 Hello, welcome, one and all, back to the livestream. I didn't put the intro on the livestream this time, I thought that it might be fun to just jump right into it, because 99% of people are just going to watch this after the live ends anyways, so it's a four or five minute intro, it just made sense to just jump in. So as many of us might have expected, Conspiracy Theory of Everything was banned this morning. We got the notification from YouTube and actually I was teaching Patchtero Masters, it's a workshop inside of Spear Mysteries this morning, and I saw it and it completely threw me through a loop, I was in the middle of a lesson talking about the Holy Arcana inside of Patchtero, and it was like, okay, gosh, I thought we were good, I mean we did say a lot in those videos, these videos might be taken down, fair warning, so get spirit conspiracies while before it's too late just in case, but as fate would have it, eventually YouTube brought it down, so of course the big question was why, what was the reason that YouTube gave, and it turned out cyberbullying and harassment was the one we got pegged for, not hate speech mind you, granted it was funny, we got, what was it, the Hollow Earth episode of Spirit Science, that one, that one was taken, not taken down, it was demonetized for hate speech, Hollow Earth, there's no hate speech in it, and actually that reminds me as well as there was another one, Episode 19, Everything Is Connected, the one that really just talks about how it's like really a valuable thing to try and like look at all sides of the perspectives and like see how things fit together, you know that one, yeah that one was made adults only, made, you'd have to be registered as being 19 or older in order to watch that video on YouTube because you know it's not suitable for anyone under the age of 19, literally everything is connected, that video, there's literally nothing in it, like there's no swears, there's no naked people, it's just straight up good old fashioned spirit and science coming together as one, adults only content people, so at long last we finally have a banned video now on YouTube, that's great, my initial reaction, I actually again I was in the middle of teaching a class inside of our mystery school and was just like okay well listen everyone, this just happened and I'm going to be sort of co-processing this as we're as teaching this class and it was very interesting because the class was the grand finale of Patch to Row Masters looking at the cards at least and so we were talking about the Holy Arcana, now just very briefly in case you haven't heard about this, I'm just going to hold them up because I still have them out on my table, but the Holy Arcana look like this and these are considered these, I don't know if it's in the middle whatever, you can kind of see them if you can whatever if not, you know, but these are basically these four super sacred cards that align with the hidden aspects of the Tree of Life that are not usually depicted in tarot and so they relate with Ein, Einsof, Einsofor and Daat, which are like these veils of pre-creation from which the entire universe and all of creation comes into being and what they teach, what even these cards teach and those parts of the Tree of Life teach are that God is benevolent and spirit from the highest levels of creation is divinely and inherently good and that even evil as it comes to manifest throughout creation and you know in our reality and different levels of negativity and hate and suffering and all of these things are still within the scope of creation and are there specifically to teach the spirit that is existing in physical existence how to navigate individuality and separation and strive towards that unity consciousness from whence it came and so it was a very good thing I think that this whole thing happened today you know it's like the what is it you know good Friday if I believe that's today and we're doing the Holy Arkana and the whole conspiracy thing all together all in one big thing it's like this seems like it's in divine order even if it was a little really difficult to take because I was really enjoying seeing I don't know if you noticed but in the last couple weeks thanks to TikTok the conspiracy theory of everything actually gained over a million views like it was our first time that any video on spirit science really went viral to that degree overshadowing the human history movie by a landslide for the record it was outstanding it was crazy to see and so it was a wonderful practice to look at this and go okay where is the silver lining here like if there is truly right from this understanding of these cards if everything in the universe is truly you know from coming and descending into the world from this benevolent place even these difficult things that happen where is this over lining and you know in one of the recent streams I talked about how I got into this car accident and then there was this you know whole insurance thing and the insurance company was actually like denying my claim and that was very very difficult and even though now I've talked to some other insurance people and they're like they shouldn't have done that so it's a tricky situation still but the result of that whole thing actually ended up with me meeting just an absolutely beautiful and incredible soul and leading to us planning a trip to Hawaii together which is really quite a shift you know and I don't know that that would have happened if I hadn't even gotten to the car accident in the first place and so it's a very interesting world that we live in and the experience of even with this video going down it's like hmm maybe there's a silver lining here too so to be very clear and just for everyone to be prepared for we are we did submit an appeal we'll see it probably nothing will come of it in the video we'll probably just stay removed but we do have a plan for re-uploading it as well as getting it onto other channels including BitShoot which is some people were recommending so that's actually gonna be uploaded here later on today but I wanted to say that you know if you can put it in the chat or in the comments below what other platforms you would like our content to go on we will just upload our stuff everywhere because this is that you know one of those turning points for us I might get in trouble for saying this on on a live stream but I really want to so I'm in touch with several other kind of large creators on large like people with big YouTube channels basically and I was just reaching out being like hey do you have like a contact at YouTube can we talk to someone at YouTube about this and the feedback that I've received across the board is that YouTube doesn't really seem to care very much uh about content creators it's just that's the vibe that I've been getting um from from some of the people that I'm in in touch with and so uh kind of unfortunate because you know content creators that's their whole gig that's the whole deal of people on YouTube or that's like that's the vibe that you know YouTube puts out is like it's the creator studio we're helping creators create things and still a business run by Google so is what it is um so we're gonna still utilize YouTube of course and and exist here and again I want to use this opportunity to make a conspiracy theory of everything abridged as well as you know getting it the main movie back up on YouTube and we might have to cut it down some more it was already cut down for the record the full version of the movie was over four hours and the version that was banned on YouTube is three hours and 44 minutes so um we already had to cut some stuff out and the full length ultimate version is located on spirit conspiracies which you can find the links down in the description below or I guess if you're watching on Facebook then above in the description above um but uh that's you know that's just a thing like that we already have a more ultimate version of it available that was just not we couldn't post it on YouTube because we knew it was gonna get banned and then it did anyways so um regardless you know if you do want to see the full full version and you haven't you know you can use that link down in the comments and you can go check that out so um yeah and let us know where else we should post our content and we'll do that as well so turns out yeah and you know even just thinking about this now like where is the silver lining in this whole thing I'm already seeing just the very fact of it leading to more content and getting our content on more channels on the internet and in other places actually might very well be the silver lining so you know if that's the case thank you YouTube for demonstrating that you're you know you think that our video is harassment and cyberbullying even though I mean it really is like so that's such a ridiculous claim like watch that whole thing show me where the where that is right like I challenge YouTube if you're watching this livestream which I doubt that you are um show me where in the conspiracy theory of everything there was harassment and cyberbullying please I like please show me that is a public request here I would love to know so um that being said even as far as right now the whole conspiracy theory of everything is still available on YouTube in parts we have nine parts it's all the same content which is one of those things it's like why didn't YouTube take down the rest of the videos but so you can watch it on YouTube with our conspiracy playlist and that's available just simply by you know uh going on our YouTube channel find the conspiracy playlist parts one through nine it's all the exact same stuff it's just in nine parts instead of one big thing that's it um and a reupload is coming along with an abridged version which will be really fun so yeah keep an eye out for that now there's a few things that also has arisen from this experience that I wanted to share so again more silver linings is that it led to the creation of this live stream and it was good for me to get back on the live stream too because it's been a while and I'm sorry I was originally going to do it every week um and then this year has been very busy and so I haven't this is like the episode six or something but um there's a question that I want to pose to everyone here in you know you watch watching this thing which is are we in a war on consciousness I would love to hear your thoughts on this um it reminds me of a banned Ted talk by Graham Hancock one of the greatest Ted talks that's ever been talked on Ted was given by Graham Hancock and it was banned by Ted because he talked about some very controversial things he called out the mainstream academic society and community and world and talked about um both healing with ayahuasca and he talked about the war on consciousness and the seeming energy the the seeming like consciousness that exists excuse me that exists in the world that is almost like attacking or you know redirecting any focus on enlightenment on shifting one's consciousness and evolving one's consciousness seems to be redirected into other ways places and shapes and things and forms like entertainment fine but actually evolving consciousness maybe not um and it's a very fascinating Ted talk so I highly recommend if you haven't seen it go and check out the war on consciousness banned Ted talk it is available on YouTube you can find it I'm pretty sure at least it was fairly recently but you'll have to go and check that out um but yet at the same time you know it's very interesting it it reminded me of the matrix where Morpheus is explaining to Neo the first time that they're walking around sort of the fake matrix simulation now that Neo has been awoken and he's like Morpheus is he's explaining he's like look people even though their people are still inside the matrix systems and as long as they're plugged into the matrix that makes them your enemy because the the matrix has them and therefore has their consciousness has their you know is directing them to be however the matrix wants them to be they're not free-thinking open-minded souls they're not activated they're not awakened they're not enlightened to the truth of their nature and it made me think of this hermetic passage actually this hermetic uh uh line that actually comes from the Cavallian that says the lips of wisdom are closed to all but the ears of understanding and what that means is that it doesn't matter how smart or how um how much wisdom you have to share if people aren't listening to it people can't actually even hear it can't receive it and you're just flapping your gums and at the end of the day this is the big thing you know even with the conspiracy theory of everything like there are those of you who actually watched the whole thing you took it all in from the beginning to the end and when you got to the end saw the parts about ascension and saw it as a part of this bigger picture going back from the very beginning because the whole beginning was like the demiurge this false reality this matrix of an illusion right and then we jump all the way to the very we got all the conspiracies all along the way the control systems and the CIA and the mind control and the time travel and all these different things right the pandemic and you get to the very end and it's like the awakening is within you the awaken the illumination the transformation of human consciousness starts within and when it starts within we have to do the work to become the beings of light that we naturally are change and evolve our consciousness and become avatars for this world to help guide and illuminate the rest of the world through our light but guess how many if I was to go and look at the stats of the conspiracy theory of everything and how many people actually watched the from the very beginning all the way to the very end how many people do you think it was that started the video versus how many people made it to the end because there's a watch time you know youtube has a watch time analytic statistic and it shows like you know peaking usually 100 at the very start and then usually it's very quickly down to like 60 percent and then by the time you get to the end down to the 30 20 maybe 12 percent actually make it to the very very end I think for ctoe was probably around between 12 and 15 percent I don't know the exact numbers anymore unfortunately I can no longer see it because the video is banned but interestingly enough like if we really look at that it's like how many people are genuinely genuinely paying attention right the lips of wisdom are close to all but the ears of understanding people get really hyped about content about things right and and tiktok made that vibrantly clear how many I would say hundreds of thousands of people over 10 it was like a million one one point something million people in the last two weeks watched the conspiracy theory of everything but out of those one point something million people only like maybe 10 12 percent since the angle well since the beginning of it being uploaded actually made it to the end right so there's a lot of hype oh my gosh conspiracy but those who really stuck around are the only ones who really will know what the core message of this was because the video the story the whole thing is rooted the entire theory is rooted in our transformation and awakening it's not about dismantling or breaking down some old systems that are out of date and need to fade because as long as we're fighting against an old consciousness we're just going to keep perpetuating a reality where people are fighting each other for power and domination and control and what I'm inviting what the conspiracy theory of everything invites is for us to take back our power by being the highest version of ourselves that we possibly can be and this is why I was hoping that ctoe wouldn't be banned because I thought maybe if someone at youtube actually watched it in full they would see that we weren't actually harassing anybody except the deep state no I'm kidding even then we were just like the idea was basically saying hey here's an idea here's a lot of different ideas a lot of things that people believe in we're gonna string them all together and explore it from the perspective of paradigms of being for people who believe in this kind of stuff it's true for them because it's true within their minds for people who think it's ridiculous it's not true for them because they don't believe in it and that in and of itself shifts and shapes the landscape of what kind of reality we live and if we live a life where reality is like this boring mundane kind of uneventful things where kind of things happen but you're just kind of floating through it then that's life for you and if you're in a battle with a war unconsciousness and reptiles and aliens and all sorts of stuff then that's the kind of stuff you are invested in and you look for evidence of it and you find it because this is the modern world where you can pretty much I mean no matter what you believe you can find evidence for it and so the reality that I'm choosing to exist in and what I'm inviting people to kind of explore within themselves is what if this is a reality where you are a being of light and you are a creator and you have the power to change your reality to be whatever you want to be and that one of the biggest blessings that we can you know explore is our own personal awakening because in going through an awakening and empowering yourself to be a creator I mean there's no limit to what you can't create in your life and create in the world so I'm very disappointed in YouTube's decision and yet at the same time I've taken the lesson from these guys that says the whole thing is in divine order which is why the lesson at the bottom of my little page of notes here that I've taken that I wanted to share with you guys was this lesson from the Tao because you'll notice that one of these cards this one specifically is called the way specifically we have the light the truth the way and the all which yes is also a biblical reference but it's also the way is a Taoist reference which is why there's a big Tao symbol up there in the top because the Tao and the wisdom of Lao Tzu specifically talks about letting things happen naturally like not forcing things to happen not making things happen your way not like insisting that you have control over every little thing but knowing that like the world is going to be set up in exactly the way that like everyone is playing their part it's not just you and if you just let go and trust and be the change that you want to see in the world that you can really make all sorts of magic happen and and you don't have to fight it it's just it just happened like things you can just you just flow it's pretty much it so I want to let things happen naturally and and and not be like depressed or upset but curious about what has happened and to trust and to you know again use this as a springboard to bring even more creations into the world in the form of videos and content and lessons and all kinds of stuff because that's the whole point of spirit science right it's taking these two paradigms science and spirituality and bringing them together making them hug and finding out hey look everything is inherently one whether you like it or not so at least that's my paradigm what's yours so as a fun thing that we're going to do on this particular spirit stream I've never really done this before uh but I have a guest joining me waiting here very patiently on a zoom call who is also checking you know basically tuning in to all of your comments here so I appreciate everyone's sharing and and all of the stuff because I know that while I'm ranting I just you know can't read everything at the same time they don't really go well together but I do really like doing questions and answers and comments and all of these kinds of things so um I have Miss Amy Moonsong from spirit science spirit studios and spirit mysteries one of my team members one of my uh fabulous members on the spirit on team spirit and she's been checking out all of the things that you guys have been saying for a long time here in this chat and Amy I thought I would invite you to just jump in here for a sec and share with us like what well first what are your thoughts on all of this and then also um are there any like key questions that have stood out from the from the audience that you'd be willing to read and we can do like a short maybe q and a um hey guys uh well definitely first and foremost I just there's a lot of people continuing to ask like where can I watch the video so I just want to reiterate that you can still watch it on youtube but you can't watch the big giant version of it and I just keep posting the link in there for you guys and there it is oh there it is again well I keep trying to post it but sometimes it's not letting me do it but I put it in the stream a few times so just that's the biggest question that keeps happening is like where can I watch it so um can I can I add something about that please like this is like okay I am so confused and I genuinely am and I maybe it's just because there's so much excitement happening all at once that like please if you're having this thing that you're wondering where the stream is or the videos are like take a deep breath and look and I'm not trying to be rude or anything but I literally there's like right here it says access the full movie links in the description literally it's on the it's right here I'm not trying to be rude but if there's so many people asking where can I see it I'm like how can I do a better job of getting this to you if you can't read like or or maybe you can't read and if that's the case I'm so sorry I don't mean to be rude again like if if you can't read or you can't see like that's they'll find someone who can help you click the link in the description it's right there okay thanks Amy yeah I think I think there's just a lot of a lot of excitement and a lot of yeah I get it no I mean I get it you know I understand to you I would probably be one of those people like wait where's the link oh it's right in front of my face just just owning that yeah um oh someone says on my tv the text is cut in half so I get you know if you're watching this in an area where like you can't even see the whole screen then in that case I there's nothing I can do I don't blame you but there is a link in the description and you can watch the full complete uncensored version that actually was not even allowed on youtube before so that's cool but anyway sorry Amy please continue yeah no you're fine um I did just want to mention though that I I've been trying to to post the link in the chat a few times now and for whatever reason it's not allowing me to do that which is really kind of weird but um yeah just wanting to redirect people back to the link um in terms of my thoughts about this I mean I think obviously it's it's no surprise like we we have known for a while that these types of videos are getting censored and and I get that it just really does create a very deep sense of injustice um and I'm getting that like from a lot of people it's like this is you know this is BS and and like I totally hear that but um somebody made a comment I don't think it was necessarily what they were meaning it the way that I interpreted but I appreciated what they said which is basically like so how do we use this to move forward and live our lives more consciously you know just just having further confirmation like that this kind of information is being censored so like what do we do you know what are the practical steps that we take and this is what I appreciated so much about the conspiracy theory of everything um like when we did the the big workshop around it in which was really like yes so all of the stuff exists so like how do we how do we practically apply it instead of just getting kind of stuck in this sense of like injustice and sort of like that polarization of like you know the the evil deep state is out there doing the evil things like because that that kind of becomes a spiral in itself and so I think that's sort of like the question that comes to my mind is like how do we you know how do we turn this into something proactive and positive for ourselves you know like where do we take responsibility for for how we portray truth you know that's kind of what's coming up for me is that the question or do you do have a response for it as well I'm happy well I wanted to know if you had a thought on that like I can keep going but I kind of wanted to know like like I wanted you to respond to it first got it so the first and foremost thing is that we have to take responsibility for our energy this is you know it's like when you get triggered when you get upset when you get like like take responsibility for your vibration and this is the point when a lot of people often will just jump off the gall you know the people will stop like they'll tune they'll start tuning out because it's so much easier to say I literally saw one person in the comments actually it was like like when I made the comment of being like look the links in the description and and they someone said looking is hard spoon feed me and I'm like no like this is the thing we have to evolve our consciousness we have to evolve our thinking we have to take responsibility for becoming aware of what's actually going on all around us and if we know what's going on if we can empower ourselves with truth and live with love and authenticity then we can become creators of everything in our lives like actually look at what are the quality of your relationships how is your financial reality how is your um your your personal health right these all of these kind of major aspects of life if we look at ourselves and we're like wow I'm fat sick and nearly dead you know like from the movie if we're uh if we're we're really struggling in our relationships or we're very lonely or we're you know um really we hate our job so much it's like over and over and over we can complain and blame my boss sucks and my this sucks and this sucks and that sucks and the deep state is ruining my life and all of the everything in the world is terrible and it's like the as long as we continue to put the blame on everything else and everyone else around us the more and more that we disempower ourselves to do anything about it because how can you the deep state is ruining your ruining your life how can you your boss is dictating how miserable you are it's like well why are you staying there oh well because I need the money and that there's all these excuses well listen you are still at the end of the day responsible for the quality of your life and the tragedy the tragedy of the world is not so much that poverty and suffering and misery and all of these things exist the the tragedy is that as we were growing up out in the world nobody taught us that we were the master creators of our lives and so we surrendered to the world the way that we taught that we were taught things worked and the way that we were taught that things worked were that you were supposed to you know grow up get a job that you hate get married to someone that you're only kind of into have a family retire and hopefully you know maybe you'll be happy in your retirement years or whatever like you know there's this like template that people live their lives by and what we have to do is awaken to the truth that we can live any kind of life that we want to if only that we choose to change our vibration change the relationship that we have to health to wealth to relationships of all kinds to technology to environment right like even just the most essential thing of like your environment your personal space your house your apartment is a reflection of your personal energy so is it is a mess like do you have things that you've been holding on to for years and years and years and years that you're never going to use again but it's like this deadweight anchor in your house in your life that is just like keeping you down and keeping you like energetically tethered to this existing paradigm so we really have to be the ones to look at our energy and say wow like be real with yourself if your energy is not all that super great then you can do something about it and that's a wonderful thing we all have the ability to create beautiful and massive and transcendent change if only we allow ourselves the opportunity to do something about it and you know it's a challenge like it's actually not super easy at first to make changes because oftentimes it's like that line from the matrix that I referenced earlier like other people in your life who are part of the systems might regale against you changing yourself right like I've seen this happen over and over and over including with myself it's like the moment that it's like oh you're telling someone I'm interested in spirituality I'm I want to move to a new location I've just started learning about you know energy or Reiki or whatever right other people be like oh you kind of sound like you're going a little bit crazy here and they'll like almost try and pull you back being like no I don't think you should do that I don't think you should you know like they'll try and stop you because you changing your paradigm clashes with their understanding of their reality and sometimes we are connections with other people it's like if you want to live a beautiful fantastic life of your dreams um but all of these people around you are like not super supportive of it you can and I've seen this happen too and I've done this myself is like we'll make ourselves be smaller we'll stop ourselves from following our dreams so that other people around us don't judge us because I don't what happens if they don't like me anymore because I want to do something different and there's this internal conflict but the thing is if we're not following our hearts like if we're basing our lives over what we think other people want us to do then at the end of the day we're never going to be fulfilled and we're definitely not helping other people by placating them by making them think that that we agree with their paradigm really so that would probably be my reaction um and and and we each can become amazing creators like every single one of us has the ability to bring so much magic into the world you have the ability to bring so much magic into the world you really do and all that it takes is being willing to take a step in the direction of you fulfilling your heart's calling and even if you don't know what that is taking the step to ask taking the time to find out make yourself a vision board or do some journaling and go on a meditation retreat or drink some ayahuasca go to Rhythmia come visit at Rhythmia April 18th and then later again in September I'm going to be there and we can all drink ayahuasca together it'll actually be great seriously just this be so much fun but but really like there's so many ways that we can connect with ourselves and our hearts and our spirit and our calling and it just it just takes the willingness to want to do so right to stop waiting for the world to change and being the change instead because otherwise all of the powers that be and I mean like the massive multi-million dollar industries and companies and apples and the googles of the world and the facebook's they're gonna keep doing things with their systems and they're gonna keep making ways for people to live and they're gonna keep facilitating the global conversation because that's what they do it's literally what they do they decide what kind of media and content that you see if they wanted me gone if someone at youtube or google or facebook saw spirit science and then would have the authority to just shut everything down they could in a heartbeat right and it's i'm actually it's a good thing that we're small enough that right now we're not getting that much attention so um and and our our plan you know just so that you know and i've seen actually a few people commenting about it like the the spirit science plan is to create such a big base of energy like a you know we have a mystery school that we're that we've been developing for a long time that's currently available spirit mysteries dot com and uh building this mystery school to such a scale that we can build a giant pyramid healing center a gathering center a sacred space for life transformation that could never be shut down you know like a a a a death proof business if you will or a death proof school like the Hogwarts of spirituality basically so that um long into the future this beacon of truth love and authenticity can exist and we can really make just a magical change in the world so that's just my dream but what's yours i mean this is something for every one of us to ask and uh i'm almost certain that at this point now i've been rambling for a while amy did i answer the question and also uh are there more that are coming up you answer the question beautifully like yeah you did like 10 minutes ago no that was great i love i love it when you do that i love it when you get on and on and on um then i just i just wanted to like respond to that as well and just just speak to like um how you know like i think i learned a lot from from watching a lot of these other types videos on youtube you know um that a disempowered victim mentality and i don't mean to say that like in any way to like disregard how difficult life is for some of us um and and that like some of us have really been handed a very very difficult you know set of cards to deal with in life but then regardless of that having a disempowered victim mentality really does work in service to the agenda of the groups of people who are banning these types of videos you know and so a lot of times it's like we may think that you know by getting angry and feeling hopeless that's our resistance but by doing that we're actually contributing to this sense of oppression you know by feeling that oh there's no hope there's no way that we can get out of it when really the way out of it is is that we that we rise you know that we we do our own personal work and raising our own consciousness and and and and i love um how you talked about you know taking responsibility for our lives like when we find it in our hearts to accept things as they are just like accepting ourselves as we are accepting our circumstances they are our family whatever it is and going like this is what i have to work with i'm going to start consciously responsibly working with it that's how we turn that tide towards living a more conscious life towards not feeling like life is happening to you you know and more of understanding life is happening through you and that you know the way you look at things the way that you think about things has such an effect on your personal experience of reality and and then two like it's also this thing of how we get really caught up and wanting to change how other people think and you know because we feel that sense of righteous indignation like oh my gosh i have to do something i need to get out there but a lot of times it's so beneficial to really take the time to cultivate your own inner garden and really strengthen your own sense of consciousness you know really work with where you're polarized work with where you get triggered work with where you lose your energy to being angry about things that aren't right and coming to a deeper place of trust and balance a lot of times that really starts to have an effect on the people around you you know rather than just like trying so hard to force things to be the way you want it the more that you become the way that you want to be the more that that just starts to create a resonance that sort of pushes like people who are really not resonant with you out of your life and draws into your life people that you can sort of have more of a camaraderie with which which led me to a question by Juliet which says like so how do we create like a common goal that we can all work on together you know what can be what can be a common goal even if we're working on it individually like how do we create this feeling like that that we're all in this together and they're all working on something together so that would be like my next question to put to you Jordan. So the question just so i'm really clear here in like a sentence the question is basically how can we work towards a common goal both individually and together? Yeah her question was like how do we create a common goal you know and i i sort of embellished it to say like because i know that that's it's not necessarily like we can't all band together and you know do our thing but but so i so i added the the thing of like how do we do it individually you know which can help us do it collectively. Yeah no i i get it it's it's uh a little tricky from the basis that the the systems are not set up for this unified cohesion of moving forward on the same common purpose right um and and actually like as as far as i'm aware um i mean this is our work Amy you and i and and all of Team Spirit is like we're making a platform for us to have a common goal like we have spirit mysteries right this is a platform for the evolution of consciousness this is a place where hundreds of people get together every single week in fact daily to work on themselves and to talk about spirituality and to facilitate and put our dreams into action and we work on our money vibe we work on our relationships we work on our on our health we work on our understanding of the mystic arts right like all of this stuff but if someone doesn't want to invest in themselves it's a little bit more difficult to to create a platform for that sort of thing right like we right now here on youtube uh and facebook we're doing this live stream on youtube and facebook and it's tricky because like the level of engagement is very one way right it's like Amy you and me here on this call having a conversation and then like we are looking at the chat and you know facilitating facilitating conversation but like in the span of any particular minute there's like 50 comments that blow up and just it goes so quickly that we can't really slow down and go one on one with each and every person and go hey where are you at in life what are you about what are you going through where are you where are you at like how can we help you like what questions do you have what you know if you could solve one thing in your life what would you what would you answer or like what what would that be and then how can we help you with that right like those are the kinds of conversations I like to have but honestly what we found is that people don't entirely have the the patience for that like we actually have um we built a page recently uh that was like a free book a call with us like we literally set up a sign-up page for people to have one-on-one calls with people with people at spirit mysteries to work through life transformation and literally there was like an 80 to 90 percent no show right right of people coming in booking calls and then like being like wait I booked a call and it's like okay so we're doing this wrong we're we're very doing this wrong we could do this better um but like YouTube as you can see YouTube is not the platform for really going deep just straight up like it's not the place for for really going deep on a lot of this kind of stuff like this is a fun conversation and it can be very inspiring and very enlightening um but it's it's it's at the end of the day it's like you know people are tuning in for a little while they're watching the videos they're maybe making a comment or two and then they're going off and doing other things it's not like a cohesive place where we can stop and sit down with each person individually and be like tell us about your life and let's be friends and let's make some change in the world right so I mean look we're making a place for that with spirit mysteries but um for for people who just want to um do it on their own or find something else that resonates with them to it's I would say at the end of the day it really comes down to like align yourself maybe I'd say this like if you want to create big massive change in the world with others align yourself with others who are doing it or create something yourself that you want to see and invite others to align themselves with you because at the at the end of the day it's about us coming together as a cohesive unified whole but people are going to resonate at different levels right so some people are way more spiritual doing like deep esoteric magic and other people are you know taking kind of more just like holistic practices and putting them together in a much more society neutral kind of way like there's a difference between arcane occult esoteric magic and practicing the law of attraction you know like they're like they're kind of on the same spectrum but like one is way over here in left field one is like way more in like the general vicinity of like what you know it's like more socially acceptable right so find the people find that you know the the the groups that you resonate with unless you're called to like create one yourself and then do it really well and if you find the group that you resonate with like just learn about them get connected with the people practice you know your esoteric magic or your over here you know your law of attraction kind of stuff for whatever it is and do it well like whatever it is it really comes down to like are you fulfilled are you bringing your light to yourself and into the world through the work and through the the activities that you do on a regular basis and and and and if you if you're not feeling in alignment then just keep pushing yourself to find the the again the energy the space the vibration that it is that you're really looking for that will fulfill you that feels fulfilling and often it really comes down to you being really clear in your heart of what it is that you're looking for again if that's spirit mysteries please welcome come in and join the the the school enroll in the school we'd love to have you and love to get to know you and have one-on-one calls and like private sessions and and work with whatever it is that you're working with in your life right and teach and you can we'll see you in classes and stuff but if it's not spirit mysteries like that's cool too just find the thing that is really calling to you and go in that direction right like if it's going and drinking ayahuasca and becoming an ayahuasca or an ayahuasca that's also really cool and that's just those are two out of an infinite number of possibilities I can't possibly list them all right because your path is your own but I would probably say that that would be probably how I'd answer yeah someone say I wouldn't say push flow go with the flow that's perfect too again like when I'm saying push yourself I just mean like guide yourself on the path of your calling and find those all on your journey who you can create lifelong friendships with and bonds with and from that place just always be bringing love into everything that you do how's that that was awesome great I'm glad I'm glad that you talked about the mystery school because I think I think that um I mean just obviously I've been a part of the mystery school for every year now and um the way that it feels to be connected with people all around the world who are like-minded you know that is such a new experience for me and it's it's so much more than just like um like you know like there's a lot of groups like lots of Facebook groups that they're spiritual groups and things like that but at the school this is like an actual school like we're going deep you know we're diving into into esotericism we're practicing together we're studying esoteric tarot we're studying astrology and you know esoteric emotional mastery and starting to see the results of really really doing this work you know and being around other people who are helping you to take responsibility helping you to be accountable to yourself you know showing up for yourself and doing the work and watching people transform has been so amazing for me um and it's helped you know like a lot of us don't live in places where you know like myself for example I wasn't exactly born into an area where there's a whole lot of people like that or you know people who are into the stuff that I'm into you know I would be considered quite a weirdo you know by by most of the the general population around me and now it's just a normal everyday thing to be connecting to people who like who I can just totally speak to like in my own language you know I don't I don't have to water any of it down not that I ever should but you know what I mean like sometimes it it's just the wisest thing to do not to just be 100% like open all the time because not everybody knows how to receive or to respect it you know in a way that's that's um I don't know that can be helpful I think that's that's a discernment we have to make for ourselves I just wanted to express what it feels like to be able to be around people like that and I actually got the opportunity two weeks ago to go and meet up with two other members of the school and it was just absolutely mind-blowing we all went and did a ayahuasca ceremony together and it was just like taking it to a whole other level so I can't I can't say enough about what an amazing experience has been to be part of the school I'm nodding thank you so much Amy so we've been going for a little bit of a while now here I think it's probably a good time to start to bring this whole thing to a close I mean we could we could literally go forever um I and I mean literally although I suppose that's also fig figurative because eventually we'd probably collapse from exhaustion so um so um with that I think you know in closing like again there's a lot of questions um still just pouring in and there's only so much that we can get into but we're definitely going to do more of these live streams so again if for those of you who are curious although we've answered a lot of these questions already uh you know just coming full circle that access the full movie for conspiracy theory of everything links in the description um and uh there's spirit mysteries.com if you want to learn more about the mystery school also Rhythmia uh best way to go for that is Rhythmia.link slash spirit that's like our exclusive spirit science version of the link so um please go and and book a call with Rhythmia and get on the phone with them and and uh and hopefully we'll see you there I'll be there at the end of April or April 18th for that week and then also in September and if you want to drink ayahuasca together with myself it's as simple as literally just booking a call with Rhythmia and we could be all hanging out together later this month it'd be really fun and then uh what what else Amy was there any more things that we were going to mention oh yeah conspiracy theory of everything will be uh re-uploaded in the near future we're going to see about this appeal first we're also going to make an abridged version of the full movie because a lot of people were like it's really long can you summarize it I'm like probably let's try um and so just stay tuned because there will be more versions of ctoe coming soon so I think with that I want to say thank you for everyone just like tuning in on this amazing call today this was really fun and hopefully we'll see you again in the near future for more streams oh also pay attention to this channel Monday we've got a very very exciting very special video coming soon did you know that spirit science 10 year anniversary is this month 10 years since the very first spirit science episode ever published we're gonna talk about it this coming Monday so stay tuned Amy do you want to say bye bye guys thanks for being here and thanks for listening and being awesome much love everyone namaste be blessed and we will see you later toodles