 When you encounter your resistance, what do you do? How do you deal with it? How do you deal with the range like she's talking about? Well, when you're in purpose, it actually is really beautiful. Like for example, I went to Argentina one time and this was the time when the United States was dropping bombs on Baghdad I was down there doing all these healing gatherings and all these protests were burning effigies and bush and people were spilling out in the streets and screaming things at each other I remember I was staying at this house and there was a woman who was staying there about 30 years old and I sat down to get my breakfast and I was just sitting there eating my bowl of cereal and she just went into her full-blown rage like right across the table from me and she just really was just passionately enraged in this and this and this and this and I was just eating my bowl of cereal and then my friend who was David, another David sitting next to me and we both started into a rendition of bobbing with fair ends, don't worry, be happy Don't worry Well, she just first her eyes got real big. She was in a full-blown rage her eyes got real big almost like in disbelief like this is like an inappropriate reaction to my rage What it looked like and then she just burst into laughter. She went totally from normal rage into bursting laughter After and you know in spirituality is going to see that pretty often where somebody can be crying and wailing away And all of a sudden it burst into laughter Suzanne can testify to this probably in the last year. You've had some times where you've just been screaming and wailing in pain and then all of a sudden just First into laughter, you know, it's almost doesn't even seem kind of surreal because most people aren't used to that There's no empathy like you say. Well, there's an honor of the authenticity I think like there there was a movie out babies and there's just one scene where the baby the one baby can't get the peg in the the round peg on the pool and And it's just like upset and he goes into this full-blown like temper tantrum face Entorting and you're just laughing in the eyes because you can relate to all these situations divorce disease That are about putting the brown thing on And then there's this like celebration of that like release That's all there You can it does the left or does come because because you just learn that not to take it seriously And again, it's back to that thing like we're all connected. So it can't be that this dualistic thing of Laughter and rage, you know, aren't in the same mind and there's only one mind So where can the rage be after a while? That's what makes it funny You know, you kind of flip into a higher perspective and all of a sudden the very thing that you're Yeah, it's hilarious But the rage still exists The rage is still there underneath. It's just that you're not dealing with it's not being nothing You actually get more than this experience about the reality of love. Love is all that there is and you really more and more experience that consistently and consistently then that becomes like a Just radiates, you know, they talk about things being contagious laughter being contagious You know and being in a room where some people start to laugh and then more people start to laugh and then you got the whole Room laughing. It's it's that way with love love kind of just extends and radiates and it's really So what about if the other happens the woman's having, you know, you know rage at breakfast You're calmly eating your bowl of cereal and you laugh you don't take it seriously. What if you have? What if that person inspired rage her rage was infectious to you and then instead of Holding basically holding in love, right? You went to preservation and the person next to you went to preservation and the whole room or the whole went to Predervation or what if that person expired inspired the whole room to rage against a particular, you know, whatever people or a group of people so I'm just turning it around and saying you hold it's great So what if people most people I encounter when I have my authentic feelings come out? They don't hold they jump right into my feelings with me. I get angry right back at me, you know, I get Whatever whatever emotion I have right back at me. There's no they don't hold in a place of detachment So what what does the person right the person who falls into the hole? I guess you could you called that last night false empathy How do you deal with that? Well, I remember having worked through the course and I really asked Jesus for like a map of the mind and basically You know, he says you will look upon that what you feel within it doesn't hold for the reverse In other words, everything you experience in your consciousness and your awareness is reflected But but that's how it works it works from the inside out in other words I actually asked Jesus throw me a diagram of the mind. I'm interested in how this stuff all works together So many health perceptions and thoughts and and emotions and beliefs and desire and all this word is how does it go together? And he he actually, you know threw me drew out this map with desire in the middle It all starts with the desire and then the belief ring came right outside of it and the thought ring came next then the Emotional ring came next then the perceptual ring came next so the persons It's not understandable from the realm of persons because they're all out in the outer ring It seems like in this world that persons can say and do things that affect other people other persons the way they look Feel think behave. It's like it's like that old thinking we were raised with you hurt my feelings You make me mad, you know, blah, blah, blah, blah, but totally erroneous all those thoughts are totally erroneous false cause and effects Relationships the more you go through the mind training the more you realize that if you are at peace The whole universe is at peace Because the whole universe the whole cosmos is the perception So you have a peaceful perception of the world period It doesn't matter if nuclear bombs are going off or the whole planet is like in that latest movie 2012 or we've seen a whole string of them Knowing yeah, but Nicholas Cage the solar flare that's even faster And the whole wiping the world out and like it takes about five seconds or 10 seconds to wipe the whole planet out But you wouldn't even matter in that state because again If you're at peace and the whole universe So what comes up for me is why would you permit yourself to feel rage because rage? You know peace rage and peace. I can't fit them together in the same headset So when I go into rage, it takes me into my ego mind and out of peace pieces where my treasure is And when I'm at peace there could be no for a holocaust out my window, and I'm still going to be a piece It's all just what's going on out there, but when I'm in rage I'm in it. You know, it's like the wars out there and the wars in here So why why would you permit yourself? Why would I allow myself to feel anger which is a which is a tack and you know going to attack motor or rage? Well, it goes back. I said it's a very core There's a point of power or the point of prayer and some people call that like the altar Be careful. What's on your altar? The altar is right in the middle like core the heart center and basically That altar is desire and another word for desire is one So when I hear someone say to me, I'm feeling a lot of rage now, but I want to be in peace. Oh No, you're feeling rage because you want to feel rage And you believe that there is a value to rage Why would anybody if every emotion is a decision? Why would anybody choose to feel rage unless? They saw a value in it a value in anger a value in In hurt and pain and sadness and this and this so that that valuing that desiring that wanting You know is is that the core you have to get to the power of your wanting, you know That's where the metaphysics of the course of miracles come in because the only reason you could seem to want rage or anger of these emotions Is is as if it was saving you from something worse Like how children do that like don't hit me mommy. Don't do it. I'll do it to myself Don't do it to me to mitigate is strange. I mean it's sick admittedly It's sick thinking but but to mitigate a deeper punishment