 I think it is very helpful to remember that forgiveness and spiritual awakening is not really a matter of things and doing and form, it's really a matter of desire. It can be very, very rapid if you desire for it to be rapid. For the ego, dismantling can be very rapid. And for many, if not most, it's, as Jesus says, each is given a slowly evolving curriculum. That's more than norm and yet it may not be very long and slow and tedious. It can be more rapid if that's your desire. But it's really your desire over this moment, your desire for this moment. It's a self-punishment that this is what I truly want. Because this world is a world of distraction and a world of isolation and a world of hiding. Hiding from the light. And if you really have that being a prayer of your heart of wanting to experience the love and the light, then the symbols can be given quite rapidly and it can be fairly quick to escape from time and space. But it does take a willingness to let everything up into awareness. And there are certain things that are so heavily reinforced and so believed to be true that a truth can seem to be a threat to those things. There's a scientist, someone who may have heard of Brian Green, that he's done lots of experiments to show what Einstein discovered decades ago that time and space are not fixed and they are not absolute relative. And so it contradicts human common sense because human beings are part of a product of a belief system and so is time and space. Even the increments of time and space, whether we call them inches and feet and yards and miles or the increments of time, milliseconds and seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years, those are not solid set increments and even the perception of time and space is subject to belief and will change and that contradicts human common sense. And so it can be that way with your awakening. It can be very sad to think that it will take a long, long, long time to wake up from a dream of guilt and fear. It could be a depressing thought of how long it will take. And yet my experiences have been with the chorus and with miracles that the rapidity which Jesus can work with the mind is quite amazing. It's a matter of desire, it's not a matter of time. In the 1990s with my early students they would say, well David if I had your situation I could wake up a lot faster but here's my situation and everybody would always describe what they described as too entanglement, too complicated and nothing to work with. Jesus has nothing to work with. There are the lucky ones and the unlucky ones, the fortunate ones and the unfortunate ones who all are subject to the same experience and truth has no exceptions. So that's a good thing. We're all subject to the same belief system, the ego and the same limits and we're also subject to the same intuition, spirit, guide and we all have equal access to that and therefore that's the good news. It's all really a matter of desire.