 Hi, my name is Mackenzie Grebel, and I'm from Sunnyside, Washington. I came to Hungry Generation by my mom forcing me to come, like I didn't have an option. When about four years ago I gave my life to Christ at a different church, but I wasn't really close to God. Like, I didn't really, like, try to get close, it was, I only went to church because we had to go to church. A few years later, like about two or three years later, someone close to my life was very abusive to my mom, and I'm very protective over my mom, so I would get angry because I was, like, really small and I couldn't do anything to help her, so I'd get really angry and I would just cry in my room and I would stay there and try to ignore, like, whatever is going on down there. So I would go, so after a few years that close person was removed from my life and things were looking better after that, but then, a year ago, it started getting worse again. I felt, I was, like, mad at God, like, I was praying to Him and He wasn't answering me and I was just angry at Him, like, why aren't you answering my prayers? Why aren't you listening to me? Why haven't you been here for me? I pray to you and you're still not here. So I felt alone and isolated and it caused depression and I was sad for, like, no reason. I felt alone and no one to talk to and I had friends, but I couldn't talk to them and it just got really bad to points where I had suicidal thoughts and I wanted to die and I attempted twice, but I didn't want to die, like, I wanted to, but I was afraid of death because I didn't know where I would go. I had anger issues and the only way that I could release that was through self-harm, so I used to cut myself and it was bad and my friend, she used to be like, don't cut and I'm like, it's the only way that I can release the pain and I had no one to talk to, so it's the only way I felt that I could release it. After that, I started, my mom took me to church and on a Wednesday service, it was very awkward at first because I didn't know what was going on and everyone was praying out loud and I was like, oh, why are you guys doing that? But then after service and the worship started up again, I went to the front and it was different and I could feel the Holy Spirit and I was, it was just peace, like, it was happiness and it felt nice, so, and I felt like God was telling me to rededicate my life because I've been, I've faded away and so I gave my life to a Jesus. I don't have depression anymore, I don't cut, I haven't self-harmed in a long time. My angry shoes, they went down, I'd rarely get angry now and it's been a lot happier, like, I feel like I can talk to people now and I'm more open and I want to give baptize today for I can take a step closer in my relationship with God. Mackenzie, do you believe in Jesus Christ as God's Son and your personal Lord and Savior? Yes. Do you promise to follow Him with good and clear conscience for the rest of your life? Yes. Based on your faith, confession and your commitment will baptize you in the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit.