 If you really want to go for the Atonement, if you really want to have unbounded joy and happiness, it can only be found in fulfilling your function. Put your full focus, your full attention on being used by Jesus and the Holy Spirit as a miracle worker, and Jesus will take care of everything else. He will take care of the body. He will take care of all the bodies. When you give yourself over to seek you first to Kingdom of Heaven and let all things else be added under you, everything gets taken care of without exception. Because why? Because you're back up in the miraculous realm of living and everything in time and space is just orchestrated to serve the miracle.