 good morning good morning good morning you guys look baby this is my work area in the morning and I'm talking in my slow whispering tab of the voice girl baby look we had a happy hour here at the apartment complex girl miss Anna the bartender made those drinks a little too strong I had like three drinks y'all but I was when I tell you I was done first of all I'm already a lightweight and I don't drink hard liquor I just do hard liquor like maybe once a month child and they have these things monthly I guess the first time I think I had one drink and I was okay child to what I had three drinks but it was a good time um it is the end of October early November well child my husband when I tell you my husband loves him some JB he loves him some JB so I wanted this to be a date night right and so I was like you know we pick up JB we drop him off at the daycare he's like no this this is not just about you this is my husband checking me no this is not just about you he needs to come with us this this is a time for him to be out to he's at school all day he could come with us I'm like hey you guys so girl I had to sit down on the ground look at my skin honey yes looking great and I'm always talking about my skin you have to excuse my hair so baby um I'm gonna get on this thing I'm gonna try to upload this vlog like soon so um I just want to say this to you guys and I know I have women of all ages and men who watch my channel um I think that when we think about a relationship in a married life um we have assumptions and oftentimes uh once we get to the place that we want to be excuse me as far as a marriage going in a relationship it does not meet our expectations and I can honestly say that's on both sides what am I trying to say y'all this is all in regards to the the situation with poor Linda and um she's not the only person honestly that I've seen post within the last two weeks of them going through a divorce there is another youtuber she had taken a long break okay you guys I found her the other youtuber unfortunately who is um going through this is her name is Colleen Colleen Marie um and I'm gonna get back to you know overall what Linda had posted and I haven't seen everything but there was a comment on this one young woman's post called Colleen Marie someone posted at the end about basically just to summarize it that she feels like there's two sides to every story and her story meaning Colleen seems a little disgenerated almost like she's tugging on people's heartstrings for sympathy this is why it's really important as content creators that we're very careful about what we share on our platform um and I honestly think Linda I was gonna send her a text message I would be very careful too because only because in her situation they it's just happened um and you don't know if he would use that information whatever you know I don't know we don't know but I guess my point is that you just gotta be very very mindful of how much you share when you're going through stuff like this and I know she hasn't um she's kind of been careful and everyone's different and perhaps this is her way of dealing with it in the midst and having people support her and sharing and being transparent she's able to get that support um but this one girl I know I don't know the place I'm sorry again she had someone say um yeah there's two sides to every story I'm not sure if I believe basically she's not sure if she believes it and that's the thing again once you put something out there people will you know they were commenting say whatever so I know that she did respond to that comment and said I understand I didn't share everything that's probably why it's coming off the way it is so baby I wouldn't share anything there's some things that I don't tell you guys as far as me personally and and you know what I don't share everything but that's just me um everyone's different so anyway I think it's very sad what Linda's going through because she is an absolute sweetheart um there are certain people that I talk to outside of this platform and she's one of the people that I check on every now and then um that's why yeah her and you know crazy ass angel nasi nips I actually talk to her the most out of everyone you guys let me tell you something you have to know and Linda knows she's a smart girl you have to know your self worth you have to know when enough is enough and she even mentioned this in her video video do if someone wants to leave if someone is ready to go if someone doesn't want it you can't especially when it comes to a man you can't two things you can't change no man it's not happening he's gonna change when he wants to change one two when someone when someone wants to go let them go don't try to fight it don't try to you both have to want it you both have to want to work on the relationship in order for it to work okay do not let no one steal your peace at all no one is worth it no one is worth it so yeah we talked a little bit I just feel that another thing too real quick she has to start over meaning she has to get a job get a car and because she was so dependent on him as her husband let me tell you something and Nancy and I had this conversation because when I had mentioned that I will be paying the mortgage she's like oh oh so I said let me tell you something don't don't get it twisted baby I will be paying the mortgage but I still stack up money on the side do you see what I'm saying even when we're because you never know you guys as a especially as a stay at home wife whatever you know what I mean even if you're not a stay at home wife you got to make sure that you have money on the side because you have no idea what could happen at the end of the day when you have to leave or you have to support him you don't know what will happen you know what I mean so you don't know Charlie alright you already know they changed their packaging didn't they swabbed it okay get your soap what's that beeping yeah that's hard for me to talk in this mask this is what I like to buy are you okay I'm sorry I love these fragrant says coconut hibiscus I love love love love love love love so you guys I want to get a new book uh I mean I have tons of books I still have in red but I'm gonna I'm gonna go for Stephen King one are supposed to be on a way to do a couple of things today and the major freeways are closed down in our area so I'm trying to think of a way to go all the way around I'm gonna go get some gas first about my husband from Lauren to me before we headed out but then we started to go down what's called north valley parkway which is a major road and it's already jacked up so I turned around and got some gas now I got a green light yeah gotta go hey you guys how are you guys doing girl I got this big old bonnet on because I'm cooking I'm baking um making a pound cake for JV's teachers and then I'm making cookies for the kids in the neighborhood y'all yes I am person I am that that steered typical southern lady that bakes and goes around like hi y'all it is me I feed people so y'all putting my hands over my girls because those of you don't know let me go get to the to make this higher hold on y'all those you don't know I had a breast reduction a couple of years ago and so what happened is when you have a breast reduction they the doctor they the doctor removes your areoling your nipples so when you are large and in charge like me and your boobs are hanging down here so you can see them they're high where boobs are hanging down here your nipples are under but now since my boobs are like this and literally they're straightforward see that again I don't have only bra so yeah so I have to come I'll let you see this so anyway making a lemon pound cake last week I made um the girls at the front desk um I made them sweet potato sweet potato not sweet potato pound cake but sweet potato pie and I haven't made I hadn't made a sweet potato pie in years so I had to look up a couple of recipes y'all I cook like big mama and I can look at a couple of recipes boom boom bam bam bam throw it together I'm ready I'll bake it so I cut a little piece for one of the girls I said please Tawana taste this and so she tasted it she's like okay yeah this is good this is good I said thank God girl because I hadn't made this in like 10 years she's like really I see yeah so so anyway let me ask you I'm gonna make this icing well first of all I'm gonna make me a smoothie real quick because I haven't had had anything to eat I'm back on my um trying to eat better thing again even though I'm gonna make some wings today I'm gonna show y'all that baby look if y'all can find this in your area it's a little hot and salt but it's good it is traditional jerk seasoning I got this from Albertsons I know you can get it online is that zooming in y'all let me get out the way can it can it come on girl come on ciao sorry y'all it's on my face look I can't show it it's walkers walkers would like you walk and see can y'all see it now it's still not gonna zoom in because it's focusing on my face hot and spicy and it does have a lot of sodium because that is something I try to pay it's 24% of your daily intake so I don't even really use real salt anymore you guys if I'm cooking with condiments which already has sodium I may put a little bit of pink salt I cook with pink Himalayan salt which doesn't have any um sodium y'all like what is that the candle over here is flickering I'm already look y'all charcoal insomnia lately I've been waking up actually before that I slept until six o'clock before last night last night girl why did I wake up at like four o'clock in the morning looking at videos on caribou hunting yes you heard that right hunting what the hell he wanted to get out of here by next month I'm like do what the apartment we don't have a lot of stuff in it and honestly it's really not a lot y'all thank god everything is still in the storage room too but we're gonna have to make that trip we're driving oh y'all I'm gonna be so tired I'm already tired of sneaking by that I want more than like they take off the entire week off work when we're moving the reason why it is quiet now is because JB is outside with these kids that's why I'm making these things for them y'all I don't play like I already told them in their parents too I said look I treat everybody the same if you if I'm watching your kids I'm gonna treat your child like my child because the one my mom was like oh that's fine you can check my you can check my kids I don't care yeah I even spoke to her husband and I see yama be out here he saw me talking crazy to JB he was like I said oh yeah I'll talk like this to your daughters too he's like I'm okay with that I'm that's what it takes the village means they have nice propane grills out here that I've been using um y'all oh that pound cake smells good child my husband and took his butt to go get a massage size chair in here in this apartment and I don't say no playboy you're gonna have to go to the storage unit and use their massage chair but now he went to go get um a massage by Daisy or Amber I don't know what these hustles mean more it's a baking great cookies is to take them out before they're done they'll continue to cook on the pan yeah I need to get unsweetened um enough that's what the pound cake looks like yes girl now I do have a cooking video on how to make this particular pound cake I use box cake mix and I just ask stuff to make it taste really really good so I'm gonna ice it in the morning um since the ice has dairy in it I'm not gonna ice it right now so yeah this is for JB's teacher