 Do you know for me, I just wake up now and I'm like, I've spent my whole life trying to understand why it is I take to certain things or why is I react or respond to them sort of things that I'm just sick of my like, you know, I'm not making excuses for myself. Do you know what I mean? Like, it is what it is. And that that's it. And I should actually be proud of myself for even acknowledging that. You know, I think that there is an aspect of like, especially with with life, you know, we have all these social norms that people trying to try to thrust upon us. But being autistic, we have we have a spiky profile. We have things that we're really good at doing and we can do for ages and we can focus on all day to the point where we forget to eat and drink and, you know, the tiny details and, you know, recognize patterns and create things. But there's just such a there's a part of life that we may we may fall down on which, you know, for me, that could be things around like executive functioning, things like keeping on top of hygiene or cooking or cleaning or, you know, that those those things as well as within the workplace, things around like organization and communications, you know, there's lots of things that I'm great at that I can do, which, you know, it's, you know, if I would say it was like the product of what I would want to sell to people, you know, being like my podcast work and my blogs and stuff. But there's so many aspects to running that kind of thing that I'm not so great. Yeah. I'm really happy because I am in a situation where I found someone who might be able to sort of support me in that side of things, but it's taken a while and it's not something that's like readily pushed by and supported by, you know, like the systems that we have in place. Oh, yeah. 100%. I don't think anything. We've got to search out. Yeah. Yeah. I don't think any of the things that I'm doing would be possible without that support unit, you know, without, without people like Anna, without, you know, the help from Born Anxious and without them people that continue to inspire and motivate me. You know, I mean, it wouldn't be what we vision it to be. We really nurture these projects and we have to try to nurture everything that is set behind them, them things that are new to us. And just be proud of that, innit? I feel like that's a proud thing. Yeah. It's, it's being, being able to say, Hey, look, you know, I'm amazing at this. Yeah. And it just being okay. Yeah. Yeah. And then all the stuff being like, I don't, I don't find that easy. And I need support with that and that being okay as well. It's like understanding the two sides of it. You know, like we see a lot of stuff. We used to see a lot of stuff, which is very negative about autism. Now we have sort of organizations, companies and people. Kind of they kind of go the other way where they say that everything's great about autism, whereas like the reality is, is that it's a mix of the two. And it's, you know, it's, it's just being different and having different needs and having different strengths and being okay without, I guess.