 Could you talk a little bit about your experience of David, where I feel in a very privileged position because of our devotion we have just given our lives over to being here at this is because that's what's truly helpful for our mind right now and we get to spend a lot of time hearing from David directly, anything you feel to share for yourself about your experience of that? Of being in proximity? Yeah, I mean this is a book of people sitting at kitchen tables with David and we actually sit at kitchen tables with David all the time. Well my experience has been just a very consistent upliftment being around David and having so much energy to constantly give and share without end and I just feel always carried deeper and deeper in the midst of the talks that we're more part of and yeah I don't know if there's anything else to say, it's just yes I'm winding in action and it feels like it's always just the spirit really speaking through directly to whatever is helpful for me to hear in the instant. So recently he asked us what our wishes were for the summer which was a funny thing for him to say but I'm here to ask you again now what's your wish for the summer? I'm just wanting to open up to deeper and deeper love and connecting and intimacy and to really come into myself, the capital S self, to just let myself be in my joy and share it and shine it and just be in a rest with that. Yeah I heard just to let yourself go, it's like just, it's involuntary. You've come from quite a Christian background and even though this is a course in unwinding the mind from the previous forms of Christianity into the true experience of being Christ, maybe you could speak to that a little bit. Yeah I feel like it was definitely given for me to have that backdrop as a kid and I felt like there's always this spiritual seeker in me so while in church I felt like there was this subtle discernment that I had that I knew when my heart was tickled from certain things and not so much from others and yeah it feels just like the words in red what Jesus spoke is what I really resonated with and the freedom and the experience that it was communicating and yeah it just feels like a lot of the fluff and the nonsense that was needed it was just laid aside, it was just a stepping stone, it was a good foundation to continue on elevating and truth and experience the truth and yeah I felt naturally led to this pathway, I felt very kind of magnetized to it, it was just so involuntary to come out and join the community and get involved with the course and just so drawn to David's YouTube videos so yeah I felt like I didn't really have a choice in it it's just there's a call in my heart and this is what was given and it's so concentrated and straightforward and yeah I just feel blessed to be a part of this. You know there's ones that they come and like before I even met you you were on that trip with Chris and Val and I heard them say and we have Cody here with this new guy and I instantly could feel this resonance there's just this vibration of reflections that are going to be truly helpful for you in your life that just keeps showing up and it's all pre-arranged we don't have to actually traipse around the world trying to meet people that would be good for us to connect with or know anything about you know we stay in one spot and everything just like everyone else comes right in front of us. Yeah it feels like yeah you're just standing still and watching what the spirit presents as a lesson or an assignment and yeah it's more of a passive role in the awakening that is it's all the spirit orchestration. Yeah in fact all our running around trying to be really good and trying to be really willing is like could you just sit down for a second so I can impart something to you. Yeah and you just have to wear yourself out which is what I'm approaching. You're maxed on that. Yeah I've been pretty active with that I'm trying to improve myself or be better in some way or worthy but it's just to give up the energy directed in that and that focus is like dropping that and just recognizing the innocence the present innocence and worthiness. And again that's magnetic. It all starts coming towards the self we're experiencing ourselves as and everything just gets taken care of. We're just witnessing miracles instead of trying to make them happen. Yeah this one's they're not satisfying at all. Yeah. They're misdirected or I'll bestow it here type. Yeah. Involuntary. Thank you. Yeah thank you. Be lovely. Have you come talk in our chapel.