 ECT definitely saved my life. I was depressed. There were times where I was self-harming. It was only a matter of time before I acted on the suicidal thoughts I was having. We had tried so many different types of therapies, so many different types of medications. It's always like take this for six weeks and then we'll see if it's having an effect. You don't want to wait six weeks. Going through ECT, it's like living colorblind and suddenly you can see colors. Because of all the movies I had seen, it was always like these big paddles right on both sides of their heads and they would put like the thing in their mouth. When I first saw the actual like ECT equipment, it was more minimal than I was expecting. I was first diagnosed when I was 14 and I didn't start feeling better until I was like 30. Half of my life living in this world, going through all of these different experiences and never once hearing ECT mentioned seriously as a potential treatment. It changed the way I see the world, the way I see myself. I just kind of feel like a much better version of me.