 We may initially interpret it as difficulties, but the joy grows because when you fearlessly go with the impulse of the truth, there is like a foundation of joy created which you may initially not even understand because you've lived from ego a large part of your life. You don't even know what joy is. I'm not saying you personally now, but in general, systems that have been operating on ego for a large part of their life have to recalibrate, to even grasp that it is possible to live in that kind of joy without detachment as the posture, but surrender as the posture.