 Yeah, we on Boss Talk 101. Let me ask you this about the documentary. I seen you, me and my wife, when Supreme, he invited us over and we watched the documentary. OK, OK. And you did a splendid job, man. I want to tell you, I like the fact of how you had the box with the all old bitchuaries and stuff in them. And some pictures and stuff. You kept going through all of these different people. The whole show had seemed, didn't it? And I kept seeing OG Percy just kept on. He kept on telling us about all these different incidents, man. For you to be able to go through all of that, it had to be. What did it build inside of you? A monster, greatness, strong belief in God. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? A spiritual. I'm saying a spiritual war for a lot of demons going through it. You know what I'm saying? Well, God took away a lot of that from me. You did what I'm saying? But going through all that, horrifying. But you know, I know if y'all kept up with me, I lost my brother a couple of weeks ago. I've seen that. Sorry to hear that. But I didn't lose him. He was murdered. He told me it's a different story. Good man. Not expected man. It's like y'all going out there and finding him, sitting in the car. No, he went even in that type of lifestyle. Yeah. Different, different feeling. Everything in that box didn't mean nothing to me until I've seen it happen to my brother. But in cases like that, I would always feel like if you have God, that's the time you hold on to him more. Well, you know, you would say that. But you know, you would say that, you know what I'm saying? Till that shoe was on that foot. And then you would question God. Why? For a minute. It didn't last long. But you'd see a little. I had to. I had to go there with him. For a minute. Come on now. Come on. Now I got this. Um. It hurts me to see somebody good go out so hard. I like to see the heart go out hard. You live that life, go out that life. You live that life. Don't go out. Come on, God. God dang, God. Yeah. Well, part of the game is that. Um. My brother ain't the only one. He showed me another picture of an old lady that was good in the community. She lived, worked good, fed everybody. Had a house in the back. She let people stay there when she knew they was on drugs or whatever she fed them and took care of real friends. Some youngsters went to the house and beat her to death with a hammer. Hmm. How old was she? 96 years old. And made me say, come on now, God. You hear me? I definitely hear you. That's how I felt about my brother. Good man. Went to work every day, took her as kids. His family, his whole children. Had to sit there and watch their daddy like that. You hear me? I never did nothing. He was out for his birthday. You know, he, you know, um. Good man. Good hard work. He took her as mama. Loved his mama. Took her as family. Took her every bill she needed. Paid from the phone bill to rent to everything. Make sure she had that. That's gone now. Good man gone. Wow. And that's, and yeah, brother, man. I don't even know what I'd do if I lost my brothers. Either one of them. But you know what? The only thing that comes to my mind. I see the same thing. Yeah. Believe me. But we are here just for a season, no matter how we go. Right? Life is not promised. Anyone of us can go any day. That's why while you're here, you're supposed to try to make an impact on everybody's life. Because your life is not your own. You're supposed to impact others. Because even like with what you're saying, what instance came up, you remember that black kid who got killed in his own apartment by that police officer, the female. But you remember at the court case how the brother went up to her and gave her that hug. And you, everybody was looking at him like, you crazy. Like, how could you forgive her after she did something like that? I mean, you know, I had to do that. I had to forgive. You did what I'm saying, I had to forgive when I didn't want to. But I had to because of the lifestyle I'm into now. You did what I'm saying, I can, you know, when you don't know who you're dealing with, the principal palestines, when you don't know them and they come towards you and you got to really deal with them. Now, I'm in the place where I have to really deal with them. I'm in a place where if I don't do nothing, I ain't nothing. I'm in a place if I do do something, I'm into something now. I came forward now, one of them. Did what I'm saying? And I'm in a point where I didn't do so much for the niggas in the hood and then roll for this nigga and roll for this nigga and then come on person, let's go, come on, let's, and I'm nervous. Man, it's time for me to be there for my own and I came because of the life that I chose to live now. This is the season I have to make. So I got to forgive, only let God do his job. So when you forgive, this is not for the other person. It's not always for the other person, it's for you. Oh yeah, I need peace of mind. Definitely. I'm traumatized. Mm-hmm. Yeah, that's the most horrifying thing to see my brother laying in there like that. Yeah. Good man. With all the things that you've seen in your life, cause you've seen so many horrific things, how do you use that to help others? I tell them about it. God gave me the wisdom and the knowledge to keep my mind. You know what I'm saying? Even though I wasn't educated in the books, I'm educated in the streets. I'm a scholar in the streets. I run circles around a negative and went to Howard University. Already. You know what I'm saying? We're just common since they God gave me. Yeah. And I learned that that's the best sense. I agree. You hear me? The best sense. You can't beat me like that. I 100% agree with that. You hear me? I don't have to know what they know. I don't have to know what they know. God say you know more in my world. Yeah. Maybe you pull down here, but you rich up there. Already. I said, well God, I need just, you know, drop me a little chain. Yeah, we on boss talk one on one.