 Hello and welcome to the video Hello all my lovely subscribers. Can I just say you were looking ravishing today? Are you you you weren't? You were a new cologne you weren't some you some new perfume. I Can tell I could tell the something about you today. You know you've got some thing about you some aura this mystifying and mysterious That's kind of the same thing isn't it? Following up my video on what is nihilism. I am a nihilist I'm a nihilist what is nihilism rather. I think things gonna have how I'm gonna title it if you're watching this straight at the other It's basically the same setting and t-shirt and red face So it is straight after if you're wondering and today I'm going to be talking about positive nihilism What the hell is it how can you be positive when you're when your cold belief is meaningless in life? Meaninglessness in life. So let's get into the video. So in the last video. I was talking about What nihilism in is I've already mentioned what is and my experience with going through my existential crisis and becoming a nihilist and feeling good about it and feeling bad about it and all my different Observations from that not all of them because you'll have to watch my full video series if you want to watch it That's the that's a little catch 2022. You'll be be coming back with those Plucky binging attitudes and Don't be binging. Don't be binging on these series boy Structure it you need to have daily doses. You need to plan on your doses throughout the day of daily aspergers content So positive nihilism, it's not all negative. So be a nihilist positive nihilism is Usually a result like can't always be a result but it is a result of becoming a nihilist and living with that for Extend amount of time depending on how long you work on it a lot of people when they become nihilist they Stagnate they think that's all there is to do They've learned the meaning of life the meaning of life being I'm the only thing that I am is consciousness and I don't have free will and All that kind of stuff that I I didn't believe I don't believe her free will and I believe the only thing I am is just Consciousness just being able to observe things and I'm not even myself That makes sense. Does that make sense? It probably makes sense to somebody over the over probably just thinking what the hell is he talking about? But anyway, I am just consciousness. I am not Thomas died my belief and Once you reach that point a lot of nihilists will stop and they will stop their endeavors into philosophy because they feel like they've Being themselves down so corner so much that they've found out the whole meaning of existence and that's it for them They've done they're done They'll just spend the life drinking and smoking and all that kind of stuff and never touching the subjects again But for some of us some of us more positive growthy type people We don't like to be Like that We have something, you know that Even though we we have this core belief and it's such a big part of our life We want to be good, you know, we want to find some Way of anchoring ourselves into the reality that we have to deal with We know that so we need to run me in the most of it and this is the foundations of positive nihilism so when you become a nihilist you You believe in your soul that there is no meaning in life And that opens a lot of doors like you think that I just shut a lot of doors and that's it but Another thing that you realize is that although there's no meaning in life Why don't you just make your own meaning in life it comes on to the whole thing I was talking in the last video about pretending and getting into a routine and forgetting about it and But it's more constant. So, you know, you know about it. You've gone through these cycles a lot and It's become part of you and it's become part of your daily life But you can deal with it and you've been positive and you're making your own life and you although you've got this core belief you Having other beliefs on top of that you are making your own reality around you as to say there are a lot of positives to being a nihilist it can open a lot of Gates you can think less about what other people think about you because you know, there's when you think there's no meaning You may as well just do what you want to do and you may as well. Just not care about all the haters and all the silly people who don't you know Particularly understand or I'm not saying this silly. That's that's not that's not right, but the people who don't understand and it's just You just live your life more easily like at that point Obviously not straight up about but it does take a lot of time and but it's happened so that's one of it one of the things is Being being a positive nihilist you create your own your own fictional reality as it were in terms of our brain We've been you know, it's a fictional reality. We're making it for ourselves but you know we've made one and we progress in that and we're compassionate and We have the the unique opportunity to pick our own core values so when I say Life is meaningless that It basically just wipes away your core values that you have Not all of them obviously a lot. They're gonna be personality. It's a lot of them are gonna persist But they're gonna be in different ways and you get to choose them You get to be more conscious of what you want to be and what kind of being that you want to be So one thing is yeah confidence like you don't care what people think to an extent obviously I'm not gonna go robbing people or I don't know taking a dump on the street or something and Because I guess that'll have consequences You know like I know I said I want to take a dump because that's gonna completely ruin all career child chances that I have Yeah confidence confidence is key or key Remember which one it was once you become in this state and you start to choose what you want to do in life And you you truly believe that you have the ability to mold it because you've got rid of it Once you had a clean slate and you can mold it in any way that you want So you can start you can start doing stuff that you like like I just did science and taekwondo before all this I decided that I wanted to make something out of my depression and my negative experiences and trying to help people and that was my That was my like core value that I wanted to make a big part myself and Although it's very hard for me to feel happy as as sad as that sounds It it's warming to know that Other people I can make other people happy and that's all I want I want people to understand I want people to be sympathetic towards me and each other And I want I want people to understand me which is like I never one of my core values And once you make those core values, you can start building yourself up in a way that you want to To do it. I'm not trying to make this some life coach saying Go look in philosophy how these horrible existential crisis and become an islas like please don't like there's no There's no reason to do that. Just keep your sanity. There's no there's no silver lining to learning about this stuff. It's um Once you get into the whole of it and once you get into it It can be very damaging to yourself until a lot of people can put you into a bad place so don't don't think of it as The positives have been nihilist have been a nihilist and why you should be a nihilist. It's just seeing this over lining in in a very convoluted and strange belief in life Another thing that happens is you feel less shame And you feel less outcasted for doing something that isn't typically socially um normal For example, if I want to have dinner in the morning I'll have some dinner in the morning uh, no, obviously I quite like the routine, but The point of it is just that I'm not going to care if someone says why are you having dinner in the morning? Like why are you having breakfast tonight? Like And that's just a small example. It's not not the big picture here, but That's a little example that you can you can kind of expand off So for example, one of the social norms that people don't do is post videos of themselves breaking down and having a really intense depressive episode, which I've done and because I believe that Being honest and being truthful is more important than my own like egotistical belief about myself That comes into the the next point. It can improve your personality in some ways actually It could do and it could not But it opens some doors to improving yourself from different different angles that Usually people wouldn't be able to go through when you when you have this belief and one of the things with myself in particularly I used to and honestly I I definitely think that I have a very core belief inside myself That I am better than everybody else I still have that And I'm not very happy about it but it's it's It's what I think and it's um It's bad But it can also be good for confidence and stuff and it's always good to take yourself in the highest esteem out of everybody else And before all of this philosophy stuff I didn't I didn't like every every opinion or Of life or the reasons for people doing stuff. They didn't seem because they weren't fully logical And I couldn't understand the emotional aspects of their reasoning I wasn't very able to accept that people were you know, sane and understood things because Obviously I couldn't experience what they're experiencing and it was a very you know It was a critical way of thinking about things considering My own views and stuff being very different to other peoples Another thing would be is if Some of my friends like drugs or they smoked or the drink or they swore I'd immediately put them down in my my head because that was sort of a classifying system for myself for filtering through people that were worth being around and was sane and knew like how to Be logical and stuff like that and that was a important important thing for me about them after being a nihilist and after Going through all of this. I realized that you know What the only difference between A person exactly the same as them who didn't take drugs is just that the fact that they don't take drugs And that's just like something that Just never paid parents to myself And it's it's been very good for me And I've been able to connect with people that I wouldn't usually connect with because I've put them into a certain group or um Putting them into a classification a group the stereotype that I've got to avoid And that's uh one of my Things that that's really helped me it's really helped me socializing connect with people because they feel like I can connect with people more and they're more like me than I used to think they were And it's been very very beautiful and very beneficial to me I'm not saying that that you have to you have to go through that Philosophical four past four process to get to this point where you accept people and stuff, but It was a very important factor in my Change of my personality and my change and my view of people as a whole if I was to conclude this video into something into a little summary I would say that The main thing that now that having this belief has is it gives you power it gives you power of yourself over those four processes that have stopped you doing things because of you know feeling embarrassed or You know not not wanting to be move people to think either enough the rails are becoming really different or all those kind of things and it stops you from Caring as much from that and you do you don't need to care about that which is the great thing There are some things that you should care about of course There's always all relative and to an extent like I'm not going to go killing people just because Okay, if I mentioned that in a video like Oh, no, no, it's happening again I'm not going to go hitting people just because I think there are a bunch of cells that That's the only thing that they are and the bunch of cells of consciousness and You know if I if I do something to them, then you know like Who cares like life is meaningless and everything's going to end in in the the end like all your achievements and stuff Are going to be dissolved into the blackness of the universe ending Kind of thing so it's not like I'm struggling to get myself together now Yeah, it can definitely give you a lot of power in your life. It can change your life around in a different way It's not worth it. Don't do it but It's good to understand this stuff and I hope that you do take me seriously when I talk about these things because they're very deep deep in my you know A deep value of my mind like it's basically my One value that governs what I do um So I hope that you know you take it seriously and You understand that it's not a mental condition or Anything like that is a philosophical standpoint and it's as valid as anybody else's So, thank you very much for watching. I'm trying to make these videos as upbeat as possible because they are not the most Positive and happy subjects in the world I hope you're finding it interesting and let me know Whether you want to know know some new video content From myself at some point I think I'm tired again fingers with autism like I can never tell when Emotions are taken over until they get really intense. So it's I don't know if I'm tired yet. I think I'm probably tired, but You know until I feel like I'm going to knock out on the sofa. I'm not going to really feel it. So it's um, it's difficult Anyway, that's not the topic So, yeah, thank you very much for watching If you want to ask me some questions about it if you're interested if you completely think I'm a loony Let me know in the comments and I'll be very happy to ignore that Yeah But for the rest of you who are taking it seriously and you watch my videos and stuff and You're part of my community and part of the old buddy friendship group that we've got going on here and Thank you so much And I'll see you in the next video where I dissect a dog on Doomsday