 This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Middlemarch by George Elliott, as read for LibriVox by Madame Tusk, www.rlowalrus.citesled.com. Chapter 29. I found that no genius in another could please me. My unfortunate paradoxes had entirely dried up that sorts of comfort. Goldsmith. One morning, some weeks after her arrival at Loic, Dorothea—but why always Dorothea? Was her point of view the only possible one with regard to this marriage? I protest against all our interest, all our effort at understanding, being given to the young skins that look blooming in spite of trouble. For these two will get faded, and will know the older and more eating-greeps which we are helping to neglect. In spite of the blinking eyes and white moles objectionable to Celia, and the want of muscular curve which was morally painful to Sir James, Mr. Casabon had an intense consciousness within him, and was spiritually a-hungered like the rest of us. He had done nothing exceptional in marrying, nothing but what society sanctions, and considers an occasion for evil wreaths and bouquets. It had occurred to him that he must not any longer defer his intention of matrimony, and he had reflected that in taking a wife a man of good position should expect and carefully choose a blooming young lady, the younger the better, because more educable and submissive, of a rank equal to his own, of religious principles, virtuous disposition and good understanding. On such a young lady he would make handsome settlements, and he would neglect no arrangement for her happiness. In return he should receive family pleasures, and leave behind him that copy of himself which seemed so urgently required of a man to the sonateers of the sixteenth century. Times had altered since then, and no sonateer had insisted on Mr. Casabon's leaving a copy of himself. Moreover he had not yet succeeded in issuing copies of his mythological key, but he had always intended to acquit himself by marriage, and the sense that he was fast leaving the years behind him, and that the world was getting dimmer and that he felt lonely was a reason to him for losing no more time in overtaking domestic delights before they too were left behind by the years. And when he had seen Dorothea he believed that he had found even more than he demanded. She might really be such a helpmate to him as would enable him to dispense with a hired secretary, an aide which Mr. Casabon had never yet employed and had as a suspicious dread of. Mr. Casabon was nervously conscious that he was expected to manifest a powerful mind. Providence, in its kindness, had supplied him with the wife he needed. A wife, a modest young lady with the purely appreciative, unambitious abilities of her sex, is sure to think her husband's mind powerful. Whether Providence had taken equal care of Miss Brooke in presenting her with Mr. Casabon was an idea which could hardly occur to him. Society never made the preposterous demand that a man should think as much about his own qualifications for making a charming girl happy as he thinks of hers for making himself happy, as if a man could choose not only his wife but his wife's husband, or as if he were bound to provide charms for his posterity in his own person. When Dorothea accepted him with effusion that was only natural, and Mr. Casabon believed that his happiness was going to begin. He had not had much foretaste of happiness in his previous life. To no intense joy without a strong bodily frame one must have an enthusiastic soul. Mr. Casabon had never had a strong bodily frame and his soul was sensitive without being enthusiastic. It was too languid to thrill out of self-consciousness into passionate delight. It went on fluttering in the swampy ground where it was hatched, thinking of its wings and never flying. His experience was of that pitiable kind which shrinks from pity and fears most of all that it should be known. It was that proud, narrow sensitiveness which has not mass enough to spare for transformation into sympathy, and quivers thread-like in small currents of self-preoccupation, or at best of an egoistic scrupulosity. And Mr. Casabon had many scruples. He was capable of a severe self-restraint. He was resolute in being a man of honour according to the code. He would be unimpeachable by any recognized opinion. In conduct these ends had been attained, but the difficulty of making his key to all mythology's unimpeachable weighed like lead upon his mind, and the pamphlets, or parerga, as he called them, by which he tested his public and deposited small monumental records of his march, were far from having been seen in all their significance. He suspected the archdeacon of not having read them. He was in painful doubt as to what was really thought of them by the leading minds of brazenose and bitterly convinced that his old acquaintance, Carpe, had been the writer of that depreciatory recension which was kept locked in a small drawer of Mr. Casabon's desk, and also in a dark closet of his verbal memory. These were heavy impressions to struggle against, and brought that melancholy embitterment which is the consequence of all excessive claim. Even his religious faith wavered with his wavering trust in his own authorship, and the consolations of the Christian hope in immortality seemed to lean on the immortality of its still unwritten key to all mythology's. For my part I am very sorry for him. It is an uneasy lot, at best, to be what we call highly taught, and yet not to enjoy, to be present at this great spectacle of life and never to be liberated from a small, hungry, shivering self, rapturously transformed into the vividness of a thought, the ardour of a passion, the energy of an action, but always to be scholarly and unspirited, ambitious and timid, scrupulous and dim-sighted. Becoming a dean or even a bishop would make little difference, I fear, to Mr. Casabon's uneasiness. Doubtless some ancient Greek has observed that behind the big mask and the speaking trumpet there must always be our poor little eyes, peeping as usual, and our timorous lips more or less under anxious control. To this mental estate mapped out a quarter of a century before, the sensibilities thus fenced in Mr. Casabon had thought of annexing happiness with a lovely young bride, but even before marriage, as we have seen, he found himself under a new depression in the consciousness that the new bliss was not blissful to him. Inclination yearned back to its old, easier custom, and the deeper he went into domesticity the more did the sense of acquitting himself and acting with propriety predominate over any other satisfaction. And like religion and erudition, nay, like authorship itself, was fated to become an outward requirement, and Edward Casabon was bent on fulfilling unimpeachably all requirements. Even drawing Dorothea into use in his study, according to his own intention before marriage, was an effort which he was always tempted to defer, and, but for her pleading insistence, it might never have begun. But she had succeeded in making it a matter of course that she should take her place at an early hour in the library, and have work either of reading aloud or copying assigned her. The work had been easier to define because Mr. Casabon had adopted an immediate intention. There was to be a new paragon, a small monograph on some lately traced indications concerning the Egyptian mysteries, whereby certain assertions of war portents could be corrected. References were extensive even here, but not altogether sureless, and sentences were actually to be written in the shape wherein they would be scanned by brazenose, and a less formidable posterity. These minor monumental productions were always exciting to Mr. Casabon. Digestion was made difficult by the interference of citations, or by the rivalry of dialectical brazes ringing against each other in his brain. And from the first there was to be a Latin dedication, about which everything was uncertain, except that it was not to be addressed to carp. It was a poisonous regret to Mr. Casabon that he had once addressed a dedication to carp, in which he had numbered that member of the animal kingdom among the Vero's Nuro Abel Peruturus, a mistake which would infallibly lay the dedicator open to ridicule in the next age, and might even be chuckled over by pike and tench in the present. Thus Mr. Casabon was in one of his busiest epochs, and, as I began to say a little while ago, Dorothea joined him early in the library, where he had breakfasted alone. Celia, at this time, was on a second visit to Lywick, probably the last before her marriage, and was in the drawing-room, expecting Sir James. Dorothea had learned to read the signs of her husband's mood, and she saw that the morning had become more foggy there during the last hour. She was going silently to her desk, when he said, in that distant tone, which implied that he was discharging a disagreeable duty, Dorothea, here's a letter for you, which was enclosed in one addressed to me. It was a letter of two pages, and she immediately looked at the signature. Mr. Ladder's law, what can he have to say to me? She exclaimed in a tone of pleased surprise. But she added, looking at Mr. Casabon, I can imagine what he's written to you about. You can, if you please, read the letter, that Mr. Casabon severely pointing to it with his pen, and not looking at her. But I may well say beforehand that I must decline the proposal it contains, to pay a visit here. I trust I may be excused for desiring an interval of complete freedom from such distractions as have here the two been inevitable, but especially from guests whose desolatory vivacity makes their presence of fatigue. There had been no clashing of temper between Dorothea and her husband since that little explosion in Rome, which had left such strong traces in her mind that it had been easier ever since to quell emotion than to incur the consequence of venting it. But this ill-tempered anticipation that she could desire visits which might be disagreeable to her husband, this gratuitous defence of himself against selfish complaint on her part, was too sharp a sting to be medicated on until after it had been resented. Dorothea had thought that she could have been patient with John Milton, but she had never imagined him behaving in this way, and for a moment Mr. Casabon seemed to be stupidly undercerning and odiously unjust. Pity that newborn babe, which was by and by to rule many a storm within her, did not strike the blast on his occasion. With her first words uttered in tone that shook him, she startled Mr. Casabon into looking at her and meeting the flash of her eyes. Why do you attribute to me a wish for anything that would annoy you? You speak to me as if I were something you had to contend against. Wait at least until I appear to consult my own pleasure before yours. Dorothea, you are hasty," answered Mr. Casabon nervously. Decidedly this woman was too young to be on the formidable level of wifehood, unless she had been pale and featureless and taken everything for granted. I think it is you who are first hasty in your false suppositions about my feeling," said Dorothea in the same tone. The fire was not dissipated yet, and she thought it was ignoble in her husband not to apologise to her. We will, if you please, say no more on this subject, Dorothea. I have neither the leisure nor the energy for this kind of debate. Mr. Casabon dipped his pen, Ed made, as if he would return to his writing, though his hand trembled so much that the words seemed to be written in an unknown character. There are answers which, in turning away wrath, only send it to the other side of the room, and to have a discussion coolly waved when you feel that justice is all on your own side is even more exasperating a marriage than in philosophy. Dorothea left Latter's Law's two letters unread on her husband's writing-table and went to her own place, the scorn and indignation within her, rejecting the reading of these letters, just as we hurl away any trash towards which we seem to have been suspected of mean cupidity. She did not, in the least, divine the subtle sources of her husband's bad temper about these letters. She only knew that they had caused him to offend her. She began to work at once, and her hand did not tremble. On the contrary, in writing out the quotations which had been given to her the day before, she felt that she was forming her letters beautifully, and it seemed to her that she saw the construction of the Latin she was copying and which she was beginning to understand more clearly than usual. In her indignation there was a sense of superiority. But it went out for the present in firmness of stroke, and did not compress itself into an inward, articulate voice, pronouncing the once avable archangel a poor creature. There had been this apparent quiet for half an hour, and Dorothea had not looked away from her own table when she heard the loud bang of a book on the floor, and, turning quickly, saw Mr. Kazabon on the library's steps, clinging forward as if he were in some bodily distress. She started up and bounded towards him in an instant. He was evidently in great straits for breath. Jumping on a stool she got close to his elbow, and said, with her whole soul melted into tender alarm, can you lean on me, dear? He was still, for two or three minutes, which seemed endless to her, unable to speak or move, gasping for breath. When at last he descended the three steps and fell backward in the large chair which Dorothea had drawn close to the front of the ladder, he no longer gasped, but seemed helpless and about to faint. Dorothea rang the bell violently, and presently Mr. Kazabon was helped to the couch. He did not faint, and was gradually reviving, when Sir James Chetum came in, having been met in the hall with the news that Mr. Kazabon had had a fit in the library. Good God! This is just what might have been expected, was his immediate thought. If his prophetic soul had been urged to particularize, it seemed to him that fits would have been the definitive expression alighted upon. He asked his informant, the butler, whether the doctor had been sent for. The butler never knew his master wanted doctor before, but would it not be right to send for a physician? When Sir James entered the library, however, Mr. Kazabon could make some signs of his usual politeness, and Dorothea, who in the reaction from her first terror, had been kneeling and sobbing by his side, now rose, and herself proposed that someone should ride off for a medical man. I can recommend you send for Lidgate, said Sir James. My mother has called him in, and she has found him uncommonly clever. She has had a poor opinion of the physician since my father's death. Dorothea appealed to her husband, and he made a silent sign of approval. So Mr. Lidgate was sent for, and he came wonderfully soon, for the messenger, who was Sir James Chatham's man, and knew Mr. Lidgate, met him, leading his horse along the Loic Road, and giving his arm to Miss Vincey. Celia, in the drawing-room, had known nothing of the trouble till Sir James told her of it. After Dorothea's account he no longer considered the illness the fit, but still something of that nature. Poor dear Dorothea, how dreadful! said Celia, feeling as much grieved as her own perfect happiness would allow. Her little hands were clasped and enclosed by Sir James's, as a bard is enfolded by a liberal calyx. It is very shocking that Mr. Cazabon should be ill, but I never did like him, and I think he is not half fond enough of Dorothea, any ought to be, for I am sure no one else would have had him. Do you think they would? I always thought it a horrible sacrifice for your sister, said Sir James. Yes, but poor Dorothea never did what other people do, and I think she never will. She is a noble creature, said the loyal hearted Sir James. He had just had a fresh impression of this kind, as he had seen Dorothea stretching her tender arm under her husband's neck, and looking at him with unspeakable sorrow. He did not know how much penitence there was in that sorrow. Yes, said Celia, thinking it was very well for Sir James to say so, but he would not have been comfortable with Dodo. Shall I go to her? Could I help her, do you think? I think it would be well for you just to go see her, before Mr. Litgate comes, said Mr. James magnanimously, only don't stay long. While Celia was gone, he walked up and down, remembering what he had originally felt about Dorothea's engagement, and feeling a revival of his disgust at Mr. Brooke's indifference. If Cadwallader, if everyone else had regarded the affair as he, Sir James, had done, the marriage might have been hindered. It was wicked to let a young girl blindly decide her fate in that way, without any effort to save her. Sir James had long ceased to have any regrets on his own account. His heart was satisfied with his engagement to Celia, but he had a chivalrous nature, was not the disinterested service of woman among the ideal glories of old chivalry. His disregarded love had not turned to bitterness, its death had made sweet odours, floating memories that clung with a consecrating effect to Dorothea. He could remain her brotherly friend, interpreting her actions with generous trustfulness. CHAPTER 30 CUVUD DE LA SERRE ROS DE PROPÈRE LA SERRE FASCAL Mr. Cazabon had no second attack of equal severity with the first, and in a few days began to recover his usual condition. But Lidgate seemed to think the case worth a great deal of attention. He not only used his stethoscope, which had not become a matter of course in practice at that time, but sat quietly by his patient and watched him. To Mr. Cazabon's questions about himself, he replied that the source of the illness was the common error of intellectual men, a too-eager and monotonous application, the remedy was to be satisfied with moderate work, and to seek a variety of relaxation. Mr. Brook, who sat by on one occasion, suggested that Mr. Cazabon should go fishing, as Cadwalador did, and have a turning-room making toys and table-legs and that kind of thing. In short, you recommend me to anticipate the arrival of my second childhood," said poor Mr. Cazabon with some bitterness. These things, he added, looking at Lidgate, would be to me such relaxation as Tao-ticking used to prisoners in a house of correction. I can first, said Lidgate, smiling, amusement as rather a non-satisfactory prescription. It is something like telling people to keep up their spirits. Perhaps I had better say that you must submit to be mildly bored, rather than to go on working. Yes, yes, said Mr. Brook, get Dorothea to play backgammon with you in the evenings, and chottacock now. I don't know fine again than chottacock for the day time. I remember it all the fashion. To be sure your eyes might not stand that, Cazabon, but you must un-bend, you know. Why, you must take some time to study concollogy now. I always think that must be a light study. Or get Dorothea to read to you, like things, small it, Roderick random, Humphrey clinker. They are a little broad, but she may read anything now she's married, you know. I remember they made me laugh uncommonly. There's a droll bit about apostylian's britches. We've no such human now. I've gone through all these things, but they might be rather new to you. As new as eating thistles would have been an answer to represent Mr. Cazabon's feelings. But he only bowed, resignedly, with due respect to his wife's uncle, and observed that, doubtless the works he mentions had served as a resource to a certain order of minds. You see, said the able magistrate to Lidgate when they were outside the door, Cazabon has been a little narrow. It leaves him rather at a loss when you forbid him his particular work, which I believe is something very deep indeed, in the line of research, you know. I would never give way to that. I was always versatile, but declared him in his time a little tight. If they would make him a bishop now, he did a very good pamphlet for Peele. He would have more movement then, more show. He might get a little flesh, but I recommend you talk to Mrs. Cazabon. She is clever enough for anything as my niece. Tell her her husband wants liveliness, diversion, butchering amusing tactics. Without Mr. Book's advice, Lidgate had determined on speaking to Dorothea. She had not been present while her uncle was throwing out his pleasant suggestions as to the mode in which life at Lowick might be enlivened, but she was usually by her husband's side, and the unaffected signs of intense anxiety in her face and voice about whatever touched his mind or health made a drama which Lidgate was inclined to watch. He said to himself that he was only doing right in telling her the truth about her husband's probable future, but he certainly thought also that it would be interesting to talk confidentially with her. A medical man likes to make psychological observations, and sometimes, in the pursuit of such studies, is too easily tempted into momentous prophecy which life and death easily set at naught. Lidgate had often been satirical on this gratuitous prediction, and he meant now to be guarded. He asked for Mrs. Cazabon, but being told that she was out walking was going away, when Dorothea and Celia appeared, both glowing from their struggle with the march wind. When Lidgate begged to speak with her alone, Dorothea opened the library door, which happened to be the nearest, thinking of nothing at that moment but what he might have to say about Mr. Cazabon. It was the first time she had entered this room since her husband had been taken ill, and the servant had chosen not to open the shutters, but there was light enough to read by from the narrow upper panes of the windows. You will not mind the somber light, said Dorothea, standing in the middle of the room, since you forbade books the library has been out of the question, but Mr. Cazabon will soon be here again, I hope. Is he not making progress? Yes, much more rapid progress than I first expected. Indeed, he is already nearly in his usual state of health. You do not fear that the illness will return? said Dorothea, whose quick ear had detected some significance in Lidgate's tone. Such cases are peculiarly difficult to pronounce upon. Said Lidgate, the only point on which I can be confident is that it will be desirable to be very watchful on Mr. Cazabon's account, lest he should, in any way, strain his nervous power. I beseech you to speak quite plainly, said Dorothea, in an imploring tone. I cannot bear to think that there might be something which I did not know, and which, if I had known it, would have made me act differently. The words came out like a cry. It was evident that they were the voice of some mental experience which lay not very far off. Sit down, she added, placing herself on the nearest chair, and throwing off her bonnet and gloves, with an instinctive discarding of formality, where a great question of destiny was concerned. What you say now justifies my own view, so Lidgate, I think it is one's function, as a medical man, to hinder regrets of that sort as far as possible. But I beg you to observe that Mr. Cazabon's case is precisely of the kind in which the issue is most difficult to pronounce upon. He may possibly live for fifteen years or more, without much worse health than he has had hitherto. Dorothea had turned very pale, and when Lidgate paused she said in a low voice, You mean, if we are very careful? Yes, careful against mental agitation of all kinds, and against excessive application. He would be miserable if he had to give up his work, said Dorothea with a quick pre-vision of that wretchedness. I am aware of that. The only course is to try by all means, direct and indirect, to moderate and vary his occupations. With a happy concurrence of circumstances, there is, as I said, no immediate danger from that affection of the heart, which I believe to have been the cause of his late attack. On the other hand, it is possible that the disease may develop itself more rapidly. It is one of those cases in which death is sometimes sudden. Nothing should be neglected which might be affected by such an issue. There was silence for a few moments, while Dorothea sat, as if she had been turned to marble, though the life within her was so intense that her mind had never before swept in brief time over an equal range of scenes and motives. Help me pray, she said at last, in the same low voice as before. Tell me what I can do. What do you think of foreign travel? You have been lately in Rome, I think. The memories which made this resource utterly hopeless were a new current that shook Dorothea out of her pallid immobility. Oh, that would not do! That would be worse than anything! She said, with a more childlike despondency, while tears rolled down, nothing will be of any use that he does not enjoy. I wish I could have spared you this pain, said Lidgate, deeply touched. He had wondering about her marriage. Women just like Dorothea had not entered into his traditions. It was right of you to tell me. I thank you for telling me the truth. I wish you to understand that I shall not say anything to enlighten Mr. Casablan himself. I think it desirable for him to know nothing more than that he must not overwork himself, and must observe certain rules. Anxiety of any kind would be precisely the most unfavorable condition for him. Lidgate rose, and Dorothea mechanically rose at the same time, unclasping her cloak, and throwing it off as if it stifled her. He was bowing and quitting her, when an impulse, which if she had been alone would have turned into a prayer, made her say with a sob in her voice, Oh, you are a wise man, are you not? You know all about life and death. Advise me. Think what I can do. He has been laboring all his life and looking forward. He minds about nothing else. And I mind about nothing else. For years after Lidgate remembered the impression produced in him by this involuntary appeal, this cry from soul to soul without other consciousness than their moving with kindred natures in the same embroiled medium, the same troubulous fitfully illuminated life. But what could he say now, except that he should see Mr. Kazabon again to-morrow? When he was gone, Dorothea's tears gushed forth and relieved her stifling oppression. Then she dried her eyes, reminded that her distress must not be betrayed to her husband, and looked round the room, thinking that she must order the servant to attend to it as usual, since Mr. Kazabon might now, at any moment, wish to enter. On his writing-table there were letters which had lain untouched since the morning when he was taken ill, and among them, as Dorothea well remembered, there were young Ladislaw's letters, the one addressed to her still unopened. The associations of these letters had been made the more painful by that sudden attack of illness, which she felt that the agitation caused by her anger might have helped to bring on. It would be time enough to read them when they were again thrust upon her, and she had had no inclination to fetch them from the library. But now it occurred to her that they should be put out of her husband's sight. Whatever might have been the sources of his annoyance about them, he must, if possible, not be annoyed again. And she ran her eyes first over the letter addressed to him, to assure herself whether or not it would be necessary to write in order to hinder the offensive visit. Will wrote from Rome, and began by saying that his obligations to Mr. Kazabon were too deep for all thanks not to seem impertinent. It was plain that if he were not grateful he must be the poorest spirited rascal who had ever found a generous friend. To expand in any worthy thanks would be like saying, I am honest. But Will had come to perceive that his defects, defects which Mr. Kazabon had himself often pointed to, needed for their correction that more strenuous position which his relative's generosity had hitherto prevented from being inevitable. He trusted that he should make the best return, if return were possible, by showing the effectiveness of the education for which he was indebted, and by ceasing in future to need any diversion towards himself of funds on which others might have a better claim. He was coming to England to dry his fortune as many other young men were obliged to do whose only capital was in their brains. His friend, Naumann, had desired him to take charge of the dispute, the picture painted for Mr. Kazabon, with whose permission and Mrs. Kazabon's Will would convey it to Loic in person. A letter addressed to the post-Ressente in Paris within the fortnight would hinder him, if necessary, from arriving at an inconvenient moment. He enclosed a letter to Mrs. Kazabon in which he continued a discussion about art, begun with her in Rome. Opening her own letter Dorothea saw that it was a lively continuation of his remonstance with her fanatical sympathy and her want of sturdy neutral delight in things as they were, an outpouring of his young vivacity which it was impossible to read just now. She had immediately to consider what was to be done about the other letter. There was still time, perhaps, to prevent Will from coming to Loic. Dorothea ended by giving the letter to her uncle, who was still in the house, and begging him to let Will know that Mr. Kazabon had been ill, and that his health would not allow the reception of any visitors. No one more ready than Mr. Brooke to write a letter. His only difficulty was to write a short one, and his ideas, in this case, expanded over the three large pages and the inward foldings. He had simply said to Dorothea, to be sure I will write, my dear, he is a very clever young fellow, this letter's law. I dare say he will be a rising young man. It's a good letter. Marks his sense of thing. It's a good letter. Marks his sense of things, you know. However, I will tell them about Kazabon. But Mr. Brooke's pen was a thinking organ, evolving sentences, especially of a benevolent kind, before the rest of his mind could well overtake them. It expressed regrets and proposed remedies, which, when Mr. Brooke read them, seemed felicitously worded, surprisingly the right thing, and determined a sequel which he had never before thought of. In this case, his pen found it such a pity young lad's law should have not come into the neighbourhood just at that time, in order that Mr. Brooke might make his acquaintance more fully, and that they might go over the long-neglected Italian drawings together. It also felt such an interest in a young man who was starting in life with a stock of ideas, that by the end of the second page, it had persuaded Mr. Brooke to invite young lad's law, since he could not be received at Loeig, to come to Tipton Grange. Why not? They could find a great many things to do together, and this was a period of peculiar growth. The political horizon was expanding, and, in short, Mr. Brooke's pen went off into a little speech which it had lately reported for that imperfectly edited organ, the middle-march pioneer. While Mr. Brooke was sealing this letter, he felt elated with an influx of dim projects, a young man capable of putting ideas into form, the pioneer purchased to clear the pathway for a new candidate, documents utilised, who knew what might come of it all? Since Celia was going to marry immediately, it would be very pleasant to have a young fellow at table with him, at least to her time. But he went away without telling Dorothea what he had put into the letter, for she was engaged with her husband, and, in fact, these things were of no importance to her. By George Elliot. How will you know the pitch of that great bell, too large for you to stir? Let but a flute play, neath the fine-mixed metal. Listen close, till the right note flows forth, a silvery rill, then shall a huge bell tremble, then the mass with myriad waves concurrent shall respond in low, soft unison. Lidgate that evening spoke to Miss Vincey of Mrs. Cashibon, and laid some emphasis on the strong feeling she appeared to have for that formal studious man 30 years older than herself. Of course she is devoted to her husband, said Rosamond, implying a notion of necessary sequence, which the scientific man regarded as the prettiest possible for a woman. But she was thinking at the same time that it was not so very melancholy to be mistress of Loic Manor, with a husband likely to die soon. Do you think her very handsome? She certainly is handsome. But I have not thought about it, said Lidgate. I suppose it would be unprofessional, said Rosamond, dimpling. But how your practice is spreading! You were called in before to the Chetums, I think, and now the Cashibons. Yes, said Lidgate, in a tone of compulsory admission, but I do not really like attending such people so well as the poor. The cases are more monotonous, and one has to go through more fast and listen more deferentially to nonsense. Not more than in Middlemarch, said Rosamond, and at least you go through wide corridors and have the scent of rose leaves everywhere. That is true, mademoiselle de Montmorency, said Lidgate, just bending his head to the table, and lifting with his fourth finger her delicate handkerchief, which lay at the mouth of her reticule, as if to enjoy its scent while he looked at her with a smile. But this agreeable holiday freedom with which Lidgate hovered about the flower of Middlemarch could not continue indefinitely. It was not more possible to find social isolation in that town than elsewhere, and two people, persistently flirting, could by no means escape from the various entanglements, weights, blows, clashings, motions, by which things severally go on. Whatever Miss Vincy did must be remarked, and she was perhaps the more conspicuous to admirers and critics, because just now Mrs. Vincy, after some struggle, had gone with Fred to stay a little while at Stone Court, there being no other way of at once gratifying old Featherston and keeping watch against Mary Garth, who appeared a less tolerable daughter-in-law in proportion as Fred's illness disappeared. Aunt Bullstrowed, for example, came a little oftener into Lowick Gate to see Rosamond now she was alone, for Mrs. Bullstrowed had a true sisterly feeling for her brother, always thinking that he might have married better, but wishing well to the children. Now Mrs. Bullstrowed had a long-standing intimacy with Mrs. Plyndale. They had nearly the same preferences in silks, patents for under-clothing, chinaware, and clergymen. They confided their little troubles of health and household management to each other, and various little points of superiority on Mrs. Bullstrowed's side, namely more decided seriousness, more admiration for mind, and a house outside the town sometimes served to give colour to their conversation without dividing them, well-meaning women both, knowing very little of their own motives. Mrs. Bullstrowed, paying a morning visit to Mrs. Plyndale, happened to say that she could not stay longer because she was going to see poor Rosamond. Why do you say poor Rosamond? said Mrs. Plyndale, a round-eyed, sharp little woman, like a tamed falcon. She is so pretty and has been brought up in such thoughtlessness. The mother, you know, had always that levity about her, which makes me anxious for the children. Well, Harriet, if I am to speak my mind, said Mrs. Plyndale, with emphasis, I must say anybody would suppose you and Mr. Bullstrowed would be delighted with what has happened, for you have done everything to put Mr. Lidgate forward. Selina, what do you mean? said Mrs. Bullstrowed, in genuine surprise. Not but what I am truly thankful for Ned's sake, said Mrs. Plyndale, he could certainly better afford to keep such a wife than some people can, but I should wish him to look elsewhere. Still, the mother has anxieties, and some young men would take to a bad life in consequence. Besides, if I was obliged to speak, I should say I was not fond of strangers coming into a town. I don't know, Selina, said Mrs. Bullstrowed, with a little emphasis in her turn. Mr. Bullstrowed was a stranger here at one time, Abraham and Moses were strangers in the land, and we are told to entertain strangers, and especially, she added, after a slight pause, when they are unexceptionable. I was not speaking in a religious sense, Harriet. I spoke as a mother. Selina, I am sure you have never heard me say anything against a niece of mine marrying your son. Oh, it is pride in Miss Vincey. I am sure it is nothing else, said Mrs. Plyndale, who had never before given all her confidence to Harriet on this subject. No young man in Middlemarch was good enough for her. I have heard her mother say as much. That is not a Christian spirit, I think. But now, from all I hear, she has found a man as proud as herself. You don't mean that there is anything between Rosamond and Mr. Lidgate, said Mrs. Bullstrowed, rather mortified at finding out her own ignorance. Is it possible you don't know, Harriet? Oh, I go about so little, and I am not fond of gossip. I really never hear any. You see so many people that I don't see. Your circle is rather different from ours. Well, but your own niece, and Mr. Bullstrowed's great favourite, and yours too, I am sure, Harriet, I thought at one time you meant him for Kate when she is a little older. I don't believe there can be anything serious at present, said Mrs. Bullstrowed. My brother would certainly have told me. Well, people have different ways, but I understand that nobody can see Miss Vincey and Mr. Lidgate together without taking them to be engaged. However, it is not my business. Shall I put up the pattern of Mittens? After this, Mrs. Bullstrowed drove to her niece with a mind newly weighted. She was herself handsomely dressed, but she noticed with a little more regret than usual that Rosamond, who was just come in and met her in a walking dress, was almost as expensively equipped. Mrs. Bullstrowed was a feminine, smaller edition of her brother, and had none of her husband's low-toned pala. She had a good, honest glance, and used no circumlocution. You are alone, I see, my dear, she said, as they entered the drawing-room together, looking round gravely. Rosamond felt sure that her aunt had something particular to say, and they sat down near each other. Nevertheless, the quilling inside Rosamond's bonnet was so charming that it was impossible not to desire the same kind of thing for Kate. And Mrs. Bullstrowed's eyes, which were rather fine, rolled round that ample quilled circuit while she spoke. I have just heard something about you that has surprised me very much, Rosamond. What is that, aunt? Rosamond's eyes also were roaming over her aunt's large, embroidered collar. I can hardly believe it, that you should be engaged without my knowing it, without your father's telling me. Here Mrs. Bullstrowed's eyes finally rested on Rosamond's, who blushed deeply and said, I am not engaged, aunt. How is it that everyone says so then, that it is the town's talk? The town's talk is a very little consequence, I think, said Rosamond, inwardly gratified. Oh, my dear, be more thoughtful, don't despise your neighbour so. Remember, you are turned twenty-two now, and you will have no fortune. Your father, I am sure, will not be able to spare you anything. Mr. Lidgate is very intellectual and clever. I know there is an attraction in that. I like talking to such men myself, and your uncle finds him very useful. But the profession is a poor one here. To be sure, this life is not everything, but it is seldom a medical man has true religious views. There is too much pride of intellect. And you are not fit to marry a poor man. Mr. Lidgate is not a poor man, aunt. He has very high connections. He told me himself he was poor. That is because he is used to people who have a high style of living. My dear Rosamond, you must not think of living in high style. Rosamond looked down and played with her reticule. She was not a fiery young lady, and had no sharp answers, but she meant to live as she pleased. Then it is really true, said Mrs. Bullsroad, looking very earnestly at her niece. You are thinking of Mr. Lidgate? There is some understanding between you, though your father doesn't know. Be open, my dear Rosamond. Mr. Lidgate has really made you an offer. Poor Rosamond's feelings were very unpleasant. She had been quite easy as to Lidgate's feeling and intention, but now when her aunt put this question, she did not like being unable to say yes. Her pride was hurt, but her habitual control of manner helped her. Pray excuse me, aunt, I would rather not speak on the subject. You would not give your heart to a man without a decided prospect, I trust, my dear, and think of the two excellent offers I know of that you have refused, and one still within your reach if you will not throw it away. I knew a very great beauty who married badly at last by doing so. Mr. Ned Plimdale is a nice young man, some might think good looking, and an only son, and a large business of that kind is better than a profession. Not that marrying is everything, I would have you seek first the kingdom of God, but a girl should keep her heart within her own power. I should never give it to Mr. Ned Plimdale if it were. I have already refused him. If I loved, I should love at once and without change, said Rosamond, with a great sense of being a romantic heroine and playing the part prettily. I see how it is, my dear, said Mrs. Baldstrode in a melancholy voice, rising to go. You have allowed your affections to be engaged without return. No indeed, aunt, said Rosamond, with emphasis. Then you are quite confident that Mr. Lidgate has a serious attachment to you? Rosamond's cheeks by this time were persistently burning, and she felt much mortification. She chose to be silent, and her aunt went away all the more convinced. Mr. Baldstrode in things worldly and indifferent was disposed to do what his wife spat him, and she now, without telling her reasons, desired him on the next opportunity to find out in conversation with Mr. Lidgate whether he had any intention of marrying soon. The result was a decided negative. Mr. Baldstrode, on being cross-questioned, showed that Lidgate had spoken as no man would who had any attachment that could issue in matrimony. Mrs. Baldstrode now felt that she had a serious duty before her, and she soon managed to arrange a tetatate with Lidgate, in which she passed from inquiries about Fred Binsey's health, and expressions of her sincere anxiety for her brother's large family, to general remarks on the dangers which lay before young people with regard to their settlement in life. Young men were often wild and disappointing, making little return for the money spent on them, and the girl was exposed to many circumstances which might interfere with her prospects. Especially when she has great attractions and her parents see much company, said Mrs. Baldstrode, gentlemen pay her attention and engross her all to themselves for the mere pleasure of the moment, and that drives off others. I think it is a heavy responsibility, Mr. Lidgate, to interfere with the prospects of any girl. Here Mrs. Baldstrode fixed her eyes on him with an unmistakable purpose of warning, if not of rebuke. Clearly, said Lidgate, looking at her, perhaps even staring a little in return. On the other hand, a man must be a great cotscomb to go about with a notion that he must not pay attention to a young lady lest she should fall in love with him, or lest others should think she must. Oh, Mr. Lidgate, you know well what your advantages are. You know that our young men here cannot cope with you. Where you frequent her house, it may militate very much against the girls making a desirable settlement in life, and prevent her from accepting offers, even if they are made. Lidgate was less flattered by his advantage over the middle march or land-o's than he was annoyed by the perception of Mrs. Baldstrode's meaning. She felt that she had spoken as impressively as it was necessary to do, and that in using the superior word, militate, she had thrown a noble drapery over a mass of particulars which were still evident enough. Lidgate was fuming a little, pushed his hair back with one hand, felt curiously in his waistcoat pocket with the other, and then stooped to beckon the tiny black spaniel, which had the insight to decline his hollow caresses. It would not have been decent to go away, because he had been dining with other guests, and had just taken tea. But Mrs. Baldstrode, having no doubt that she had been understood, turned the conversation. Solomon's proverbs, I think, have omitted to say that, as the sore pallet findeth grit, so an uneasy consciousness hereeth in Uendoes. The next day Mr. Fairbrother, parting from Lidgate in the street, supposed that they should meet at Vince's in the evening. Lidgate answered curtly, No, he had work to do. He must give up going out in the evening. What? You are going to get lashed to the mast, eh, and are stopping your ears, said the vicar. Well, if you don't mean to be won by the sirens, you are right to take precautions in time. A few days before, Lidgate would have taken no notice of these words as anything more than the vicar's usual way of putting things. They seemed now to convey an innuendo, which confirmed the impression that he had been making a fool of himself, and behaving so as to be misunderstood. Not, he believed, by Rosamund herself. She, he felt sure, took everything as lightly as he intended it. She had an exquisite tact and insight in relation to all points of manners, but the people she lived among were blunderers and busybodies. However, the mistake should go no farther. He resolved, and kept his resolution, that he would not go to Mr. Vince's except on business. Rosamund became very unhappy. The uneasiness first stirred by her aunt's questions grew and grew, till, at the end of ten days that she had not seen Lidgate, it grew into terror at the blank that might possibly come into foreboding of that ready, fatal sponge which so cheaply wipes out the hopes of mortals. The world would have a new dreariness for her, as a wilderness that a magician's spells had turned for a little while into a garden. She felt that she was beginning to know the pang of disappointed love, and that no other man could be the occasion of such delightful aerial building as she had been enjoying for the last six months. Poor Rosamund lost her appetite and felt as forlorn as Ariadne, as a charming stage Ariadne left behind with all her boxes full of costumes and no hope of a coach. There are many wonderful mixtures in the world which are all alike called love and claim the privileges of a sublime rage which is an apology for everything in literature and the drama. Happily Rosamund did not think of committing any desperate act. She plaited her fair hair as beautifully as usual, and kept herself proudly calm. Her most cheerful supposition was that her aunt Ballstrode had interfered in some way to hinder Lidgate's visits. Everything was better than a spontaneous indifference in him. Anyone who imagines ten days too short a time, not for falling into leanness, lightness, or other measurable effects of passion, but for the whole spiritual circuit of alarmed conjecture and disappointment, is ignorant of what can go on in the elegant leisure of a young lady's mind. On the eleventh day, however, Lidgate, when leaving Stonecourt, was requested by Mrs. Vincy to let her husband know that there was a marked change in Mr. Featherston's health, and that she wished him to come to Stonecourt on that day. Now, Lidgate might have called at the warehouse, or might have written a message on a leaf of his pocketbook, and left it at the door. Yet these simple devices apparently did not occur to him, from which we may conclude that he had no strong objection to calling at the house at an hour when Mr. Vincy was not at home, and leaving the message with Miss Vincy. A man may, from various motives, decline to give his company, but perhaps not even a sage would be gratified that nobody missed him. It would be a graceful, easy way of piecing on the new habits to the old, to have a few playful words with Rosamond about his resistance to dissipation, and his firm resolve to take long fasts, even from sweet sounds. It must be confessed also that momentary speculation as to all the possible grounds for Mrs. Bullstrode's hints had managed to get woven, like slight clinging hairs, into the more substantial web of his thoughts. Miss Vincy was alone, and blushed so deeply when Lidgate came in, that he felt a corresponding embarrassment, and instead of any playfulness, he began at once to speak of his reason for calling, and to beg her, almost formally, to deliver the message to her father. Rosamond, who at the first moment felt as if her happiness were returning, was keenly hurt by Lidgate's manner. Her blush had departed, and she assented coldly, without adding an unnecessary word, some trivial chain-work which she had in her hands, enabling her to avoid looking at Lidgate higher than his chin. In all failures the beginning is certainly the half of the whole. After sitting two long moments while he moved his whip and could say nothing, Lidgate rose to go, and Rosamond, made nervous by her struggle between mortification and the wish not to betray it, dropped her chain as if startled, and rose too, mechanically. Lidgate instantaneously stooped to pick up the chain. When he rose, he was very near to a lovely little face, set on a fair long neck which he had been used to see turning about under the most perfect management of self-contented grace. But as he raised his eyes now, he saw a certain helpless quivering which touched him quite newly, and made him look at Rosamond with a questioning flash. At this moment she was as natural as she had ever been when she was five years old. She felt that her tears had risen, and it was no use to try to do anything else than let them stay like water on a blue flower, or let them fall over her cheeks, even as they would. That moment of naturalness was the crystallizing feather touch. It shook flirtation into love. Remember that the ambitious man who was looking at those forget-me-nots under the water was very warm-hearted and rash. He did not know where the chain went. An idea had thrilled through the recesses within him, which had a miraculous effect in raising the power of passionate love, lying buried there in no sealed sepulchre, but under the lightest, easily pierced mould. His words were quite abrupt and awkward, but the tone made them sound like an ardent appealing of owl. What is the matter? You are distressed. Tell me, pray! Rosamond had never been spoken to in such tones before. I am not sure that she knew what the words were, but she looked at Lidgate, and the tears fell over her cheeks. There could have been no more complete answer than that silence, and Lidgate, forgetting everything else, completely mastered by the outrush of tenderness at the sudden belief that this sweet young creature depended on him for her joy, actually put his arms around her, folding her gently and protectingly. He was used to being gentle with the weak and suffering, and kissed each of the two large tears. This was a strange way of arriving at an understanding, but it was a short way. Rosamond was not angry, but she moved backward a little intimate happiness, and Lidgate could now sit near her and speak less incompletely. Rosamond had to make her little confession, and he poured out words of gratitude and tenderness with impulsive lavishment. In half an hour he left the house an engaged man, whose soul was not his own, but the woman to whom he had bound himself. He came again in the evening to speak with Mr. Vincey, who, just returned from Stonecourt, was feeling sure that it would not belong before he heard of Mr. Featherston's demise. The felicitous word demise, which had seasonably occurred to him, had raised his spirits even above their usual evening pitch. The right word is always a power, and communicates its definiteness to our action. Considered as a demise, old Featherston's death assumed a merely legal aspect, so that Mr. Vincey could tap his snuff-box over it and be jovial, without even an intermittent affectation of solemnity. And Mr. Vincey hated both solemnity and affectation. Who was ever awestruck about a test data, or sang a hymn on the title to real property? Mr. Vincey was inclined to take a jovial view of all things that evening. He even observed to Lidgate that Fred had got the family constitution after all, and would soon be as fine a fellow as ever again. And when his approbation of Rosamond's engagement was asked for, he gave it with astonishing facility, passing at once to general remarks on the desirableness of matrimony for young men and maidens, and apparently deducing from the whole the appropriateness of a little more punch. And of Chapter 31, Chapter 32 of Middle March This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For further information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org Middle March by George Elliott, Chapter 32 They'll take suggestion as a cat lapsed milk. Shakespeare the Tempest The triumphant confidence of the mayor founded on Mr. Featherston's insistent demand that Fred and his mother should not leave him was a feeble emotion compared with all that was agitating the breasts of the old man's blood relations, who naturally manifested more their sense of the family tie, and were more visibly numerous now that he had become bedridden. Naturally, for when poor Peter had occupied his armchair in the wainscoted parlour, no assiduous beetles for whom the cook prepares boiling water could have been less welcome on a hearth which they had reasons for preferring than those persons whose Featherston blood was ill-nourished, not from penurisness on their part, but from poverty. Brother Solomon and Sister Jane were rich, from the family candour and total abstinence from false politeness, with which they were always received seemed to them no argument that their brother in the solemn act of making his will would overlook the superior claims of wealth. Themselves at least he had never been unnatural enough to banish from his house, and it seemed hardly eccentric that he should have kept away Brother Jonah, Sister Martha and the rest who had no shadow of such claims. They knew Peter's maxim that money was a good egg and should be laid in a warm nest. But Brother Jonah, Sister Martha and all the needy exiles held a different point of view. Probabilities are as various as the faces to be seen at will in fretwork or paper hangings. Every form is there, from Jupiter to Judy, if you only look with creative inclination. To the poorer and least favoured, it seemed likely that since Peter had done nothing for them in his life he would remember them at the last. Jonah argued that men like to make a surprise of their wills, while Martha said that nobody need be surprised if he left the best part of his money to those who least expected it. Also it was not to be thought, but that an own brother lying there with dropsy in his legs must come to feel that blood was thicker than water, and if he didn't alter his will he might have money by him. At any rate some blood relations should be on the premises and on the watch against those who were hardly relations at all. Such things had been known as forged wills and disputed wills which seemed to have the golden hazy advantage of somehow enabling non-legaties to live out of them. Again those who were no blood relations might be caught making away with things, and poor Peter lying there helpless. Somebody should be on the watch. But in this conclusion they were at one with Solomon and Jane. Also some nephews, nieces and cousins arguing with still greater subtlety as to what might be done by a man able to will away his property and give himself large treats of oddity, felt in a handsome sort of way that there was a family interest to be attended to, and thought of Stonecourt as a place which it would be nothing but right for them to visit. Sister Martha, otherwise Mrs. Cranch, living with some weasiness in the chalky flats, could not undertake the journey, but her son, as being poor Peter's own nephew, could represent her advantageously, and watch lest his uncle Jonah should make an unfair use of the improbable things which seemed likely to happen. In fact there was a general sense running in the Featherston blood that everybody must watch everybody else, and that it would be well for everybody else to reflect that the Almighty was watching him. Thus Stonecourt continually saw one or other blood relation alighting or departing, and Mary Garth had the unpleasant task of carrying their messages to Mr. Featherston, who would see none of them, and sent her down with the still more unpleasant task of telling them so. As manager of the household she felt bound to ask them in good provincial fashion to stay and eat, but she chose to consult Mrs. Vincy on the point of extra downstairs consumption, now that Mr. Featherston was laid up. Oh my dear, you must do things handsomely, where there's last illness and a property, God knows I don't grudge them every ham in the house, only save the best for the funeral. Have some stuffed veal always, and a fine cheese in cut. You must expect to keep open house in these last illnesses," said liberal Mrs. Vincy, once more of cheerful note and bright plumage. But some of the visitors alighted and did not depart after the handsome treating to veal and ham. Brother Jonah, for example, there are such unpleasant people in most families, perhaps even in the highest aristocracy. There are brobding nag specimens, gigantically in debt and bloated at greater expense. Brother Jonah, I say, having come down in the world, was mainly supported by a calling which he was modest enough not to boast of, though it was much better than swindling, either on exchange or turf, but which did not require his presence at Brasing so long as he had a good corner to sit in and a supply of food. He chose the kitchen corner, partly because he liked it best, and partly because he did not want to sit with Solomon, concerning whom he had a strong brotherly opinion. Seated in a famous armchair and in his best suit, constantly within sight of good cheer, he had a comfortable consciousness of being on the premises, mingled with fleeting suggestions of Sunday and the bar at the Green Man. And he informed Mary Garth that he should not go out of reach of his brother Peter while that poor fellow was above ground. The troublesome ones in a family are usually either the wits or the idiots. Jonah was the wit among the Featherstons, and joked with the maid servants when they came about the hearth, but seemed to consider Miss Garth a suspicious character and followed her with cold eyes. Mary would have borne this one pair of eyes with comparative ease, but unfortunately there was young Cranch, who, having come all the way from the chalky flats to represent his mother and watch his uncle Jonah, also felt it his duty to stay and to sit chiefly in the kitchen to give his uncle company. Young Cranch was not exactly the balancing point between the wit and the idiot, verging slightly towards the latter type, and squinting so as to leave everything in doubt about his sentiments, except that they were not of a forcible character. When Mary Garth entered the kitchen and Mr. Jonah Featherston began to follow her with his cold, detective eyes, young Cranch, turning his head in the same direction, seemed to insist on it that she should remark how he was squinting as if he did it with design, like the gypsies when Borough read the New Testament to them. This was rather too much for poor Mary. Sometimes it made her billious, sometimes it upset her gravity. One day that she had an opportunity, she could not resist describing the kitchen scene to Fred, who would not be hindered from immediately going to see it, affecting simply to pass through. But no sooner did he face the four eyes than he had to rush through the nearest door, which happened to lead to the dairy, and there under the high roof and among the pans, he gave way to laughter, which made a hollow resonance perfectly audible in the kitchen. He fled by another doorway, but Mr. Jonah, who had not before seen Fred's wide complexion, long legs and pinched delicacy of face, prepared many sarcasms in which these points of appearance were witterly combined with the lowest moral attributes. Why, Tom, you don't wear such gentlemanly trousers. You haven't got half such fine long legs," said Jonah to his nephew, winking at the same time, to imply that there was something more in these statements than their undeniableness. Tom looked at his legs, but left it uncertain whether he preferred his moral advantages to a more vicious length of limb and reprehensible gentility of trouser. In the large, wainscoted parlour, too, there were constantly pairs of eyes on the watch and own relatives eager to be sitters up. Many came, lunched, and departed, but Brother Solomon and the lady who had been Jane Featherston for twenty-five years before she was Mrs. Wall found it good to be there every day for hours, without other calculable occupation than that of observing the cunning Mary Garth, who was so deep that she could be found out in nothing, and giving occasional dry wrinkly indications of crying as if capable of torrents in a wetter season at the thought that they were not allowed to go into Mr. Featherston's room. For the old man's dislike of his own family seemed to get stronger as he got less able to amuse himself by saying biting things to them. Too languid to sting, he had the more venom refluent in his blood. Not fully believing the message sent through Mary Garth, they had presented themselves together within the door of the bedroom, both in black, Mrs. Wall having a white handkerchief partially unfolded in her hand, and both with faces in a sort of half-morning purple. While Mrs. Vincy, with her pink cheeks and pink ribbons flying, was actually administering a cordial to their own brother, and the light-complexioned fred, his short hair curling, as might be expected in a gambler's, was lolling at his ease in a large chair. Old Featherston no sooner caught sight of these funereal figures appearing in spite of his orders than rage came to strengthen him more successfully than the cordial. He was propped up on a bedrest and always had his gold-headed stick lying by him. He seized it now and swept it backwards and forwards in as large an area as he could, apparently to ban these ugly spectres, crying in a hoarse sort of screech, back, back, Mrs. Wall, back, Solomon! Oh, Brother Peter! Mrs. Wall began, but Solomon put his hand before her repressingly. He was a large, cheeked man, nearly seventy, with small, furtive eyes, and was not only of much bland a temper, but thought himself much deeper than his brother Peter. Indeed, not likely to be deceived in any of his fellow men in as much as they could not well be more greedy and deceitful than he suspected them of being. Even the invisible powers, he thought, were likely to be soothed by a bland parenthesis here and there, coming from a man of property who might have been as impious as others. Brother Peter, he said, in a weedling, yet gravely official tone, it's nothing but right I should speak to you about the three Crofts and the Manganese. The Almighty knows what I've got on my mind. Then he knows more than I want to know, said Peter, laying down his stick with a show of truce, which had a threat in it too, for he reversed the stick so as to make the gold handle a club, in case of closer fighting, and looked hard at Solomon's bald head. There's things you might repent of, brother, for want of speaking to me, said Solomon, not advancing, however. I could sit up with you tonight, and jane with me, willingly, and you might take your own time to speak, or let me speak. Yes, I shall take my own time. You needn't offer me yours, said Peter, but you can't take your own time to die in, brother, began Mrs. Wall with her usual woolly tone, and when you lie speechless you may be tired of having strangers about you, and you may think of me and my children. But here her voice broke under the touching thought which she was attributing to her speechless brother, the mention of ourselves being naturally affecting. No, I shan't, said Old Featherston, contradictiously. I shan't think of any of you, I've made my will, I tell you, I've made my will. Here he turned his head towards Mrs. Vincy, and swallowed some more of his cordial. Some people would be ashamed to fill up a place belonging by rights to others, said Mrs. Wall, turning her narrow eyes in the same direction. O sister, said Solomon, with ironical softness, you and me are not fine and handsome and clever enough. We must be humble, and let smart people push themselves before us. Fred's spirit could not bear this. Rising and looking at Mr. Featherston, he said, shall my mother and I leave the room, sir, that you may be alone with your friends? Sit down, I tell you, said Old Featherston snappishly. Stop where you are. Goodbye, Solomon, he added, trying to wield his stick again, but failing now that he had reversed the handle. Goodbye, Mrs. Wall, don't you come again. I shall be downstairs, brother, whether or no, said Solomon. I shall do my duty, and it remains to be seen what the Almighty will allow. Yes, in property going out of families, said Mrs. Wall in continuation, and where there are steady young men to carry on. But I pity them who are not such, and I pity their mothers. Goodbye, brother Peter. Remember, I am the eldest after you, brother, and prospered from the first, just as you did, and have got land already by the name of Featherston, said Solomon, relying much on that reflection as one which might be suggested in the watches of the night. But I bid you good-bye for the present. Their exit was hastened by their seeing Old Mr. Featherston pull his wig on each side, and shut his eyes with his mouth widening grimace, as if he were determined to be deaf and blind. Nonetheless, they came to Stonecourt daily, and sat below at the post of duty, sometimes carrying on a slow dialogue in an undertone in which the observation and response were so far apart that anyone hearing them might have imagined himself listening to speaking automata in some doubt whether the ingenious mechanism would really work or wind itself up for a long time in order to stick and be silent. Solomon and Jane would have been sorry to be quick what that led to might be seen on the other side of the wall in the person of Brother Jonah. But their watch in the wainscoted parlour was sometimes varied by the presence of other guests from far or near. Now that Peter Featherston was upstairs, his property could be discussed with all that local enlightenment to be found on the spot. Some rural and middle-march neighbours expressed much agreement with the family and sympathy with their interest against the Vinces, and feminine visitors were even moved to tears in conversation with Mrs. Wall when they recalled the fact that they themselves had been disappointed in times past by codicils and marriages for spite on the part of ungrateful elderly gentlemen, who it might have supposed had been spared for something better. Such conversation paused suddenly like an organ when the bellows are let drop if Mary Garth came into the room, and all eyes were turned on her as a possible legatee, or one who might get access to iron chests. But the younger men who were relatives or connections of the family were disposed to admire her in this problematic light, as a girl who showed much conduct, and who among all the chances that were flying might turn out to be at least a moderate prize. Hence she had her share of compliments and polite attentions. Especially for Mr. Borthrock Trumbull, a distinguished bachelor and auctioneer of those parts, much concerned in the sale of land and cattle, a public character indeed, whose name was seen on widely distributed placards, and who might reasonably be sorry for those who did not know of him. He was a second cousin to Peter Featherston, and had been treated by him with more amenity than any other relative, being useful in matters of business, and in that programme of his funeral, which the old man had himself dictated, he had been named as bearer. There was no odious cupidity in Mr. Borthrock Trumbull, nothing more than a sincere sense of his own merit, which he was aware, in case of rivalry, might tell against competitors. So that if Peter Featherston, who so far as he, Trumbull, was concerned, had behaved like as good a soul as ever breathed, should have done anything handsome by him, all he could say was that he had never fished and fawned, but had advised him to the best of his experience, which now extended over twenty years from the time of his apprenticeship at fifteen, and was likely to yield a knowledge of no surreptitious kind. His admiration was far from being confined to himself, but was accustomed professionally, as well as privately, to delight in estimating things at a high rate. He was an amateur of superior phrases, and never used poor language without immediately correcting himself, which was fortunate, as he was rather loud, and given to predominate, standing or walking about frequently, pulling down his waistcoat with the air of a man who is very much of his own opinion, trimming himself rapidly with his forefinger, and marking each new series in these movements by a busy play with his large seals. There was occasionally a little fierceness in his demeanour, but it was directed chiefly against false opinion, of which there is so much to correct in the world, that a man of some reading and experience necessarily has his patience tried. He felt that the Featherston family generally was of limited understanding, but being a man of the world and a public character, took everything as a matter of course, and even went to converse with Mr. Jonah and young Cranch in the kitchen, not doubting that he had impressed the latter greatly by his leading questions concerning the chalky flats. If anybody had observed that Mr. Borthrock Trumbull, being an auctioneer, was bound to know the nature of everything, he would have smiled and trimmed himself silently, with the sense that he came pretty near that. On the whole, in an auctioneering way, he was an honourable man, not ashamed of his business, and feeling that the celebrated Peel, now Sir Robert, if introduced to him, would not fail to recognise his importance. I don't mind if I have a slice of that ham and a glass of that ale, Miss Garth, if you will allow me, he said, coming into the parlour at half past eleven, after having had the exceptional privilege of seeing old Featherston, and standing with his back to the fire between Mrs. Wall and Solomon. It's not necessary for you to go out, let me ring the bell. Thank you, said Mary, I have an errand. Well, Mr. Trumbull, you're highly favoured, said Mrs. Wall. What, seeing the old man? said the auctioneer, playing with his seals, dispassionately. Ah, you see, he has relied on me considerably. Here he pressed his lips together, and frowned meditatively. Might anybody ask what their brother has been saying, said Solomon, in a soft tone of humility, in which he had a sense of luxurious cunning, he being a rich man, and not in need of it? Oh yes, anybody may ask, said Mr. Trumbull, with loud and good humour, though cutting sarcasm, anybody may interrogate, anyone may give their remarks an interrogative turn, he continued, his sonorousness rising with his style. This is constantly done by good speakers, even when they anticipate no answer. It's what we call a figure of speech, speech at a high figure, as one may say. The eloquent auctioneer smiled at his own ingenuity. I shouldn't be sorry to hear he'd remembered you, Mr. Trumbull, said Solomon. I was never against the deserving. It's the undeserving I'm against. Ah, there it is, you see, there it is, said Mr. Trumbull, significantly. It can't be denied that undeserving people have been legates, and even residuary legates. It is so, with testamentary dispositions. Again he pressed up his lips, and frowned a little. Do you mean to say for certain, Mr. Trumbull, that my brother has left his land away from our family, said Mrs. Wall, on whom, as an unhopeful woman, those long words had a depressing effect? A man might as well turn his land into charity land at once, as leave it to some people, observed Solomon, his sister's question, having drawn no answer. What, blue coat land, said Mrs. Wall again. Oh, Mr. Trumbull, you never can mean to say that. It would be flying in the face of the Almighty that's prospered him. While Mrs. Wall was speaking, Mr. Borthrock Trumbull walked away from the fireplace towards the window, patrolling with his forefinger round the inside of his stock, then along his whiskers, and the curves of his hair. He now walked to Ms. Garth's work table, opened a book which lay there, and read the title aloud with pompous emphasis, as if he were offering it for sale. Anne of Geustine, or the Maiden of the Mist, by the author of Waverly. Then, turning the page, he began sonorously, The course of four centuries has well nilapsed, since the series of events which are related in the following chapters took place on the continent. He pronounced the last, truly admirable word with the accent on the last syllable, not as unaware of vulgar usage, but feeling that this novel delivery enhanced the sonorous beauty which his reading had given to the whole. And now the servant came in with the tray, so that the moments for answering Mrs. Wall's question had gone by safely, while she and Solomon, watching Mr. Trumbull's movements, were thinking that high learning interfered sadly with serious affairs. Mr. Borthrock Trumbull really knew nothing about Old Featherston's will, but he could hardly have been brought to declare any ignorance, unless he had been arrested for misprision of treason. I should take a mere mouthful of ham and a glass of ale, he said reassuringly. As a man with public business, I take a snack when I can. I will back this ham, he added, after swallowing some morsels with alarming haste, against any ham in the three kingdoms. In my opinion it is better than the hams at Freshit Hall, and I think I am a tolerable judge. Some don't like so much sugar in their hams, said Mrs. Wall, but my poor brother would always have sugar. If any person demands better, he is at liberty to do so, but God bless me, what an aroma. I should be glad to buy in that quality, I know. There is some gratification to a gentleman. Here Mr. Trumbull's voice conveyed an emotional remonstrance, in having this kind of ham set on his table. He pushed aside his plate, poured out his glass of ale, and drew his chair a little forward, profiting by the occasion to look at the inner side of his legs, which he stroked approvingly. Mr. Trumbull having all those less frivolous heirs and gestures which distinguished the predominant races of the North. You have an interesting work there, I see, Ms. Garth. He observed, when Mary re-entered, it is by the author of Waverly. That is, Sir Walter Scott. I have bought one of his works myself, a very nice thing, a very superior publication, entitled Ivanhoe. You will not get any writer to beat him in a hurry, I think. He will not, in my opinion, be speedily surpassed. I have just been reading a portion at the commencement of Ann of Giesteen. It commences well. Things never began with Mr. Borthrop Trumbull. They always commenced, both in private life and on his hand-bills. You are a reader, I see. Do you subscribe to our Middlemarch Library? No, said Mary. Mr. Fred Vincey brought this book. I am a great bookman myself, return, Mr. Trumbull. I have no less than two hundred volumes in calf, and I flatter myself. They are very well selected. Also pictures by Marillo, Rubens, Tenier, Titian, Van Dyke, and others. I shall be happy to lend you any work you like to mention, Ms. Garth. I am much obliged, said Mary, hastening away again, but I have little time for reading. I should say my brother has done something for her in his will, said Solomon, in a very low undertone, when she had shut the door behind her. Pointing with his head towards the absent Mary. His first wife was a poor match for him, though, said Mrs. Wall. She brought him nothing, and this young woman is only her niece, and very proud, and my brother has always paid her wage. A sensible girl, though, in my opinion, said Mr. Trumbull, finishing his ale, and starting up with an emphatic adjustment of his waistcoat. I have observed her when she has been mixing medicine in drops. She minds what she is doing, sir. That is a great point in a woman, and a great point for our friend upstairs, poor, dear old soul. A man whose life is of any value should think of his wife as a nurse. That is what I should do if I am married, and I believe I have lived single long enough not to make a mistake in that line. Some men must marry to elevate themselves a little. But when I am in need of that, I hope someone will tell me so. I hope some individual will apprise me of the fact. I wish you good morning, Mrs. Wall. Good morning, Mr. Solomon. I trust we shall meet under less melancholy auspices. When Mr. Trumbull had departed with a fine bow, Solomon, leaning forward, observed to his sister, You may depend, Jane. My brother has left that girl a lumping sum. Anybody would think so, from the way Mr. Trumbull talks, said Jane. Then, after a pause, he talks as if my daughters wasn't to be trusted to give drops. Auctioneers talk wild, said Solomon. Not but what Trumbull has made money. And of Chapter 32, Chapter 33 of Middlemarch. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For further information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Middlemarch by George Elliott, Chapter 33. Close up his eyes and draw the curtain close, and let us all to meditation. Henry VI. Part 2 That night, after twelve o'clock, Mary Garth relieved the watch in Mr. Featherston's room, and sat there alone through the small hours. She often chose this task in which she found some pleasure, notwithstanding the old man's testiness whenever he demanded her attentions. There were intervals in which she could sit perfectly still, enjoying the outer stillness and the subdued light. The red fire, with its gently audible movement, seemed like a solemn existence, calmly independent of the petty passions, the imbecile desires, the straining after worthless uncertainties, which were daily moving her contempt. Mary was fond of her own thoughts, and could amuse herself well, sitting in twilight with her hands in her lap. For, having early had strong reason to believe that things were not likely to be arranged for her peculiar satisfaction, she wasted no time in astonishment and annoyance at that fact. And she had already come to take life very much as a comedy in which she had a proud, nay, a generous resolution not to act the mean or treacherous part. Mary might have become cynical if she had not had parents whom she honoured, and a well of affectionate gratitude within her, which was all the fuller, because she had learnt to make no unreasonable claims. She sat to-night revolving, as she was wont, the scenes of the day, her lips often curling with amusement at the oddities to which her fancy-added fresh drollery. People were so ridiculous with their illusions, carrying their fools' caps unawares, thinking their own lies opaque, while everybody else's were transparent, making themselves exceptions to everything, as if when all the world looked yellow under a lamp, they alone were rosy. Yet there were some illusions under Mary's eyes, which were not quite comic to her. She was secretly convinced, though she had no other grounds than her close observation of Old Featherston's nature. That in spite of his fondness for having the Vinces about him, they were as likely to be disappointed as any of the relations whom he kept at a distance. She had a good deal of disdain for Mrs. Vinces' evident alarm, lest she and Fred should be alone together, but it did not hinder her from thinking anxiously of the way in which Fred would be affected if it should turn out that his uncle had left him as poor as ever. She could make a butt of Fred when he was present, but she did not enjoy his follies when he was absent. Yet she liked her thoughts, a vigorous young mind, not overbalanced by passion, finds her good in making acquaintance with life, and watches its own powers with interest. Mary had plenty of merriment within. Her thought was not veined by any solemnity or pathos about the old man on the bed. Such sentiments are easier to affect than to feel about an aged creature, whose life is not visibly anything but a remnant of Vinces. She had always seen the most disagreeable side of Mr. Featherston. He was not proud of her, and she was only useful to him. To be anxious about a soul that is always snapping at you must be left to the saints of the earth, and Mary was not one of them. She had never returned him a harsh word, and had waited on him faithfully. That was her utmost. Old Featherston himself was not in the least anxious about his soul, and had declined to see Mr. Tucker on the subject. Tonight he had not once snapped, and for the first hour or two he lay remarkably still, until at last Mary heard him rattling his bunch of keys against the tin box, which he always kept in the bed beside him. About three o'clock he said, with remarkable distinctness, Missy, come here! Mary obeyed, and found that he had already drawn the tin box from under the clothes, though he usually asked to have this done for him, and he had selected the key. He now unlocked the box, and drawing from it another key, looked straight at her with eyes that seemed to have recovered all their sharpness, and said, how many of them are in the house? You mean of your own relations, sir, said Mary, well used to the old man's way of speech. He nodded slightly, and she went on. Mr. Jonah Featherston and young Cranch are sleeping here. Oh, why, they stick, do they? And the rest, they come every day, or warrant. Solomon and Jane, and all the youngens, they come peeping and counting and casting up. Not all of them every day. Mr. Solomon and Mrs. Wall are here every day, and the others come often. The old man listened with a grimace while she spoke, and then said, relaxing his face, the more falls they. You harken, Missy, it's three o'clock in the morning, and I've got all my faculties as well as ever I had in my life. I know all my property, and where the money's put out, and everything. And I've made everything ready to change my mind, and do as I like at the last. Do you hear, Missy? I've got my faculties. Well, sir, said Mary quietly. He now lowered his tone with an air of deeper cunning. I've made two wheels, and I'm going to burn one. Now you do as I tell you. This is the key of my iron chest in the closet there. You push well at the side of the brass plate at the top, till it goes like a bolt. Then you can put the key in the front lock and turn it. See and do that, and take out the topmost paper. Last will and testament, big printed. No, sir, said Mary in a firm voice. I cannot do that. Not do it. I tell you, you must, said the old man, his voice beginning to shake under the shock of this resistance. I cannot touch your iron chest or your wheel. I must refuse to do anything that might lay me open to suspicion. I tell you, I'm in my right mind. Shouldn't I do as I like at the last? I made two wheels on purpose. Take the key, I say. No, sir, I will not, said Mary, more resolutely still. Her repulsion was getting stronger. I tell you, there's no time to lose. I cannot help that, sir. I will not let the close of your life soil the beginning of mine. I will not touch your iron chest or your wheel. She moved to a little distance from the bedside. The old man paused with a blank stare for a little while, holding the one key erect on the ring. Then, with an agitated jerk, he began to work with his bony left hand at emptying the tin box before him. Missy, he began to say hurriedly, look here. Take the money, the notes, and the gold. Look here, take it. You shall have it all. Do as I tell you. He made an effort to stretch out the key to water as far as possible, and Mary again retreated. I will not touch your key or your money, sir. Pray don't ask me to do it again. If you do, I must go and call your brother. He let his hand fall, and for the first time in her life, Mary saw old Peter Featherston begin to cry childishly. She said, in as gentle a tone as she could command, Pray put up your money, sir. And then went away to her seat by the fire, hoping this would help to convince him that it was useless to say more. Presently he rallied and said eagerly, Look here then, call the young chap, call Fred Vincey. Mary's heart began to beat more quickly. Various ideas rushed through her mind as to what the burning of a second will might imply. She had to make a difficult decision in a hurry. I will call him if you will let me call Mr. Jonah and the others with him. Nobody else I say, the young chap, I shall do as I like. Wait till broad daylight, sir, when everyone is stirring, or let me call Simmons now to go and fetch the lawyer. He can be here in less than two hours. Lawyer, what do I want with the lawyer? Nobody shall know. I say nobody shall know. I shall do as I like. Let me call someone else, sir, said Mary persuasively. She did not like her position, alone with the old man, who seemed to show a strange flaring of nervous energy which enabled him to speak again and again, without falling into his usual cough. Yet she desired not to push unnecessarily the contradiction which agitated him. Let me pray, call someone else. You let me alone, I say. Look here, Missy, take the money. You'll never have the chance again. It's pretty nigh two hundred. There's more in the box and nobody knows how much there was. Take it and do as I tell you. Mary, standing by the fire, saw its red light falling on the old man, propped up on his pillows and bed rest, with his bony hand holding out the key and the money lying on the quilt before him. She never forgot that vision of a man wanting to do as he liked at the last. But the way in which he had put the offer of the money, urged her to speak with harder resolution than ever. It is of no use, sir. I will not do it. Put up your money. I will not touch your money. I will do anything else I can to comfort you, but I will not touch your keys or your money. Anything else? Anything else? said old Featherston, with horse rage, which, as if in a nightmare, tried to be loud, and yet was only just audible. I want nothing else. You come here. You come here. Mary approached him cautiously, knowing him too well. She saw him dropping his keys and trying to grasp his stick, while he looked at her like an aged hyena, the muscles of his face getting distorted with the effort of his hand. She paused at a safe distance. Let me give you some cordial, she said quietly, and try to compose yourself. You will perhaps go to sleep, and tomorrow by daylight you can do as you like. He lifted the stick in spite of her being beyond his reach, and threw it with a hard effort which was but impotence. It fell slipping over the foot of the bed. Mary let it lie, and retreated to her chair by the fire. By and by she would go to him with the cordial. Fatigue would make him passive. It was getting towards the chillest moment of the morning, the fire had got low, and she could see through the chink between the marine window curtains, the light whitened by the blind. Having put some wood on the fire and thrown a shawl over her, she sat down, hoping that Mr. Featherston might now fall asleep. If she went near him, the irritation might be kept up. He had said nothing after throwing the stick, but she had seen him taking his keys again, and laying his right hand on the money. He did not put it up, however, and she thought that he was dropping off to sleep. But Mary herself began to be more agitated by the remembrance of what she had gone through than she had been by the reality, questioning those acts of hers which had come imperatively and excluded all question in the critical moment. Presently the dry wood sent out a flame which illuminated every crevice, and Mary saw that the old man was lying quietly, with his head turned a little on one side. She went towards him with inaudible steps, and thought that his face looked strangely motionless. But the next moment, the movement of the flame communicating itself to all objects made her uncertain. The violent beating of her heart rendered her perception so doubtful that even when she touched him and listened for his breathing, she could not trust her conclusions. She went to the window and gently propped aside the curtain and blind, so that the still light of the sky fell on the bed. The next moment she ran to the bell and rang it energetically. In a very little while there was no longer any doubt that Peter Featherston was dead, with his right hand clasping the keys, and his left hand lying on the heap of notes and gold. End of Chapter 33, Chapter 34 of Middlemarch. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For further information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Middlemarch by George Elliott. Chapter 34 First gentleman, such men as this are feathers, chips and straws, carry no weight, no force. Second gentleman, but levity is casual too and makes the sum of weight, for power finds its place in lack of power, advances session, and the driven ship may run aground because the helmsman's thought lacked force to balance opposites. It was on a morning of May that Peter Featherston was buried. In the presaic neighborhood of Middlemarch May was not always warm and sunny, and on this particular morning a chill wind was blowing the blossoms from the surrounding gardens onto the green mounds of Lowick Churchyard. Swiftly moving clouds only now and then allowed a gleam to light up any object, whether ugly or beautiful, that happened to stand within its golden shower. In the churchyard the objects were remarkably various, for there was a little country crowd waiting to see the funeral. The news had spread that it was to be a big burying. The old gentleman had left written directions about everything, and meant to have a funeral beyond his betters. This was true, for old Featherston had not been a harpergon, whose passions had all been devoured by the ever-lean and ever-hungry passion of saving, and who would drive a bargain with his undertaker beforehand. He loved money, but he also loved to spend it in gratifying his peculiar tastes, and perhaps he loved it best of all as a means of making others feel his power more or less uncomfortably. If anyone will hear contend that there must have been traits of goodness in old Featherston, I will not presume to deny this, but I must observe that goodness is of a modest nature, easily discouraged, and when much elbowed in early life by unabashed vices, is apt to retire into extreme privacy, so that it is more easily believed in by those who construct a selfish old gentleman theoretically, than by those who form the narrower judgments based on his personal acquaintance. In any case, he had been bent on having a handsome funeral, and on having persons bid to it, who would rather have stayed at home. He had even desired that female relatives should follow him to the grave, and poor Sister Martha had taken a difficult journey for this purpose from the chalky flats. She and Jane would have been altogether cheered, in a tearful manner, by this sign that a brother who disliked seeing them while he was living, had been prospectively fond of their presence, when he should have become a test data, if the sign had not been made equivocal by being extended to Mrs. Vincy. Whose expense in handsome crepe seemed to imply the most presumptuous hopes, aggravated by a bloom of complexion, which told pretty plainly that she was not a blood relation, but of that generally objectionable class called wife's kin. We are all of us imaginative in some form or other, for images are the brood of desire, and poor old Featherston, who laughed much at the way in which others cajoled themselves, did not escape the fellowship of illusion. Inviting the program for his burial, he certainly did not make clear to himself that his pleasure in the little drama of which it formed a part was confined to anticipation. In chuckling over the vexations he could inflict by the rigid clutch of his dead hand, he inevitably mingled his consciousness with that livid, stagnant presence, and so far as he was preoccupied with a future life, it was with one of gratification inside his coffin. Thus old Featherston was imaginative after his fashion. However, the three morning coaches were filled according to the written orders of the deceased. There were pool-bearers on horseback, with the richest scarves and hat-bands, and even the under-bearers had trappings of woe which were of a good well-priced quality. The black procession, when dismounted, looked the larger for the smallness of the churchyard. The heavy human faces and the black draperies shivering in the wind seemed to tell of a world strangely incongruous with the lightly dropping blossoms and the gleams of sunshine on the daisies. The clergyman who met the procession was Mr. Cadwallader, also according to the request of Peter Featherston, prompted as usual by peculiar reasons. Having a contempt for curits, whom he always called understrapers, he was resolved to be buried by a benefaced clergyman. Mr. Cashibon was out of the question, not merely because he declined duty of this sort, but because Featherston had an especial dislike to him as the rector of his own parish, who had a lean on the land in the shape of tithe. Also as the deliverer of morning sermons, which the old man, being in his pew and not at all sleepy, had been obliged to sit through with an inward snarl. He had an objection to a parson stuck up above his head preaching to him, but his relations with Mr. Cadwallader had been of a different kind. The trout stream which ran through Mr. Cashibon's land took its course through Featherston's also, so that Mr. Cadwallader was a parson who had had to ask a favour instead of preaching. Moreover, he was one of the high gentry living four miles away from Loic, and was thus exalted to an equal sky with the sheriff of the county and other dignities vaguely regarded as necessary to the system of things. There would be a satisfaction in being buried by Mr. Cadwallader, whose very name offered a fine opportunity for pronouncing wrongly if you liked. This distinction conferred on the rector of Tipton and Fresh It, was the reason why Mrs. Cadwallader made one of the group that watched old Featherston's funeral from an upper window of the manor. She was not fond of visiting that house, but she liked, as she said, to see collections of strange animals, such as there would be at this funeral, and she had persuaded Sir James and the young Lady Chetam to drive the rector and herself to Loic in order that the visit might be altogether pleasant. I will go anywhere with you, Mrs. Cadwallader, Celia had said, but I don't like funerals. Oh my dear, when you have a clergyman in your family, you must accommodate your tastes. I did that very early. When I married Humphrey, I made up my mind to like sermons, and I set out by liking the end very much. That soon spread to the middle and the beginning, because I couldn't have the end without them. No, to be sure not, said the dowager Lady Chetam, with stately emphasis. The upper window from which the funeral could be well seen was in the room occupied by Mr. Cashebon when he had been forbidden to work. But he had resumed nearly his habitual style of life now in spite of warnings and prescriptions, and, after politely welcoming Mrs. Cadwallader, had slipped again into the library to chew a card of erudite mistake about Kush and Mizraim. But for her visitors Dorothea too might have been shut up in the library, and would not have witnessed this scene of old Featherston's funeral, which aloof as it seemed to be from the tenor of her life, always afterwards came back to her at the touch of certain sensitive points in memory, just as the vision of St. Peter's at Rome was in woven with moods of despondency. Scenes which make vital changes in our neighbour's lot are but the background of our own, yet, like a particular aspect of the fields and trees, they become associated for us with the epochs of our own history, and make a part of that unity which lies in the selection of our keenest consciousness. The dreamlike association of something alien and ill-understood, with the deepest secrets of her experience, seemed to mirror that sense of loneliness which was due to the very ardour of Dorothea's nature. The country gentry of old time lived in a rarefied social air, dotted apart on their stations up the mountain, they looked down with imperfect discrimination on the belts of thicker life below. And Dorothea was not a tease in the perspective and chilliness of that height. I shall not look any more, said Celia, after the train had entered the church, placing herself behind her husband's elbow so that she could slyly touch his coat with her cheek. I daresay Dodo likes it. She is fond of melancholy things and ugly people. I'm fond of knowing something about the people I live among, said Dorothea, who had been watching everything with the interest of a monk on his holiday tour. It seems to me we know nothing of our neighbours, unless they are cottages. One is constantly wondering what sort of lives other people lead and how they take things. I am quite obliged to Mrs. Cadwalada for coming and calling me out of the library. Quite right to feel obliged to me, said Mrs. Cadwalada. Your rich, low-it farmers are as curious as any buffaloes or bison, and I daresay you don't half see them at church. They are quite different from your uncle's tenants or Sir James's, monsters, for ummas without landlords. One can't tell how to class them. Most of these followers are not low-it people, said Sir James. I suppose they are legates from a distance or from Middlemarch. Lovegood tells me the old fellow has left a good deal of money, as well as land. Think of that now, when so many younger sons can't dine at their own expense, said Mrs. Cadwalada. Ah, turning round at the sound of the opening door. Here is Mr. Brooke. I felt that we were incomplete before, and here is the explanation. You will come to see this odd funeral, of course. No, I came to look after Cassiabon to see how he goes on, you know. And to bring a little news. A little news, my dear, said Mr. Brooke, nodding at Dorothea as she came towards him. I looked into the library, and I saw Cassiabon over his books. I told him it wouldn't do. I said, This will never do, you know. Think of your wife, Cassiabon. And he promised me to come up. I didn't tell him my news. I said he must come up. Ah, now they are coming out of church, Mrs. Cadwalada exclaimed. Dear me, what a wonderfully mixed set. Mr. Lidgater's doctor, I suppose. But that is really a good-looking woman, and the fair young man must be her son. Who are they, Sir James? Do you know? I see Vincey, the mayor of Middlemarch. There are probably his wife and son, said Sir James, looking interrogatively at Mr. Brooke, who nodded and said, Yes, a very decent family. A very good fellow is Vincey. A credit to the manufacturing interest. You have seen him at my house, you know. Ah, yes, one of your secret committee, said Mrs. Cadwalada, provokingly. A coursing fellow, though, said Sir James, with a foxhunter's disgust. And one of those who sucked the life out of the wretched hand loom weavers in Tipton and Frashit. That is how his family looked so fair and sleek, said Mrs. Cadwalada. Those dark, purple-faced people are an excellent foil. Dear me, they are like a set of jugs. Do look at Humphrey. One might fancy him an ugly archangel towering above them in his white surplus. It's a solemn thing to do, though, a funeral, said Mr. Brooke, if you take it in that light, you know. But I'm not taking it in that light. I can't wear my solemnity too often, else it will go to rags. It was time the old man died, and none of these people are sorry. How pitious, said Dorothea. This funeral seems to me the most dismal thing I ever saw. It is a blot on the morning. I cannot bear to think that anyone should die and leave no love behind. She was going to say more, but she saw her husband enter and seat himself a little in the background. The difference his presence made to her was not always a happy one. She felt that he often inwardly objected to her speech. Positively, exclaimed Mrs. Cadwallada, there is a new face come out from behind that broad man, queerer than any of them. A little round head with bulging eyes, a sort of frog face. Do look, you must be of another blood, I think. Let me see, said Celia, with awakened curiosity, standing behind Mrs. Cadwallada, and leaning forward over her head. Oh, what an odd face! Then, with a quick change to another sort of surprised expression, she added, Why, Dodo, you never told me that Mr. Laddish-Law was come again? Dorothea felt a shock of alarm. Everyone noticed her sudden paleness, as she looked up immediately at her uncle, while Mr. Casubon looked at her. He came with me, you know. He is my guest. Puts up with me at the Grange, said Mr. Brook, in his easiest tone, nodding at Dorothea, as if the announcement were just what she might have expected. And we have brought the picture at the top of the carriage. I knew you would be pleased with the surprise, Casubon. There you are to the very life, as a Aquinas, you know, quite the right sort of thing. And you will hear young Laddish-Law talk about it. He talks uncommonly well, points out this, that, and the other, knows art and everything of that kind. Companionable, you know, is up with you in any track, what I have been wanting a long while. Mr. Casubon bowed with cold politeness, mastering his irritation, but only so far as to be silent. He remembered Will's letter quite as well as Dorothea did. He had noticed that it was not among the letters which had been reserved for him on his recovery. And secretly concluding that Dorothea had sent word to Will not to come to Loic, he had shrunk with proud sensitiveness from ever recurring to the subject. He now inferred that she had asked her uncle to invite Will to the Grange, and she felt it impossible at that moment to enter into any explanation. Mrs. Cadwala's eyes, diverted from the churchyard, saw a good deal of dumb show which was not so intelligible to her as she could have desired, and could not repress the question, who is Mr. Ladislaw? A young relative of Mr. Casubon's, said Sir James promptly. His good nature often made him quick and clear-seeing in personal matters, and he had divined from Dorothea's glance at her husband, that there was some alarm in her mind. A very nice young fellow. Casubon has done everything for him, explained Mr. Brook. He repays your expense in him, Casubon, he went on nodding, encouragingly. I hope he will stay with me a long while, and we shall make something of my documents. I have plenty of ideas and facts, you know, and I can see he is just the man to put them into shape. Remember what the right quotations are, omne tulit punktum, and that sort of thing, give subjects a kind of turn. I invited him some time ago, when you were ill, Casubon. Dorothea said you couldn't have anybody in the house, you know, and she asked me to write. Poor Dorothea felt that every word of her uncles was about as pleasant as a grain of sand in the eye of Mr. Casubon. It would be altogether unfitting now to explain that she had not wished her uncle to invite Will Ladislaw. She could not in the least make clear to herself the reasons for her husband's dislike to his presence, a dislike painfully impressed on her by the scene in the library. But she felt the unbecomingness of saying anything that might convey a notion of it to others. Mr. Casubon indeed had not thoroughly represented those mixed reasons to himself, irritated feeling with him, as with all of us, seeking rather for justification than for self-knowledge. But he wished to repress outward signs, and only Dorothea could discern the changes in her husband's face, before he observed with more of dignified bending and sing-song than usual. You are exceedingly hospitable, my dear sir, and I owe you acknowledgments for exercising your hospitality toward a relative of mine. The funeral was ended now, and the churchyard was being cleared. Now you can see him, Mrs. Cadwallader, said Celia. He is just like a miniature of Mr. Casubon's aunt that hangs in Dorothea's boudoir, quite nice looking. A very pretty sprig, said Mrs. Cadwallader dryly. What is your nephew to be, Mr. Casubon? Pardon me, he is not my nephew, he is my cousin. Well, you know, interposed, Mr. Brooke. He is trying his wings. He is just the sort of young fellow to rise. I should be glad to give him an opportunity. He would make a good secretary now, like Hobbes, Milton, Swift, that sort of man. I understand, said Mrs. Cadwallader, one who can write speeches. I'll fetch him in now, eh, Casubon? said Mr. Brooke. He wouldn't come in till I had announced him, you know, and we'll go down and look at the picture. There you are to the life, a deep, subtle sort of thinker with his forefinger on the page, while Saint Bonaventure, or somebody else, rather fat and florid, is looking up at the trinity. Everything is symbolical, you know, the higher style of art. I like that up to a certain point, but not too far. It's rather straining to keep up with, you know. But you are at home in that, Casubon, and your painter's flesh is good. Solidity, transparency, everything of that sort. I went into that a great deal at one time. However, I'll go and fetch Ladislaw. End of Chapter 34.