Believer's Last Prayer





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Published on Aug 5, 2009

On Sunday July 5th 2009, after a 28 year relationship with Christ, I renounced my faith. I would like to share with you this, my final prayer, just as it was conceived and uttered one month ago today.

As I am still not "out of the closet" as an Atheist, I cannot yet reveal my likeness. Like the prayer says, I am nobody special, but for the time being I must remain anonymous nonetheless.

The complete text to the prayer is available at the following blog post. http://tinyurl.com/njedlv

This morning, Lord, I come before You
A Holy Soldier at Your feet
It is I, Nobody Special
A Jar of Clay that You complete

I've lived my life as a Believer
Extolled Your virtues, praised Your name
A Demon Hunter, Holy Soldier
Saved by Grace, my only claim

I've lived by faith, my Creed persistent
A Living Sacrifice for You
But where's the proof? It's nonexistent
Imaginary will just not due

An Ultimatum is before me
Set by me by my free will
The Crucified or rationality
I want real truth to set me free

My mind's made up, I choose You not
It's Evanescence of the faith
At Six Feet Deep I'll simply rot
The souls not Payable On Death

I will not cry for Your Deliverance
When my time comes and I Lay Dying
Will love my neighbor and Die Happy
Will change the world or will die trying

A Barren Cross is a nice story
But so is Santa and Mother Goose
I believe not in eternal glory
Not by Christ, Allah nor Zeus

I'm not the Bride, and not the Stryper
I nailed You not to cross nor tree
I am no longer Your Disciple
From this day on, I'm JezuzFree


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