 So, when I was in elementary school, I used to smoke weed and drink. I was probably as young as, you know, fourth grade. And so, you know, I was doing drugs and drinking as a young kid. And let's see, when I, in high school, when I got to high school, is where I really started going off the deep end. And I got busted for a quarter million dollar steroid bust, my senior year of high school. I was looking at facing 15 years of, 15 years in prison and a $250,000 fine. And from there, it created a lot of fight between my parents because they turned me in. And so I moved out on my own with my girlfriend at the time and I ended up, her dad was a huge drug dealer here in town. I was just a young kid and he got me into growing weed. I made $3,000 of my first little crop and I liked that fast money. And so I started doing 99 plants per room, hundreds of felony. And so I always kind of, my life just pushed everything to the limits. As hard and fast as I could go. And that 99 plant room got me about $30,000 on my first crop. And so from there, I started packing out rooms, five houses in Spokane for seven years, 99 plants a room. Just people pay me money to come set up shop and I'd start take care of it and get rid of it. So also during that time, I was dealing rock cocaine on the lower South Hill, Altamon area here in Spokane, which is a super hardcore area. And I know my life was just a wreck. I was very suicidal during that time too. Like I said, I had all the money in the world. But I was miserable, empty, hopeless. I tried suicide nine times. Everything from 200 hits of speed to 48 sleeping pills on one occasion, overdoses, just miserable. Tried to kill myself in my garage one day, just to fixate myself, everything. So I was just hopeless, miserable. But all I knew was just who I hung out with and stuff, just that drugs and stuff. And that was my life, just paranoid, tormented, always looking out my rear view mirror, my mini blinds, just always on the run. And I just hated life. I had no hope, no peace. I was in my living room floor one night all by myself. And I was hopeless, miserable, paranoid. Like I said, I'd been always living my life, looking out my mini blinds, my rear view mirror, just to run weed and Spokane and all over and doing a lot of drug dealing and pushing. You know, I pushed millions of dollars worth of cocaine and meth. And I ended up, my own addiction was close to $4,000 a month. And I hated that lifestyle and I couldn't quit. I didn't know anything, I didn't know anything different. So fast forward, I was in my living room floor one night all by myself. Just hating life, realizing I'm a coke head, you know, all the drugs I was doing. And I didn't know a way out. So I went and grabbed my assault rifle, loaded it up, threw it to my head, stalled by myself, and I was going to check out. This was my 10th suicide attempt. I was going to end my life that night. And I just kind of called out on Jesus. I figured I would just take a chance to see if God was for real. And as that guns in my head, man, figure on the trigger, I just said, Jesus, if you're for real, you got to show yourself to me. Otherwise, I'm out of here. When I called out on that name that night all by myself and my living room floor, he showed up powerfully. It was the most powerful experience I've ever had in my life. And when Holy Spirit came, he instantly gave me peace and joy. The two things that all the money, all the toys could never buy. Like, you know what I mean? Just an encounter with Jesus. And I felt all the weight of the world just lift. All that torment, paranoia, paranoia just instantly left my life. I was a new baby right there on my living room floor. And that decision cost me everything. Man, I lost all my friends. I didn't have anybody. I didn't have one person stick by my side with that decision. But I knew what happened that night on my living room floor by myself. Jesus came into my life and it changed me. I never touched or used another drug ever since that day. Jesus saved my life. And he met me right where I was at life. Just in a bad place. And I changed my life. And I'm a youth pastor now at Calvary Spokane. And I do a skate church ministry in Endorse State Park. I've reached the skaters. And we do a lot of huge outreaches and go back into the most hardcore areas in Spokane, West Central, Hillier, downtown, do a lot of street ministry and outreaches where we lift high the name Jesus. And we pump out our testimonies and win souls. And so God's on the move and Spokane. And so everything that Satan meant to take my life out with God forges a weapon to go right back in and take enemy's territory. My name is Jeff Ross, and this is my testimony.