I woke up in Megans hotel room and my head was killing me. Damn what did I take? I was still in my sweater so they didnt change me. I looked around me and in the next bed were Megan and Liz, on the sofa bed were Sabi and Alexa I was the only one with a bed to myself. Amazing. I got up and ran to the bathroom and started exerting vomit. Gross.
S: are you okay?
C: yea my head is just killing me
She had that Ive done what youre doing look and I think its what I think it is look.
C: no Im not
S: you sure?
S: did you use a ducky?
Now that think of it no we didnt. My eyes went huge as I thought about it. I shook my head.
S: Ill be right back
She went out the door and came back with a little pink box.
C: how do I do this?
S: you pee on the stick and it tells you
I closed the door and peed. I waited about five minutes which were the worst five minutes of my life. I looked down and there was a little blue minus sign. I started crying. YES! Im not preggerz. I opened the door and Sabrina looked up Liz had joined our little party.
C: its negative
They smiled one thing I could put to my always remember list.
1: RUBBER DUCKY!
S: did you drink last night?
C: not really except for a soda this guy gave me otherewise thats it, oh god!
I ran back to the toilet and let out. You know things are messed up when a toilet seems like your best friend.
A: oh my god, are you okay?
S: yes because puking is okay
I got up and rinsed my mouth out.
C: I need pepto- bismol
S: Ill go get some from the house
L: I should go too
C: wait I need you to get me a bag of clothes and my wallet and my cell phone charger in the sneakiest way you can
A: we will
They walked out and went back to bed. Megs was sitting up now.
M: want to talk about it?
C: yea thatd be nice to someone that knows what its like
C: I just couldnt believe it I mean I was cheated on once before but I gave myself to Taylor and look what he did
M: he looked like such a nice guy
I could feel the tears welding up in my eyes. I started crying.
C: I really dont to cry over him but he was my first true love
M: I still cant believe Nick cheated
C: I know! Hes my brother and he has never cheated on a girl! I practically puked when he told me who he did
C: slutty cyrus
Megan turned red. She gave me look that says I have a plan.
C: okay that look doesnt look good on you
M: and why not?
C: because youre the opposite of me
M: what if I become like you! Well just in front of them it would be like revenge and I need a guy
C: well youll be filming soon so youll get a hot guy but Im just going to be in this area until this years TCAs
At the thought of the TCAs I started crying again. That was the first carpet I walked with him. I dissed Slutty Cyrus for the first time ever there. Then I realized like my song says theres no time for tears sitting plotting my revenge. Then it hit me. Megs was right.
M: are you thinking what Im thinking?
C: oddly yes I am
I smiled my favorite smile and started writing.