 Can you please tell us why you are here and where you're from? I'm from Lithuania, which is in Europe. And I'm here because I want to grow. I want to know my identity in Christ and I want to be useful for Jesus. Amen. So can you please just start from the beginning and go from there? Yeah, so I come from a difficult family. I was born in 90s in a very difficult time in Lithuania. We just got our freedom back from Russia so the country didn't really have any laws or any proper structure as a country should have. And my dad was a very wealthy businessman. We were one of the wealthiest families in Lithuania and he had a business in Russia and when he came back to Lithuania to all of this mess, he got terrorized by mafia and he started fighting against that. So I grew up in fear. I grew up in fear for my life. My mom grew up in fear for her life and yeah, there was a point that was reached where someone had to die, the head of the mafia or my dad. And my dad was murdered with his brother. I was seven years old and I remember this rage and this hate was just born in me and I was just feeling that there's no justice in this world and I was dealing with so much fear at the same time as well that things will go bad in my life. And my family was always facing all of these misfortunes, all of these tragedies. In my family line it was so common for the parents to bury their own children. We had suicides. When I was growing up I was hearing just how victorious the enemy is over my family. And you don't have hope in that kind of life. I didn't have hope, I didn't have faith. I started hurting myself when I was eight and I was put on antidepressants for 11 years. I didn't have an identity, I was so lost and confused about so many things in life and I really desired to know God. I really wanted to ask him so many questions about why these things happened to me and when you're so broken you want to know the future. You want to know what the future has for you. So I started turning to astrologers, to mediums, to fortune tellers. I wanted to be safe in my future. The root was hate, the root was just this brokenness. I started dabbling in that myself when I was a teenager. I got so interested in tarot cards and astrology. I started learning that myself. I wanted to have a business around new age practices, around crystals, around all of that. I thought I'm doing good. I thought there's something as white magic. I thought that you can actually help people prevent tragedies in life when you know into the future and stuff like that. I didn't grow up in a Christian family so I didn't know that there's a relationship with Jesus you can have and I never thought that he's available to me. I just had this group of friends later on that we were all interested into the same things, the same practices. We were called enlightened. We thought that we reached an enlightened state where we know about how karma works, how I found so much peace. I thought back then I found so much peace in reincarnation and knowing there's actually some meaning in everything that happened to me and stuff but it was just a counterfeit from the enemy. I was looking at my friends one day and I was thinking, we're so enlightened, we're so full of this wisdom, ancient wisdom but we're so broken, we're drinking, we're partying. None of our lives testify of peace, of joy, none of that stuff. I was just sitting one day in my chair and just looking, my friend is getting ready for a shamanic ceremony and I'm thinking we're so lost. This is not happening. I remember I started questioning my own practices, my own beliefs. I was constantly struggling with anxiety, drinking, partying. I didn't have a dad so I was looking for love in relationships. I was looking for fulfillment in relationships. Just a mess. I remember I saw this one testimony and there was this woman. For 30 years she was actually practicing the same things. I wanted to build my life on and in that testimony she was denying everything. She was saying, please burn my books. I'm refunding your business is the ones that I helped you influence. She just gave it all for Jesus. She was a millionaire in that. She was working with Hollywood. I was thinking, wow, she's telling this like everything I want. I want to have this and she's denying this for Jesus. I was just thinking there must be some meaning in that. There must be some truth in that. She led me into salvation prayer. I repented. This unveiling happened to me. I know my creator and I was turning away from him. I was choosing not to follow him. All of this sin, just this heaviness, this weight of sin of this idolatry fell on my shoulders. I remember I was just repenting for everything just like crying and this peace. I received the baptism of the Holy Spirit. I didn't have any Christian friends around me. I didn't have anyone. I was just in my own little basement apartment on my knees. I didn't even know what hit me, but I just know that that's God. That was my creator. Every cell was worshiping him in me. I remember I was just screaming Jesus in my apartment to my roommates. I was saying, I finally found him. I finally found a God that cares for me. It was such a joyful moment. It was something I was looking for all my life. I received deliverance instantly. It was very, very powerful. I was telling all my friends about it. I didn't care. I was going to cafes. If they worked in a cafe, I would come in a cafe and I would tell so loud that so many people would hear. I was so excited and still I'm so excited to share that you don't have to be alone in your brokenness. That you don't have to be alone when you lose your loved one. He's so perfect. He's a perfect daddy for me now. The one that I was longing for all my life. He will take care of you. He will take care of you in ways you can't imagine. He knows the hairs on your head. He knows what you need in your times of distress, of depression, of anxiety. After I received the Holy Spirit, I was attacked at dreams. All of these innocent practices I thought I was practicing were revealed in a spiritual sense. I was having sleep paralysis. I was tormented by demons at night and sexual abuse. I didn't know my authority and they were using that against me. But I was praying to God, God lead me, lead me to people that would equip me in this battle. And hunger generation was revealed to me. Praise God. I learned about my authority. I learned how to take ground. We have authority over demons. That's right. And how to take back my territory. How to take back my home. Life is just so good with Jesus. You had shared with us after your father had passed you were filled with this rage and hatred. When did that transition? Can you tell us a little bit about that? It wasn't that first day. It was the next day that I was talking with Jesus. Nobody told me that you can have a relationship but I instantly knew that there's a relationship with Him. And He told me, if you want to be free from this hate you need to forgive your dad's murderer. You need to let me judge him. You cannot be the judge of his life. And when I gave him to God I gave the situation to God I felt this weight was lifted. I felt like these glasses of hate were taken off my eyes. I could see nature. I was running in nature. I was looking at creation because everything was worshiping God. And I could finally see without the glasses of hate and judgment. Amen. That is so beautiful. So please tell us. We can see it all over you but tell us a little bit of how your life is now. Yeah, life is so free. You know, living with Jesus you're just so free from so many things and he's so quick to provide to provide the way out when you're struggling, you know and even in times where things are not easy, you know you still know you have this father that cares for you, you know with all of this witchcraft with all of this black magic, white magic you have to understand that you are dabbling with a source that seeks your destruction. It wants to destroy you, you know and when you turn to the one who actually loves you and the one that created you and you were made to be loved by him you know, life is just worth living, you know. Amen. And you know, and there is nothing that hell took away from you that heaven can't restore. Your testimony is so rich and so full but can you please just leave us with what is your word of advice for those who are watching that may be dabbling in that white magic just tell us what your advice is. You know, I know where you're coming from I know that you wanna know God I know how that feels like but you know, give Jesus a chance if you have never given him a chance just give him a chance, you know and just let him let him do things for you you don't need to be stuck in your rituals in your ways of trying to figure out God you know, let him reveal yourself to you ask him into your life