make lunch Just made my favorite meal as of lately from the at days with Kate Instagram Jaws is over Look, we're at days with Kate now. It's so exciting All right guys, so today has taken a turn of events. It is a few hours later Um, I did a feeling like really sick We ate lunch and I was kind of feeling like bad earlier like I feel like I look sick And then Jasmine I just sat on the couch and talked for a few hours I thought I was gonna shoot but I just like what we were talking and like I just like don't feel good And it's so dark out because it was just daylight savings time. So I think unfortunately I'm gonna have to cancel Pilates tonight because I have it at 7 a.m And I know like honestly. I don't know if I'm like Super super actually sick or if I really just need to sleep. So I think my plan tonight is to go to bed at like 7 30 Drink some tea and whatever. Also guys guess what I did. So I cooked food for me and Jasmine My like go-to meal as of lately I can't eat that for a little bit of time because I've been eating it like I'm not kidding this weekend was like guys I'm not even kidding the bus week in my whole life It was just like I've never been so like this is just literally the best this needs my life really thrust my life This is my life for like ever because it was just like really incredible. I'm like maybe I do want to be a stay at home mom Not actually but um Okay, I don't know why I thought this is gonna work. Okay, so I started meal prepping my lunches as we made like food And I ended up closing in the door to our kitchen because it was so hot And I totally forgot that I had sweet potatoes in there So I ended up just going to them honestly it only be like probably an hour They really weren't that burnt. I threw them away immediately and they weren't even that burnt now that I think about it I don't even know if they were even burnt, but anyways, I'm sick. I'm so out of it So now I'm cooking more vegetables So we're doing chicken and vegetables for lunch this week because I am out of sweet potatoes But yeah, I see them wash my face I'm gonna cancel my Pilates class which is so annoying because it literally charge me $15 because don't need to tell me How annoying it is I already know I'm gonna get it But whatever I hate canceling because I love Pilates as we all know especially start off my week, but I'm learning to listen to my body everyone because I am not someone who looks just on my body I just like push through everything and I'm like no I can do it all and then I end up like so sick and dead And it's just like not good and I've been having like my grains lately and just like I don't know So I'm gonna drink some tea Do some skincare wash my face and kind of take it easy on this Monday It's a little little bit different, which I think will be good, you know, it'll be good for me Also, I love my laptop. I feel so cool with my touch bar. I'm so behind, but I feel very cool All right guys, I just made some tea. I think I'm gonna head off to my room All right. Okay. I have so much stuff in my bathroom right now, but like I really Just feel worse by the second. It's only 5 45 p.m. But it's pitch black outside, so it feels like it's much worse I'm gonna be using the Clinique products that I showed you guys. I already showed you guys this new skincare routine I have so much stuff. I just showed you guys this new skincare that I'm using but oh My gosh, I did my makeup for no reason because we didn't shoot and I thought I was gonna shoot a bunch of photos So that was a waste Hi everyone, welcome to my Monday night. I'm sick chat It is only 6 p.m. And I'm probably gonna go to sleep So I just kind of wanted to sit down and chat and document This because I feel like sometimes when I like just have these things in my mind and I share them a lot of you Guys like can either relate what can relate and like make me feel like I'm not crazy or Maybe it's like some sort of help to you guys I don't know but I feel like I blame everything on my life right now On the fact that it's my senior year of college Which really doesn't make sense because like I'm not gonna go through as drastic of a change and like a lot of the things as like a Majority of people who graduate like senior year or whatever. I'm already in a different school I'm not at a normal traditional university So like I already have like my house like I you know what I'm saying Like I've already like been living on my own And like I don't go to university to like I don't go to like a normal university So it's not you know what I'm saying and like I'm not gonna go in on nine to five It's basically what I'm saying essentially long story short. Um, but yeah I don't know. I just feel like this is still gonna be like a shift and a change to my mind like college is kind of a safety Net like it's a safety blanket And so like once I'm out I'm like into the real world if that makes sense I'm like I'm actually afraid of that which like I it's a stupid because like I'm already in it Like I'm doing exactly what I'm gonna be doing There's no reason for that but like I feel like when I was working from a doing school from home before I was so miserable because I like wasn't like plans and community and like now I have so much community I already know it's not gonna be the same, but I'm just like so fearful that it will be But you know, that's not really want to talk about like you know in life. I feel like sometimes Certain aspects are really really well and other aspects are just like kind of like like if you know and I feel like relationally like my really like my relationship is like really great my Relationship my family is really great Like there's only like a few things that are often I feel like friendship-wise. I'm in like a really weird place And like I don't know like it's not even that anything bad has happened at all Like literally the slightest and it's not that like I get a boyfriend I like don't talk to my friends like that's not at all I still have literally all the same friends like there's not been like any falling out like at all like literally It's like me and Dom all you know what I'm saying like I'm always with the same people and whatever But I feel like just at certain points of your life like certain friendships look different In just different times of your life And I feel like that's just like pretty growing up and I really don't like that I've realized I really don't like change in regards to relationships I can very loyal like to fall to where I'm like I'll stay in something even if it's like the best thing for me because I'm like Wait, what do you mean? No, like we were in this, you know, and I feel like I just am like I don't know like not that I'm like I'm so grateful for the friends that I have like the friends that I'm with all the time and I like love them But I feel like I just some like in a weird place Friendship-wise, I don't understand that doesn't even make sense But like feel like the beginning of this year literally I've never been happier than I was like this First half of the year where it was like so incredible and like nothing bad happened. It's not even about it's not literally nothing bad happened It's just that like people change schedules change like whatever. It's like literally nothing bad happens It's just like We're not like in school every single day with the people that I was with before like they've all like graduated And they're like all doing their own things and like whatever and blah blah blah and that's great They can love them all but I think like people just like things just change and I like kind of sucks Like I feel like I'm just lately, but like why like really miss Like six months ago or I really miss like whatever which is not a time that I thought I would miss and listen enough Like I'm like so happy in my relationship. I'm like so grateful for the friends that I have whatever but like I Don't know like I do like miss it. You know, like I don't have to describe it Does this make any sense to you? Like when things just change with people and it like sucks and You like miss it when it wasn't, you know, I mean, I don't know if that makes any sense But it's just one of the document this I don't know I think every time I like feel kind of like not alone But I just feel kind of like weird relationally like something way better like comes in and like I really am like just kind Of betting on that, you know, I don't know if any of this made sense I was just kind of a ramble, but like it's just part of growing up I think I'm like just certain relationships take on certain things and they look different in certain times And I'm learning that but it kind of sucks and like I still kind of sad about it So I'll just be the drama queen for a little bit longer when literally no drama has happened You know what I'm saying? Um but I Don't even have any sense, but I'm just sick guys. This is my other excuse. All right guys I took day quell, which doesn't really make sense. It's 720 I've just been laying on my laptop or laying in bed on my laptop But that is gonna be it for today's vlog. I hope you guys still enjoyed even though It was kind of like I don't even really know what happened. I just like I don't know I feel like it's important also when I like post these like Productive days and whatever to like know that not every single Monday like this like that or like I just kind of feel I don't know like I will feel really off or I'll feel like just whatever. I don't even know how to describe it but Yeah, sometimes you just gotta take a break and listen to your body and that is what I'm doing So love you guys so much and I will see you guys soon. Bye