 In the first place I would like to say that I'm really grateful for what has been given to me, thanks a lot for that. And now it's, this is just great to have a chance to see you and to hear you thank you for the person that is here. For the past year I definitely got the idea of what you mean about the materiality of that impulse. So basically my question is about the situations where I'm not able to take a decision because I'm not able to tune in to connect to that impulse. In most cases these are the situations where an instant reaction is needed, where it's really urgent. I mean I can say when the train is leaving I can say like to the train driver like hey brother hold on, I need like more time to tune in. So you do have the experience of the impulse of the truth, the materiality of that impulse. You have that experience but there are times when you're not able to tune in fast enough in situations where you have to respond fast to the situation. So this is a process and if I remember right there was a time when you didn't even know what I was talking about when I spoke about this impulse of the truth. It was more a concept for you but not an experience and today you're speaking more about it being an experience which means that you have gone through a process and that process is actually the process of self-realization. So it's like in the beginning everything around has to quiet a little bit. You have to move a little bit inward, centered and then start to feel, start to go into a surrendered state and start to feel this thing and after a while you start to actually feel a material impulse which is just crazy because one can't even imagine or believe that it's possible but it is possible and many people experience it. What happens is that as you grow into this surrender again and again and again, look it's a sadhana, it's not something, it means it's a spiritual practice. It's a, one can call it a meditation, it's not really a meditation in the classical sense of the word but it is a state into which you have to pull yourself again and again. And what happens is that as you go more and more into the surrender and as time also is given into it, after a while the body goes into a sort of an automatic state, how I experience this moment or what's happening now. It's like a state where this whole thing, this body is doing. The eyes are seeing, the ears are hearing, I'm smelling, this is smelling. Something is being uttered, movements of the hand and all of this is done as an instrument of the source of the center of the being. It's happening, it's happening, it's happening. Now suddenly if something had to be done very fast, very suddenly it is an automatic reaction of the system. It's almost like the system is an instrument in every moment. It is a process that happens and it happens as the surrender deepens. So in a couple of years if you stay with it and it's also a matter of being really to feel that source as a guru within you. It's your guru, it's your antar guru, the master within. And as you bend down to that offer, the ego into that flame of truth, you burn the ego in it. Oh, the ego is telling you, eat this, no, you burn it and you listen to the impulse and eat what the impulse is telling you to eat or is making you eat. And as you grow with that, oh, this car, by this car, no, what is the truth saying? The ego is saying, by that car, the truth is saying, by the even bigger car, then you go with the bigger car. It's like you're more and more and more going with that impulse and after a while in a way it's almost like being a robot. But a joyous robot, a robot that is alive with real life, you know, not an electrical robot, but in a sense also an electrical one. So you become more and more the instrument, but it's a practice. If you give up the practice, you can't be that, you know, and there'll come a time when you don't have to ask or wait for an impulse. Should I jump on that train or not? This is that much in surrender that it will know what is the thing to do and it'll just do it. That is something that is experienced, actually experienced. So it's not an idea in my head that, you know, I'm sort of trying to palm off on a few people. It's actually, yeah, this in surrender to that as an instrument and just living and acting. The matter of time and gradually it will happen anyhow, but you have to stay with it, you know. You have to be in surrender to the antar guru, to the master within.