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Published on Feb 3, 2019

2nd single from the album "Addictivities Part I"

Performance Video by Fabian Schmidt-Lademann and Fabian Rittmeier

Shot in one of our rehearsal chambers: the Drum-department in Munich, Germany

Music by Simon Dettendorfer & Anton Keuschnick
Lyrics by Sebastian "Vast" Bramböck
Mixed and Mastered @ Noise&Harmony Studios Austria
Filmed and edit by Fabian Schmidt-Lademann
Second Camera by Fabian Rittmeier

Song and Album available via NRT-Records


I stare at the flame , offspring of light

guidance and friend, shelter from the night
your warmth - consolation; your touch - devastation
Why is it this hard, to show you I care?
I don´t need no advice, neither that stare!
fed up with it, can´t admit my mistakes
pride is the core of a sore heart that breaks
Insecure and premature I forced you to leave
but without you by my side I barely can breathe
distorted portrait of assorted senses
You bury my soul and leave me defenseless

I can hear your heart beating for me
your reliance, your faith - trusted inplicitly
Can´t live up to the expectations , never good enough
It´s hard to keep the same energy up

I watch her sleep. So beautiful and calm.
slowly breathing, sheltered in my arms.
deep regrets that I confess
in ignorance you´re unimpressed

In my sight there´s only sorrow
a blur view of a fake tomorrow
the mirror to my inner horrors
to show that this luck was only borrowed
silken words so insincere
we never had a chance my dear

where should we go from here?
when will we know the end is near?
deep regrets never forgiven
no more reason to keep on living

an almost perfect lie
about an almost perfect life
disappointment and despise
can´t look her in the eyes
and she expects of of me
what I can never be
we often disagree
drowning in complicity

I can hear your heart beating for me

your reliance, your faith - is all I need
Couldn´t live up to the expectations , I was never good enough
but I know you also won`t be there for me, when times get rough

Eversince we met - Nothing can console me
Eversince we part - my heart´s dying slowly
All your reasons are so silly - It seems like you´ve never known me really
Bare knuckles 'till my walls start bleeding. Twisted thoughts that keep misleading. From this scarred wrists reading. All the lies she kept feeding.
Cold entrance to realm of dreams. Unknown fields and silent screams.
Potential bliss from potential fiends. Nothing here´s like what it seems

Damn her

I suffocate under words thrown at me viciously.
She´s angry and tempting, doesn´t care hurting me.
Why so feroscious? Made living atroscious.
I see we already vary on some basic notions
Dependable and true, expendable for you
The shattered pieces of the future that we both drew
to you this seems a joke, yet I choke
from the wounds of the heart you broke

I´ve heard your heart beating for me
the truth in your words - please don´t leave
Couldn´t live up to the expectations , I was never good enough for you
And now happens what I always knew


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