 just now waking up so ignore how scrambled this intro might be it is nine what 9 30 and in about 20 minutes i am going to be doing something really exciting and i'm actually really excited for this because i want you guys to know this i have talked about it before on like my instagram and stuff like that i've been struggling at me ever since i honestly moved down here but when i moved down here i was trying i was going through all these different types of facial washes trying to figure out what worked best for my face and i ended up going with proactive and proactive literally cleared up my skin my skin was baby clear like a baby's bottom clear and so i was so excited and so i accidentally was like oh let me try a new facial product let me just try it i won't break out i broke out really bad and it has left me with a lot of scarring on my chin because my chin was the location where i broke out the most and the scarring i've been trying to get it away for like the last like two months but it's just not going away these are pimples right here but it's because i'm also getting my period soon but today i'm getting a chemical peel which if you guys don't know what that is it's basically going to peel off my skin and kind of like resurface it give it like a fresh start i don't know if that's the right word so i'm gonna be looking like a snake the next couple of days i don't know if it's gonna happen right away if i'm gonna look peely or if it's gonna happen a couple days after i don't know this is my first time doing it but i'm really excited because i feel like everywhere else on my face is really clear besides this and this is scarring i don't know if you guys can really tell but that's all scarring and things that to me i feel like it looks bad i'm very insecure about it and it's been a really big struggle and i was really mad at myself that i switched facial products and i didn't just stick with what worked best for me so i'm gonna have to just get a chemical peel and hope it just takes it all away it's a weird word what chemical peel yeah well it's not a weird word it's normal it's a chemical peel yeah so i'm gonna try to film while she's doing it i'm gonna i said you look like a snake yeah i'm gonna look like a oh yeah i'm gonna look like a snake you guys that's what it's gonna look like you know when snakes peel when they shed their skin that's what she's gonna look like it's literally like her skin's gonna be like like you just got like a bad summer yeah times time it's gonna be like i just hope it doesn't work ruin my week can you peel your skin off like this i'm gonna ask her if i could do that because i want to see because i feel like you could if it doesn't hurt but you might have to wait but i might let it just fall off itself that's so gross i'm just kind of praying that doesn't ruin my week even though i might be shut down i gotta sleep with you yeah with shed you're gonna have shed marks all on the bed we're gonna have yeah shedding everywhere so i'm gonna be documenting it day by day so this is gonna be going on for a couple days but for you guys it's gonna be like seconds so we're gonna go on through this journey and taking away my scarf you're gonna be a part of the journey i'm not going with you no i'm away here yeah why would you come i'm just really curious to see how it turns out me too because i never had i never had this done before but i don't have severe acne so i feel like with one peel it's gonna come off so like i just gonna find out yeah oh wish me luck you guys i'm all nervous and crap i don't know why i'm all nervous i think it's just because i don't want to ruin my like gym week like i won't okay you got that's the least of our worries i just hope i like i want to go back to bed okay good night good night let's go it's not a good plan yeah okay you guys since i am in the sun um i just finished my appointment i go in in like five minutes i'm like nervous i don't know why i'm nervous like i don't want to show my chin a little bit better with like the actual sunlight this is my chin this is the worst my face ever been like i have never struggled with acne honestly until i moved out to florida this is what it looks like i'm really excited to just get this taken away and await like off my face like i just hope everything goes out smoothly i only have to do it at least one time and then i'm back to where i was when i started proactive when i moved out here and my face back to where it was because i'm struggling trying to get rid of the scarring so let's go i'm gonna try to film as much as i can so just stay tuned for that if not you guys still see the process i'll tell you how it went i'll tell you my experience i'll say i'll tell you everything so make sure you're watching all the way through and let's go through this journey together good morning you guys so it has been 48 hours after i got my chemical peel and usually you have to wait 40 hours before you wash your face and i woke up this morning looking like this that's crazy like oh my god look at that look i am peeling i haven't washed my face yet so i haven't even like really got off the surface like i probably have a lot of i looks like i have a lot of eye boogers but it's all like peeling so i think i'm gonna peel more here because it kind of feels like tight and up here for sure so once i wash my face i will show you guys i don't know if you guys can tell but the scarring and everything's already looking so much better i don't know why this part is a little more faded oh yeah it's gonna peel right off like it's already fading and once this all peels off that layer of like skin it's gonna take it all off which is so crazy to me because that's exactly what i wanted it just gets me so excited to see the end result it's so bad it looks fake i know it does look fake it's like a sunburn times 10 like oh my gosh and i know it's honestly loosening the more i like smile so it's loosening up when i went to bed last night it was not nearly like this if it's gonna get worse that's crazy because this already looks like bad bad yeah i gotta go to the gym tomorrow too well we'll see it probably honestly when i wash my face it'll honestly probably start flaking off i gotta wash it with cold water and i gotta like gently rub so i will show you guys immediately right after and i can honestly feel right here when i wash my face it's gonna peel because all right here is so dry so here is before i wash my face so you guys i wanted to film off my phone really quick before i got in the shower it literally got worse from when i first talked to you guys so like look at how much it's peeling that's crazy i cannot wait to wash my face and see where it's at after yeah that's wild okay guys so i just got the shower and i just got done washing my face and this is what it looks like it peeled a lot it still is peeling but the outcome is already coming out so good obviously there's still stuff right here but we're gonna see how it looks after the next couple of days but i'm already really excited and really happy with the results and how much it actually took away and i just cannot wait to see the end result i might have to keep going for more chemical peels every month but honestly i am so happy with the results so far so day three we just got done eating breakfast and i looked at mariah's face and i'm like oh my gosh your face is so dry is it but let me just say it doesn't look as peeled as yesterday even though it might peel more later but right now what do you think is it like clearing up a lot your acne is definitely faded it's definitely not as vibrant but look at it goes all the way up to your nose i know it's like i'm feeling really bad but i'm really excited because i might have to go for like another round but like if you guys saw you guys saw the before like it was worse than this like so much more pigmented and like it's definitely more faded though yeah it is you could barely tell on camera right now like all the acne that was there is now like it's it's like a different shape like subtle like it's not as red yeah it's like more pink yeah it's like it took off the top layer and like left it with a little like haze it's still gonna peel i gotta make sure i you know put a lot of moisturizer on it but yeah i'm really excited for this journey and i'm really hoping that like the first round really does i mean it already has done a lot of justice i'm just really i'm waiting for we got that we got days left we got days left to see it'll develop more and more seven days usually you kind of see your results so yeah okay you guys so it's been about a week since i've given you guys a full up we'll know it's not a week this is a week since i've gotten my chemical peel done as you guys can see i'm at jules and sock house still and i'm filming this off my phone so i'm gonna give you guys a skin update ignore this pimple right here it's literally because i got my period a couple days ago so it's a hormonal pimple but this is my skin right now you guys you can't even really tell on video but it helped my skin so much and the more you go like i'm sure we're gonna keep like getting it toned down and getting it even better than it is but if you guys saw it in person it went down so much like my before it's crazy to see it because you're like wow like you don't think you did anything but then you look back and wow it really did so if you guys are like looking to get a chemical peel a facial it is so worth it because it literally helped my skin so much and i'm so thankful that i ended up going ahead and getting it done and trying it out because it also makes your skin feel so solid right now for the peeling it is so soft and they might make up go on so good like it gives you like a fresh new skin and it's a 10 out of 10 i am so excited to keep like getting this down and i feel like this video is making it a little bit more prominent but i promise it's not like it is like it like took away so much of the scarring so yeah my chemical peel experience was awesome i'm very very very blessed and happy with how it went me and julia actually just got done with the couples massage oh my gosh you guys that was my first massage that was insane like wow that's all i gotta say wow but guys i just wanted to make a video like this because i really wanted to connect with you guys and you know if you do struggle with acne and you know you have you know issues with your skin just know like it is totally normal and it is okay and you know i know sometimes it feels like it's hard to be confident when your skin is going through a crisis like that i'm gonna say it's a crisis but like you know if it does like affect you in a negative way just know you are beautiful and it's life it's a part of life it's part of growing up and you know we've got so much hormones and imbalances sometimes and it just just happens so i just wanted to show you guys that it's okay to have imperfections and it's okay to you know get acne sometimes and get a little pimples and it's normal and it's okay i just wanted to connect with you guys more and kind of just bring you guys along the journey of my chemical peel but i hope you enjoyed the video and we will see you guys in the next one but until then peace love you guys