 If you guys are new here, be sure to subscribe. My name is Kinsey. I'm 24. I live in Dallas, Texas I'm a lifestyle vlogger Film a ton of videos. I obviously just got out of the shower. I went on a nice little walk and got coffee guys Okay, this is like kind of gross comment below if this happens to you. I need to know okay I don't know if this is like a normal thing, but I find that certain cold brews make me like throw up Like I got a cold brew this morning. I walked in my coffee. I walked back trying to like a peaceful morning You know and I ended up like coughing it up which is like so gross But it just bothers me like the back of my throat so much I know they're acidic, but it's just interesting because some of them don't do that to me at all Like if I make a cold brew at home, I'm totally fine But if I get one like at the merchant I think I'm gonna throw up. Happy Tuesday morning everyone I'm back from the Bahamas. I didn't vlog yesterday because I just had a lot of like catch-up stuff to do But we're back next week to go to New York. So I'm prepping for that. Um, I'm actually right now I'm about to head out. I have two appointments this morning, and then I am going to skimfarm this morning And I will take you guys with me. I'm getting chin filler. I'll talk more about that later, but uh, we're out What was that? We're off With my favorite cup. Okay You know what the way sent me this with their bike radio club. I put in the leaving conditioner I'll let you guys know how I like it. Well, how do you go? So it's very popular I'm sure a lot of you guys already know about it But anyways, this is my outfit for today. It's nothing amazing. It's honestly just so hot in Texas like the month of August I don't try it all because like I'm just so hot it need to do a grocery shopping today And I think I'm actually gonna fill like a grocery haul I feel like that could be fun and going grocery shopping to me Is it kind of therapy like I don't know why it just really calms me down. Listen to a podcast Comment below what you guys want to see more of in the vlogs and less up in the vlogs like I honestly I feel like I've just been doing this for so long that I'm so Like borderline burnt out and I just don't even know if I like my videos anymore. Like I don't know what I want to do So, um, let me know what you guys want to see Wait, okay introduce yourself and just tell me the story. Okay. Hey guys, I'm Julia I'm from LA I'm visiting Dallas and I literally called him to come see spot us because I'm visiting a guy I met on vacation And he lives in Dallas and I'm friend of the sense of you. Yeah, and so we're just kind of seeing what the vibe is We're not all the night life and everything so I'm getting all the info I answered her question on the podcast, but I forgot to send something in so it It'll probably be like next week. It's gonna be on there though. It's crazy. Oh my god I literally was just here with my friend and I was like, wait, that's the girl is literally My podcast question about this trip. I was like join our Geneva Dallas crew group chat You'll have friends regardless even it goes back. Wait, what's your youtube channel? Julia All right, so we are going to skin farm now I'm about to my mask on this is the story of my life caring way too many things Anyways, I'm gonna get chin filler. I want to try it out. We'll see how it goes It's supposed to basically like give you a really Snatched jawline. I've gotten Botox before I told you guys this I take you along in vlog So I'll let you guys know how I like it It's like the cutest waiting room ever I mean this place is so freaking cute Like are you kidding? Hi, also, I love the view turtle creek area. All right guys. I just finished I didn't want to record of my chin feels like a little bit sore I also just want to say at me sharing this stuff like buy it no means Do I think like anyone needs to get this am I telling you you have to at all like literally in the slightest You guys are beautiful just the way you are It's just something that like I wanted to do I get preventative Botox and I haven't actually gotten that in a while I'm probably due for another but I got chin filler because I really don't love like my sister and I feel the same way Like I don't love my like I guess like my chin. I don't really know. I mean Um, so I decided to try it out because skin farm offered it to me I do have a 10% off code if you guys want to go to one of the locations Let me see where all they're at city wise actually it was so cute I know you guys saw it, but it was just like the cutest thing ever Okay, they're a natural Atlanta and Dallas so you guys can use my code and you get 10% off your first treatment I was in and out in 20 minutes. I went to dr. Lauren. I really really liked it Um, I really honestly had such a good time there and I love love love the actual office It was so beautiful. I know what means shape or form when I share this stuff with you guys Am I saying like you have to get this or like these things matter or whatever? Honestly, it was offered to me It was like an insecurity of mine is something that I wanted to do and it's just a personal choice But I also always want to be like honest on here about like what I do things like that I am so hungry. Um, I got home I straightened some things up my eyes are like watering. I'm just so hungry I did eat a lunch from Trader Joe's, but I'm just so starving that I'm making this other frozen meal I don't really know It's some like cauliflower thing you guys can screenshot it if you want to try to turn her joes, but I'm making all of it because it has like the sauce and I feel like it'd be easier if I just put it all in Like box or something. Anyways, I'm in comfy clothes. It is now 2 10 p.m I finished filming in grocery haul So if you guys want you guys can check that video out And I'm going to probably edit for the next three ish hours I want to get the rest of my vlogs up and ready I have one to send into a brand and then I have two from the Bahamas with a vacation prep in the Bahamas one Get all those up. I'll feel really good about it. So the rest of the week I can really focus on episode prep because I'm recording Between 10 to 14 episodes next week in new york. I'm not really sure I'm gonna be so tired. Um, so I'm definitely taking the weekend off and I'm gonna delete social apps for my phone Oh, I didn't end up going to my my physical ended up getting rescheduled So I went to Lolland this morning and I got some work done And as you guys saw I met some like really sweet girls who were visiting and it was so funny because One of them had literally just sent in a caller listener thing Um, so that was really fun. I really need my food to be done. I'm so hungry. All right guys I just made I forgot what it's called and I just threw it away. So I'm sorry to call flower thing Update on my chin. It feels like a little bit sore, but nothing bad Also, I just want to say it is a know what is now to my name It is a Tuesday, but it's kind of gloomy outside. It feels kind of cold Giving me a little bit of a fall vibe and now I'm just cut it up on my couch And I'm getting a lot done and I just feel really good about today This is still really warm. So I'm not sure again. I'm sorry. I forgot the name, but I know I already showed you guys So it's okay. I really like it. I mean take it I'm also not a picky eater, but I think it's really good really into this not gonna lie Oh my god, I'm out of breath because I just dragged these two upstairs My chin feels just kind of like Weird So I got all three videos edited today and I feel so good. Also. It's my first Day in a long time where I've left work not feeling anxious I don't know if you guys ever get that feeling but especially when you just have been at home like By yourself all day staring at your computer. I just get So anxious and like feel really weird, but I don't feel that way today, which is a win My cousin is coming in 15 minutes. I'm listening to Dear Chelsea This is like my favorite comfort lesson because you're my dear my aunt I have these two suitcases full of things that I need to put away I just did a bunch of laundry and I brought them upstairs for my suitcases I'm gonna do everything that I can in 15 minutes and then probably finish the rest when I get back We're gonna hit ramen. It's been pouring this afternoon, which is crazy My grandma because she was at her birthday thing this weekend and I was out of town It's the cute little lulu bag big talk says that Lululemon is juicy. It is a cheeky, but it's the best, but I'm okay with it Yeah, like I'm fine with it. Also. I need this for my morning walk Like I knew I was getting this because my mom told me and I needed it this morning You can put all your stuff in there Exactly. I will say I got coffee at the merchant this morning and it like made me sick. I mean I can't Oh Yeah, I posted my Instagram story. You got a lot of people talking. Yeah, people were really they were agreeing with me We got some appetizers go to Wabi house and get the secret man. I put a lot in That's kind of what it looks like originally. It's just the best ramen ever I'm not even a ramen person honestly, but I am for Wabi house back to the remainder of the laundry we go I actually got most of it put away Well, I'm already out of hangers So maybe I'll go through the closet to donate some clothes this week to have more room, but here we are Not tonight guys. Just not tonight. I don't know what Fitz did with my pillows over there a little bit odd Dude, not gonna lie guys. I know I've talked about these pajamas briefly Or in other vlogs, but I just cannot get over them these skims pajamas. I'll probably wear the gray ones tonight Oh my god. Okay, so I have the gray and the size small which actually Definitely is my favorite size. I got the like caramel color and a size extra small because all I had left and they still fit Um, these are just like a little bit baggier for the record I would say I'm between like a small Medium like I would probably always go medium for pajamas to have them be a little bit looser You just have to I'm like trying to get you guys to feel this like what am I thinking? You just have to feel this material like go to Nordstrom and oh my god If you are looking for a good gift for someone honestly these skims pajamas are just so good. All right, so here are the pajamas I mean Truly just the best pajamas To ever exist. I cannot even describe to you how cozy they are. Oh my gosh. Are you smiling? Yeah, are you smiling? What's that? Fitz is 15 months and I feel like he's teething again Because he's never teething anything until those coffee table books and he's kind of like trying to knot my hand Does that happen? He all they always try to sit in my spot. Anyways, I'm going to oh by the way Okay, summer fridays. I currently have a summer fridays jet lag mask on and this but they Readed the packaging because the product was so good But the packaging if he was had it it was just like kind of tricky And so they listened to the consumer and they redid it which I love Of course have my Water cup thing that I got because King's talked about it. I'm gonna light some candles. Um, and then Honestly, I'm gonna work on my ipad for about an hour And then I'm going to read and it's gonna be great guys. Good morning guys. It's 90 a.m. My chin feels Really weird. I walked and I got an iced matcha latte with peppermint and oat milk best matcha ever I use my um little lemon everyday belt bag for the first time It's really hard to adjust so I wasn't able to adjust it, but listen I know the gen zers Are um, gonna like slam me because all I want is to be you know Gen z and then I go and get a little lemon belt bag, but this year my morning walks like it is Perfect. It's so small. You have one compartment here. I'll link it below like perfect And then One in the back that I don't have anything in it right now, but I mean It's just so small and so perfect especially when it's cold out and I'm gonna start wearing the hoodies and stuff I mean, it's just like one more could you want you know while we're here? I'm gonna link below this hourglass lip gloss. I get asked about it all the time. It's bright pink It's magenta. It's the hourglass like volumizing lip gloss. It's really really good. Okay my chin My chin just feels weird. Okay. I'm gonna start Getting to work today. I have a lot of phone calls to make I need to deal with tax stuff I have a lot of I have five episodes to prep Just have like a lot of boring work stuff, but I'm going to nobody tonight So that'll be exciting. I'm also gonna make some breakfast and then I'll probably make my salad today Great guys. I've been on my computer for probably like five hours now I just made myself a snack recently. My anxiety has just been pretty bad I just have like so much anxiety around like Taxes and I don't really know why because like yeah, I have to pay my own tax I don't understand like all totally fine, but also I don't know. I just feel like in August It's typically like my worst month anxiety wise and I like don't even know to say I feel like I like try to open up in vlogs and I try to open up like in general But there's just like something that I feel like stops me like there's like some sort of like wall in between me and like Really being vulnerable. I'm anxious not only because of tax purposes, by the way Like there's actually no reasoning as to why I'm anxious. That's like what anxiety is I think it's more so like sitting there and looking at things and as being on my computer and then just I don't I actually don't know what it is It's not just that it's like a bunch of other things I booked myself an afternoon workout class because that'll make me feel better So I'm going to go to that at three. I have an hour left I'm trying to prep as many episodes as I can In the meantime and then when I get home I'll shower probably do like maybe an hour or two left of work I'm going to no boo because just is actually in town and she is touring apartment. Sorry guys in the last vlog I thought I said that I think I accidentally edited out the portion where I said I wasn't touring for myself And then I wasn't logged into like the youtube app on my phone And I had my laptop like working in the Bahamas so I could only like reply to comments I couldn't like comment and pin it myself with the creator studio. It's like a really long story Anyways, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be vague about that like literally at all I think I just accidentally added it out the part where I explained myself I'm gonna have my stack and Get some stuff done Guys, um, I clearly didn't go to core power. It is now 4 30 p.m. So We're doing a week in my life. Um a very realistic week in my life and it sucks because I hate Feeling like all I've been doing in vlogs lately is complaining and it's not complaining honestly Like I love my life. It's more so just like I don't know. I think mentally like I haven't been in the best spot lately and you know, obviously with anxiety like there's really not a reason also I ordered Chick-fil-A because uh I had drawers that were getting set up and I didn't want to interrupt the guys He was doing it So I ordered food because I was so hungry because I was crying so hard that I thought I was going to faint So I had to get Chick-fil-A. That's the that's my um Good thing that came out of that. What did I say? Obviously like mental health stuff just like comes in waves for some reason August is pretty much always the hardest month for me And I don't know why before it's always felt like I have kind of like reverse seasonal depression But I don't even feel like it's that I don't know. I just get really I feel like I'm just really overwhelmed right now So I literally called my dad and I cried on the phone for 30 minutes There was a man downstairs assembling furniture for me and he definitely heard um, so that was a little point for me It definitely was I'm not gonna lie. Yeah, I don't know. I think it's okay to like not be okay Honestly, if I wasn't going to New York next week, I would just take the week off I think I honestly just need to take a few days off Also, though something that I feel like I've been struggling with lately is like comparing myself so much and I don't normally do that But I feel like I just have people like friends me like you should do this you should do this Like this is a girl so you do this whatever and it's like yes I want to grow on my channel and like obviously those things are important But for some reason to me it's just become like I've been so down on myself and so heart on myself specifically with youtube I don't know I almost feel like more far removed because of it and then I like compare myself and then I get down on myself and It's just this really bad cycle and then I feel like no one even watched my videos and I know I briefly touched on this But it's only getting worse So I'm really not trying to have my vlogs be like negative or complaining or anything like that But also like my vlogs are my life and I can't really fake it Yeah, I don't know. I kind of hate being in a dull. I literally just cried and cried and cried and now I'm here I'm gonna watch a tv show and Eat my Chick-fil-A and then I'll get ready to no boo for no boo in a few hours And go there, but I love you guys um It's hard for me sometimes It's like why a part of the big thing that I learned in therapy about like why My where my emotions are even coming from I'm like, I don't really know why this is like really Getting to me. No, honestly. I think sometimes I can handle it. I'm totally good in other times I feel like just everything coming at me at once. I go crazy. Also. I haven't been doing My normal morning routine, which I know like makes a big difference I'm not sure how this is just now occurring to me, but I checked And I start my period in four days. So Suddenly this makes sense, but it's just like if you don't have p.m. Did he imagine? Oh my gosh, but Sony would have gone Imagine just being in your worst emotional state and like in just a horrible place The week for your period every single month and forgetting that you're in a sorry period And so you were just trying to figure out what it is and at least I know so here we are everyone Have fun. I literally want to go to bed for the night and it's 5 p.m. All right guys So now I have a reason I'm feeling a lot better. I might just talk to my mom on the phone And I'm feeling better. Okay. So while I was having my little crying tantrum Actually, let's talk a lot of tantrum actually. Um while I was crying Um a really nice task rabbit came over and he set these up for me. So these are just the Ikea Alex drawers You're like the most basic old school drawers never plan on getting these again, but honestly like I just needed more of like a vanity Kind of thing right here. I've been cleaning up this closet pretty much all the way you couldn't tell Um, I need new baskets for here. Um, it's kind of hard to get the right sizes So I'm still looking right now get that all like fixed perfectly because these are its extra shoes They don't fit in my closet room. This is extra bedding that I need to like vacuum seal But it's a lot harder than it sounds. These are like my sweats. I know it's honestly ridiculous But like obviously this isn't really working right here. So I just needed a space to put all my hair tools Oh Also guys, I got a set Of hot rollers, which I'm actually really excited to use. I'm part of me It's like should I just do it tonight? No, I don't have the energy That will go there. This is just extra like pr We have some way perfume I wish that I would have gotten rid of this carpet It's the only carpet I have in my house still but it just needs to go But I just have so much stuff and honestly like my bathroom is overflowing with stuff So I just feel like this is gonna help so much. This is broken. I mean like my life. It's a mess guys like this is All right, so this is the progress that I have made this corner is obviously nowhere near done. This stuff just gives me So much anxiety honestly This needs to go all the way down to the garage. These I'll go in the closet room Here is the pool that I bought this summer that we haven't even used found my ugg slippers Those are back here this whole time again. This will all be Organized in boxes and stuff. I'm really out of breath. Let's turn the slide on. I don't remember how Oh, it's literally right here. Ooh Isn't this fine like it's such a good place to do your makeup besides the fact that this stuff is Right here. I didn't think about that. Oh And I don't love this look right there not one bit. I'm gonna have to figure that out somehow I want to get some corn covers or something. I started organizing this basically like this is just no one really cares Yeah, but I wish that there was no carpet here I wish that this could be like when I'm sitting a cute setup for like get ready with me videos But that's there and there's just too much in the background. So I don't know maybe if we did it this way I don't know So vanity impressions is where like everyone gets theirs. This was um a really small one So it was like way less expensive. I think it was only like a hundred dollars and you know You can get some really big ones from them So yeah, there's just a lot going on here. All right guys. This is my outfit I got ready in seven minutes. This blazer is nasty gal body suit is revolved Pants are thrifted from junk gold and then my shoes are just public desire And then of course I'm wearing my pocket brown bag. All right. I'm off for the night. Goodbye Hi guys, I forgot my vlog camera. I'm at justice hotel right now. We're doing the oakind q&a Um, which is a brand that we're starting and I'm not the kind of person who like talk put something out there before There's like things out, but we the purpose of us Sharing this before at a time is because we want to document the experience of like starting a business So that's why we shared early rather than waiting until launch Because I I always wish that like a brand would have documented it You know we have for you to look back on. Yeah, that's a great way to do it. Yeah, I think also we want Your guys's opinions. Yeah, you guys should be like a huge part of it Yeah, because if we're creating product we want you guys to want to buy it and we want you to like it And just feel like you were a part of the experience with us because I think It just like makes you feel like oh like they really care Because we do we care summer fridays just redid their packaging on the lip balm and I tested it and everyone's like, oh my god Like that's so cool. Yeah, because it's was it it's a tube now that you yeah Using your finger. Yeah, because you you don't think about it. Okay. Also, just and I are friends from college She's from Connecticut. She's moving to dollars next month. Okay next month Okay, someone asked how he came up with the name. Uh, just did Yeah, um, and then someone said I'm confused what this brand is. So I think I think our tick tock Is because it's kind of like a mod pod to a lot of things right now Yeah, and I think that what we want to do right now is kind of just like cultivate the vibe So we're not necessary. We're here to call. We're here to cultivate the vibe But I think like we're kind of trying to put out like what inspires us like what we like Close we like things like a mood board for the time being we actually know what we're coming out with right But we'll get there when we get there. We're currently in the process of like Investors partners right how basically essentially how we want to structure the business Um, so that's what we're doing right now And then once that happens then we'll be able to like get the ball rolling on like product Oh, also if you follow us on instagram I frequently am doing random instagram polls and if you feel like and I put like ask box So literally write in whatever the heck you feel like you actually do this because someone wrote in something I won't say what it is, but like about something we should do and we were like, oh my god, that's such a good idea We didn't even think about it. So I'm gonna do Once this fall goes up I'll do a post on the instagram follow us on the instagram at the okind And I'm gonna do some polls. I'll do like an ask anything box and you guys can write in Suggestions you have things that you want to see from us Just even if you're like Vibes people like styles that you like anything like we'll do I'll do a couple different things, but just so we can See like what page everyone's on we just want you guys to be a part of the process and feel like We're coming out with something that like we all collectively would buy we wear We all We all can sing Jess is actually like way more into pop culture and like in the know than I am Like all the things I'm now closer to resource for our friends. Yeah, because now all the things that I'm really into like even like not skinny not fat or not but not fat or I technically technically I found you more through ryan, but like She's way more into like pop like she's knows a lot more. I love a do more I'm gonna back to more merch. I am you know here. There's always people at katie charlie's house Always there's always a spotting there. Yeah, I'm gonna be on do more You know my friend in the spotting my friend brock was with another friend of ours And it was like so into the spotted on do more in brook was there Like you're like so close. Do you guys know what do wise? You should follow. Yeah, it's actually as follow like I will set their followers I knew everything about levier ruddery goes new album before it's also so mean Like I became obsessed with formula one after I have to survive It's so niche and some of those drivers are so hot That like I love to see a blind like tyler as you're going tyler she's girlfriend was just at x girlfriend x girlfriend because they just broke up She literally first they broke up and she flew to one of the driver's houses in colorado during this winter in their summer break Literally one two Yeah, one one two Let me go hang out. I need to take some notes from her like I should really change up my dating We need to get on rya Dude, don't let me get me shot on like Tell them to accept me just any of you work on at rya. Tell them to accept me Yeah, I'm pending request on i'm on the wait list Tell them to accept me tell them to accept me because I will tell you I'll set my I'm gonna post my genie we go France even if it has friend things Please someone accept me because my therapist told me I need to get on a dating app Okay, I'll tell that's a really good push. Okay. I feel like rya and dallas is so much like less dangerous Of like douchebox if you have more questions, um dm us dm me dm kenzie dm the o kind maybe don't dm kenzie you can dm me i'll see it I look for me dms. Um They gave me anxiety though comment on our tiktok dm us on tiktok you falls into shock at the o kind I'm actually going to be doing I just bought some more Books to make a book. Oh, okay. Good. I'm glad you didn't talk Okay, I was at bars in only the other day for three hours by accident The problem is that like it's I can't make book talks because I have a kind of that's only kind of I have a kind of also but I have like a I have a problem that I can't go into the bathroom without buying books I get that and I get non-fiction books and physical like yeah, I bought one. I just bought one. Wait, I got your kindle Yeah, I know Honestly, I use it all the time at some time because I use a kindle if like a books on unlimited like I'll get it for free But if it's not my mind as well, I get the book. Well, I know I just I get it I like go to bookstores too. I got chin filler feel this not on my chin. I know no bottom No, it's not weird. Yeah, but I need to go get um So the skim from you mentioned my name temperson off. We're going to know you're so excited You know my love my first time ever going to know who was last week. My first time. I remember was probably I'm in utero Probably actually I like literally live and breathe just like we were just fine dining and I'm like I love I'm I love fine dining like I'm from the northeast. It's just different vibes. Yeah, like oh no, trust me It's a very big thing here too. You'll be fine. It's just like I like I like it I just am not someone who like has to Like, I don't know I need my family's just like that like my dad was one that suggested no My parents also just in Miami and went to no ghost like he doesn't need his fix But you do but let us have your question. That's my that's yeah That's the takeaway of today. We're not trying to be like annoying and like be talking about something For so long and not have anything It's literally for the purpose of like you guys being involved and also Documenting the process because I always wish someone had so anyways, we're going to know All right guys happy Thursday, it is currently 11 a.m I was gonna go to an early morning core power class, but it was raining out and it was just too cozy So I'm not going a noon update on how I'm feeling. Um, okay I feel like I do a really bad job at articulating my feelings to a camera And I'm so aware of like how lucky I am and how I just love my life and stuff. So I never wanted to come across like Obviously like ungrateful or even like vain. I don't know. I'm just like really like almost insecure about Opening up on the internet. I'm not really sure why I don't feel like I've always been this way I feel like I go in waves with this. I think there's just a few things like I've definitely been comparing myself so much I don't feel like I've really dealt with comparison to the extent that I've been feeling just the past few weeks or maybe like two months And then I'm also just kind of overwhelmed and I feel like I do a really good job at managing and like handling Life and then maybe like once every six months. I'll kind of have like a little breakdown type thing I also have PMDD. I mean here we are so with that being said I'm gonna go to core power noon and then I have therapy at one and then after that I'm gonna do a little bit more work and then my friend Terrence coming over tonight I'm going to cook. Hopefully I feel better. Honestly even after my workout and therapy I think that that will be helpful I'm sorry if this vlog just feels really negative Like I really don't need it for it to be and maybe opening up a house someone and also I just literally cannot fake it on camera. Anyways, I pulled on the sweater This feels very Cameron Diaz in the holiday, which is always what I'm trying to go for. I believe this is from Revolve Yeah, it's long style. It is my favorite sweater ever So I'm gonna go take the dogs on a quick little walk and then head off to core power I'm gonna leave my camera here because I need to charge anyways. I'm gonna have to take you guys after therapy and core power But also I had my cold brew from home And this is actually great and it didn't make me throw up. Oh, but Also this morning I worked on you guys on instagram for like Dallas places So if you guys have ones that oh, you know what I could do for LA too If you're visiting a like the weekend or even if you're visiting Dallas through the weekend things like that So far I have my favorite restaurants and then I also have Fair places you get drinks and coffee shops in the draft So it'll probably be up by the time this vlog goes up so you guys can check that out No, but it was really fun. It was so good to see dress and her dad. We had a really great time What's happening out there? Okay. Well I'm gonna go. All right guys. So it is hours later. I worked out. I had therapy. I cried more took a shower I'm also drinking this matcha. It's actually really really good. So anyways, I talked to my therapist I feel definitely better just going and doing something for myself definitely made me feel a lot better I'm definitely gonna take the weekend off and take the weekend off social media And I think that'll be good for me I do know like what things I need to do in order to feel better like typically It's going to see a friend working out even cleaning my house sometimes just random I don't know. I literally have a list of things that like make me feel better I'm sure as like time goes on I'll share more about this experience and maybe I'll write about it in this week's newsletter question for the class Subscribe down below if you haven't it's three I have plans with a friend tonight and I'm just gonna get some work done And then it may be just like lay and read and just take the rest of the day off vlogging I think that I'll probably just like regroup and feel better give you guys a better Vlog tomorrow tomorrow. We actually are going to the studio. I'm going, you know It's gonna be fun. So you die. They're getting groomed tomorrow fits. Come here. Look at me. Oh, wow. You're starting Okay, happy friday guys. I feel like I'm in high school because I'm wearing a flannel I'm really wearing a tank top. I just needed something that wasn't I don't know guys Honestly, I never wear this stuff I feel like flannels are actually coming back the only reason I'm wearing this is because it's thin and It gets really cold in the studio anyways happy friday I'm on my way to drop the dogs off at the almost of the vet. You're not going to the vet at the groomers Um, as you can see fits can't see So clearly I haven't had my coffee yet because I really really can't focus this morning. I use I'm actually going to be working with them these crab tree and evelin Um sunbeam glow drops and they double as makeup so they can either be skincare or makeup if I remember I'll try to include it in this vlog. If not, it's all my instagram stories Oh My gosh, like it makes your skin glow like no other Like I'm just wearing like cream bronzer and blush. I normally don't wear foundation day to day, but I just feel like my skin Looks and feels so good. It's one of those products That's two in one so you can use it just like straight on you can put in your moisturizer Um, or you could also put it in like your foundation and concealer love that Okay, I'm gonna drop them off and then get starbucks because that's what I really want and they're going to the studio I already shot some instagram ad stuff this morning. I need to go Shoot like walker in campaign later. Oh my gosh. Happy friday. I don't even know what I'm doing tonight Like I don't think I even have plans. This is my favorite podcast literally ever. I like her eyelashes Thank you Sometimes this is just not brown Um, no thanks. I'm good Perfect. Have a good day Wow, it's actually my first starbucks all week. I feel like I was on a bad starbucks kick for a bit Um, and I made it all week until friday. All right made it to the studio Fun fun gonna get set up. All right guys. I've just been home working at for the past few hours. I replaced the light bulb and It's clearly very bright. I could have sworn. I ordered a cool tone light bulb Like that's definitely gotta be fixed, but I mean I already ordered them So would you guys be interested in a vlog where I declutter my house because I need to declutter some stuff in here My garage and I need to go through my closet. Maybe I'll do that when I get back in New York I might even do it this weekend if I get like inspired. Anyways, just working away I think I'm actually gonna get this new alarm clock. I think I just watched my instagram stories You've been hearing me talk about it. I've actually wanted this for quite some time But I would like to completely eliminate my phone Kind of you know, like sleeping next to me almost. I mean not that phone sleep But sitting next to me while I sleep And I'm trying to just create better routines that are less anxiety inducing So I'm gonna get this alarm clock. I know it's pricey for an alarm clock. Definitely. There's a little code going on right now But um, I think it's worth it for me. I mean, I don't know. I'm gonna try it out And I'll let you guys know how I like it. It looks very cool though. I'll keep you guys posted All right, this light bulb was driving me insane. So I already ordered some different ones online This was delivered to my house and I have no idea with my actual name And my parents didn't mail it to me. So No, has this like what do you even do? It was like the most random thing that ever happened to me It is 3 p.m. On friday I am taking the weekend off. I already deleted social media off my phone And I'm going to declutter this area really quickly because I know that it's gonna make me Have less anxiety. I don't know if I feel like random things give you anxiety But clutter is definitely like a huge one for me. So I'm gonna get rid of this stuff Make it clean and actually start the white lotus. I feel like everyone's been talking about that All right, that took five minutes and I cannot tell you how much better I feel The social apps are off of my phone. I'm actually about to cook a meal I've been wanting to make all week and I have the white lotus on but I hope you guys enjoyed this week in My life vlog. I'm sorry that it was like a little bit more negative But that's just how life is sometimes I hope it helped and it kind of gave you guys some tips I'm like what I do to kind of turn a bad week around. So this weekend social media cleanse I'm gonna go on lots of walks spend time outside and time with loved ones Get off social media for almost three full days and just Not even think about work stuff or anything like that. I already feel so much better So I feel like after this weekend I will be like really really good. I hope you guys enjoyed this week in my life Vlog I'm actually considering doing a vlog week while I'm in New York So I might just film five vlogs and then post them after So so we'll see. I don't know. I'm also recording a lot of episodes. So kind of just depends on like how much footage I have I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlog and I will talk to you guys soon. Bye It was a one-bedroom apartment downtown la and we had parties there all the time all the time all the time I remember the balcony. I remember Your puppy is a cocoa. Yeah, cocoa Yeah, I yeah, those were some good nights. Those were really fun. We had a lot of fun. Oh my god. Wow