 I don't know how they're feeling. We can go ahead or we can... Yeah, fine. Yeah, fine. Hold your feet in my head. Racial thought is disorder of thought. God himself orders your thoughts because your thought was created by him. Guilt feelings are always a sign that you do not know this. They also show that you believe you can think apart from God and want to. Every disorder of thought is intended by guilt at its inception and maintained by guilt in its continuum. Guilt is inescapable by... inescapable by those who believe they order their own thoughts and must therefore obey their dictates. This makes them feel responsible for their errors without recognizing that. By accepting this responsibility they are reacting irresponsibly. If the sole responsibility of a miracle worker is to accept the atonement for himself, and I assure you that it is, then the responsibility for what is atoned for cannot be yours. The dilemma cannot be resolved except by accepting the solution of undoing. You'll be responsible for the effects of all your wrong thinking if it could not be undone. A purpose of the atonement is to save the past in purified form only. If you accept the remedy for a disorder of thought, a remedy whose efficacy is beyond doubt, how can it sometimes remain? This morning I said it seems when you're on the surface and you believe you're a person that I'm guilty because these guilt thoughts seem to be associated with, for example, my putting my children through college or guilt feelings about well, I've got this job and there's about 42 people relying on me and this atoned accepting me accepting the atonement sounds real nice to use this but if I go and accept the atonement and follow you and I'm going to let down these 42 people at work or you can see where the guilt feelings are always associated with form things and what he's saying here is that if you believe you can order your own thoughts that's where the guilt's coming from it doesn't have anything to do with the roles letting people down and so on and so forth it has to do with ordering your thoughts and again, the problem's in the mind the problem is judgment the problem is great feathers, good feathers mediocre feathers so-so feathers and poor feathers or whatever, however you construct it that's an ordering that there's a a divine order that's beyond the levels and the hierarchy that you have constructed of the ego constructed to think to us again accepting the dilemma cannot be resolved except by accepting the solution of undoing and what precedes that sense is that the responsibility for what is atoned for cannot be yours he's just saying don't accept responsibility for the wrong mind in the sense that it was irreversible then you would be guilty but the right mind is the solution for the wrong mind the right mind is accepting the fact that oh, God orders my thoughts God created me he orders my thoughts I will gladly accept that and I will not accept responsibility for all this ordering and judging I choose to raise every concept and every judgment that I believe in to the light there it is, the solution what I did has been corrected I'm not responsible for the error all I'm responsible for is accepting the solution we're talking about ordering of thoughts we're talking about putting in ordered thoughts because there would only be the one thought with God so there would be no order and are we also talking about commanding thoughts in terms of order well, I would say that when it says God himself orders your thoughts it's speaking about there's some kind of divine order with creation in the kingdom of heaven that has completely been dissociated and denied and the step back towards becoming aware of what that divine order is or creation is forgiveness is not ordering all these images if I believe that some images are more important than other images then how can they all be equally unreal if some are more higher or more important than others so to me that's the whole step of the process of undoing is starting to see I don't want to continue to arrange in order of the images because that prevents my awareness of forgiveness which is that they're all equally unreal and then that is also preventing me from the step that comes beyond forgiveness which is becoming aware of the divine order and creation in spirit so another word for ordering might be ranking that's what I was saying is in a ranking of thoughts then divine order thoughts would just be one thought that would need a rank it is the highest thought so there's no order that needs to you don't need to put anything in order there's only one and ranking always involves at least two right exactly so that's what I was saying there's no but if we're doing any ordering then we've got, we're obviously put in something other than God in there is that what you're saying yes the ranging the images in other words the divine order a lot of times it's capitalized and it's referring to something that it has to do with creation it couldn't have anything to do with the illusion I mean you could use them kind of a metaphor and say that once I realized that there's no ordering and they're always equally unreal then I just accept what's on the screen I mean the screen's the screen then in one sense all things work together for good you know this says in the Bible for them to love the Lord for them that are in the right mind all things work together for good but that's still kind of metaphorical in the sense that his lips are still separate things they're working together on the screen you know to me the divine order with the capital D is just must have to do with the kingdom of heaven and in one sense he's saying again that there he says there aren't any levels and heaven and then he goes on to say the only levels there are he says there aren't any levels is the Father the Son and the Holy Spirit but those are not levels like you have levels of perception different hierarchy down in this world because the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit are one in spirit there is no sense where one begins and where one leads off which is unlike the level of this world so again I think there may be something to do with the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit there's a divine ordering of thought there certainly is a a prime creator in which all thoughts spring from that would be God and there certainly seems to be a line of creation even because he says that the Father created the Son of Christ and the Son has creations but you're not aware of your creations because you're not aware of yourself and when you remember yourself you also remember your Father and yourself and your creations plural don't try to figure that one out your secret sense because you did not choose to let them be removed for you and so they gather dust and grow until they cover everything that you perceive and leave you fair to no one not one right do you believe you have and bitterness with vengeance justified and mercy lost condemns you as unworthy unforgiveness the unforgiven have no mercy to bestow upon another that is why your sole responsibility must be to take forgiveness for yourself in a form of sole responsibility instead of accept the atonement now it's just take forgiveness question came to my mind before we go on because I know when I had talked to you back on the phone before we came you had said that one of the issues because I said what are some of the things that you've been discussing that you'd like to go into and you said responsibility and I guess I was just wanting to know what thoughts you had about that before and then what context that had come up or what what your questions or your concerns were pertaining to responsibility I think it's real tied in to me with my child being one I'm really keen to have a new job or make people feel responsible there so much and wait for responsibility I share a question you might ask that would be helpful would be you know if I would answer this call in what areas or in what ways does it seem like I would feel like I would be irresponsible and that would be a way of unearthing where I think my responsibility is but there's a part in this people shouldn't be over getting around kind of the answer scenario just why I basically share it very little I mean they just, they got taken to you they're just gonna put it right in your face I think I felt it was real helpful to me when you were explaining when you were going deeper into Buddhism and your brother and it was his friend who were clobbering at the restaurant you were feeling and I said how did you handle it and you said well that's a good question I need to look more at that you know yeah it's the only way you can accuse that because I was a definite attack I was like two girls but I knew it came from love you know and that's the hard part because that's the whole part that we identify with and even with this I know it's the same kind of experience like an attack but I know at least they think your intentions are good the perception because share the idea when someone's a good question or how I want to go in we're just talking about being a student or I'm learning as you're saying every single one maybe never have thought of it that way or this is that from a very sincere place that way it wouldn't even be like tending off an attack or something else but just