 The less control you feel you have over something, the more control you usually actually have. So in actuality, releasing control and stopping the illusion that you're actually controlling anything that's happening is where your greatest strength comes from. It is only when we relinquish control that we finally gain mastery over ourselves. You might think that you're in control of your actions, you might think that you're the one who's talking, thinking, doing, deciding, but you're not. It is only the illusion of who's actually taking action and doing things for himself. You're only the observer, so trying to maneuver and change things as they happen would actually bring more suffering and less desirable results. What I recommend is that you try easing into the reality, which is always in the now, that you're not in control, that nothing is happening on your own accord. Once you realize that a decision has to be made and an action has to be taken and thought has to be made, you're going to let go. Once you let go, your intuition is going to take over and you're always going to make the best decision possible. So whatever it is you're currently going through in your life, I recommend you check out of the mental hospital that you're in, inside your head. The asylum is not real, you can check out at any moment. The suffering you're going through is not necessary and all the contemplation and worry and anxiety is also completely unnecessary. What you will do, what you will do, what you will do, I don't know. What I will do in one minute, I don't know. What I will do in the next second, I cannot know. What I will think in the next second, I cannot know. What action I take in the next second, I cannot know. You cannot know anything beyond what is happening right now. So any contemplation is automatically, completely false and pointless. It's like trying to understand the weather a year from now. Never going to happen, never will. Anyway, check out, stop trying to be something you're not. Stop trying to change things when there's actually nothing to change. And let go, realize that reality works on its own accord. It doesn't need you and your body and your breathing and your heart and your thoughts and your mind and future and present. Everything happens on its own accord without you and to the best possible of consequences. You have no control, control is an illusion. Just fucking let it go and enjoy fucking life. Till next time.