 understanding it just ended. But do you think you've played your last game as a Yankee? I hope not. I hope not. You know I hope that I'm back next season but obviously that's really not not really in my radar right now just kind of trying to process all that went on and this season that we just finished and you know obviously you know not just myself and how I'm feeling but that group of guys in that room and the disappointment that we're all feeling right now you know I understand you have to ask me about next year and right now if I had to answer I hope that I'm back in that room and I hope that you know I'm in Tampa come February but there's obviously a long time between now and then a lot of things that need to get figured out and we'll see what happens.