 CHAPTER XXV The mare paced along with firm and cautious tread, through the copse where winter-borne had worked, and into the heavier soil where the oaks grew, past Great Willie, the largest oak in the wood, and thence towards Nelkin Bottom, intensely dark now with overgrowth, and popularly supposed to be haunted by the spirits of defratricised exercise from Hintock House. By this time Fitzpiers was quite recovered as the physical strength, but as he had eaten nothing since making a hasty breakfast in London that morning, his anxiety about Felice, having hurried him away from home before dining, as a consequence the old rum administered by his father-in-law, flew to the young man's head and loosened his tongue, without his ever having recognised who it was that had lent him a kindly hand. He began to speak in desultory sentences, Melbury still supporting him. "'I've come all the way from London to-day,' said Fitzpiers, "'Ah, that's the place to meet your equals. I live at Hintock, worse, at Little Hintock, and I'm quite lost there. There's not a man within ten miles of Hintock who can comprehend me. I tell you, Father, watch her name, that I'm a man of education. I know several languages. The poets and I are familiar friends. I used to read more in metaphysics than anybody within fifty miles, and since I gave up that, there's nobody can match me in the whole county of Wessex as a scientist. Yet I am doomed to live with tradespeople in a miserable little hole like Hintock.' Indeed, muttered Melbury, Fitzpiers increasingly energised by the alcohol, here reared himself up suddenly from the bowed posture he had hitherto held, thrusting his shoulders so violently against Melbury's breast as to make it difficult for the man to keep hold on the reins. "'People don't appreciate me here,' the surgeon exclaimed, lowering his voice he added softly and slowly. Except one, except one, a passionate soul, as warm as she is clever, as beautiful as she is warm, and as rich as she is beautiful. I say, old fellow, those claws of yours clutch me rather tight, rather like the eagles, you know, that ate the liver out of the man on Mount Caucasus. People don't appreciate me, I say, except her. Ah, gods, I am an unlucky man. She would have been mine. She would have taken my name, but unfortunately it cannot be so. I stooped to make beneath me, and now I blew it.' The position was becoming a very trying one for Melbury, corporeally and mentally. He was obliged to steady Fitzpiers with his left arm, and he began to hate the contact. He hardly knew what to do. It was useless to remonstrate with Fitzpiers, in his intellectual confusion from the rum and from the fall. He remained silent, his hold upon his companion, however, being stern rather than compassionate. You hurt me a little bit, farmer, though I am much obliged to you for your kindness. People don't appreciate me, I say. Between ourselves I am losing my practice here, and why? Because I see matchless attraction, where matchless attraction is, both in person and position. I mention no name, so nobody would be the wiser, but I have lost her, in a legitimate sense, that is. If I were a free man now, things have come to such a past that she could not refuse me. While with her fortune, which I don't covet for itself, I should have a chance of satisfying an honourable ambition, a chance I have never had yet, and now never, never shall have probably. Melbury, his heart throbbing against the other's backbone, and his brain on fire with indignation, ventured to mutter huskily, Why? The horse ambled on some steps before Fitzpears replied, Because I am tied and bound to another by law, as tightly as I am to you by your arm, not that I complain of your arm, I thank you for helping me. Well, where are we? Not nearly home yet, home, I say. It is a home, when I might have been at the other house, over there. In a stupefied way he flung his hand in the direction of the park. I was just two months too early in committing myself, had I only seen the other first. Here the old man's arm gave Fitzpears a convulsive shake. What are you doing? Continued the latter. Keep still, please, or put me down. I was saying that I lost her by a mere little two months. There's no chance for me now in this world, and it makes me reckless, reckless. Yes indeed, anything should happen to the other one. She's amiable enough, but if anything should happen to her, and I hear she is ill, well, if it should, I should be free, and my fame, my happiness, will be insured. These were the last words that Fitzpears uttered in the seat in front of the timber merchant. Unable longer to master himself, Melbury, the skin of his face compressed, whipped away his spare arm from Fitzpears' waist, and seized him by the collar. You heartless villain, after all we have done for you, he cried with a quivering lip, and the money of hers that you have had, and the roof we have provided to shelter you. It is to me, George Melbury, that you dare to talk like that. The exclamation was accompanied by a powerful swing from the shoulder which flung the young man headlong into the road. Fitzpears fell with a heavy thud upon the stumps of some undergrowth which had been cut during the winter preceding. Melbury continued her walk for a few paces further, and stopped. God forgive me, Melbury murmured, repenting of what he had done. He tried me too sorely, and now perhaps had murdered him. He turned round in the saddle, and looked towards the spot on which Fitzpears had fallen. To his great surprise, he beheld the surgeon rise to his feet with a bound, as if on heart, and walk away rapidly under the trees. Melbury listened till the rustle of Fitzpears's footsteps died away. It might have been a crime but for the mercy of Providence in providing leaves for his fall, he said to himself, and then his mind reverted to the words of Fitzpears, and his indignation so mounted within him that he almost wished the fall had put an end to the young man there and then. He had not ridden far when he discerned his own grey mare standing under some bushes. Being darling for a moment, Melbury went forward, and easily caught the younger animal, now disheartened at its freak. He then made a pair of them fast to a tree, and turning back, endeavour to find some traces of Fitzpears, feeling pitifully that after all he had gone further than he intended with the offender. But though he threaded the wood, hither and tither, his toes plowing layer after layer of the little horny scrolls that had once been leaves, he could not find them. He stood listening and looking round. The breeze was oozing through the network of boughs as though through a strainer. The trunks and larger branches stood against the light of the sky in the forms of riding men, gigantic candelabra, pikes, halberds, lances, and whatever besides the fancy chose to make of them. Giving up the search, Melbury came back to the horses and walked slowly homeward, leading one in each hand. It happened that on this self-same evening a boy had been returning from great to little Hintock about the time of Fitzpears' and Melbury's passage home along that route. A horse-collar that had been left at the harness-menders to be repaired was required for use at five o'clock next morning, and in consequence the boy had to fetch it overnight. He put his head through the collar, and accompanied his walk by whistling the one tune he knew as an antidote to fear. The boy suddenly became aware of a horse trotting rather friscally along the track behind him, and not knowing whether to expect friend or foe, Prudence suggested that he should cease his whistling and retreat among the trees till the horse and his rider had gone by, a course to which he was still more inclined when he found how noiselessly they approached, and saw that the horse looked pale and remembered what he had read about death in the revelation. He therefore deposited the collar by a tree and hid himself behind it. The horseman came on, and the youth whose eyes were his keenest telescopes, to his great relief recognized the doctor. As Melbury surmised, Fitzpears had in the darkness taken blossom for darling, and he had not discovered his mistake when he came up opposite the boy, though he was so much surprised at the liveliness of his usually placid mare. The only other pair of eyes on the spot whose vision was as keen as the young characters were those of the horse, and with that strongly conservative objection to the unusual which animals show, blossomed unying the collar under the tree, quite invisible to Fitzpears, exercised none of the patience of the older horse, but shyed sufficiently to unseat so second-rate an equestrian as the surgeon. He fell, and did not move, lying as Melbury afterwards found him. The boy ran away, salving his conscience for the desertion by thinking how vigorously he would spread the alarm of the accident when he got to Hintock, which he uncompromisingly did in crusting the skeleton event with a load of dramatic horrors. Grace had returned, and a fly hired on her account, though not by her husband, at the Crown Hotel Shotsford Forum had been paid for and dismissed. The long drive had somewhat revived her, her illness being a feverish, intermittent nervousness which had more to do with mind and body, and she walked about her sitting-room in something of a hopeful mood. Mrs. Melbury had told her as soon as she arrived that her husband had returned from London. He had gone out, she said, to see a patient as she supposed, and he must soon be back, since he had had no dinner or tea. Grace would not allow her mind to harbour any suspicion of his whereabouts, and her stepmother said nothing of Mrs. Sharman's rumoured sorrows and plans of departure. So the young wife sat by the fire, waiting silently. She had left Hintock in a turmoil of feeling after the revelation of Mrs. Sharman, and had intended not to be at home when her husband returned, but she had thought the matter over and had allowed her father's influence to prevail and bring her back, and now somewhat regretted that Edgar's arrival had preceded hers. By and by Mrs. Melbury came upstairs with a slight air of flurry and abruptness. I assumed in detail some bad news, she said, but you must not be alarmed, as it is not so bad as it might have been. Edgar has been thrown off as horse. We don't think he has hurt much. It happened in the wood, the other side of Nelcombe Bottom, where it is said the ghosts of the brothers walk. She went on to give a few of the particulars, but none of the invented horrors that had been communicated by the boy. I thought it better to tell you at once," she added, in case you should not be very well able to walk home, and somebody should bring him. Mrs. Melbury really thought matters much worse than she represented, and Grace knew that she thought so. She sat down dazed for a few minutes, returning a negative to her stepmother's inquiry if she could do anything for her. But please go into the bedroom," Grace said on second thoughts, and see if all is ready there, in case it is serious. Mrs. Melbury, thereupon called grammar, and they did as directed, supplying the room with everything they could think of for the accommodation of a ninjored man. Nobody was left in the lower part of the house. Not many minutes passed when Grace heard a knock at the door—a single knock, not loud enough to reach the ears of those in the bedroom. She went to the top of the stairs, and said faintly, come up, knowing that the door stood as usual in such houses wide open. Retreating into the gloom of the broad landing, she saw rise up the stairs a woman whom at first she did not recognise, till her voice revealed her to be Suki Damson, in great fright and sorrow. A streak of light from the partially closed door of Grace's room fell upon her face as she came forward, and it was drawn and pale. Oh, Mrs. Melbury, I would say Mrs. Fitzpiers, she said, ringing her hands. This terrible news! Is he dead? Is he hurted very bad? Tell me, I couldn't help coming. Please forgive me, Mrs. Melbury, Mrs. Fitzpiers, I would say. Grace sank down on the oak chest which stood on the landing, and put her hands to her now flushed face and head. Could she order Suki Damson downstairs and out of the house? Her husband might be brought in at any moment, and what would happen? But could she order this genuinely graved woman away? There was a dead silence for half a minute or so, till Suki said, Why don't you speak? Is he here? Is he dead? If so, why can't I see him? Would it be so very wrong? Before Grace had answered, somebody else came to the door below. A footfall light as a rose. There was a hurried tapping upon the panel, as if with the impatient tips of fingers, whose owner thought not whether a knocker were there or no. Without a pause, and possibly guided by the stray beam of light on the landing, the newcomer ascended the staircase as the first had done. Grace was sufficiently visible, and a lady, for it was a lady, came to her side. I could make nobody here downstairs. Sitfully charmant, with lips whose dryness could almost be heard, and panting as she stood like one ready to sink on the floor with distress. What is the matter? Tell me the worst. Can he live? She looked at Grace imploringly, without perceiving poor Suki, who, dismayed at such a presence, had shrunk away into the shade. Mrs. Sharman's little feet were covered in mud. She was quite unconscious of her appearance now. I had heard such a dreadful report, she went on. I came to ascertain the truth of it. Was he killed? She won't tell us. He's dying. He's in that room," burst out Suki, regardless of consequences, as she heard the distant movement of Mrs. Melbury and Grammar in the bedroom at the end of the passage. Where? said Mrs. Sharman, and on Suki pointing out the direction she made as if to go tither. Grace barred away. He's not there, she said. I have not seen him any more than you. I have heard a report only, not as bad as you think. It must have been exaggerated to you. Please do not conceal anything. Let me know all," said Felice, doubtingly. You shall know all I know. You have a perfect right to know. Who can have a better right than either of you? Said Grace, with a delicate sting, which was lost upon Felice Sharman now. I repeat, I have only heard a less alarming account than you have heard. How much it means, and how little I cannot say. I pray God that it means not much, in common humanity. You probably pray the same for other reasons. She regarded them both there in the dim light of while. They stood dumb in their trouble, not stinging back at her, not heeding her mood. A tenderness sped over Grace like a Jew. It was well, very well conventionally, to address either one of them in the wife's regulation terms of virtuous sarcasm as woman, creature, or thing, for losing their hearts to her husband. But life, what was it, and who was she? She had, like the singer of the psalm of Asaph, been plagued and chastened all the day long. But could she, by retributive words, in order to please herself the individual, offend against the generation as he would not? He is dying, perhaps, blubbered Suki Damson, putting her apron to her eyes. In their gestures and faces there were anxieties, affection, agony of heart, all for a man who had wronged them, had never really behaved towards either of them, anyhow but selfishly. Neither one but would have well-nice sacrificed half her life to him, even now. The tears which is possibly critical situation could not bring to her eyes surged over at the contemplation of these fellow women. She turned to the balustrade, bent herself upon it, and wept. Thereupon Felice began to cry also, without using her handkerchief and letting the tears run down silently. While these three poor women stood together thus, pitting another, though most to be pitted themselves, the pacing of a horse or horses became audible in the court, and in a moment Melbury's voice was heard calling to a stableman. Grace at once started up, ran down the stairs and out into the quadrangle as her father crossed it towards the door. Father, what is the matter with him? She cried. Who, Edgar? said Melbury abruptly. Matter? Nothing. What, my dear, have you got home safe, when you were better already, but you ought not to be out in the air like this? Melbury has been thrown off his horse. I know, I know, I saw it. He got up again and walked off as well as ever. A fall on the leaves didn't hurt a spry fellow like him. He did not come this way, he added, significantly. I suppose he went to look for his horse. I tried to find him, but could not, but after seeing him go away under the trees, I found the horse and led it home for safety. So he must walk. Now, don't you stay out here in this night air. She returned to the house with her father. When she had again ascended to the landing and to her own rooms beyond, it was a great relief to her to find that both Petticoat I and Petticoat II of her bonomy had silently disappeared. They had in all probability heard the words of her father and departed with their anxieties relieved. Presently her parents came up to Grace and busied themselves to see that she was comfortable. Perceiving soon that she would prefer to be left alone, they went away. Grace waited on. The clock raised its voice now and then, but her husband did not return. At her father's usual hour for retiring he came again to see her. Do not stay up, she said as soon as he entered. I am not at all tired, I will sit up and wait for him. I think we'll be useless, Grace, said Melbury, slowly. Why? I have had a bit of quarrel with him, and on that account I hardly think he will return to-night. A quarrel? Was that after the fall seen by the boy? Melbury nodded and affirmative, without taking his eyes off the candle. Yes, it was when we were coming home together, he said. Something had been swelling up in Grace while her father was speaking. How could you want to quarrel with him? She cried suddenly. Why could you not let him come home quietly if you were inclined to? He is my husband, and now you have married me to him, surely you need not provoke him unnecessarily. First you induce me to accept him, and then you do things that divide us more than we should naturally be divided. How can you speak so unjustly to me, Grace? said Melbury, with indignance sorrow. I divided you from your husband, indeed. You little think! He was inclined to say more, to tell her the whole story of the encounter, and that the provocation he had received had lain entirely in hearing her despised, but it would have greatly distressed her, and he forbore. You would barely lie down. You are tired, he said, soothingly. Good night! The household went to bed, and silence fell upon the dwelling, broken only by the occasional scour of a halter in Melbury's stables. Despite her father's advice Grace still waited up, but nobody came. It was a critical time in Grace's emotional life that night. She thought of her husband a good deal, and for the nonce, forgot Winderborn. How these unhappy women must have admired Edgar, she said to herself. How attractive he must be to everybody, and indeed he is attractive. The possibility is that, peaked by rivalry, these ideas might have transformed into their corresponding emotions by a show of the least reciprocity into its peers. There was in truth a lovebird yearning to fly from her heart, and had wanted a lodging badly. But no husband came. The fact was that Melbury hadn't been much mistaken about the condition of its peers. People do not fall headlong on stumps of underwood with impunity. Had the old man been able to watch Fitzpiers narrowly enough he would have observed that on rising and walking into the ticket he dropped blood as he went. But he had not proceeded fifty yards before he showed signs of being dizzy, and raising his hands to his head, reeled, and fell down. CHAPTER 36 Grace was not the only one who watched and meditated in Hintock that night. Philly Charmond was in no mood to retire to rest at a customary hour, and over her drawing-room fire at the manor-house she sat, as motionless and in as deep a reverie as Grace in her little apartment at the homestead. Having caught ear of Melbury's intelligence while she stood on the landing at his house, and been eased of much of her mental distress, her sense of personal decorum returned upon her with a rush. She descended the stairs, and left the door like a ghost, keeping close to the walls of the building till she got round to the gate of the quadrangle, through which she noislessly passed almost before Grace and her father had finished their discourse. Suki Damson had thought it well to imitate her superior in this respect, and ascending the back stairs as Philly's descended the front went out at the side door and home to her cottage. Once outside Melbury's gates Mrs. Charmond ran with all her speed to the manor-house, without stopping or turning her head, and splitting her thin boots in her haste. She entered her own dwelling, as she had emerged from it, by the drawing-room window. In other circumstances she would have felt some timidity at undertaking such an unpremeditated excursion alone, but her anxiety for another had cast out her fear for herself. Everything in the drawing-room was just as she had left it. The candle still burning, the casement closed, and the shutters gently pulled up, too, so to hide the state of the window from the cursory glance of a servant entering the apartment. She had begun about three-quarters of an hour by the clock, and nobody seemed to have discovered her absence. Tired and body, but tense in mind, she sat down, palpitating, round-eyed, bewildered at what she had done. She had been betrayed by affrighted love into a visit which, now that the emotion instigating it had calmed down under her belief that its peers was in no danger, was the saddest surprise to her. This was how she had set about doing her best to escape her passionate bondage to him. Somehow, in declaring to Grace and to herself the unseemliness of her infatuation, she had grown a convert to its irresistibility. If Heaven would only give her strength, but Heaven never did. One thing was indispensable. She must go away from Hintock if she meant to withstand further temptation. The struggle was too wearying, too hopeless while she remained. It was but a continual capitulation of conscience to what she dared not name. By degrees, as she sat, Felice's mind, helped perhaps by the anti-climax of learning that her lover was unharmed after all her fright about him, grew wondrously strong in wise resolve. For the moment she was in a mood, in the words of Mrs. Elizabeth Montague, to run mad with discretion, and was so persuaded that discretion lay in departure that she wished to set about going that very minute. Jumping up from her seat she began to gather together some small personal knick-knacks scattered about the room to feel that preparations were really in train. While moving here and there she fancied that she heard a slight noise out of doors and stood still. Surely it was a tapping at the window. A thought entered her mind and burned her cheek. He had come to that window before, yet was it possible that he should dare to do so now? All the servants were in bed, and in the ordinary course of affairs she would have retired also. Then she remembered that on stepping in by the casement and closing it she had not fastened the window-shutter, so that a streak of light from the interior of the room might have revealed her vigil to an observer on the lawn. How all things conspired against her keeping faith with grace! The tapping recommenced, light as from the bill of a little bird. Her illegitimate hope overcame her vow. She went and pulled back the shutter, determining, however, to shake her head at him and keep the casement securely closed. What she saw outside might have struck terror into her heart stouter than a helpless woman's at midnight. In the centre of the lowest pane of the window, close to the glass, was a human face, which she barely recognised as the face of its peers. It was surrounded with the darkness of the night without, corpse-like in its pallor, and covered with blood. As the slows in the square area of the pane, it met her frightened eyes like a replica of the Suderium of St. Veronica. He moved his lips and looked at her imploringly. Her rapid mind pieced together in an instant a possible concatenation of events which might have led to this tragical issue. She unlatched the casement with a terrified hand, and bending down to where he was crouching, pressed her face to his with passionate solicitude. She assisted him into the room without a word, to do which it was almost necessary to lift him bodily. Quickly closing the window and fastening the shutters, she bent over and breathedlessly. "'Are you hurt much?' she cried faintly. "'Oh! Oh! How is this?' "'Rather much, but don't be frightened.' He answered in a difficult whisper, and turning himself to obtain an easier position if possible. "'A little water, please.' She ran across into the dining-room and brought a bottle and a glass, from which he eagerly drank. He could then speak much better, and with her help got upon the nearest couch. "'Are you dying, Edgar?' she said. "'Do speak to me.' "'And half-dead,' said Fitzpiers, but perhaps I shall get over it. It is chiefly loss of blood.' "'But I thought your fall did not hurt you,' she said. "'Who did this?' "'Felice, my father-in-law. I have called you more than a mile on my hands and knees. God, I thought I should never have got here. I have come to you because you are the only friend I have in the world now. I can never go back to Hintuck, never to the roof of the Melbury's. Not Poppy nor Madrigora will ever medicine this bitter feud, if I were only well again. "'Let me bind your head, now that you have rested.' "'Yes, but wait a moment. It has stopped bleeding. Fortunately, I should be a dead man before now. While in the wood I managed to make a tourniquet of some half-pence and my handkerchief, as well as I could in the dark. But listen, dear Felice, can you hide me till I am well? Whatever comes, I can be seen in Hintuck no more. My practice is nearly gone, you know, and after this I would not care to recover it, if I could.' By this time Felice's tears began to blind her. There now were her discrete plans for sundering their lives forever. To administer to him in his pain and trouble and poverty was her single thought. The first step was to hide him, and she asked herself where. A place occurred to her mind. She got him some wine from the dining-room, which strengthened him much, and she managed to remove his boots, and, as he could now keep himself upright by leaning upon her on one side and a walking stick on the other, they went thus in a slow march out of the room and up the stairs. As atop she took him along a gallery, pausing whenever he required rest, and then up a smaller staircase to the least used part of the house, where she unlocked a door. Within was a lumber-room containing abandoned furniture of all descriptions, built up in piles which obscured the lights in the windows, and formed between them nooks and lairs in which a person would not be discerned, even should an eye gaze in at a door. The articles were mainly those that had belonged to the previous owner of the house, and had been bought in by the late Mr. Charmond at the auction, but changing fashion and the taste of a young wife had caused him to be relegated to this dungeon. Here Fitzpiers sat on the floor, against the wall till she had hauled out materials for a bed, which she spread on the floor in one of the aforesaid nooks. She obtained water and a basin and washed the dried blood from his face and hands, and when he was comfortably reclining, fetched food from the larder. While he ate, her eyes lingered anxiously on his face, following his every movement with such loving kindness as only a fond woman can show. He was now in a better condition, and discussed his position with her. While I fancy I sit in Melbury, must have been enough to enrage any man, if uttered in cold blood, and with knowledge of his presence, but I did not know him, and I was stupefied by what he had given me, so that I hardly was aware of what I said. Well, the veil of that temple is rent and twain. As I am not going to be seen again in Hintock, my first efforts must be directed to allay any alarm that may be felt at my absence, before I am able to get clear away. Nobody must suspect that I have been hurt, or there will be a country talk about me. Felice, I must at once concoct a letter to check all search for me. I think if you can bring me a pen and paper I may be able to do it now. I could rest better if it were done. Poor thing, how I tire her with running up and down. She fetched writing materials, and held up the blotting-book as a support to his hand, while he penned a brief note to his nominal wife. The animosity shown toward me by her father, he wrote in this coldest of marital epistles, is such that I cannot return again to a roof which is his, even though it shelters you. A parting is unavoidable, as you are sure to be on his side in this division. I am starting on a journey which will take me a long way from Hintock, and you must not expect to see me there again for some time. He then gave her a few directions bearing upon his professional engagements and other practical matters, concluding without a hint of his destination, or a notion of when she should see him again. He offered to read a note to Felice before he closed it up, but she would not hear or see it. That side of his obligations distressed her beyond endurance. She turned away from Fitzpiers and sobbed bitterly. If you can get this posted at a place some miles away, he whispered, exhausted by the effort of writing, at Shotsford, or Port Breedy, or still better, Budmouth, it will divert all suspicion from this house as the place of my refuge. I would drive to one or other of the places myself, anything to keep it unknown, she murmured, her voice weighted with vague foreboding, now that the excitement of helping him had passed away. Fitzpiers told her that there was yet one more thing to be done. In creeping over the fence to the lawn, he said, I made the ray of bloody, and it shows rather much on the white paint, I could see it in the dark. At all hazards it should be washed off. Could you do that also, Felice? This will not women do on such devoted occasions. Weary as she was, she went all the way down the rambling staircases to the ground floor, then to search for a lantern which she lighted and hid under her cloak, then for a wet sponge, and next went forth into the night. The white railing stared out of the darkness at her approach, and a ray from the enshrouded lantern fell upon the blood, just where he had told her it would be found. She shuddered. It was almost too much to bear in one day, but with a shaking hand she sponged the rail clean and returned to the house. The time occupied by these several proceedings was not much less than two hours. When all was done, and she had smoothed his extemporised bed, and placed everything within his reach that she could think of, she took her leave of him, and locked him in. CHAPTER 37 When her husband's letter reached Grace's hands, bearing upon it the postmark of a distant town, it never once crossed her mind that Fitzpiers was within a mile of her still. She felt relieved that he did not write morbidly of the quarrel with her father, whatever the nature might have been, but the general fragility of his communication quenched in her the incipient spark that events had kindled so shortly before. From this centre of information it was made known in Hintock that the doctor had gone away, and as known by the Melbury householders aware that he did not return on the night of his accident, no excitement manifested itself in the village. Thus the early days of May passed by. None but the nocturnal birds and animals observed that late one evening, towards the middle of the month, a closely wrapped figure with a crutch under one arm and a stick in his hand, crept out from Hintock House across the lawn to the shelter of the trees, taking thence the slow and laborious walk to the nearest point of the Turnpike Road. The mysterious personage was so disguised that his own wife would hardly have known him. Mrs. Charmond was a practised hand at make-ups, as well as she might be, and she had done her utmost in padding and painting Fitzpiers with the old materials of her art in the recesses of the lumber-room. In the highway he was met by a covered carriage which conveyed him to Sherton Abbas, when she proceeded to the nearest port on the south coast, and immediately crossed the channel. But it was known to everybody that three days after this time Mrs. Charmond executed her long deferred plan of setting out for a long term of travel and residence on the continent. She went off one morning as unauthenticiously as could be, and took no maid with her, having, she said, engaged one to meet her at a point further on on her route. After that, Hintock House so frequently deserted was again to be let. Spring had not merged in summer when a clinching rumour, founded on the best of evidence, reached the parish and neighbourhood. Mrs. Charmond and Fitzpiers had been seen together in Baden, in relations which set at rest the question that had agitated the little community ever since winter. Melbury had entered the valley of humiliation, even further than grace. His spirit seemed broken. But once a week he mechanically went to market as usual, and here, as he was passing by the conduit one day, his mental condition expressed largely by his gait. He heard his name spoken by a voice formerly familiar. He turned and saw a certain Fred Bocock, once a promising lawyer's clerk and local dandy, who had been called a cleverest fellow in Sherton, without whose brains the firm of solicitors employing him would be nowhere. But later on Bocock had fallen into the mire. He was invited out a good deal, sang songs at agricultural meetings and Burgess's dinners. In some, Victualt himself with spirits more frequently than was good for the clever brains, or body, either. He lost the situation, and after an absence spent in trying his powers elsewhere, came back to his native town, where, at the time of the foregoing events in Hintock, he gave legal advice for astonishingly small fees, mostly carrying on his profession on public house settles, in whose recesses he might often have been overheard making country people's wills for half a crown, calling with a learned voice for a pen and ink and a hapenny sheet of paper, on which he drew up the testament while resting it in a little space white with his hand on the table, amid the liquid circles formed by the cups and glasses. An idea implanted early in life is difficult to uproot, and many elderly tradespeople still clung to the notion that Fred Bocock knew a great deal of law. It was he who had called Melbury by name. You looked very down, Mr. Melbury, very, if I may say as much. He observed when the timber merchant turned. But I know, I know, a very sad case, very. I was bred to the law, as you know, and I am professionally no stranger to such matters. Well, Mrs. Fitzpiers has a remedy. How? What? A remedy? said Melbury. Under the new law, sir, a new court was established last year, and under the new statute, twenty and twenty-one, Vic cap eighty-five, unmarrying is as easy as marrying. No more acts of parliament necessary. No longer one law for the rich and another for the poor. But come inside. I was just going to have a nimble king of rum-hot, I'll explain it all to you. The intelligence amazed Melbury, who saw little of newspapers, and though he was a severely correct man in his habits, and had no taste for entering a tavern with Fred Bocock, nay, would have been quite uninfluenced by such a character on any other matter in the world, such fascination lay in the idea of delivering his poor girl from bondage, that it deprived him of the critical faculty. He could not resist the ex-lawyer's clerk, and entered the inn. Here they sat down to the rum, which Melbury paid for as a matter of course, Bocock leaning back in the settle, with a legal gravity which would hardly allow him to be conscious of the spirits before him, though they nevertheless disappeared with mysterious quickness. How much of the exaggerated information on the then-new divorce laws which Bocock imparted to his listener was the result of ignorance, and how much of Jupery was never ascertained. But he related such a plausible story of the ease with which Grace could become a free woman, that her father was irradiated with the project, and though he scarcely wetted his lips, Melbury never knew how he came out of the inn, or when or where he mounted his gig to pursue his way homeward. But home he found himself, his brain having all the way seemed to ring sonorously as a gong in the intensity of a stir. Before he had seen Grace he was accidentally met by Winterborne, who found his face shining as if he had, like the law-giver, conversed with an angel. He relinquished his horse and took Winterborne by the arm to a heap of rendle-wood, as Barked Oak was here called, which lay under a privet hedge. "'Joyles,' he said, when they had sat down upon the logs, "'There's a new law in the land. Grace can be free quite easily. I only knew it by the merest accident. I might not have found it out for the next ten years. She can get rid of them. Do you hear? Get rid of them. Think of that, my friend, Joyles.' He related what he had learned of the new legal remedy. A subdued tremulousness about the mouth was all the response that Winterborne made, and Melbury added, "'My boy, you shall have her yet, if you want her.' His feelings had gathered volume, as he said this, and the articulate sound of the old idea drowned his sight and missed. "'Are you sure?' "'About the new law,' asked Winterborne, so disquieted by a gigantic exultation which loomed alternately with fearful doubt, that he evaded the full acceptance of Melbury's last statement. Melbury said that he had no manner of doubt, for since his talk with Bowcock it had come to his mind that he had seen some time ago in the weekly paper an allusion to such a legal change, but having no interest in those desperate remedies at the moment, he had passed it over. "'But I am not going to let the matter rest doubtful for a single day,' he continued. "'I am going to London. Bowcock will go with me, and we shall get the best advice as soon as we possibly can. Bowcock is a thorough lawyer. Nothing the matter with him but a fiery pallet. I knew him as a stay-in-refuge of Sherton in knots of law at one time.' Winterborne's replies were of the vaguest. The new possibility was almost unthinkable by him at the moment. He was, what was called at Hintock, a solid going fellow. He maintained his abeyant mood, not from want of reciprocity, but from a taciturn hesitancy taught by life as he knew it. "'But,' continued the timber-merchant, a temporary crease or two of anxiety supplementing those already established in his forehead by time and care, "'Grace is not at all well. Nothing constitutional, you know, but she has been in a low, nervous state ever since that night of fright. I don't doubt but that she will be all right soon. I wonder how she is this evening.' He rolls with these words, as if he had too long forgotten her personality in the excitement of her pre-visioned career. They had sat till the evening was beginning to die the garden brown, and now went towards Melbury's house, giles a few steps in the rear of his old friend, who was stimulated by the enthusiasm of the moment to outstep the ordinary walking of Winterborne. He felt shy of entering Grace's presence as a reconstituted lover, which was how her father's manner would be sure to present him, before definite information as to the future state was forthcoming. It seemed too nearly like the act of those who rush in, where angels fear to tread. A chill to counterbalance all the glowing promise of the day was prompt enough in coming. No sooner had he followed the timber-merchant in at the door than he heard grammar informer that Mrs. Fitzpiers was still more unwell than she had been in the morning. Old Dr. Jones, being in the neighbourhood, they had called him in, and he had instantly directed them to get her to bed. They were not, however, to consider her illness serious. A feverish, nervous attack, the result of recent events, was what she was suffering from, and she would doubtless be well in a few days. John therefore did not remain, and his hope of seeing her that evening was disappointed. Even this aggravation of her morning-condition did not greatly depress Melbury. He knew, he said, that his daughter's constitution was sound enough. It was only these domestic troubles that were pulling her down. Once free she would be blooming again. Melbury diagnosed rightly, as parents usually do. He set out for London the next morning, Jones having paid another visit and assured him that he might leave home without uneasiness, especially on an errand of that sort, which would the sooner put an end to her suspense. The timber-merchant had been away only a day or two, when it was told in Hintock that Mr. Fitzpiers's hat had been found in the wood. Later on in the afternoon the hat was brought to Melbury, and by a piece of ill fortune into Grace's presence. It had doubtless lain in the wood ever since his fall from the horse, but it looked so clean and uninjured, the summer weather and leafy shelter having much favoured its preservation, that Grace would not believe it had remained so long concealed. A very little fact was enough to set her fevered fancy at work at this conjecture. She thought him still in the neighbourhood. She feared his sudden appearance, and her nervous malady developed consequences so grave that Dr. Jones began to look serious, and the household was alarmed. After the beginning of June, and a cuckoo at this time of the summer scarcely ceased his cry for more than two or three hours during the night, the bird's note so familiar to her ears from infancy was now absolute torture to the poor girl. On the Friday following the Wednesday of Melbury's departure, and the day after the discovery of Fitzpiers's hat, the cuckoo began at two o'clock in the morning with a sudden cry from one of Melbury's apple-trees, not three yards from the window of Grace's room. "'Oh, he is coming!' she cried, and in her terror sprang clean from the bed, out upon the floor. These starts and frights continued till noon, and when the doctor had arrived on its sceneer, and had talked with Mrs. Melbury, he sat down and meditated. That ever-present terror it was indispensable to remove from her mind at all hazards, and he thought how this might be done. Without saying a word to anybody in the house, or to the disquieted winter-born waiting in the lane below, Dr. Jones went home and wrote to Mr. Melbury at the London address he had obtained from his wife. The gist of his communication was that Mrs. Fitzpiers should be assured as soon as possible that steps were being taken to sever the bond, which was becoming a torture to her, that she would soon be free, and was even then virtually so. "'If you can say it at once, it may be the means of averting much harm,' he said. Say to her yourself, not to me.' On Saturday he drove over to Hintock, and assured her with mysterious pacifications, that in a day or two she might expect to receive some assuring news. So it turned out. When Sunday morning came there was a letter for Grace from her father. It arrived at seven o'clock, the usual time at which the toddling postman passed by Hintock. At eight Grace awoke, having slept an hour or two for a wonder, and Mrs. Melbury brought up the letter. "'Can you open it yourself?' said she. "'Oh, yes, yes,' said Grace, with feeble impatience. She tore the envelope, unfolded a sheet, and read, when a creeping blush tinctured her white neck and cheek. Her father had exercised a bold discretion. He informed her that she need have no further concern about Fitzpiers's return, that she would shortly be a free woman, and therefore if she should desire to wed her old lover, which he trusted was a case since it was his own deep wish, she would be in a position to do so. In this Melbury had not written beyond his belief, but he very much stretched to the facts in adding that the legal formalities for dissolving her union were practically settled. The truth was that on the arrival of the doctor's letter poor Melbury had been very much agitated, and could with difficulty be prevented by Bocock from returning to her bedside. That was the use of his rushing back to Hintock, Bocock had asked him. The only thing that could do her any good was the breaking of the bond. Though he had not as yet had an interview with the eminent solicitor they were about to consult, he was on the point of seeing him, and the case was clear enough. Thus the simple Melbury, urged by his parental alarm at her danger by the representations of his companion, and by the doctor's letter, had yielded, and sat down to tell her roundly that she was virtually free. And you had better also write to the gentleman, suggested Bocock, who, sending notoriety and the germ of a large practice in the case, wished to commit Melbury to it irretrievably, to effect which he knew that nothing would be so potent as awakening the passion of grace for Winterborne, so that her father might not have the heart to withdraw from his attempt to make her love legitimate, when he discovered that there were difficulties in the way. The nervous and patient Melbury was much pleased with the idea of starting them at once, as he called it. To put his long-delayed reparative scheme in train had become a passion with him now. He added to the letter addressed to his daughter a passage, hinting that she ought to begin to encourage Winterborne, lest she should lose them altogether. And he wrote to Giles that the path was virtually open for him at last. Life was short, he declared. There were slips between the cup and the lip. Her interest in them should be reawakened at once, that all might be ready when the good time came for uniting them. At these warm words Winterborne was not less days than he was moved in heart. The novelty of the avowal rendered what had carried with it inapprehensible by him in his entirety. Only a few short months ago completely estranged from this family, beholding Grace going to and fro in the distance, clothed with the alienating radiance of obvious superiority, the wife of the then popular and fashionable Fitzpiers, hopelessly outside his social boundary, down to so recent a time that flowers then folded where hardly faded yet, he was now asked by that jealously guarding father of hers to take courage, to get himself ready for the day when he should be able to claim her. The old times came back to him in dim procession. How he had been snubbed, how Melbury had despised his Christmas party, how that sweet coy Grace herself had looked down upon him and his household arrangements, and poor creedle's contrivances. Well, he could not believe it. Surely the adamant time barrier of marriage with another could not be pierced like this. It did violence to custom. Yet a new law might do anything. But was it all within the bounds of probability that a woman who, over and above her own attainments, had been accustomed to those of a cultivated professional man, could ever be the wife of such as he? Since the date of his rejection he had almost grown to see the reasonableness of that treatment. He had said to himself again and again that her father was right, that the poor carol, Giles Winterborne, would never have been able to make such a dainty girl happy. Yet now that she had stood in a position father removed from his own than at first, he was asked to prepare to woo her. He was full of doubt. Nevertheless it was not in him to show backwardness. To act so promptly as Melbury desired him to act seemed indeed scarcely wise, because of the uncertainty of events. Giles knew nothing of legal procedure, but he did know that for him to step up to Grace as a lover before the bond which bound her was actually dissolved was simply an extravagant dream of her father's overstrained mind. He pitied Melbury for his almost childish enthusiasm, and saw that the aging man must have suffered acutely to be weakened to this unreasoning desire. Winterborne was far too magnanimous to harbour any cynical conjecture that the timber-merchant, in his intense affection for Grace, was courting him now because that young lady, when disunited, would be left in an anomalous position to escape which a bad husband was better than none. He felt quite sure that his old friend was simply on tenterhooks of anxiety to repair the almost irreparable error of dividing two whom nature had striven to join together in earlier days, and that in his honor to do this he was oblivious of formalities. The cautious supervision of his past years had overleaved itself at last. Hence Winterborne perceived that, in this new beginning, the necessary care not to compromise Grace by too early advances must be exercised by himself. Perhaps Winterborne was not quite so ardent as heretofore. There is no such thing as a stationary love. Men are either loving more or loving less, but Giles himself recognised no decline in this sense of her dearness. If the flame did indeed burn lower than when he had fetched her from Sherton at her last return from school, the marvel was small. He had been laboring ever since his rejection at her marriage to reduce his former passion to a docile friendship out of pure regard to its expediency, and their separation may have helped him to a partial success. A week and more passed, and there was no further news of Melbury, but the effect of the intelligence he had already transmitted upon the elastic-nerved daughter of the woods had been much what the old surgeon Jones had surmised. It had smoothed her perturbed spirit better than all the opiates in the pharmacopia. She had slept unbrokenly a whole night and day. The new law was to her a mysterious, beneficent, godlike entity, lately descended upon earth, that would make her as she had once been without trouble or annoyance. Her position fredded her. Its abstract features rousing an aversion which was even greater than her aversion to the personality of him who had caused it. It was mortifying, productive of slights, undignified. Him she could forget. Her circumstances she had always with her. She saw nothing of Winterborne during the days of her recovery, and perhaps on that account her fancy wove about him a more romantic tissue than it could have done if he had stood before her with all the specks and flaws inseparable from corporeality. He rose upon her memory as the fruit-god and the wood-god in alternation, sometimes leafy and smeared with green lichen as she had seen him among the sappy boughs of the plantations, sometimes cider-stained and with apple-pips in the hair of his arms as she had met him on his return from cider-making in Whiteheart Vale, with his vats and presses beside him. In her secret heart she almost approximated to her father's enthusiasm in wishing to show Giles once for all how she still regarded him. The question whether the future would indeed bring them together for life was a standing wonder with her. She knew that it could not with any propriety do so just yet, but reverently believing in her father's sound judgment and knowledge as girls are wont to do. She remembered what he had written about her giving a hint to Winterborne lest there should be a risk in delay. And her feelings were not averse to such a step, so far as it could be done without danger at this early stage of the proceedings. From being a frail phantom of her former equitable self she returned and bound to a condition of passable philosophy. She bloomed again in the face in the course of a few days, and was well enough to go about as usual. One day Mrs. Melbury proposed that for a change she should be driven in the gig to Sherton Market, where her Melbury's man was going under their errands. Grace had no business whatever in Sherton, but it cost her mind that Winterborne would probably be there, and this made the thought of such a drive interesting. On the way she saw nothing of them, but when the horse was walking through the obstructions of Sheep Street she discerned the young man on the pavement. She thought of that time when he had been standing under his apple-tree on a return from school, and of the tender opportunity then missed through her fastidiousness. Her heart rose in her throat. She abjured all such fastidious now, nor did she forget the last occasion on which she had beheld him in that town, making cider in the courtyard of the Earl of Wessex Hotel, while she was figuring as a fine lady in the balcony above. Grace directed the man to set her down there in the midst, and immediately went up to her lover. Giles had not before observed her, and his eyes now suppressedly looked his pleasure, without the embarrassment that had formerly marked him at such meetings. When a few words had been spoken she said, actually, I have nothing to do. Perhaps you are deeply engaged. I, not a bit. My business now at the best of times is small, I am sorry to say. Well, then, I am going to the Abbey. Come along with me. The proposition had suggested itself as a quick escape from publicity, for many eyes were regarding her. She had hoped that sufficient time had elapsed for the extinction of curiosity, but it was quite otherwise. The people looked at her with tender interest as a deserted girl-wife, without obtrusiveness and without vulgarity, but she was ill-prepared for scrutiny in any shape. They walked about the Abbey Isles, and presently sat down. Not a soul was in the building save themselves. She regarded a stained window, with her head sideways, and tentatively asked him if he remembered the last time they were in that town alone. He remembered it perfectly, and remarked, You were a proud miss, then, and as dainty as you are high. Perhaps you are now. Grace slowly shook her head. Affliction has taken all that out of me. She answered impressively. Perhaps I am too far the other way now. As there was something lurking in this that she could not explain, she added so quickly as not to allow him time to think of it. As my father written to you at all. Yes, said Winterborne. She glanced ponderingly up at him. Not about me. Yes. His mouth was lined with character which told her that he had been bitten to take the hint as to the future which she had been bitten to give. The unexpected discovery sent a scarlet pulsation through Grace for the moment. However, it was only Giles who stood there, of whom she had no fear, and her self-possession returned. He said it was the sound of you two, what you will understand if you care to. Continued Winterborne in a low voice. Having been put on this track by herself, he was not disposed to abandon it in a hurry. They had been children together, and there was between them that familiarity as to personal affairs which only such acquaintanceship can give. You know, Giles, she answered, speaking in a very practical tone, that that is all very well, but I am in a very anomalous position at present, and I cannot say anything to the point about such things as those. No, he said, with astray air as regarded the subject. He was looking at her with a curious consciousness of discovery. He had not been imagining that the renewed intercourse would show her to him thus. For the first time he realized an unexpectedness in her, which, after all, should not have been unexpected. She before him was not the girl Grace Melbury whom he used to know. Of course he might easily have been figured as much, but it had never occurred to him. She was a woman who had been married, she had moved on, and without having lost her girlish modesty she had lost her girlish shyness. The inevitable change, though known to him, had not been heeded, and it struck him into a momentary fixity. The truth was that he had never come into close comradeship with her since her engagement with Fitzpiers, with the brief exception of the evening encounter on Rubdown Hill, when she met him and assigned her apparatus, and that interview had been of too cursory a kind for insight. Winterborne had advanced, too. He could criticize her. Times had been when to criticize a single traithing Grace Melbury would have lain as far beyond his powers as to criticize a deity. This thing was sure. It was a new woman in many ways whom he had come out to see, a creature of more ideas, more dignity, and above all more assurance than the original Grace had been capable of. He could not at first decide whether he was pleased or displeased at this, but upon the whole the novelty attracted him. She was so sweet and sensitive that she feared his silence be tokened something in his brain of the nature of an enemy to her. What are you thinking of that makes those lines come in your forehead? She asked. I did not mean to offend you by speaking of the time being premature as yet. Touched by the genuine loving kindness which had lain at the foundation of these words, and much moved, Winterborne turned his face aside as he took her by the hand. He was grieved that he had criticized her. You were very good, dear Grace. He said, in a low voice, you were better, much better than you used to be. How? He did not very well tell her how, and said with an evasive smile, you were prettier, which was not what he had really meant. He then remained still holding her right hand in his own, so that they faced in opposite ways. And as he did not let go, she ventured upon a tender remonstrance. I think we have gone as far as we ought to go at present, and far enough to satisfy my poor father that we are the same as ever. You see, Giles, my case is not settled yet. And if—oh, suppose I never get free! There should be any hitch or informality. She drew a catching breath, and turned pale. The dialogue had been affectionate comedy up to this point. The gloomy atmosphere of the past, and the still gloomy horizon of the present, had been for the interval forgotten. Now the whole environment came back. The due balance of shade among the light was restored. It is sure to be all right, I trust. She resumed in uneasy accents. What did my father say the solicitor had told him? Oh, that all is sure enough. The case is so clear. Nothing could be clearer. But the legal part is not quite done and finished, as is natural. Oh, no, of course not! She said, sunk in meek thought. But father said it was almost, did he not? Do you know anything about the new law that makes these things so easy? Nothing except the general fact that it enables ill-assorted husbands and wives to part in a way they could not formally do without an act of parliament. Have you to sign a paper or swear anything? Is it something like that? Yes, I believe so. How long has it been introduced? Oh, about six months or a year, the lawyer said, I think. To hear these two poor, Arcadian innocents talk of imperial law would have made a humane person weep who should have known what a dangerous structure they were building up on their supposed knowledge. They remained untaught, like children in the presence of the incomprehensible. Giles, she said at last, it makes me quite weary when I think how serious my situation is, our husband. Shall we not go out from here now, as it may seem rather fast of me, our being so long together, I mean, if any one else were to see us? I am almost sure, she added, uncertainly, that I ought not to let you hold my hand yet, knowing that the documents or whatever it may be, have not been signed, so that I am still as married as ever, or almost. My dear father has forgotten himself, and I thought I feel morally bound to anyone else after what has taken place. No woman of spirit could, now too that several months have passed. But I wish to keep the proprieties as well as I can. Yes, yes. Still, your father reminds us that life is short, or myself feel that it is. That is why I wish to understand you in this that we have begun. At times, dear Grace, since receiving your father's letter, I am as uneasy and fearful as a child at what he has said. If one of us was to die before the formal signing and signing that is to release you, had been done, if we should drop out of the world and never have made the most of this little, short but real opportunity, I should think to myself as I sunk down dying, o to God that I had spoken out my whole heart, given a one little kiss when I had the chance to give it, but never did. Although she had promised to be mine one day, and now I never can. That's what I should think. She had begun by watching the words from his lips with a mournful regard, as though their passage were visible. But as you had done, she dropped her glance. Yes, she said, I have thought that, too. And because I have thought it, I by no means meant in speaking of the proprieties to be reserved and cold to you who loved me so long ago, or to hurt your heart as I used to do at that thoughtless time. Oh, not at all, indeed! But ought I to allow you? Oh, it is too quick, surely! Her eyes filled with tears of bewildered, alarmed emotion. Winterborne was too straightforward to influence her further against her better judgment. Yes, I suppose it is. He said, repentently. I wait till all is settled. What did your father say in that last letter? He meant about making his progress with the petition, but she mistaking him frankly spoke of the personal part. He said what I have implied. Should I tell more plainly? Oh, no, don't it! It is a secret. Not at all. I will tell every word straight out, Giles, if you wish. He said I was to encourage you. There. But I cannot obey him further, to-day. Come, let us go now. She gently slid her hand from his, and went in front of him out of the abbey. I was thinking again some dinner, said Winterborne, changing to the prosaic as they walked. And you too must require something. Do let me take you to a place I know. Grace was almost without a friend in the world outside her father's house. Her life with her peers had brought her no society, and sometimes indeed brought her deeper solitude and inconsideration than any she had ever known before. Once it was a treat to find herself again the object of thoughtful care. But she questioned if to go publicly to dine with Giles Winterborne were not a proposal due rather to his unsophistication than to his discretion. She said gently that she would much prefer his ordering her lunch at some place and then coming to tell her it was ready, while she remained in the abbey porch. Giles saw her secret reasoning, thought how hopelessly blind to propriety he was beside her, and went to do as she wished. He was not absent more than ten minutes and found Grace where he had left her. It would be quite ready by the time he got there, he said, and told her the name of the year at which the meal had been ordered, which was one that she had never heard of. I'll find it by inquiry, said Grace, sitting out. And shall I see you again? Oh yes, come to me there. It will not be like going together. I shall want you to find my father's man and the gig for me. He waited on some ten minutes or a quarter of an hour till he thought her lunch ended, and that he might fairly take advantage of her invitation to start her on a way home. He went straight to the three tons, a little tavern in a side street, scrupulously clean but humble and inexpensive. On his way he had an occasional misgiving as to whether the place might be elegant enough for her, and as soon as he entered it and saw her and sconce there he perceived that he had blundered. Grace receded in the only dining-room that the simple old hostel we could boast of, which was also a general parlor on market-days, a long low apartment with a sanded floor herring-bone with a broom, a wide red-curtained window to the street and another to the garden. Grace had retreated to the end of the room looking out upon the ladder, the front part being full of a mixed company which had dropped in since he was there. She was in a mood of the greatest depression. On arriving and seeing what the tavern was like she had been taken by surprise, but having gone too far to retreat she had heroically entered and sat down on the well-scrubbed settle opposite the narrow table with its knives and steel forks, tin pepper-boxes, blue salt-sellers and posters advertising the sale of bullocks against the wall. The last time that she had taken any meal in a public place it had been with Fitzpiers at the grand new Earl of Wessex Hotel in that town, after two months roaming and sojourning at the gigantic hotels of the continent. How could she have expected any other kind of accommodation in present circumstances than such as Giles had provided, and yet how unprepared she was for this change? The tastes that she had acquired from Fitzpiers had been imbibed so subtly that she hardly knew she possessed them till confronted by this contrast. The elegant Fitzpiers, in fact, at that very moment, owed a long bill at the above-mentioned hotel for the luxurious style in which she used to put her up there whenever they drove to Sherton. But such is social sentiment that she had been quite comfortable under those debt-impending conditions, while she felt humiliated by her present situation which Winterborne had paid for, honestly, on the nail. He had noticed in a moment that she shrunk from her position and all his pleasure was gone. It was the same susceptibility over again which had spoiled his Christmas party long ago. But he did not know that this reconnaissance was only the casual result of Grace's apprenticeship to what she was determined to learn in spite of it, a consequence of one of those sudden surprises which confront everybody bent upon turning over a new leaf. She had finished her lunch, which she saw had been a very mincing performance, and he brought her out of the house as soon as he could. Now, he said, with great sad eyes, you have not finished it all well, I know. Come round to the Earl of Wessex, I'd order a tea there. I did not remember that what was good enough for me was not good enough for you. Her face faded into an aspect of deep distress when she saw what had happened. Oh, no, Giles, she said, with extreme pathos. Certainly not. Why do you say that when you know better? You ever will misunderstand me. Indeed, that's not so, Mrs. Fitzpiers. Can you deny that you felt out of place at the tree-tons? I don't know. Well, since you make me speak, I do not deny it. And yet I have felt at home there these twenty years. Your husband used to always take you to the Earl of Wessex, did he not? Yes, she reluctantly admitted. How could she explain, in the street of a market town, that it was her superficial and transitory taste which had been offended, and not her nature or her affection? Fortunately or unfortunately at that moment they saw Melbury's man driving vacantly along the street in search of her, the hour having passed at which she had been told to take her up. Winterborne hailed him, and she was powerless then to prolong the discourse. She entered the vehicle sadly, and the horse trotted away. CHAPTER 39 All night did Winterborne think over that unsatisfactory ending of a pleasant time, forgetting the pleasant time itself. He feared anew that they could never be happy together, even should she be free to choose them. She was accomplished, he was unrefined. It was the original difficulty which he was too sensitive to recklessly ignore, as some men would have done in his place. He was one of those silent, unobtrusive beings who want little for mothers in the way of favor or condescension, and perhaps on that very account scrutinize those others' behavior too closely. He was not versatile, but one in whom a hope or belief which had once had its rise, meridian, and decline seldom again exactly occurred, as in the breast of more sanguine mortals. He had once worshiped her, laid out his life to suit her, wooed her, and lost her. Though it was with almost the same zest, it was not with quite the same hope that he had begun to tread the old tracks again, and allowed himself to be so charmed with her that day. Move another step towards her, he would not. He would even repulse her as a tribute to conscience. It would be sheer sin to let her prepare a pitfall for her happiness, not much smaller than the first, by invagling her into a union with such as he. Her poor father was now blind to these subtleties which he had formerly beheld as in noontide light. It was his own duty to declare them for her dear sake. Grace too had a very uncomfortable night, and her solicitous embarrassment was not lessened the next morning when another letter from her father was put into her hands. This tenor was an intense strain of the one that had preceded it. After stating how extremely glad he was to hear that she was better, and able to get out of doors, he went on. This is a worrisome business, this illicitor we have come to see being out of town. I did not know when I should get home. My great anxiety in this delay is still lest you should lose Giles Winterborne. I cannot rest at night for thinking that while our business is hanging fire he may become estranged, or go away from the neighbourhood. I have set my heart upon seeing him, your husband, if you ever have another. Do then, Grace, give him some temporary encouragement, even though it is over early, for when I consider a past I do think that God will forgive me and you for being a little forward. I have another reason for this, my dear. I feel myself going rapidly downhill, and late affairs have still further helped me that way. And until this thing is done I cannot rest in peace. He added a post-script. I have just heard that this illicitor is to be seen tomorrow. Possibly therefore I shall return in the evening, after you get this. The paternal longing ran on all fours with her own desire, and yet in forwarding it yesterday she had been on the brink of giving no offence. While craving to be a country girl again, just as her father requested, to put off the old eve, the fastidious miss, or rather madam, completely, her first attempt had been beaten by the unexpected vitality of that fastidiousness. Her father, on returning and seeing the trifling coolness of Giles, would be sure to say that the same perversity which had led her to make difficulties about marrying Fitzpiers, was now prompting her to blow hot and cold with poor winter-borne. If the latter had been the most subtle hand at touching the stops of her delicate soul, instead of one who had just bound himself to let her drift away from him again, if she would, on the wind of her estranging education, he could not have acted more seductively than he did that day. He chanced to be superintending some temporary work in a field opposite her windows. She could not discover what he was doing, but she read his mood keenly and truly. She could see in his coming and going an air of determined abandonment on the whole landscape that lay in her direction. Oh! how she longed to make it up with him! Her father, coming in the evening, which meant, she supposed, that all formalities would be in train, her marriage virtually annulled, and she be free to be one again. How could she look him in the face, if he should see them estranged, thus? It was a fair green evening in June. She was seated in the garden in the rustic chair which stood under the laurel bushes, made of pale oak branches that came to Melbury's premises as refuse after barking time. The mass of full-juice leafage on the heights around her was just swayed into faint gestures by a nearly spent wind which, even in its enfeebled state, did not reach her shelter. All day she had expected Giles to call, to inquire how she had got home or something or other, but he had not come. And he still tantalised her by going a thwart and across that orchard opposite, as she could see him as she sat. A slight diversion was presently created by Creedle bringing him a letter. She knew from this that Creedle had just come from Sherton, and had called, as usual, at the post-office for anything that had arrived by the afternoon post, of which there was no delivery at Hintock. She pondered on what the letter might contain, particularly whether it were a second refresher for Winterborne from her father, like her own of the morning. But it appeared to have no bearing upon herself whatever. Giles read its contents, and almost immediately turned away to a gap in the hedge of the orchard, if that could be called a hedge which, owing to the dripping of the trees, was little more than a bank with a bush upon it here and there. He entered the plantation, and was no doubt going that way homeward to the mysterious hut he occupied on the other side of the woodland. The sad sands were running swiftly through time's glass. She had often felt it in these latter days, and like Giles she felt it doubly now as at a solemn and pathetic reminder in her mother's communication. Her freshness would pass. The long-suffering devotion of Giles might suddenly end—might end that very hour. Men were so strange. The thought took away from her all her former reticence, and made her action bold. She started from her seat. If the little breach quarrel or whatever it might be called of yesterday was to be healed up, it must be done by her on the instant. She crossed the orchard and clambered through the gap after Giles, just as he was diminishing to a fawn-like figure under the green canopy and over the brown floor. Grace had been wrong—very far wrong—in assuming that the letter had no reference to herself because Giles had turned away into the wood after its perusal. It was sad to say, because the missus had so much reference to herself that he had thus turned away. He feared that his grieve to this comforture might be observed. The letter was from Bocock, written a few hours later than Melbury's to his daughter. It announced failure. Giles had once done that thriftless man a good turn, and now was a moment when Bocock had chosen to remember it in his own way. During his absence in town with Melbury, the lawyer's clerk had naturally heard a great deal of the timber-merchants' family scheme of justice to Giles, and his communication was to inform Winterborne at the earliest possible moment that their attempt had failed, in order that the young man should not place himself in a false position towards Grace in the belief of its coming success. The news was, in some, that Fitzpiers's conduct had not been sufficiently cruel to Grace to enable her to snap the bond. She was apparently doomed to be his wife till the end of the chapter. Winterborne quite forgot his superficial differences with the poor girl, under the warm rush of deep and distracting love for her, which they almost tragical information engendered. To redounce her forever. That was then the end of it for him, after all. There was no longer any question about suitability or room for tiffs on petty tastes. The curtain had fallen again between them. She could not be his. The cruelty of their late-revived hope was now terrible. How could they all have been so simple, as to suppose this thing could be done? It was at this moment that, hearing someone coming behind him, he turned and saw her hastening on between the tickets. He perceived in an instant that she did not know the blighting news. "'Giles, why didn't you come across to me?' she asked, with arch-reproach. "'Didn't you see me sitting there ever so long?' "'Oh, yes,' he said in unprepared extemporized tones, for her unexpected presence caught him without the slightest plan of behaviour in the conjecture. His manner made her think that she had been too childing in her speech, and a mild scarlet wave passed over her as she resolved to soften it. "'I have had another letter from my father,' she hastened to continue. He thinks he may come home this evening, and, in view of his hopes, it will grieve him if there is any little difference between us, Giles.' There is none. He said, sadly, regarding her, from the face downwards, as he pondered how to lay the cruel truth bare. Still I fear you have not quite forgiven me about my being uncomfortable at the inn. "'I have, Grace, I am sure.' "'But you speak in quite an unhappy way.' She returned, coming up close to him, with the most winning of the many pitiaries that appertained to her. "'Don't you think you will ever be happy, Giles?' He did not reply for some instance. "'When the sun shines on the north-front of Sherton Abbey, just when my happiness will come to me,' said he, staring as it were, into the earth. "'But then that means there is something more than my offending, you are not liking the three tons. If it is because I did not like to let you kiss me at the Abbey, well, you know, Giles, it was not on account of my cold feelings, but because I did certainly just then think it was rather premature in spite of my poor father. That was the true reason, the sole one. But I do not want to be hard. God knows I do not.' She said, her voice fluctuating. "'And perhaps as I am on the verge of freedom. I am not right, after all, in thinking there is any harm in your kissing me.' "'Oh, God!' said Winterborne, within himself. His head was turned a-scance, and he still resolutely regarded the ground. For the last several minutes he had seen this great temptation approaching him in regular siege, and now it had come. The wrong, the social sin of now taking advantage of the offer of our lips had a magnitude, in the eyes of one whose life had been so primitive, so ruled by the purest household laws as Giles's, which can hardly be explained. "'Did you say anything?' she asked, timidly. "'Oh, no, only that. You mean that it must be settled, since my father is coming home?' she said, gladly. Winterborne, though fighting valiantly against himself all this while, though he would have protected Grace's good repute as the apple of his eye, was a man, and, as Desdemona said, men are not gods. In face of the agonising seductiveness shown by her, in her unenlightened scruveless simplicity about the laws and ordinances, he betrayed a man's weakness. Since it was so, since it had come to this, that Grace, seeming herself free to do it, was virtually asking him to demonstrate that he loved her, since he could demonstrate it only too truly. Since life was short and love was strong, he gave way to the temptation, notwithstanding that he perfectly well knewer to be wedded irrevocably to Fitzpiers. Indeed, he cared nothing for the past or future. Simply accepting the present and what it brought, desiring once in his life to clasp in his arms her he had watched over and loved so long. She started back suddenly from his embrace, influenced by a sort of inspiration. Oh, I suppose, she stammered, that I am really free, that this is right. Is there really a new law? Father cannot have been too sanguine in saying— He did not answer, and a moment afterwards Grace burst into tears, in spite of herself. Oh, why does not my father come home and explain? She sobbed. And let me know clearly what I am. It is too trying this, to ask me to, and then to leave me so long and so vague a state that I do not know what to do, and perhaps do wrong. Winterborne felt like a very cane, over and above his previous sorrow. He had sinned against her in not telling her what he knew. He turned aside, the feeling of his cruelty mounted higher and higher. How could he have dreamed of kissing her? He could hardly refrain from tears. Surely nothing more pitiable had ever been known than the condition of this poor young thing, now was heretofore the victim of her father's well-meant but blundering policy. Even in the hour of Melbury's greatest assurance, Winterborne had harboured a suspicion that no law, new or old, could undo Grace's marriage without her appearance in public, though he was not sufficiently sure of what might have been enacted to destroy by his own words her pleasing idea that a mere dash of the pen on her father's testimony was going to be sufficient. But he had never suspected the sad fact that the position would be irremediable. Poor Grace, perhaps feeling that she had indulged in too much fluster for a mere kiss, calmed herself at finding how grave he was. I am glad we are friends again, anyhow, she said, smiling through her tears. Giles, if you had only shown half the boldness before I married that you show now, you would have carried me off for your own first instead of second. If we do marry, I hope you will never think badly of me for encouraging you a little. But my father is so impatient, you know, as his years of infirmities increase that he will wish to see us a little advance when he comes, that is my only excuse. To Winterborne all this was sadder than it was sweet. How could she so trust her father's conjectures? He did not know how to tell her the truth and shame himself, and yet he felt it must be done. We may have been wrong, he began almost fearfully, in supposing that I can be carried out while we stay here at Hintock. I am not sure whether people may have to appear in public court even under the new Act, and if there should be any difficulty, and we cannot marry after all. Her cheeks became slowly bloodless. Oh, Giles! she said, grasping his arm. You have heard something. What? Cannot my father conclude it there and now? Surely he has done it. Oh, Giles! Giles don't deceive me. What terrible position am I in? He could not tell her, try as he would. The sense of her implicit trust in his honor absolutely disabled him. I cannot inform you. He murmured. His voice husky as that of the leaves underfoot. Your father will soon be here. Then we shall know. I will take you home. Inexpressibly dear as she was to him, he offered her his arm with the most reserved air, as he added correctly, I will take you at any rate into the drive. Thus they walked on together, grace vibrating between happiness and misgiving. It was only a few minutes' walk to where the drive ran, and they had hardly descended into it when they heard a voice behind them cry. Take out that arm! For a moment they did not heed, and the voice repeated more loudly and hoarsely. Take out that arm! It was Melbury's. He returned sooner than they expected, and now came up to them. Grace's hand had been withdrawn like lightning on her hearing the second command. They don't blame you. I don't blame you, he said, in the weary cadence of one broken down with scourgings. But you two was walked together no more. I have been surprised. I have been cruelly deceived. Giles don't say anything to me, but go away." He was evidently not aware that Winterbourne had known the truth before he brought it, and Giles would not stay to discuss it with him then. When the young man had gone, Melbury took his daughter indoors to the room he used as his office. There he sat down and bent over the slope of the bureau, her bewildered gaze fixed upon him. When Melbury had recovered a little, he said, You are now, as ever, Fitzpiers's wife. I was deluded. He has not done you enough harm. You are still subject to his beck and call. Then let it be, and never mind, Father, she said, with dignified sorrow. I can bear it. It is your trouble that greaves me most. She stooped over him and put her arm round his neck, which distressed Melbury still more. I don't mind at all what comes to me. He's continued. Whose wife I am, or whose I am not? I do love Giles. I cannot help that, and I have gone further with him than it should have done if I had known exactly how things were, but I do not reproach you. Then Giles did not tell you, said Melbury. No, she said. He could not have known it. His behaviour to me proved that he did not know. Her father said nothing more, and Grace went away to the solitude of our chamber. Her heavy disquietude had many shapes, and for a time she put aside the dominant fact to think of her two-free conduct towards Giles. His love-making had been brief as it was sweet. But would he, on reflection, contemn her for forwardness? How could she have been so simple, as to suppose she was in a position to behave as she had done? Thus she mentally blamed her ignorance, and yet in the centre of her heart she blessed a little for what had had momentarily brought her. CHAPTER 40 Life among the people involved in these events seemed to be suppressed and hide-bound for a while. She seldom showed herself outside the house, never outside the garden, for she feared she might encounter Giles winter-borne, and that she could not bear. This pensive intramural existence of the self-constituted nun appeared likely to continue for an indefinite time. She had learned that there was one possibility in which her formally imagined position might become real, and only one, that her husband's absence should continue long enough to amount to positive desertion. But she never allowed her mind to dwell much upon the thought, still less did she deliberately hope for such a result. Her regard for winter-borne had been rarefied by the shock which followed its avowal to an ethereal emotion that had little to do with living and doing. As for Giles, he was lying, or rather sitting, ill at his hut. A feverish indisposition which had been hanging about him for some time, the result of it chill caught the previous winter, seemed to acquire virulence with the prostration of his hopes, but not as so new of his langer, and he did not think the case serious enough to send for a medical man. After a few days he was better again and crept about his home in a great coat, attending to a simple once as usual with his own hands. So matter stood when the limpid inertia of Grace's pool-like existence was disrupted, as by a geezer. She received a letter from Fitzpiers. Such a terrible letter it was in its import, though couched in the gentlest language. In his absence Grace had grown to regard him with toleration, and her relation to him with equanimity, till she had almost forgotten how trying his presence would be. He wrote briefly and unaffectedly. He made no excuses, but informed her that he was living quite alone, that he had been led to think that he ought to be together if she would make up her mind to forgive him. He therefore purported across the channel to Budmouth by the steamer on the day he named, which she found to be three days after the time of her present reading. He said that he could not come to Hintock for obvious reasons, which her father would understand even better than herself. As the only alternative she was to be on the key to meet the steamer when it arrived from the opposite coast, probably about half an hour before midnight, bringing with her any luggage she might require, join them there, and pass with them into the twin-vessel, which left immediately on the other entering the harbour, returning thus with him to his continental dwelling-place which he did not name. He had no intention of showing himself on land at all. The troubled Grace took the letter to her father, who now continued for long hours by the fireless summer chimney-corner, as if he thought it were winter, the pitcher of cider standing beside him, mostly untasted and coated with a film of dust. After reading it he looked up. You shan't go, said he. I had felt I would not, she answered, but I did not know what you would say. If he comes and lives in England, not too near here and in a respectable way, and wants you to come to him, I am not sure that I'll oppose him in wishing it, muttered Melbury. I'd stint myself to keep you both in a gentile and seemly style, but go abroad you never shall with my consent. There the question rested that day. Grace was unable to reply to her husband in the absence of an address, and the morrow came, and the next day, and the evening on which he had requested her to meet him. Throughout the whole of it she remained within the four walls of her room. The sense of her harassment, carking doubt of what might be impending, hung like a cowl of blackness over the Melbury household. They spoke almost in whispers, and wondered what Fitzpiers would do next. It was the hope of every one that finding she did not arrive. He would return again to France, and as for Grace, she was willing to write to him on the most kindly terms if he would only keep away. The night passed, Grace lying tense and wide awake, and her relatives in great part likewise. When they met the next morning they were pale and anxious, don't need her speaking of the subject which occupied all their thoughts. The day passed as quietly as the previous ones, and she began to think that in the rank caprice of his moods he had abandoned the idea of getting her to join him as quickly as it was formed. All on the sudden some person who had just come from Sherton entered the house with news that Mr. Fitzpiers was on his way home to Hintock. He had been seen hiring a carriage at the Earl of Wessex Hotel. Her father and Grace were both present when the intelligence was announced. "'Now,' said Melbury, "'we must make the best of us being a very bad matter. The man is repenting. The partner of his shame, I hear, is gone away from him to Switzerland, so that chapter of his life is probably over. If he chooses to make a home for you, I think you should not say him nay, Grace. Certainly he cannot very well live at Hintock without a blow to his pride. But if he can bear that, and likes Hintock best, why, there's the empty wing of the house as it was before.' "'Oh, father,' said Grace, turning white with his nay. "'Why not?' he said, a little of his former doggedness returning. He wasn't true to dispose to somewhat more leniency towards a husband just now than he had shown formally, from a conviction that he had treated him over roughly in his anger. "'Surely it is the most respectable thing to do,' he continued. "'I don't like this state that you are in. Neither married nor single. It hurts me, and it hurts you, and it will always be remembered against us in Hintock. There has never been any scandal like it in the family before.' "'He will be here in less than an hour,' murmured Grace. The twilight of the room prevented her father seeing the despondent misery of her face. The one tolerable condition, the condition she had deprecated above all others, was that of Fitzpiers's reinstatement there. "'Oh, I won't—I won't see him,' she said, sinking down. She was almost hysterical.' "'Try if you cannot,' he returned moodily. "'Oh, yes, I will, I will,' she went on, inconsequently. I'll try, and jumping up suddenly she left the room. In the darkness of the apartment to which she flew nothing could have been seen during the next half-hour, but from a corner a quick breathing was audible from this impressible creature, who combined modern nerves with primitive emotions, and was doomed by such coexistence to be numbered among the distress, and to take her scourgings to their exquisite extremity. The window was open. On this quiet late summer evening whatever sound arose in so secluded a district, the chip of a bird, a call from a voice, the turning of a wheel, extended over a bush and tree to unwanted distances. Very few sounds did arise, but as Grace invisibly breathed in the brown glooms of the chamber, the small, remote noise of light wheels came into her, accompanied by the trot of a horse on the turnpike road. There seemed to be a sudden hitch or pause in the progress of the vehicle, which was what first drew her attention to it. She knew the point whence the sound proceeded, the hilltop over which travellers passed on their way to Hitherwood from Sherton Abbas, the place at which she had emerged from the wood with Mrs. Charmond. Grace slid along the floor, and bent her head over the windowsill listening with open lips. The carriage had stopped, and she heard a man use exclamatory words. Then another said, What a devil is the matter with a horse! She recognized the voice as her husband's. The accident, such as it had been, was soon remedied, and the carriage could be heard descending the hill on the Hintock side, soon to turn into the lane leading out of the highway, and then into the drawing which led out of the lane to the house where she was. A spasm passed through Grace, the Daphnean instinct exceptionally strong in her as a girl had been revived by her widowed seclusion, and it was not lessened by her affronted sentiments toward the commer, and her regard for another man. She opened some little ivory tablets that lay on her dressing table, scribbled in pencil on one of them, I'm gone to visit one of my school friends, gathered a few toilet necessities into a handbag, and not three minutes after that voice had been heard, her slim form hastily wrapped up from observation might have been seen passing out of the back door of Melbury's house. Thence she skimmed up the garden path, threw a gap in the hedge, and into the mossy cart-track under the trees which led into the depth of the woods. The leaves overhead were now in their latter green, so opaque that it was darker at some of the densest spots than in winter time, scarcer crevice existing by which a ray of light could get down to the ground, but in open places she could see well enough. Summer was ending. In the daytime singing insects hung in every sunbeam. Vegetation was heavy nightly with globes of dew, and after showers, creeping damps, and twilight chills came up from the hollows. The plantations were always weird at this hour of the eve, more spectral far than in the leafless season, where there were fewer masses and more minute lineality. The smooth surfaces of glossy plants came out like weak, littlest eyes. There were strange faces and figures from expiring lights that had somehow wandered into the canopy of obscurity, while now and then low peeps of the sky between the trunks were like sheeted shapes, and on the tips of bows sat faint cloven tongs. But Grace's fear just now was not imaginative or spiritual, and she heeded these impressions but little. She went on as silently as she could, avoiding the hollows where her leaves had accumulated, and stepping upon soundless moss and grass tufts. She paused breathlessly once or twice, and fancied that she could hear, above the beat of her strumming pulse, the vehicle containing Fitzpiers turning in at the gate of her father's premises. She hastened on again. The intact wards owned by Mrs. Charmond were presently left behind, and those into which she next plunge were divided from the latter by a bank, from whose top the hedge had long ago perished, starved for want of the sun. It was with some caution that Grace now walked, though she was quite free from any of the commonplace timidities of her ordinary pilgrimages to such spots. She feared no lurking harms, but that her effort would be all in vain, and her return to the house rendered imperative. She had walked between three and four miles when that prescriptive comfort of relief to wanderers in the woods, a distant light, broke at last upon her searching eyes. It was so very small as to be almost sinister to a stranger, but to her it was what she saw. She pushed forward, and the dim outline of a dwelling was disclosed. The house was a square cot of only one story, sloping up on all sides to a chimney in the midst. It had formerly been the home of a charcoal burner in times when that fuel was still used in the county houses. Its only appurtenance was a paled enclosure, there being no garden, the shade of the trees preventing the growth of vegetables. She advanced to the window, whence the rays of light proceeded, and the shutters being as yet unclosed she could survey the whole interior through the panes. The room within was a kitchen, parlor, and scullery all in one. The natural sandstone floor was worn into hills and dales by long treading, so that none of the furniture stood level, and the table slanted like a desk. A fire burned in the heart in front of which revolved the skin carcass of a rabbit, suspended by a string from an ale. Leaning with one arm on the mantel-shell stood Winterborne. His eyes on the roasting animal, his face so wrapped that speculation could build nothing in it, concerning his thoughts, more than that it were not with it seen before him. She thought his features had changed a little since she saw him last. The firelight did not enable her to perceive that they were positively haggard. Grace's throat emitted a gasp of relief at finding the results so nearly as she had hoped. She went to the door and tapped lightly. He seemed to be accustomed to the noises of woodpeckers, squirrels, and such small creatures, for he took no notice of her tiny signal, and she knocked again. This time he came and opened the door. When the light of the room fell upon her face he started, and hardly knowing what she did, crossed a threshold to her, placing his hands upon her two arms, while surprised, joy, alarm, sadness, chased through him by turns. With Grace it was the same. Even in this stress there was the fond fact that they had met again. Thus they stood, long tears upon their faces, wax and white, with extreme sad delight. He broke the silence by saying in a whisper, Come in. No, Giles, no. She answered hurriedly, stepping yet further back from the door. I am passing by, and I have called on you. I won't enter. Will you help me? I am afraid. I want to get by a roundabout way to Sherton, and so to Exembury. I have a school-fellow there, but I cannot get to Sherton alone. Oh, if you will only accompany me a little way. Don't condemn me, Giles, and be offended. I was obliged to come to you, because I have no other help here. Many months ago you were my lover, now you are my only friend. The law has stepped in, and forbidden what we thought of. It must not be, but we can act honestly, and yet you can be my friend for one little hour. I have no other. She could get no further, covering her eyes with one hand, by an effort of repression. She wept a silent trickle, without sigh or sob. Winterborne took her hand. What has happened? He said. He has come. There was a stillness as of death till Winterborne asked. You mean this, Grace, that I am to help you get away? Yes, she said. Appearance is no matter, when the reality is right. I have said to myself I can trust you. Giles knew from this that she did not suspect this treachery, if it could be called such, earlier in the summer, when they met for the last time as lovers, and in the intensity of his contrition for that tender wrong he determined to deserve her faith now at least, and so wipe out that reproach from his conscience. I'll come at once, he said. I'll light a lantern. He unhooked a dark lantern from a nail under the eaves, and she did not notice how his hand shook with a slight strain, or dream that in making this offer he was taxing a convalescence which could ill afford such self-sacrifice. The lantern was lit, and they started. End of Chapter 40