 Hi guys anybody around anybody around anybody want to just say hi and chit chat and drink some water with me Just coming on to say hello. Let you know what's going on check in It's pretty gosh darn beautiful here today, so I don't know wherever you are if it's as beautiful as it is here Hopefully you're outside enjoying the weather Or enjoying yourself No matter what the weather's like I guys have you guys got you prepped up. I'm in bed Because I'm having a lazy day Very very lazy day So this isn't the best hi Don. I was thinking about you this morning. I got you guys over here Hi, Esther. Shoot. I have you guys the cameras over here and you guys are popping up over here So forgive me for not looking at the camera when I'm trying to say hello Hi, darling. Hi, Terry. Oh my gosh I'm so glad I decided to do this. Hi Pam. Hi, Julie. You guys. Thank you so much for coming in and saying hi Hi Robin. Oh It's beautiful out. Want to see out my window Can you see let me see if I tap this if you could see no it's not gonna work. It's like I Think it's probably about 76 77. It's just gorgeous out. Hi. I'm so glad you guys I'm so happy you guys are coming on. Thank you so much. I wanted to come on and kind of Give you a reader's digest version of why I haven't had any videos up and what's going on And I want to say hi to my friends and see you guys and get some love. I need some love Um, I am gonna just have a super lazy today. I'm still in my pajamas. What time is it here 12 30 12 something I got one of my kitties here with oh You know Don, that's why I was thinking about you. I think I saw hi Melissa I think I saw on Amy's channel that you said it was cold Esther. How are you doing, honey? I'm so glad all you guys popped in. Let me look at the camera for a minute. So here's the dealio I did not weigh in yesterday because the last few days have been very emotional and rough and I Just didn't feel like dealing with life yesterday and that included weighing in and I didn't go I'm not concerned about it. I feel good. I don't feel as if I've had it a Gain or anything to worry about Sherman, Texas my best friend moved to Texas, but it's such a big place. I don't know where she is All I know is she's not here Anyways, things have started to get a little rough with my dad and I'm having had a hard few days. I wasn't the most Adult adult I didn't handle it in the adult manner in which I should so today I'm just I'm taking today off again and Gonna get my poop in a group and then hopefully Be of some help. I don't know what I'm gonna do. My son is in town. He flew in today Switzerland cold and snowy oh Lynn that sounds delightful if I was in Switzerland in my bed where it's cold and snowy I wouldn't feel so guilty sitting because I'm sitting next to this window with this beautiful sunshine. I Just I need to go for a walk So any who my son and his gal pal flew in this morning. They're in San Diego with my mom We had to move my dad And it's just a hard time. It's it. Did we all know it was coming? Yeah Neither you've been telling us. It's no big surprise. No, but it doesn't make it any easier. So I'm gonna see him soon. Hi Barbara Hi Barbara all you guys are here everybody who I wanted to see popped on and I can't I cannot thank you enough I Yeah, I need to Jimmy made it on to the live Jimmy you made it on to the live I'm so glad I came on you guys cuz I was sitting here going Should I do this I mean cuz I don't really have anything significant to say Hey, but I just wanted to say hi to all my pals. I'm so glad I did. Thank you guys. I Love you guys so much. Why aren't you guys out enjoying the Saturday cuz I needed you here, right? I'm so thank you so much. I hope you guys know how much you mean to me Hi calf. What are you doing home? Why aren't you outside? It's got to be nice up there, too. It's beautiful down here North Carolina rain isn't it amazing how we all live in the same place and it's so different, you know what I mean Okay, so my son flew in I Don't know exactly when I'm gonna be seeing him. He took the funniest picture on Facebook today I gotta figure out when I do my video I gotta figure out some way to share with you guys cuz it just cracked me up He's six three and he was in a shower where the shower head like came out on his shoulder Hey Kathy house cleaning. Oh, I can't don't say the C word I'm not gonna be cleaning anything anytime soon Except me. I need to take sure Steve's home. He's in watching the masters anybody else who's married to or golf snows as the masters is on I'm on point on my eating as far as weight watcher goes That's all good. Hi Lou Why did I not know you were in Tennessee? You tried to exercise this morning ride bike and now I have serious growing pain Well, at least you tried. Hey, I'm hoping that we get bikes with our tax money since we Taught all over how to ride. I'm gonna subliminally subliminally put it into is watching the masters to Deb Yeah, they'll be gone for days right and get up the ass crack a dawn to watch the beginning because where we live Yeah, I'm sure it's probably warmer. It's always hotter up there than it is down here, but it's beautiful Beautiful, okay, so I'm gonna see my son and then on Monday. We are going to go to the park and have some fun Terry my sister used to live in Pittsburgh for a long time. She moved there. She lived there with her husband And then they came back. Hi Betty. How are you? Oh, you guys are the greatest I wish we were all just like literally. Hey, do you guys have your water because I'm like drinking mass amounts of water today I need it. So Steve and I are gonna do a cook with me either later today or tomorrow. I Bought the Hungry Girl six ingredient magazine. It's got some great stuff in there So we're gonna go through it, but I bought it on my iPad and I've never bought a book on my iPad before so I have to learn how to post it where darling I posted it on on Instagram put it you mean in one of my videos you think so you think people would be interested in watching that I guess it's kind of it's a touch of your heart string. So I guess that's something I always think that I'm the only one interested in what my kids doing But you know, it's nice to have it archived. It's nice to have it somewhere. That's one of the things I love 80s in Texas Jimmy. I'm so glad you found me live because always it later on I Missed it. I Missed it because I don't have my glasses on because they're so scratched up is blend. Okay. I'm sorry. I missed it Because dang cameras over here. I have to remember that next time to switch it So Steve and I are gonna pick a recipe out of the Hungry Girl Mac magazine and do it cook with me Maybe we'll do a couple of them this weekend. Oh Thank you so much. It made my night because I have to tell you guys something Betty it looks great. I have to tell you guys that these last two days have been an Emotional right it was like right when something really bad happened then something a really good happened And do I feel good for the really good thing? But I gotta feel bad for the bad thing. I mean, it's been It's been it's been hard Oliver and his bike I have to tell you guys the thing with Oliver and the bike riding is I have been Excuse my Franche bitching and moaning to Grandpa and dad and everybody kid needs to learn a ride bike kid needs to learn a ride a bike He's going on 15 years old He's gonna be going to college before he knows how to ride a freaking bike get this kid a bike No, you know We don't do it. It doesn't get done, right? So I told a gal at my Weight Watcher meeting my woes and she goes my kid outgrew his bike Let me give it to you. So she gave us People are good aren't they she gave us this beautiful bike. She gave us the helmet to go with it Now one thing about all over I think I've told you guys is he's kind of afraid of his own shadow the short time that he did live with his mother She kind of have Instilled fear in him. He's afraid to go on the rides at Disneyland. He's just he's afraid of everything So I'm it frustrates me. So I'm trying To break him of that. So when we got the bike, of course, you know Just sitting on it. He started crying and oh my god He was scared and of course his dad spent a day with him after work out there And then of course grandpa being the best grandpa in the world And now he's like Nana. Can I ride my bike to school? Nana? Can I ride my bike here? Can I ride my bike there? I knew that was gonna be the final initial feeling in his little heart once he got going But it wasn't easy. He's just he's afraid of everything. I'm afraid I'm gonna fall. He keeps it I'm gonna break my leg. You're not gonna break your leg. Get on the dang bike and ride It's a clean song So right when that was happening and I was like watching from my window I was like, oh so happy look my boys on a bike, you know, then I get a call from the police That they had to pick up my dad and then you know, it just oh and then As long as I'm telling you guys all this so then while okay, so yeah, let me just tell you guys this because I never I don't have anything to hide, right? I've told you that when Chelsea was gone She had two other children who I've yet to meet you guys know that So literally in the same day While I was right here looking at this window watching my grandson learn how to ride his bike I got a call from the police that they picked up my dad because he didn't recognize my mom and started to get aggressive and Then at the same time I get a text from Oh you guys we've got a troll. I don't want a troll and I don't know how to do it from here Shoot This is what let's try this Does anybody want to moderate for me that just ruined my whole flow It was just about to tell you everything and then I had the troll Thank You Barbara It's just these last two days it has been horrible Well darling, let me see if if I okay, I am gonna make you a moderator Darling P is now a moderator now if you see anything that You know what we do here just tap on top of whatever it is and it should give you the option to Remove delete There you go. You got your wrench. You're ready to go. Okay Thank you. Thanks you guys Well, it's not it's not a matte. I know the caffeine. You know, it's not the person that bothers me It's just like even though I'm putting my information out on the internet It's like I don't want some yahoo If it was normal circumstances, I don't give two craps and you guys know that about me But when I'm spilling my guts, I don't want this person All right, so I have got all over right in his bike I've got the police calling me and then I have Chelsea Texting me pictures that she's with her other two children and that she was surprised By a visit with them that somebody brought her Um debits, you know my grandpa his my dad's dad had it as well And I know everything that we have to deal with, you know, and we all know but it just doesn't make it any easier You know, it's he's he's in a home now It was a last-minute decision And I can't even think about it because He doesn't know where he is or who he's with and I almost, you know Anyways, you know about this Life I have life going on just like everybody else life. Yeah, it's life It was it is life and I'm gonna deal with it But the last it is heart wrenching lute because I'm a dad's girl And I think about him being somewhere that isn't his home So And then I got these other two children that are with my daughter and it's like lord lord What's going on? Did you just open my bucket of fun and turn it upside down and dump it on me? It's like Couldn't we spread these things out a little bit? It'll have to happen in one day So uh today. I'm just like I said and then I'm gonna take a shower and I'm gonna Wash my pits And feel better and Steve and I are gonna pick a cook with me out I started to say I bought the magazine on my iPad and I've never read on my iPad before so I have to figure out How to turn the pages I was gonna have him pick a recipe while I was in the shower But if I can't figure out how to do it, he's not gonna know how so I have to figure it out That's what I was doing and then I was looking at it. I'm thinking I haven't seen my youtube buddies I want to talk to them. I need to make a video and I'm like The video can wait just got on live somebody else show up and say hello So thank you guys for showing up and saying hello You're rocking now. I don't know if you guys are commenting or not because nothing is showing up on my side If you're saying anything I apologize, let's see Yeah, oh here I go if I tap it. I guess maybe I haven't tapped it Yeah, dawn it's it's hard. It's anyways Anybody have anything to report any great way ends anybody have any great way ends or anything I need to drink a ton of water today to wash out the alcohol. I drank last night Because yes, I did But I was supervised and Oliver was not here. So I'm an adult. I'm allowed Kathy That's lady. Oh my gosh Lou the thing is is I can't figure out how to oh shoot. I lost I can't figure out how to turn the pages without having to go through the whole magazine I'd like to just to get to one and look at my darn rest you guys. It's just I can't it's nerves Um without him having to go through the whole gosh thing Kathy, that's amazing. Oh my gosh. Why didn't you text me this you need to text me this stuff I want to hear good news Seriously when you hit the 70 next week when you weigh in could you please just text your pal? Come on Come on Now I'm kind of mad at you. I'm just kidding. Congratulations I need to know what you're eating Seriously, I need to know what you're eating Such a busy week eight out 1.5 terry rock on sister. You're going the right way I know dawn so many people have not The meal was good Lynn Oh, you're going to be in sandia next weekend. I might be down there too. If I go down to see my dad I need to figure all that out with christopher in town and whatever. I feel like I'm like right up in your guys's face Congrats any other losses you guys? I haven't watched any videos I only watched sandy and she lost today. I'm so relieved for her because I think all week long all of us who watch her Hold our breath Hope sandy loses. I know I'm so happy for you that you're back on track because I can totally see Like the difference in you and I mean that in the best way possible I know she's only here for one day though. Marty. She's just they're just doing um Nuts berry firm. Yeah, Barbara. I think we're all like, oh my gosh I gots to turn on my youtube and see how sandy did and we cross our fingers and our toes and our nose hairs and everything about sandy You know her determination alone lost 1.2 rock on that's fabulous. You guys this is such good news It encourages me it gives me You know, it makes me want to get out there and go walking reading all this good news. Oh She's if only her determination was enough, right? She'd be the skinniest person in the world. Mary Jane Okay, I'll put on the spectacles That's all you can do Barbara and you have such a great attitude about everything, you know, I read you and I feel you and I think Just relax like Barbara 8.6 down since back on points plus. Whoa, Gwen. That's fabulous You guys you're killing it. All of us are getting back into the groove. I think you know, personally, I think that Weight watchers as a company has not sparked a fire under anybody. They they are not I know you don't and and I I think it's awesome. I'm so happy for you And terry just a few weeks ago. You were you were not You were like boohoo Not boohoo, but you're kick you're kicking butt now. Everybody's doing so well Don a lot of us are doing the points plus on the eye track bites terry. I'm so happy for you guys This is great. I'm so glad I came on. Thank you so much you guys You're lifting my heart. You're making me feel better. Hey lady. It's about time. I've been sitting here waiting Come on. Come on. She could do it. She's got to get my vibes What you doing? Are you with your mom today? Tell her hello for me, please Oh terry, it's great. How did I do? I didn't I didn't um weigh in betty. I didn't weigh in yesterday Because I just had too much going on emotionally and You know, I think chili and rainy at the jersey shore Which one is points plus I uh, I uh Bites plus Please tell her hello for me. Yeah, it's eye track bites plus. There's I think Amy Amy did a video this morning Did I watch part of it and then what happened? I had to get up and step away and I came back to you guys instead of her Oh because she's going over the eye track bites plan Mary Jane Not wait really. I finally started exercising. Maybe so energized been my anxiety. That's fantastic. Is it selena or selenia? What a beautiful name I'm telling you when I go walking it has nothing to do with weight watchers and it has everything to do with clearing out the cobwebs and just feeling better and you know and Remember a couple weeks ago at weight watchers. The whole thing was about having an activity partner I don't need a stinking activity partner. I have my earbuds. I've got my tunes I've got my youtube. That's all I need But I do understand it, but I don't mind being alone. I'm happy with my own company You guys are always all doing so great. Thank you I can't thank you enough for just turning come in and saying hi to me because you truly have lifted my spirits today And I mean that with every fiber of my being I was oh, I don't think that weight watchers is like giving us the Encouragement the push the whatever it is They need to do for us to To have the drive. I think that we're all having to just find it on our own I used to forget to have water after dinner but not since your videos you guys Gabby, you know, it's so funny I get so many people that message me every time a meme comes out about water Hi, Ellen. What that's good, right shanna. That's good Oh, you guys never get worried about me. I know I got to be careful what I post on social media But you know, I'm just I have a big mouth and I'm not afraid to use it Uh, that's so nice. Thank you I love you guys. You're the best. I'm so glad I decided to do this because I literally was sitting here looking at my iPad going Should I do it Nobody's gonna show up. You're gonna sit here and that's awesome then. That's awesome Just keep him in his in your prayers you guys who prayed his name is chris and my mom too Her name is maria all of us actually Boy, it's like the schweebert family was put in the blendomatic and somebody hit the high speed It's like we're all like whoo My son was flying and he's like should I even still come mom and I'm like absolutely you should still come So all right any tips on night eating gabby, you know what? Oh betty, you know what betty? I need to gab I'm coming back to you in just one second betty I need to find a company that can make these for less expensive because these are ridiculously expensive if anybody knows of a company A place where I can have my cups made with my image on it and says Got your water. Give me give me a dm gabby what I do You know, that's the hardest part is I have to you know what I do and this is horrible. I get lame I go to bed really early. I eat my dinner. I plan a snack I I close down the kitchen. I literally turn off the lights And if I had a closed sign, I would turn it on and uh When steve and oliver have their nightly ice cream because every night they have ice cream I don't sit in the same room with them. I come in my bedroom Thank you go ahead. I'm glad to be laughing see you guys are so good for my heart and my soul so good for me I just Please know that I hope every single one of you that's here with me right now I hope you know try for print.com. Okay, I'll check it out Esther says she took lots of baths to stop eating. You know, I have yet to find a bathtub that I fit in that isn't a hot tub I just can't get in the bathtub and getting out is a whole other issue But yeah, you know what I do? Gabby's I come in my room. My room is like where I am now. It's my sanctuary. I love being in my room I'm surrounded by everything that I like. There's no food in here. I don't bring food in here. Although I have to I I brought a built bar in here earlier and ate it sweet Mindy. See Mindy mom my Mindy girl I'd love her with all my heart My youtube people have just been amazing. You guys are all amazing I if I ever hear anything negative about youtube and the internet type of the first time try Kathy are you still on? Can you write this down for me? Whoops. Shoot. I lost it. Kathy if you're still on will you look at what she just wrote down and write it down for me? Um I'm sorry you guys Thank you. I love the built bars. I have them in the freezer But I have to be careful because I can't they're one of the very few things That I can overdo it on Easter I think is the hardest candy holiday too Hi Diana. How are you honey? Hi? Everybody's here. We're all here at the bar. I'm so happy I love you guys so much. I feel so much better when I walk out to talk to Steve He's gonna like be like what happened. What'd you do while you're in there? But do you have a suggestion to someone that once has had a glass of wine? She likes another one. Uh, you're asking the wrong person. Don't be embarrassed Honey, I'm telling you I food is not a problem. Hi les I wish I could just like Put this in a bottle and save it and drink it for later when I'm feeling down again I know we need cups. We need cups Um food is not my problem alcohol is my problem when it comes to weight I went for one full year. I did not drink any alcohol and I like alcohol way too much I probably am technically an alcoholic But when I decided to lose weight I cut it off and my weight dropped boom boom boom and then last may and june my birthdays in may steeves is in june We're like let's let's party because we went on a trip And we had this great cabin and you can't have a great cabin and great music Out some alcohol, right? It's just you just can't well. I mean, I know you can but we can't And that's when I started gaining my weight back So, um, I wish there was an answer to that. We just have to have a little power I guess and figure out what's more important My weight loss or feeling like complete crap the next day even though I did a good time Cafe press, you know what? I don't know if of any I know that some of the youtubers have merch. Is that what they call it? I know sab just came out with stuff, but I don't know Where they go or what they use. I'm not in I'm not a hip chick when it comes to that stuff I just googled tervis one day Knew I could make a cup and did it Because I tell you guys the story about I gave chelsea one of these cups at the facility where she was in I think I did The cold beers. I never train. Yes. I love you guys can hear that You know That's that's smart to plan the alcohol, but when you're like me I can't plan the alcohol because I can't just have One drink like an adult shit. I it's I it's balls out. It's all or nothing You know what? I just got to be honest. It's it's somebody could be saying well, geez nita Is that information you won't put out there? It's who I am. It's hi Be hi This is the first time you've come on out live. Yay everybody bees here bees here Three points for happy hour. See my happy hour is about 50 points because it takes a lot to get me happy I know I know it's just it's in our genetics, right? It's who we are. It's part of what I am. It's like if I said to you I don't know. I can't think of a good Analogy right now because I still my brain's still a little bit tweaked from last night. I indulged But it's 50 watchers somebody's sitting out there making fun of me But I don't care because all you guys who I love so much are here and you made my day Steve is literally gonna go. Did you have a bottle in your room? Why are you out here so happy all of a sudden? The last time he saw me. I was not happy. I was like, I'm going in my room I'm just gonna go in my room. I'm so happy. Oh, thank you guys so much. Please Thank you. I mean literally I know I feel so much better um But I think when it comes to if if somebody such as myself is gonna put myself out there and talk to you guys Tell you who I am how I am what I am I don't think you can just kind of pick what you're What you're gonna tell and what you're not gonna tell because then you you guys wouldn't have the full story, right? I mean, would you really be knowing me if I kept things out? I don't like facades. I don't like fake. I don't like um Let's keep a stiff upper lip and a smile on our face at all times even if we don't want to Let's pretend life is so good. You know, my life is so good. Well, yeah, nobody's is that good I mean, I have a great life best husband in oral Uh things did not go the way we planned There have been some pit stops The train did not go straight. It got derailed several times and it probably will several more times, but It gives me a little more character. Don't you think? Oh, oh my god. I've been talking for a half hour. I gotta let you guys go And I can't see anything anybody is saying Maybe y'all are just sitting out there I wish I could do happy hour for three points to have you're lucky Why can't you know Technology since we were kids here. We are all sitting on this computer talking to each other There will be a day when we can all just blink and show up in the same room and be doing this in person, right? And I can be collecting hugs I'm glad that you caught it. I'm so glad you're here. I'm so glad all you guys are here I'm gonna I'm gonna go because I'm afraid of my wear out my welcome I don't want to wear out my welcome. Thank you guys so much each and every single one of you who popped on Yes, Lou. We're gonna beam to each other's homes. Uh, I want to go to lose today. Yep. I'm almost at home alone I'm gonna go to lose Hi, Cindy. Where have you been? You guys are the best Hugs darling hugs to all guys My day is made Now I think I'll actually take a shower and then I'm whole but everything will be right with the world Thanks, Kath. It's gonna be fun. Um I feel kind of odd going to Disneyland on Monday, but it's not gonna change the situation. Yeah It's not gonna change anything and I need to be with my boy, man My big grouchy boy, man. I'm gonna try to get him on tape so you guys can see my big Nasty kid Thank you, Betty. Thank you, Marty, Murray, Jane. All you guys. Thank you, Kath I'm gonna get in touch with you later to get the information I'm gonna take a shower now because I feel so much better. You guys you guys kind of pulled my heart together for me And I can't thank you enough Have a great day everybody. I will a couple times Where's the off button? I love you all. Thank you for cheering me up. You all are just the best hugs Barbara