 means I don't need it. I really don't. I don't. Pretty darn loud. Praying that life won't leave me behind God knows that I'm dying to go on home on dying to go on home on home question how do we profit from what we love to do most me well I feel like I'm sneaking through a cemetery searching for my own ghost or trying to dig through sedimentary rock buried beneath the heat of my life's compost I feel like a scared soldier then with a wall from the cemetery abandoning her coast contrary to what I always dreamed I would be like a victim of my own negligence running from me standing amongst a host of individual struggling for originality puzzling such a complex simplicity so I end each day disastrously knowing thinking there has got to be more but eventually takes too long to get to five steps from too far away and I personally have no patience waiting on that destination but you say there is a predetermination factor and you say that life is a stage and then here are all actors well damn I must have forgotten my lines or the monstrous behind in my mom's womb because my vision looks blurry but I can see the writing on the stone of my tomb I don't want to be doomed here in the limbo of complacency blatantly out of place deliberately keeping a monotonous pace inadvertently going to waste or pasted to the monetary codependency of the next check like my boy Justin once told me living my life in retrospect I want to learn to protect my best assets but always bid high when I bet set my eyes on the prize and rise like the opposite of sunsets look back having no regret consolidate my pain like debt so I can hone all of my energy into overcoming select my weaknesses to be my strengths and always represent what you see in the fine print because I've spent too many times trying to turn tables and downs into dollars but I was always just making sense so now I'm trying to maximize my day minutes in life like I was calling my friends and family members sprint to sprint or Timo because you see this life's journey is long distance and walking briskly is too risky I've got to set my feet to move faster because there is so much in life that I am after I'm looking for that tech and the color finish line with a pot of gold but I don't want to end this chapter the way it began so though I am young I succumb to my sentences and songs write on then stay up all night memorize my rhymes hit the road then call and stick to my job burning up all my vacation house a personal leave and sick time I know my day is coming but I'm still waiting in line hoping that my car won't be declined I never expected to have anything handed to me so I will earn my own road to success there's no such thing as exit signs and I'm only defined by my limitations I won't accept any imitation the key to say the head in this poetry game is all about innovation so yeah I'll accept any invitation to fill the open slot and if the slam is full that's cool I just rock the open mic spot my talent and my passion is all I got and when I step off stage I accept cash personal check but it's not tell me that my words touched your soul because that statement is worth more than you'll ever know worth its own personal weight and goal it answers the question that I posed about three four minutes ago we has taught us how to put the value of our words may yours and yours and yours hope that you