 Felly mae'r ambiwys ar y dyffanol sy'n gwanti, a wnaeth ymlaen i chi fynd am fadau systemau ar ôl i, mae'n gwabisio i chi sydd yn yw. Mae'r gŵn i'n mynd i'ch yr ysgrifent i'r gweithio i'r felly, mae'r ffamil wedi bod i chi. Allan ydydd hynny'n meddwl i wneud i'ch glasafodd a'u gymryd oherwydd gwneud, allan i wneud i'ch glasafodd o'u gymryd i'ch talu? Yn amlod i chi, mae eich gweithio i chi, ac mae'r pwysig yw, Felly yn y bwysig, ond they were concerned because they knew what I was capable of doing and they were worried that I was going to take the Lord into my own hands after these gang had attacked me that thought I was going to go on the rampage. But I controlled myself and like I said I was charged, I beat the charges and like I said headlines and newspapers just prevails, but at the time my legal fees were running money that I hadn't got because the brewery were trying to evict me from the pub and saying that I wasn't a fit landlord because of violence, violence. My fiance at the time Lisa Murphy was running around with Michael Flatley, so she was messing you about. My friend of mine, his sister was caught and this guy, they came in, used to drink in the pub, Jack the lad, bit of a Del Boy. We had an old folks home next door to the pub and we had a man used to come into the pub that turned 100 and 100 and one of these two brothers in my pub 100 and 100. Used to come in with his son. His son was about 80 and we had a lot of old people coming from the old folks home and this guy used to come in Jack the lad, Del Boy, with his file of facts and I went and buy everybody drink and I thought what a nice guy. He was a car trader. Anyway, he knew my predicament. He knew I was in a bit of difficulty with money. He said, listen, he said, I'll give you an opportunity to earn a few quid. He said, let me park some cars in your car park. I've got to park the tank of my car park for all I was getting. He was going to give me some money. Park what you want, right? Anyway, let him park cars in my car park. Turned out to be stolen cars and suddenly there's a big conspiracy. I'd beaten the attempt of murder charges but I was warned that the powers to be wouldn't let it lie and now suddenly they've got stolen cars in my car park of a pub and I'm dragged into this. Yeah, they get the guy permission to park the cars in my car park. Yes, I did get money out of them but I did not own stolen cars and suddenly now I'm up on a stolen car charge conspiracy. I was offered a deal. A bit of stupidity. Me, when you're a kid, you have somebody in a headlock and they say, we give you the draw. Because you got the beatings at them. So when I was offered this deal, I thought, I haven't done anything wrong. What was it to? Just accept handling. I haven't had anything. You know what I mean? I said, no, no. My business founder at the time was screwed up. He said, you'll take the deal. You know what I mean? He said, they've got you. I said, I've got everything. As it turned out, the guide was doing the cars. He was working with the police and he said I was working with him and they gave me two and a half years in prison and they tried to increase it at the seven. They eventually increased it at the four. People were getting slapped on the wrist for stolen cars. I'm called to prison, tried to look for seven years. Do you think they tried to get you? Yeah, of course they did. Yeah, because of, yeah, of course, of course. I had to accept it, you know. But when, in every boy's eyes, his dad's the toughest man on the planet. And in my eyes, my dad's the toughest man on the planet. And on the day I was found guilty, my dad was up in the gallery. And when I was a little boy, I saw him coming from work this day, me and my brother was coming from school and my mum went, go up to me, go up to me, go up there. There was only half past four. Batman was on at five o'clock. So we went up the stairs and I sat at the top of the stairs. I cradled one of my brothers in his arms, in my arms. And I was panicking because I thought, what's wrong? Mum's a bit, like, you know, she's a bit agitated. What's wrong here? So then my dad came in from work, he was home at this time. And I remember my mum meeting him at the front door and him talking to her at the front door, looking through the panaces with me and my brother. And I saw him holding his head in his hand and started crying. And my world just caved in. I got the fright of my life. My dad crying, what's wrong? I've never seen him cry before. As it turned out, his daddy had died, my grandad had died. I was too young to understand. I just didn't know what was going on. So all them years later, when I'm found guilty in court, I look up to the gallery and I see my dad holding his head in his hands and start crying. And I just felt sick. I felt ashamed. Even now talking about it, James, I feel. It doesn't matter how many times I talk about it. I still feel sick and ashamed. Oh, listen. It just makes me feel so low to think that me getting sent to prison had the same effect on my dad as his daddy dying.