 Hey, it's Bridget. Welcome. Welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you with hope today. Got my coffee. Got a little different setup here because if you watch me on my Fairy Grasshopper YouTube channel you already know this, but my little camera, my front-facing camera, it's got a big scratch in it. So trying to make the best of things while we figure out technology. I also had, have been messing with some stuff with a new computer. I had to get a new computer because my old one is not working as it needs to be working in order to produce what we need to produce here on Above Life Channel. And I, so we bought purchased one. We have to return it because it's not working right. It's definitely not a good bit for me. And so there's been lots of stuff I've been dealing with with technology. So I'm making do with what I have and just being, I'm being okay with that. Actually I'm not all mad about it or anything. So I got a cup of hope here, nice hot Java, to start our time together here on Above Life Channel. Okay, so let's get to some channeling. Would you like to do that? If you've been watching recently, you know that I have been really trying to show you as a viewer what it's like for me when I'm connected to spirit because I am connected. And I want to show that because I want you to recognize in your day to day experiences how you also you are connected. And it's not as fantastic, miraculous and dramatic afterlife connection or spirit guide connection either one as it is presented to you. It's not it's not as separate from everyone like there's not only elite people who can do it or make the connection or what have you there's people who are very good at it of course very good. And great, right? But I want you to see this is real the whole purpose of Above Life Channel is to inspire your spirit fill you with hope and encourage you to live your life and so to let you know that you are empowered to connect for yourself, okay? You can. And so let me show you, right? This is not a how to a one, two, three, four, five step program. This is not a quick fix or you must study under me for a year and give me thousands and thousands of dollars in order to learn my secrets. This is not what that is, okay? So it's cheers to hope and let's spend some time with connection watch and see how I do it and feel open up empaths. Most of the people who watch Above Life Channel are empathic which means what does empath mean? It means that you feel energy you feel emotions and feelings mostly other people's and can be very overwhelmed by that which causes anxiety depression kind of isolation or separation and other circumstance and other extreme circumstances. It can also just cause a lot of stress and a lot of confusion and self-doubt. Clouds, clouds the lens, let's say that. So feel this energy because feeling is part of the experience here and I want you to really feel use your empathic energetic connection for good. Use it for good, okay? For your good. Just kind of kind of feel in this morning. There's a couple of different people I had I've been connected with recently in the afterlife and I want to see, I want to see, I don't know, you'll know because by the time you watch this video, I'm itchy, I'm itchy, I'm itchy. By the time you watch this video it'll it'll say on the thumbnail title. I am really itchy. I am feeling stuff. I can feel it. Oh, Freddie Mercury. Oh my gosh, come here honey. Oh I need a big hug. Oh I need a Freddie hug. I need a Freddie hug. I'm gonna get emotional. Yes, I had, we had a dear friend who recently made a transition into the afterlife who was a major Freddie fan who was a very special friend of mine. She was amazing, is amazing in spirit form and I just started to contact and connect with her yesterday. It's still new to me so for my own personal healing I would ask to not connect with her during this time but I am going to dedicate this connection to my sweet, sweet friend Merida in the afterlife. Oh, client and friend. Oh honey, I just love you so much. A lot of grief in my heart. Yeah, he's acknowledging that. Geez Fred, come on. I should have grabbed some tissues. He didn't, I didn't, I had no idea. He says no, no Bridget. Let me sit by you. Let me come sit right next to you. He's gonna come sit right next to me. You guys, he's not gonna face me. He's gonna sit right beside me. And he says to me, so how are you doing? How are you doing, Bridget? I've been better. I spent a time this weekend. Oh my gosh, I'm gonna have mascara all over you guys and that's just the way life is. It's a human thing, you know. Oh, it's been a time this weekend. We're doing the memorial for my mother-in-law and we had relatives I needed to fly in from out of town and then there's a family thing after, you know, and with finding out of Merida's passing I honestly don't know how I'm going to handle that because mother-in-law was like 90 years old. Okay, so she had a beautiful full life, amazing spirit, strong woman. She's been struggling for the past few years with Alzheimer's and then very physical body stuff coming up. A lot of back stuff. She said back surgery. A lot of stuff. She had a lot of physical stuff. She's so strong though. Never complained. She never complained. She's like, wow, tough woman. I mean, I just, I loved her. She was awesome and she is awesome in the afterlife. She's probably playing golf because that was her jam. But I have a hard, a hard perspective to have Freddy because my dad died when he was 52 which if you've watched my videos you guys know or abovelifechannel.com I have my story about how I got psychic. Two years after my dad died is how I had the experience to open up really just awaken. I just realized, oh my gosh, I guess I'm psychic. I thought this was just everybody had this. I thought it was normal. Well, not normal, but you know what I mean, like I'm just really creative. I'm so imaginative. He was 52. 52 to 90 that's kind of a gap. You know, like if my dad would have had 30 more years, like what what would life have been like? You know, I don't know. I don't know. And I don't actually feel angry about my dad not having a longer life because I really feel at peace with, like he made choices and he dealt with the, he dealt with his pain in his way. And I can't, I have no idea. I didn't live his life. I don't know what it's like. So I'm not judging his his decisions about how he died or why he didn't tell anybody that me, G, maybe I could have bet G, maybe it could be AIDS, which is totally manageable. You can live with that hello. So I'm not really angry about like his thought process and stuff. I am, I know you understand that don't you? He says, I do. Yes, I do. I understand what it's like. He says, not wanting your loved ones to have to bear the burden of your choices. This is what Freddie says. You guys listen to that. Not wanting your loved ones to bear the burden of your choices. Oh, that's a, I think that's probably a very natural thing you're right. He says, think about your children. Yeah, I wouldn't want them to have to carry the weight of that on their hearts. Your hearts feel heavy, don't they? Yeah, the grief is tough. So there's a weird, a hard, I'm going to say a hard perspective because it's hard for me, you guys. So 90, awesome, like talk about celebration of life, right? 52, hard to celebrate, hard to celebrate that. And in contrast, you know, a little bit, like it's just, it's kind of weird for me. It's kind of weird. It's apparent. And then he says, you talk about it. He says, talk about your, talk about the pain. He says, talk about it. People need to know. He says, people need to know, they need to understand that it's human. He says, it's human to feel so deeply. He says, it makes the best art, the best music, huh? The greatest song lyrics would you say? Oh, life does. Life is such true art, isn't it? He says, oh, Freddie, I just really appreciate your support being here right now. I think about the death of my friend. And it's the first time I've had someone who's been an active client with me for the past few years make a transition. And I, and I knew she was, she fell ill in late last summer. Okay. So I haven't been in human contact with her, just with her family. And just briefly with her family. And finding out that she's not, that I can't feel and have human conversation with her is just the saddest thing to me. Because she, you guys have to understand. My pain is that she was this, she was like my ideal client. Do you understand? Like this is why she is why I do the work. I do. Because she came to me first for mediumship, you guys, for mediumship. We did a mediumship session. She's the only one of her family that's still alive. Her brothers and sisters and parents transcended her in the afterlife. She has a loving husband. It was wonderful. And I connected with her, with her family and all that and and discovered this amazing spirit in this body of a woman who was in her let's say, let's say late 60s. Let's say that. And she just, she didn't have any children. And she had this, but she had this just incredible perspective of wanting to do her work. Like wanting to heal stuff and wanting to talk about the afterlife and this life. And then instead of dwelling on all the loss that she had, she wanted to rediscover parts of herself and throughout her lifetime. She loved to write, for example, she loved music. She was a huge pretty fan of course. And she wanted to rediscover those things and she was a crafter and in this part of her life, she wanted to rediscover those things like from her youth that maybe she didn't spend as much time with, especially music because her dad was really into music and she kind of was interested in it and then she kind of wasn't and she wasn't really sure and all this stuff and so. And she's a writer, an amazing writer and I'm like, I mean she wrote some things. She started writing some things and she would tell me in our sessions about, oh I wrote and I wrote about this and I'm like, you guys literally, she could have been this incredible author that we could be cherishing her books and her knowledge and her wisdom had she shared it with us. But the fact that she didn't, isn't a loss either, like that's not grief there. There's so much gratitude that I have in my heart for the gift of her. Like she's the reason I do this because she was willing, like she was open to the healing of the the mediumship and the connection and she was very open to her own intuition and working on her own intuition and she started to have intuitive connections and and then she was writing about her own life experiences and stories and poems poetry just beautiful and she shared some and I was just touched and moved and I felt such an incredible gratitude for the connection I got to have with her. You know, such a wise woman and yet so youthful and young and willing to like do her work like when something came up and I'm feeling resistance. Let me tell you and she had health challenges too. She had some health challenges and we talk about that and I'm feeling a little down today and here's what's going on and we'd have conversations and just she just showed up and connected to her spirit and so now I'm going to go do a memorial. Let me get some coffee. I need some stronger than coffee right now probably. I went I'm going to go to a memorial for my husband's family and this weekend and then a social after and I just I don't even it's like how can I stay in my body and be present when there's other things like in my on my heart you know. He says bridge it bridge it bridge it. We do the best we can. Isn't that what she says? I don't know what you always say is we do the best we can. We just show up and she's partying in the afterlife. He's like she's happy she's and I know because we've made some contact. I just found out yesterday and we already made some initial contact and my thought initial thought was why didn't I know why didn't you come to me right away why didn't you tell me why you tell me is what I said to her I'm like why don't you tell me and she's like I wanted to protect you is what she said I wanted to protect you because the last few weeks last few months have been a time of deep change for me and deep healing and deep personal work and and she's like I didn't want to throw you throw you off too much like throw the boat off too much and have you fall over the like the boat was rocking already and I didn't want you to fall overboard okay it's true this is the beauty of connection with the afterlife like I have freddy right here with me he's right with us and this is what happens like I feel him I feel the friendship I feel the support and you can too right how can how can people do that can you give can you give some can you give some advice in your word so that they they feel you because you know sometimes people find videos that say freddy mercury and then they they watch them and then they're all well that's just not very psychic or oh that's not like so and so is a video is so much better it's like really please oh girl please watch the playlist spend a little time sit down stay a while or not he's so funny he's showing me this video where he's like vacuuming and looks like a woman kind of I don't know what song that is write the song below please whatever song is where there's a video where he's vacuuming and dressed like a woman and he says oh oh talk about getting a lot of unwanted attention for that he said do you think that was my idea that was not my idea and I feel like he says that's he's saying that's rogers that's somebody else's idea it was not my idea that was not my idea he says he's like do you think I didn't get a lot of like he would say I'm gonna say backlash he's using some other word for that um and which is funny so it's so he's like you just have to be he says you just have to be willing to put yourself out there let people think you're crazy he says why doesn't matter are you happy are you enjoying connection are you enjoying chatting with the afterlife are you are you because because your life without it is so much better we're life without spiritual contact he says without the spiritual contact and that support is because it's so much better he says suit yourself basically he's like kind of like uh um he says something else what do you say it's not your everybody's cup of tea it's kind of like a suit yourself but it's not it's a different phrase and I don't know I can't quite get it must be all my heart energy my own personal hard stuff and my little blocked no no no he says oh that's a good point he says we need to talk about that we need to talk about blockage you know how sometimes so this is freddy's insight okay you know how sometimes when you're um sometimes you connect and you do a meditate I'm going to share this in my words but this is his message okay you know sometimes when you have a great meditation and it's awesome and you're like oh my god that was so good I felt amazing I felt so good and then the next time you meditate it's like it's like that that's how spiritual connection works so he says don't get don't get hard on yourself don't get down on yourself if if we he says if we connect and we have a great talk and then we don't connect for a while it it he says he's so he's so funny because he says I'm not offended if you don't reach out to me it's not it's not there's none of that there's none of that there's none of none of that you don't need to worry about any of that none of those human pods and trees or those polite expectations are non-existent he says there's no time here like he says there's no like time there's no pers persona confinement or boundaries or barriers okay so he says um when you're blocked it simply means that you could be needing to focus on something else right in front of you at the time or preparing for something that is coming to you like a relationship a he says it's not a block a blockage is not necessarily because of something negative either he says it's not something horrible or horrific that's going to happen you know he says it's not necessarily that it it could be that there is an opportunity for you to um to address some of your feelings from the past and i would say unresolved things kind of bubble up sometimes they percolate based on like a show you a tv show you watched a news thing that triggered you something on facebook a quote something you heard somebody say at the grocery store an image on a news stand that takes you back in time to a time in your life that triggers something or opens up something unlocks something for you which actually ends up being kind of this block of of time or no time energy space stuff that gives you a it presents a purpose for you to release some of the pent up emotions therese saying pent up emotions that you maybe didn't deal with at the time for whatever reason he says no judgment he's not judging you he's not being critical he is not critical at all he's funny he'll he'll joke with you about your own self sabotages about your own self doubts because it's he says it's ridiculous it's ridiculous if that's one thing he says i could do for humanity for my human friends i would just wipe out the doubt because that would just let people be so much more free to to explore you know and then discover he says freddy says the things that that that you're good at and that you enjoy and to find those sweet spots you know and he says and then when you have something that feels like a block or i'm gonna say resistance he keeps saying blocks and blockages those are the words he's using my blocks my blockages i see them as like your blinders or your resistance is what i would call that and some people would be like okay well it's time for a clearing yes but sometimes a clearing is about he says use your empathic powers use your superpowers your empathic superpowers and feel feel feel he says the emotion and he says it doesn't have to be freddy says it doesn't have to be directly correlated to that event that experience you don't have to figure it out or i better find the piece of the puzzle oh my gosh i need the piece of the puzzle he looks at me like who does puzzles anyway like who does that that to me that's not relaxing he says i don't don't look at me i don't have time for puzzles he says i have time for pets and people he says for pets and people so the mind the figuring it out part what about that can you give us some advice about that our blockages he says the mind is most of the problem so if you were crazy and were to lose your mind you might be rather much more happy and if you weren't happy you wouldn't be aware that you weren't happy because you would be out of your mind he's you're so philosophical fred fred you're just so philosophical you know what i'm thinking when i'm holding this mug we should make a red one for you oh oh good idea i should get my husband on that he does he helps do with the merch stuff i should get my tech guy on that they are yeah red one maybe with like big lips on it or something he looks at me like like you know like a kiss like a muah freddy kiss like a muah masterpiece oh delicioso he's like i'm not as you know that i was a musician i was not a chef i'm like i know i don't know i'm just little energy now i feel at i'm gonna share with you guys you guys so you know i'm clairvoyant also right so i see which is the psychic gift of sight and in addition to empathic feeling sensing so the sight part so i see i always see red around freddy it's very grounded hard energy to me that's what red is it's root chakra and heart chakra working together and so i always see that i always think red when i think freddy and and love right that the good kind of love the real real real kind of love and and that's funny right okay so inside joke funny sorry people are gonna think i'm nuts and i'm okay with that i'm quite all right with the crazy right um and i right now as we are talking about the blockages piece and then moving up to the mind i am feeling and so i'm going into the mind but i am feeling this wanting to kind of bounce down into what's almost like a kid's trampoline of the belly the low belly so right at the solar plexus belly not quite the hips and the pelvis but right at the solar plexus like a trampoline bounce and then i see yellow and yellow is the solar plexus the solar energy the sun energy it can for me it can represent masculine energy in part and the healing of the masculine which is really beautiful that kind of unity energy that bonded unity energy and then solar plexus spirit our purpose our passion our desire and the way that you connect and we connect with spirit right so when it comes to blockages yes it's your mind that's telling you all the things you cannot do what can you do ask the mind okay so i you present to me what i can't what can i what are my cans what are my cans that would be a great journaling opportunity after a meditation what are my cans what are my cans the mind is not a villain it's not evil i at all in my work if you ever work with me in intuitive coaching sessions you know that i'm like hey we're all four parts of ourselves here we're all about the inclusion and the cohesive working together of the body mind heart and soul so there are four parts and they all get a voice and they're all equal parts of us even though one leads sometimes takes up the slack from another that's working on something internally and sometimes stuff shows up in one area and not another and so the others kind of come around it to help rally to help support it that's how we work that's how it works people and to be a whole person that's how it works you need the body the mind the heart and the soul so when we're up in the mind i see this again this beautiful yellow energy and i kind of bounce down and i literally feel this buoyancy this bouncing on this trampoline energy that means it's not landing which means you're not like sinking in connected comfortable here but it means it's playful so it's okay to utilize your mind and ask ask and talk about like have dialogue with your brain about okay so i know the cans i'm used to that so what are the cans what are the cans and sometimes the can do's or the can be is or the can see i can feel this um sometimes you can partner then drop into the heart first and be like how do i feel what am i feeling right now give yourself permission to feel something to let yourself feel like just ask your body do a check in how do i feel right now so your heart will tap into the body and bring up some energy and so then we have the mind the heart and the body and now boink right into the solar plexus boing boing boing right right into that bouncing energy of that solar plexus and be playful there be playful with intuition and spirit it's not serious deep and intense all the time yes when i do medium ship work yes it's about healing and yes grief comes up and believe me i know as a human especially right now that grief sucks okay she is a bag of lady with a lot of luggage and i gotta carry it and unpack it and some of it i just donate to the goodwill and the rest of it i'm like okay i'm gonna start right here for a little bit and tom ready to deal with that and still grief has stages and cycles and layers and it's been 19 years this year since my dad made his transition and it's it's different but it's not i'm not like totally fine because look what happens my husband's mother dies lives a full beautiful life and then i look at this and i'm like well wait is this doesn't feel fair like how is this fair you know and then at the same time i'm like celebrating this is great but at the same time in my heart i'm like but this isn't fair like my dad never met my kids he met my daughter i was very very pregnant with my son he my son arrived how many weeks three or four weeks i don't remember exactly how many weeks after the month after my dad died so my dad died in august my son came in september so he didn't meet him in human form he was there at his birth though energetically spirit he was and so he doesn't know any my kids he doesn't have it hasn't met my husband i mean it's like in human terms right in human form so there's a lot of missing a lot of missed outs on um he won't have great grandchildren like all these things that are like just not there anymore they're all wiped out and that makes me think of then our dear sweet friend marita who at that crack of them of 70 right i actually i don't want to say her real age because i don't know if i don't know if she'd appreciate that she'd say just tell her i'm an older lady we'll just say in her late 60s we'll say and she had this just incredible youthful energy and willingness to really engage with life and work with life and like this is this kind of appreciation and this joy like this constant creative that's a good way to describe her don't you think inspirational he says in she's an inspirational energy he said she's an inspirational spirit she is an inspired spirit he says she is an inspired spirit so then i have this experience with her and and in this experience with my mother-in-law who's this is full life and was happy and you know had her family met the most to her and she just and she had a lot of friends and she just had this relationships meant a lot to her and she just just an incredible person and lived a very long life right very full life and so i have all these perspectives and then i have to take all these energies that are also wrapped in grief gotta unpack the grief parts right and bring the good parts together and utilize them as tools or medicine crush them up and make them into medicine that i might need for my journey like how can i take these three experiences because especially the parental ones you guys those two that my dad's death and my husband's mom's death those two for some reason and my dad my husband's dad died when we were dating so i had bad experience with him but it wasn't like this this is different for me this is really different actually it feels just like a big polarity duality i don't know it's just like this huge gap piece here and in between that gap of his experiences and his grief and my grief from 19 years ago is like coming up a little bit and then this like feeling of things not being fair and or like not fair to me not not about my dad not about my husband my husband's mom not about that but about me like this is not fair to me like i literally felt that and i'm like wow this is a part of grief i haven't peeled off that layer before that this isn't fair to me part do you guys feel that in your grief process like this isn't fair to me i am upset about how this is not fair to me to have to feel grief on top of grief again like this experience is part of a place in my heart that is constantly evolving and growing and getting bigger and yet at the same time i'm feeling that this experience with this these griefs coming together is a process of softening for me personally that's how i'm feeling this and i'm just trying to let myself be in it and that is not easy especially when my job is to be psychic to be a medium to channel and and yes i'm still i'm of course i'm doing private sessions just so you know of course i am because it's just it's that part is easy like i can do that you know i can i can do that that's like oh yay that makes me feel good you know but this part is the hardest this is the hardest this is the hardest stuff and yet we're made for it like we can manage this we can handle it you know and i am inspired especially by my friend in the afterlife she is sorry i'm not yeah i'm not just talking about you friend everybody's inspired by you freddie but for me personally i'm really inspired by her because i'm like when i'm in my late 60s if i can still be like hey i'm working it hey i'm doing some psychic medium stuff that kind of thing i will be very happy and i interestingly looking back at my timeline so i had to do this i'm going to be recording some videos on fairy grasshopper youtube channel that i show the reading that i did that morning before i thought i started to do a reading before i found out of her death and then i stopped it so i'm going to do a video about that with the reading and talk to you about that on fairy grasshopper youtube and then show you looking back over the past like week or so how my my morning readings because i do morning readings for myself i started to document some of those so people could see how i i do stuff for myself and you can see the pattern now i look back and i go oh my gosh this and this and this and i'm like oh my god this was a message from her this was this is her words she's repeating back to me something very specific that i said to her in a session and i and it just clicked and i was like oh my god oh my god she was trying to reach me and i was so with the grief of my mother-in-law and the connection of my dad's energy overlay and me feeling like why is this like why is this so hard for me and like why is this happening like why is this not fair to me and like what the heck i have other things i want to be doing i have big bold beautiful dreams and joyful energies that i want to share for my business and my program for the fall and all this and here i am dealing with my own stuff like what i have to do other work sessions are easy but the other stuff the business is that's hard it's hard to do that when you're failing it's hard to focus with the brain when you're failing all the time and so you'll have to you guys will have to watch watch those because again fairy a grasshopper youtube channel because it's just amazing to look back and see how the messages were coming through but i couldn't hear them why because i i looked back over the timeline too because i was like wait a minute what the heck because i know she was also in like a coma kind of state inability to communicate and stuff at a point here and i know that and so i i looked back and timing wise i stopped doing remember i took a break on above life channel channeling videos i took a break in uh july of 2020 and i started back in october of 2020 i took a break from channeling and because of just so much energy with the pandemic and lots of transitioning and i just could not it was too much for me layered upon my own grief right and at the same time i didn't realize then all of a sudden that just like two weeks later is when she fell ill and went into this kind of state and then i to this day i have not done just a mediumship session since that time i have just really just cocooned myself away from personal mediumship sessions because of the layers of my own pain related to grief and so in session because of the empath connection that i make with people i feel their pain but it amplifies mine and so i have been working for the past several months on healthy boundaries in my heart space because of that because i want to be able to to help people in their grief grief process he says you need to he said you should bridge it but he's like you should i know and i know i'm good at it because i can do the beautiful healing shifting clearing of energy at the same time as i can do the communication and sometimes people just need that and they feel released and they feel relief and then they can move on with their lives and sometimes that is all it takes i'm like but the burden of the responsibility of that is a lot on you when you also have your own pain and so it makes sense that then during all this time i wouldn't be able to do mediumship and that was a good call on my part in private session that was a really good call because i would have probably just been angry or resentful and been like why why do i have to do this why is why is this not fair to me this is not fair to me why do i have to do this you know that kind of a thing like why god why kind of a thing right so that might be way too much information about me bridge it as a person but i think it's important for you to understand on above life channel that we are about being humans spirits living in a human body being in our fullest expression that's why you're that's why you came that's why that's what you want you want the full package not just part of it stop just focusing on your mind stop just letting your feelings run you stop just skipping out of your body and doing all this astral traveling and all this other stuff because i just can't stay on my body so i'm just going to zoom out all the time no be here for the full experience i'm here we can do this we can do this together and every weekend on above life channel you've got sunday morning coffee to help inspire your spirit you've got a weekly channeling session which hopefully now they're going to get a little more fun now that bridge is working on our grief stuff right so hopefully they'll get a little more lighthearted and you got fairy grasshopper channel i i have like at least two videos every week there i try to make it so there's almost a video every single day between above life channel and fairy grasshopper so that people can constantly plug in get their coffee like i'm kind of i'd like to be your java your coffee your inspiration your pep in your step that would be nice huh so freddie always always puts us in a good mood doesn't he and i feel relaxed i feel like i just exercised i feel better like sharing this with you i think it's important because i know that many of you feel like you know me i get very deeply personal emails from many of you very personal i know it takes a lot in order to have that kind of trust and relationship with someone and so energetically i know that you know me and i know you and i feel that that loving support for your spirit i do feel that i do so thank you so much fred thanks for being thanks for making it a little bit easier for me i appreciate it a little shoulder bump there thank you for being here i hope that i've inspired your spirit today with some of the information that we've shared and you know freddie he's just an inspiration in and of himself filled you with some hope and remember this is your life now all this content is helping to fill your cup so that you can live your life it's your life after all and it's your job to live it just limit thanks for being here