 Eve the Thumbnail reminds me of the Ben 10 Octopus headed alien villain Gilgax something like that Ben 10 here we go can you draw the beast from over the garden wall uh that's a animation series right and no i can't draw copyrighted beast i just i just jumped straight into the comments today hi spooky nerd hi just for fun hey hulkster good to see you all hey moona hey leafy so uh let's just uh start this live proper so that that you know if people see the recorded version they will know what's going on so my name is kimmy Diaz Holm also called den unge had holm i make art for free use so you can download it you can share it you can copy it you can tattoo it you can even sell it as long as you name me as writer by writer name as artist and if you think that's cool then you can support for instance by becoming a youtube member like those cool kids with the green names that is five dollars a month and you'll get they've gotten their first early access video i think i'll release that video tomorrow but they've gotten it for over a week already not that big of a deal of an early access but it will be bigger deal vilgax not gilgax i i sort of um spaced out and thought of a version um that is half vilgax and half gary gygax creator of dungeons and dragons what did you think of the troll movie of 2022 i liked it very entertaining um uh good sort of be movie feel but still it had heart uh it had soul i i enjoyed it very much katula seems to me like a easter person rather than a christmas person then you haven't heard uh the the the lovecraft christmas album katula might as christmas album uh it's beginning to look a lot like show guts how are you came i'm doing okay okay let's uh turn the camera around and um start drawing something maybe ooh like the stream yeah 32 people in here and only 15 people have liked the stream so so some of you hate the stream probably because i don't know where my papers are at where my papers at now i miss your face you can do both my face and the drawing almost but we won't do that dirty wow dirty deeds done dirt cheap hello there okay hello as mode is um um chad android user yes android uh and uh my son has uh uh stuck a apple sticker on my phone kermito good to see you okay so what i thought we'd do today is simply do a couple of ink monsters or something like that i don't remember what the number on the law i think it we're almost at 1440 so what we'll say 1440 what do you want me to draw do you want a um um color ink plot or you want a black and white ink plot series is an apple ambassador no that was estaban the the older one he is the apple ambassador draw death we can do death so i just to illustrate how simple it is to do black and white death you do like this well there wasn't that much ink in here so but it'll work still okay and like this and then you have a skull everyone sees the skull i don't know if i see the skull but there's a couple of different uh skulls that you can have there one of them is that way but i think i like this one the best and then i'll fill it in with some white ink afterwards so we'll do like this death in the form of the grim reaper and that it now it doesn't look like death now it looks like uh something else but i'll bring death i'll bring death with uh my uh white ink then it'll see it mom's a streamer actually used my idea mom a streamer oh i thought you said that your mother was a streamer who who stole ideas from you which you know that happens do you like uh percy jackson i've never read percy jackson's i haven't seen the movies i uh i have gotten it recommended by people in chats not gotten to it yet i made some ink monster inspired by yours excellent do send them to me and i'll take a look i don't can't promise that i will reply to all the messages i get but i do take a look at most everyone uh every of them i see skull looking to the side yeah you can see many skulls but i have one in mind and uh i'm going to if you haven't seen it yet i'm going to make it appear rather quickly how do you draw ink monsters without the ink container well there's uh i can show you afterwards we'll do a non ink ink or a non ink monster afterwards okay you make scribble monsters you can make um are you scared of death no i'm scared of not being alive is it still an ink monster if i use a ballpoint pen if you want it to be i mean ballpoint pens have ink and you know also you know not all of my ink monsters are even made with ink some have been with watercolor or acrylic why does death have his finger out like that because uh because uh have i read are a salvatore's books no i haven't i am aware of him but i haven't read the books it was my favorite book um i read very little uh fiction i haven't read a fiction book in many years now so but um some books that were impactful on me in uh uh earlier part of my life were i mean the god of small things by adan dot the roi um catcher in the rye lord of the rings clamorama and uh american psycho yeah how do i send you my heart you can do that on uh instagram or on facebook or on the mail at my website den ungeherholm.com so there was a question adan dot the roi is from your state cool yeah she is awesome have you ever heard of the game forgive me father it's a retro style fps with a lot of crafty and themes uh comic book style art excellent uh i haven't heard of it is it pc only i'm guessing because i do not pc game a lot because my pc is uh not good it's not good okay shall we get the face on death commit to us an ai helper just saw the stream i love your art in your videos thank you so much i think you'd enjoy in your ink monsters is to visualize the fear of inevitable decay of entropy something about it imposes the type of fear in me which i keeps me up at night i think i've probably done something which are related to that uh i mean i've done a lot of uh different uh versions of decay and entropy and zombies are always about that i guess so i have drawn you demon gun did i think in the next couple of weeks i think we have a you demon gun did video an old one lined up uh so yeah do you think you could draw the scene from the climax of detail tale heart oh that would be good i want to do that but i haven't read that in a long time i do really want to do a um a version of uh the mask of the red death i think i have to do that one should fear about not being born more than death i mean i don't fear not being born i think the i think it's too late for that could i draw a vampire fighting a vampire hmm maybe i my first uh self-published comic when i was like 15 was a vampire comic i'm liking this death phase so i did a vampire comic when i was i think i started when i was 14 and released the first issue when i was 15 i think i released four issues all together uh it was called mens goods so of it whilst god is sleeping and it's was very emo have you played hades yeah i need to get back to hades i really loved it but i fell off somehow i don't quite know why uh could you do offend the servant i think that's one of the things i've drawn almost the most um that's goal is looking magnificent i was informed of the new song trial by fire through your video yeah i like i really like both of uh the new priest songs i mean that's not revolutionary coming uh for me because i've liked uh i like almost all they do and i've liked also all the albums after the reunion and um but i i am not uncritical i do think there are plenty of things to criticize musically and lyrically about new or priest but um but i do think and i think um firepower was a very strong effort and it felt very fresh and this might even feel fresher i feel like every artist at some point has made an emo comic yeah probably i really liked how this one came out firepower was was great yeah firepower had um had a great sound it had some really awesome songs and also some growers um and it was it was the first priest album since uh angel of retribution that had a good sound and a good mix because uh master domus and uh redeemer of souls were produced by priests themselves but but they i mean they never figured out how to create their own sound when they self produced and you can hear that on glen tipton's self produced albums and you know death again but yeah i i think the two um two new songs from invincible shield are really promising and i think they're even more promising than firepower was with um what was the single from firepower hi are you met mic pattern fan yes absolutely i i grew up first on you know fate and war angel dust was really big in my circles and for me and then i found found mr bungle around the time of disco valanta and uh no disco valanta and california are among my favorite albums so yeah do you like marvel comics oh i love marvel comics do you have any other kids other than estaban misspelled and serious no um no only two kids i'm also loving toddy us new christmas album i've never listened to her or night wish a lot maybe i should give it a chance thought on metallica awesome band um i like a lot of people i have fallen off the newer stuff but but i'm i kind of respect them for going their own way and doing their own thing even though it's not the music i like comfortable enough to draw a um uh hindu god yet no i need uh more research thoughts on dio uh i dio is uh fantastic vocalist i my favorite dio period is uh uh let's do another skull thing my favorite dio period is rainbow and i also like i also like uh his black Sabbath stuff and i like his solo stuff and he was a great vocalist very silly lyrics but but for me i i seldom listen to a whole dio album uh i have done it but it doesn't happen all that often oh um but amazing voice and and uh you know holy diver was uh one of estaban's favorite songs while he was a toddler could you draw a giant from north mythology uh fire eyes etc so the idea of fire and ice giants is more marvel than north mythology um giants or or jutnud jodun in um in north mythology aren't necessarily giant they are some of them are giant some of them are god-sized um and i don't except for surjtud who has an association with uh fire and of course rasvelged who is an eagle who has an association with um with the wind and perhaps death um they don't really have those kinds of uh elemental associations ute gar luke is one of my favorite north tales yeah ute gar luke is an amazing tale uh i can see if i remember it well enough to tell a version of it it was uh when uh Thor and Loki and Thor's uh servant chalva a human servant were traveling around they traveled out to ute gar the edge of the world and then um one of the first things that happened is they meet a giant that is just ridiculously giant um i don't remember quite uh what happens with that giant sorry about that part but eventually uh after that giant they come to the hall of ute gar luke who isn't Loki but he's out guard Loki um and then um out it is the biggest hall they've ever seen it's just a giant hall and um um ute gar luke bids them in and he arranges some trials for them and that and one of them is uh to to try and lift a cat and Thor's Thor tries to lift the cat but he he can't get it almost up from the ground but it claws its um holds his claws in the ground still and as he lifts it he gets weaker and then uh another uh uh test that ute gar luke does is a eating competition where luke i think is supposed to eat faster uh than than someone else that i don't remember in the name of excuse this story for all i don't remember so uh luke tries to eat faster than him but it doesn't really work and then chalva has to um run faster than another um another person and that doesn't work he is just extremely fast and then also um Thor has to try to drink up a horn of mead thank you for giving super thanks happy thanksgiving oh i don't celebrate we there's no thanksgiving in norway uh but um after they have failed all the trials ute gar luke reveals that all of it his house and the giant and um and uh the trials were all illusions because ute gar luke is a he's a giant and a and a magician and uh he fooled them all so when chalva was running trying to run faster than his opponent his opponent was thought itself and you can run as fast as you want but thoughts get there instantly and um um the the person that luke was eating in the eating competition against that was fire and fire just kept eating and eating and eating and then um the oh no i i said something wrong i i i said something wrong the cat didn't make luke for weaker but he almost managed to lift it up but the cat was really uterine gun did the midgard serpent and then also uh the the flag of mead was to see and that's the explanation for why uh you you uh you'd find marks on stones from the sea being much higher than it was in the viking age because Thor had drank up some of the ocean and then finally the final trial that i forgot was that uh Thor uh Thor had to wrestle against an old woman and then it was he got weaker and weaker and that was because that old woman was age and then uh ut gar luke disappears and nothing has really happened uh what did you think of Thor from god of war iragnarok i absolutely love Thor in that game i i'm all in all i have to say that i'm not disappointed but i think that um god of war iragnarok was as boring a sequel as it could be i think the story choices they chose um were um the least interesting they could have done that being said i think that everything they did they did phenomenally well i absolutely loved Thor odin was great um anger buddha was fantastic um i liked uh uh yeah i like i liked it all almost yeah the the old god of war games are really fun as well um but they're a very different type of game what shall this fella be named thank you so much for the super chat so so just to um tell it like it is um many comments many comments um um got beaten up by the police yesterday that's awful gerald his name is gerald okay so i think there was a couple of different things we could couple questions that rolled by for being in a pro palestine demo so very good that it went to the pro palestine demo and very awful from the police and you know uh i needed post more about palestine okay just turn it around and answer some of the questions that we got uh i think that one of the questions was interesting but the answer will be boring because um what's a character in norse mythology that i feel we know that i feel is underused or underutilized and the thing is is the stories we have left are predominantly about thor loki odin tea it is briefly in one story and balder is really important because of balder's death uh and um uh there are loads of fun characters with the dwarves and different unit and you know hail and uh all that but we really very seldomly know anything about them and that leads me to vidad is heavily underrated but we don't know anything about vidad except that he uh has shoes made from thousands of shoes and that he um kills fendress and avenges his father and that's sort of uh freya we know a little bit about she's in a few of the stories eden kind uh but i guess freya would be of those we know something about freya would be good and then there was this other question uh about or it was a comment saying that i wish we had the un christianized um versions of the tale tales and i my personal gut feeling is that the christianization of um of the old tales is something that's very overblown that the reality of it as far as i can see is that the people like snowy desturlasson who wrote down the eddas and wrote down the most we have the biggest whole stories i think what he was doing and i think he says that out pretty directly is that he was recording stories in a tradition he knew and these were the stories of old from you know before uh before people up north knew about jesus and i think he tried to write them down in the traditions as accurately as he could because it wasn't like this was stories of some awful pagan people these were his people stories and he wanted to present them as you know as noble as the ancient Greeks or the uh old testament uh Jews so so and for christians at that time these stories of people great peoples before they met jesus were okay because jesus they had didn't know about jesus yet so so they they they did think uh strange things and do strange things just like people do in the old testament so i think the christianization was probably a lot more subtle uh one thing is probably the christianization of north tales in a huge part was which tales got written down because he wrote down tales for his contemporary audience and some tales were more some tales had aged better and you know in in terms of some of the tales are based on poems the poems probably changed um very slowly if at all poetry is hard to change because it still has to have that rhythm and uh also it was a great shame to have changed a poem uh unless you changed it for the better i think um and you know there were probably a lot of things that were you know chris not christianized but were modernized by snoda and by the others who wrote down the stories because it was a few hundred years after the viking age and after that had been an active belief so there were probably things that he misunderstood and probably areas where he felt he had to explain things for his modern audience but those things he explained might be wrong but in terms of like i've heard things like oh uh it is just uh bold it is just put in there as a figure for jesus and uh and uh uh loki is just uh uh manipulated to be satan and i've never seen anything that suggests that i i think the christianization was much subtler and it was much more about you know uh choosing tales that appealed to his audience uh so question are there people who still practice the old norse religion no there are people who practice uh osatu or other other norse pagan religions those are modern reconstructions of the old religions uh there isn't any unbroken line anywhere so they are reconstructed based on the surviving text on archeology uh uh co-evidence and on you know modern inventions there is absolutely no one uh today practicing the old religion and we don't really know a lot about how that old religion looked there is very much evidence to suggest that the daily spiritual and religious life of people in viking age scandinavia was very different from the kind of stories that you get in the norse mythology not because it was it was made up or anything like that but but because it was stories of lords and um of lords and gods and of the nobles for the nobles and most people weren't that and the evidence you find in archeology about uh religious or ritual or spiritual practices are often much more mundane than what you find in um in the big stories i think and i also think that uh a lot more of i think a lot of the the fault belief of the viking age probably with the changes because it's a fault belief uh survived into the scandinavian fairytale traditions and i think i mean i have no way of saying that people did uh this back then but you know probably putting out porridge for the nissa uh in the winter is probably closer to the type of spirituality that uh that people had there at that time than than most of what you read in the sagas and the eddas and all the stories of the big big heroes unrelated question have you finished alan wake too no i've not gotten far but i want to play it more do you have a favorite teaching from your culture family that you'd be willing to share i don't know favorite teaching from my i have i have to think about that the polytheistic native fates everywhere seems to be much uh to be better than abrahamic fates because of its diversity and how much it doesn't stand in the way of being secular yeah and uh but uh you know say what you want about the vikings but i'm very happy that important men and women aren't buried with their slaves anymore i mean there there's um there are interesting things about polytheistic religions there are interesting things about um abrahamic fates would you draw polyphemous from greek mythology yes i have drawn poly polyphemous uh uh getting his eye stabbed by uh by by auditions and uh it's but i should probably do it in the video as well it's a great story i am doing very well playing guitar while watching excellent have you ever drawn any type of gargoyle many types of gargoyle probably the the disney cartoon gargoyles at some point as well do you know any irish legends and monsters very few i've drawn like the puka i've drawn uh sire not sirens but uh banshees i've uh i'm going to draw the nukkalevi soon but that's uh maybe that's uh orkney islands where is it could you draw huldra yes i've drawn huldra a few times viking boat uh funerals looked cool though yeah but we don't know how often they did that we know they did that sometimes how many stories uh do you think are lost into time most of them we know that we know that i mean uh there were great respect given towards good storytellers and there were also people who traveled around and told stories and there were uh you know like poetry battles where the combatants had to out poetry each other and also similar competitions without telling each other and it was a very much a story telling society and um and i i mean i think about how incredibly many fairy tales we know and have and how different they are from all of the different places in norway and sweden and danmark and there's so many and they're so different and there's so many versions of each tale and most of the fairy tales are also lost so we probably know very very few viking stories um i also have to thank you as an indigenous person from turtle island that you're respectful of our stories and don't disrespect or and misrepresent them yeah i've learned to thank you so much and it is a it is a relief when i hear that i have learned so much the last few years about treating people and stories with respect while still having my view on them and and and my view yeah so i've learned so much about indigenous mythologies and folklore from turtle island from from uh you know uh the Mapuche people of Chile from the uh north america and i um i i try my best to be respectful when i tell these stories and i i think i probably do a worse job when telling christian stories because that is so associated with power and that power has to be critiqued and has to be criticized um but i um i think i also there have to be a do a better job of making sure that that most of my viewers understand that i'm criticizing the institutions i'm criticizing the power abuse uh and i'm not criticizing the people who get something out of those stories have you drawn a yokai uh i not yet uh i i've drawn two little japanese mythology and folklore i've drawn uh what's the one that the one with a bowl of water on a skull uh kappa i've drawn the kappa a few times hinduism is a hot topic because a religious nationalist now maybe better stay away yeah but so when it is um talking about um uh other people's beliefs like hinduism i feel a responsibility to increasingly feel a responsibility to to you know tell the stories in a way that respects individuals even though i may disagree with them on many points uh you know as an atheist and satanist and anarchist how you disagree with most people most of the time but but to use my these these are things that are hard to think about and hard to talk about but it's been something i've been thinking about a lot with the latest batch of political videos i've done is how to hmm i have a little bit of edgelord in me if i had been gotten tiktok fame uh you know 10 years before i did or 15 years before i did or 20 years before i mean if i had gotten the level of fame that i've fame that i've gotten today uh in my teenage years i would have been insufferable i would have just said so much just to provoke and just to piss people off and um i'm slowly learning that that's not the best thing i can do it's fun sometimes i mean art should have a certain i don't give a fuck attitude but but find a balance there oh my god i love your wind videos got to go see a holster favorite drawing you've ever made the next one the next one will be good but the next one i will not be doing uh in this live because i have to go uh if you go to my web store den ungeherholm.com then the pink tober pictures are still for sale all november for our low lowest prices for originals you can also support by becoming a member of my youtube channel and get early access to some things to some videos you can support them patreon you can support on the web store by buying merch or prints or originals and you can support by using my art all my art is available for free use um so you can download it you can copy it you can share it you can even sell it as long as you mentioned me as artist i think i will um end with answering leafy's comment saying most christians don't know a single thing about the religion and just say they are christian as a statement and as a pure excuse to be hateful that's an idea that i've had as well but i think with time i think that it is okay not to know a lot about what you believe you don't have to be a bible scholar and i think the hate is rooted somewhere else and i think to a much bigger degree than i've been comfortable with or been aware of i think the anger and hate i have and that carries in me and that expresses itself in the art is hate that under other circumstances could have latched on to something like christianity or hinduism or nationalism or whatever in order to find an excuse for that hatred to be justified and it's not necessarily the religions text themselves but it's the the powers behind them i think okay that was all our i'm happy we got to solve all the world's religious problems today so bye bye i'll be back with a live soonish bye