 Good morning guys, welcome back to another vlog, it is Monday. Just made my espresso shot at 7am, it's really nice out, it's in the 50s this morning so I'm going to go have my morning on the roof and then I have weightlifting at 9am and then today we are getting our lives back together. I've already actually unpacked and made my to-do, I did a bunch of that annoying stuff last night when I got back in, but I just have a lot of work to do this week. Next week I leave for New York and I'm doing a bunch of recordings and then we're having a pop-up in New York City for the Okines. If you guys are in New York City come to our pop-up it's gonna be so much fun, I'll be there for a lot of it and it's gonna be a great time you guys can shop the scarves and the beanies early. Today after that we have a launch so I have a lot of stuff that I need to get done this week and I want to make a start on my rooftop. I have someone coming over today to like take a lot of things off the roof because what I'm not strong enough, well I am strong enough, but I actually can't even do it myself. I had to hire someone because I don't have enough like trash cans to throw the trash away so I have to like dispose of it, like take it to a dump or something and I don't have a truck. So that's happening. My raised garden arrived over the weekend so I'm very excited because hopefully that will be set up and then when I'm back from New York is when I'm gonna start the garden. So we're gonna have a great week but anyways it's just like a Monday nice little Monday vlog getting our lives together. I need to get my nails done today too. They look awful and also I self-tanned them really bad like my hands and it's like literally so embarrassing because it's been almost a week and they will not go away. Alright guys I have weight lifting in 30 minutes. It's not that far from my house so trying to put together an outfit. I'm getting to the point where I need to be wearing leggings. I'm ignoring her. Anyways it's getting to the point where I need to be wearing leggings like it's getting chilly. I don't really have like I have so many shorts because obviously it's been so hot but I need to start shopping for like leggings. My biggest thing in fall is outerwear. I have so many coats and it just like hurts to carry them. Again they're so heavy I'm so extra so anyways I'm gonna change and then I'll be ready for weight lifting. Okay I'm wearing a set active set. Does anyone else do this where they just like grab a sweater and that's this sweater for like a month that they wear out about and then they stop wearing it and they don't do an accident you forget it even existed. Also guys like I know I say this in like probably every vlog that I get very self-conscious vlogging because like I don't even know what to talk about anymore and it's like they're just all boring and repetitive so like what do you guys want to see in vlogs? So I at least know. Coco my arch nemesis is locked in the door. You've not been getting along today. I need lists of what you guys want in vlogs and then maybe I'll feel better about it. Like I personally when I watch all those vlogs I like watching them when they're at home and when it's the same thing every single day honestly I don't really like it when they even travel. I like like them making their coffee them going to work out like that stuff. What do you guys want to see? Alright guys I'm listening to Jay Shetty on my way to go weightlifting. I wanted to give a little bit of a weightlifting update. I think I took my first class in like July. I actually should check that because I don't know. Does anyone else have a really bad like reference of time? I had a really bad run LA when there's no seasons and you couldn't tell. But now I get confused because I travel a lot so I'm like I don't even know when I started. Anyways I was going two times a week and now I'm gonna go three times a week and I really like it. I listened to some podcasts on why weightlifting is like so good for you especially women. I actually kind of want to have my coach on to talk about it on my own show but I just really really love it. I like sound like Laura Bossick when I'm talking about this but like I don't want to stress myself out in the mornings and there are sometimes where I like for boxing I want to like go and like punch something or like Pilates. I obviously have Pilates that I've always loved but there's something about weightlifting that's very low cortisol but it's high reward and it's a hard workout but in a different way and I hate hit workouts like I you will not catch me doing that. I like running two days a year like I hate hit workouts that's one way to get me to like never come back again. So anyways I've always loved Pilates, hot Pilates and I've always loved boxing even though would yeah would boxing be considered a hit workout. I like boxing because it makes me feel like I'm getting better at a sport like how I grew up in Texas playing sports so I like that and I just love boxing and then I love hot Pilates for other reasons. I like going and weightlifting in the morning because it weirdly feels peaceful even though it's not and it's very hard and when you're doing like a pull up or something you want to die but there's something about it that's very low cortisol and I've heard it's good for like balancing your hormones and stuff so I actually should have someone on the show. Anyways I really really like it I feel myself getting stronger so it's like pretty rewarding no almost immediately but really quick because you're like going up in weights and you're you know what I mean like I wouldn't I'm not like looking at my body for reward like to change or anything like that so I can't really speak on that but as far as like mentally emotionally spiritually I actually have really really loved it so that is my little weightlifting update. All I think about is if I can I'm becoming a gardener and I'm so excited I got gardening gloves in the mail okay I mean business I did go upstairs my plans are like literally already done like I've been gone for a week and I didn't have someone come water them that would be how it happened not good at all because those I bought literally last week and I just forgot to have someone come water them but I think I can bring them back to life. Today a man is coming as I said to like fix some things I have new couch cushion and I don't know if they're gonna fit but the closest that I could get to fitting on that and so I might if they don't fit fully just have to like figure something out like that is where I'm at I've already returned stuff I've already done stuff and like all these boxes I don't know we're gonna we're gonna have to do something okay guys so in my journey of becoming a gardener you guys are gonna come along and it's gonna be very exciting and I'm gonna be I'm gonna be Hunter Haven said this to me it was in my new series name roof to table instead of farm to table he said it's roof to table thanks Hunter I love that by the way this is your reminder if you live in Dallas come to the love show November 11th doors open at 7 it's at the factory it's gonna be so fun my gosh is our guest top this is thing I don't like about myself but I feel very like time gives me anxiety so or like anxious or like stressed out like doing a night and workout it feels like I'm starting my day way too late when like I make my own schedule and like yeah I have a lot I do have a lot that I need to do but like I make my own schedule I can do things whatever I want and why do I get myself for doing a night and workout and like I do that because I do my classes like based off the teachers that I like typically and my schedule I don't know guys is anyone else feel that way and it's like well when I work out it's funny because when I actually I just I can't shut up in vlogs lately it's like so many talk oh sorry I just like can't shut up in vlogs lately it's like so many talking or since I'm so sorry guys so I'll stop after this but when I take the time to work out or and or journal I will get like twice as much done in that day that I would if I just work straight through it without working out in journaling like makes me way more productive also doing a sauna and cryo after makes me like so focused I'm not doing that today I wish I was I really don't have time for that but I'm back home I've showered and I did a little bit of makeup today just because I'm like breaking out my hair is soaked but I've been using this little I don't know why I call everything little it's it's like a CBD oil my sister is a hairstylist and told me to use this and it's so good it smells incredible and you know what I'm using Divi I just started using it like actually like consistently recently but when you put it on your scalp it feels so good like it makes your scalp just feel so clean and I lost a lot of hair after having COVID so I definitely want to try this more alright I'm editing right now and I just look at my new dolly little coasters I just ordered my favorite breakfast from chop shop just because I haven't gotten groceries yet this sunrise rock it's so good and green juice I haven't made my like actual coffee yet but I'm getting a lot done so I'm I'm very excited alright guys I have been working I have a lot of sweaters and stuff I need to put away the roof is about to get a little facelift if you will so basically I can't fix all these plants right now guys like I don't know how this happens actually I do but whatever they'll come back to life so the rug is going the cushions are going those chairs are going obviously all the trash bags are going and then my new cushions are coming up the garden like raised garden is being built and that's coming over there it's gonna be really beautiful I did also find outdoor rugs that are going to be sent here I hope I get them this week I kind of doubt I'll get them that fast but hopefully we'll have new rugs I still haven't decided on a new coffee table all of these and we've got new plans listen I'm bringing these back to life okay I am and if I don't it's not that big of a deal this stuff is all going rugs gone these are gone even though they are crowdfabe but they're obviously breaking these have been replaced the umbrellas are driving me in sand I'm gonna see if you can fix that but this man is just gonna change my life also I want these gates gone too so a lot of trash to get rid of so much stuff that needs to be put away actually extra stuff that I have or stuff like leftover from shoes I'd use me like hourglass pallets lots of PR but my PR drawer until I bring it up to you that Terrence birthday present that I got her a month early and so I haven't given a tour oh these are actually also for the rooftop I put them in the pots I need to get more so I don't have to look fully fill them up with extra for a winning house life sweats I always like having a lot just because it's limited edition so I won't always be able to like order it you know I have a lot of new towels from cozy earth which has great sheets and bedding and I think my coat is can deal is with 40 or just can deal with me at 40% off but I got all these like towels but I wasn't thinking about the fact that I have so many towels and I don't have a linen closet so gonna forget about this is for a decade why deal I'm shooting today and then it's have a lot of extra clothes and sweats and stuff so I have a ton of my bedroom so I'm getting this done tonight because it's just stressing me out I hate having clutter like more than anything I use the okay and totes like every day I have like four or five because I use them for different things very messy this closet I want to transform into a Calwee boot closet and I need to find someone you can build it out with lights as you can see like the shelves are kind of broken like that one down there majorly broke so I just need someone to come in and fix that for me desperately I will keep you all posted I've asked so many people and so many people just like haven't just can't so we've got to figure it out because this has got to be a Calwee boot closet and we have to have a light that opens I don't know it's got to be it's got to be cool I also ordered a runner for this area so I feel like that'll be cozier I've like held off on doing it for song but it's gonna be like brown and black checkered I'm just trying to make the most out of the space that I have which I mean it's not not a lot but it's not much like I don't have a huge house by the means so I'm just trying to make like the best of it and keep this as like my home base and I just I love it here I really need to get those levels fixed but I think the rooftop having that done will be awesome and then also the whole thing oh I really want to do what was it wallpaper downstairs and I've been looking at different wallpaper and part of me wants to do like a fun crazy print and the other part of me wants to do like just striped so like I know I won't hate it you know and then just like doing it can you we're like a new life which is something that is I can't decide so I'm home for two months that is like my number one project is my home I've got to figure that one out but like for wallpaper what do you guys think the bathroom is like not big it's pretty small that makes a difference I don't know I just like can't decide I do own the house if that makes a difference because I know like certain ones are easier to take off and stuff but I just think we're like for I mean resells it's not the same thing as renting so I don't know all right so much of this happening upstairs I got this pillow of my anthropology don't worry this rug I know I haven't had it that long it's a ruggable but I'm replacing it because there's a brown like checkered one that I loved and I just love this pillow I might use it on my bed I haven't decided but I just kind of want it to be like more of an eclectic home with like things that I love and I thought that was so cute I'll link it below to me and throw guys no they are perfect okay so I finally fix new cushions here the rug is gone the floors like need to be power washed so bad because all those trash bags that I had out got rained on and stained more I don't know what we're gonna do with umbrella in that one honestly I should have just had those taken but whatever my raised garden has been built I could even do like two of these but this is kind of better in the shade over here this is gonna be incredible my goal becoming when I'm back from New York and we will be starting my garden I'll be in my gardening era my plants will be coming back don't you worry and then yeah the new rugs will be coming I'm gonna get this power washed I actually will try to find someone this week cuz then what point of rugs can hear you better but I've rugs for this corner and I've erect for this corner and then I don't really know what I want to do over here next I thought I was gonna have that here but I really could do like some more like outdoor bean bags and those are pretty inexpensive and they're a really big crowd fave when you're entertaining so once the actual like roof is cleaned bottom oh love that it's gonna be much better but I do need to tomorrow plant all this stuff I just broke a nail so like I'm gonna do it after that because I just don't want to be in pain so I'm gonna plant all my stuff tomorrow all right guys I'm making us a home-cooked meal we're supposed to get our nails done and we missed our appointment so I'm gonna tomorrow we have our options from good ols bought this PR package yesterday and it's basically like better for you mac and cheese I'm voting on the Chetty Mac Amanda's face right now what are the options on your comment I mean I want to kill a shot right now it's like Monday night we have Mac we have Chetty Mac we have the mover and shaker we have twist my palm and we have shella good I first of all I love these names all the names Chetty Mac is the lamest my good that doesn't mean it's gonna be okay I be so this is good I'm kind of parmed twist my car I want the white cheese okay so I'm gonna be and I wanted to also give you guys a little haul of my Sam Edelman shoes I got to live it while I was gone I need to pick these out Sam Edelman is like my goat is my favorite place for shoes I got some little beige ballet flats I'm super in ballet thoughts this season didn't have that color only in brown and black so I got those I also got these which are like a nicer ballet fat almost we have they looked so nice and way more expensive than they are I'm telling you guys Sam Edelman is where you got a goat's for shoes especially in the fall then I got hot pink heels I went shopping this weekend and everything was hot pink and chocolate brown is the best day ever okay my favorite colors which is also great for the okay because we have hot pink and chocolate brown coming out so it's great I got these pink heels that are like not too insane oh my god look I help you there they're so cute and they're like kitten heels almost wow I'm obsessed I'm gonna wear these like all the time but you wouldn't think the pink is a default winter color and it is it is the last ones I got are the most fun shoes let me just show you Amanda these are you're gonna love these look at how fun they are so cool to have them with every color wait even black yeah oh my god like they're so love so these are what I'll be wearing to dinner for girls nights and now I'm here to cook Amanda food and feed her every knee so I'll let you guys know when I'm free again oh by the way a gardening gloves they've arrived on the table no it's a roof the table roof the table I'm gonna be a basil I'm gonna make lots of things tomatoes I'm not sure cuz I don't cook with tomatoes that often I would rather like a carrot no I get that is true I should do that yeah that's cool look at Fitz he just loves me so much coca's been on her words behavior today and Fitz has been so good he's just so perfect right fit just a surprise he's a giant but he's so sweet a gentle giant okay well alright guys we actually really like it I've already tried it I mean it's also said it was good it's actually incredible alright guys I wonder my plans again my grandma says I had to cut off the dead stuff but like that's all done so like one of my I knew I should have waited to get these plants but I just like got you ahead of myself guys I mean I just got the funniest video ever I love my garden well this isn't my garden to be clear as you guys saw that raised garden that is my garden and that is where my produce will go if you will the floors are like disgusting now though but I did want to see these things so I only got like certain sizes so I think it'll work in here to where yeah essentially it like saves you I'm like this is confused it helps drain yeah much better so this needs to be flood the other way and I need to get more sizes they were just out good morning guys it probably looks like it's the same morning every day because I'm wearing my robe drinking out of the same cup lot these are the last line by the way I got them in a set they were a gift they're kind of expensive but I love that I have these Peter Thomas Roth potency power brightening hydrogel eye patches just in time you guys know I love my loose ones I just ran out oh my god they look so beautiful I love a good little eye mask so today I'm actually working out at night this morning I have to go get my nails done which I'm actually dreading so I'm just gonna take my clothes from the nail salon hopefully like no one notices that's like the most obvious ways with the hair salon but I feel like if I just me myself my nails are just so bad that they're breaking in a pain I wish that nail salons were open like late at night or early in the morning which I guess like yeah I can work whenever I want but like still like it just you know what I mean like it's such a commitment it takes forever okay so I like these I have skincare on underneath them so maybe that's why they're sliding more I still think I like my loose ones better but obviously I haven't seen the after effect just like the actual feel of them love them they're like a close second I think last night Amanda and I went on the rooftop and just talked for a while and then I actually started a new book tonight's when I really like it it's called when in Rome it's by Sarah Adams it's really cute I read the cheat sheet forever ago I remember like being embarrassed that I liked it because it looks so cheesy and then or maybe the friend zone I don't remember no it's a cheat sheet I think anyways it's so cheesy-looking and it kind of was a cheesy book and I thought embarrassed and I liked it and then it like popped up a book talk so now I'm like hey guys you know like I'm not embarrassed anymore anyways I'm gonna drink my coffee do my normal morning feels weird not working out we're even going on a walk but like I've got it just not you know so nails I'm gonna pick up some new plants today because I think I'm doing we're all thinking okay and I'm gonna go into the end the red sauna because I just feel kind of like gross and I need to you know sauna and cryo it out tonight I'm going to Pilates at six and then in between then I'm just like working and getting some stuff done I yesterday I edited so many videos and then I like pretty much I have the okay I'm like social kind of planned I've been working on it on and off the past few weeks and I got the voters back so I have pretty much everything planned is to go to captions and stuff but the feed is looking incredible for the next launch by this point I don't know when the city is going up but we're launching those on the 17th you're in New York coming to pop up my nails are very rough right now I like the chrome it just grown out I don't even know if this place has chrome going back to castle I normally go to a door now a door is just closed today we're like they're so grown out and this one's like breaking and I just I can't do this anymore thank you hey guys back my infrared days also got my nails done I think I like them I already got two compliments on them I also got a coffee I'm gonna read my book I'm just like getting getting myself together okay so I'm obviously doing this all separate I was told that moms would be good for up here and then come to find out they wouldn't be and then these are you know pretty much that's just over with so anyways I'm going to pot all of these I do have my little like disc things in here and if I don't I'm just gonna like the minute or whatever but I'm gonna pot some of the plans I don't know I probably should have already gotten those I don't know why I'm making this harder for myself but anyways here's my little raise garden I'm so excited guys so I just need to get all of this fixed the normal pants get to go and then like next week we'll start on the garden okay so updates got a plant in there plant in there we've got three more to fill so I might actually go back to the plant store today depending on when they close trash that I need to take down we have more potting mix hopefully this like rooftop floor is getting power wash I've done it once before and like honestly it's so not worth it for me to do it I just have to hire someone it's not too pricey but it is just such a pain on a rooftop and I have a lot going on this week but somehow you keep finding me on the rooftop you know everything that I'm doing is like so on the computer especially with the okay that it's boring so I'm like trying to find things for the vlogs that are actually entertaining so hopefully you guys are enjoying my garden content which will be coming soon my gloves by the way that I got they're from Amazon and I love them I'm actually gonna get another pair for my grandma when she comes over and we're just we're gonna get this guys I just made myself some iced coffee I actually like need this light on I can't remember I just ordered so many new rugs for the house from Ruggable and your eyes USA and I like cannot remember if I got one for this room oh you know what on top of it today I'm gonna find someone to make this boot closet that is what I'm gonna do also I just instacarded plants some more for upstairs I really want to get it done today and I'm hopefully getting my roof power wash tomorrow so I want it all I don't want to like put dirt on after a power washed I was too embarrassed to go back because I'm like no I only need this much well I need more and I already asked a lot of questions and I just like I can't go back today you know because I don't know why I was like really anxious right now I was working and this week I don't know what it is exactly and I don't always feel this way like when it comes to confidence your career or not I mean like whatever I feel like everything goes hand in hand these days but I'm just like really anxious and I'm like I'm not good enough my numbers are good enough this isn't good enough I'm not doing it off I'm not like people don't care no one's actually engaged but like just like whatever and I like spiral and I'm really anxious right now and drinking a coffee's not gonna help I know that but honestly I'm like falling asleep and I'm just feeling that way right now and I probably won't feel that way later and normally like when this so happens that is remind myself that like when I'm spiraling it's not true and then also like it will pass and I'm not always gonna feel this way but I really all over the place I'm also total side note I think about us today I should really I mean I don't really want to do this but my podcast is to be like me podcasting with my garden and cooking and then interviewing people over the age of 60 because those are the conversations I find the most interesting and obviously I'm not actually gonna like totally switch it to that but also my don't have a tan on at all right now and I like the difference that makes actually like absurd like next up I'm a different person when I pan okay and it's not really that great but you know I mean it is what it is maybe over these okay so these are from story the story shorts like this are so comfortable they're so soft they're so cute I mean I just have so much stuff so I'm gonna take some last night and I'm like you are gonna absolutely love it I think I'm gonna wear this outfit and I probably won't change until after I do stuff but I just think you need to like kind of change my scenery if you will but I don't know I just think like feeling this way obviously sucks I think it's also like part of life and it's also part of like any career path like it doesn't matter what you do I feel like everyone feels this way I think it's really a lot more pressure on myself sometimes because like I don't have a boss telling him I'm gonna do a good job or bad job you know what I mean like I don't have like anyone says myself telling me things which is like good and bad well I do have people but like they're not like actually my boss you know so they're like a partner or whatever but I've also been thinking about like what I'm gonna wear in New York next week I might actually go to Eritrea because when I went to Eritrea in Nacho last week they had like the best stuff I've ever seen at least at the mall and Green Hills if you guys are in Nacho go there right now like so good but I think I just want to get some new outfits and stuff I'm excited it is getting a little bit cooler here today like I wore like a sweatshirt and hugs it wasn't like cold but I wasn't like sweating by any means so that's exciting I need to figure out what rugs and stuff I think I'm just like wanting like new creative products was like so stupid I have so much going on like why am I and that's why I'm like doing my home but since I'm gonna be here more often in the next couple months that's why I'm like if you we gotta like get this stuff get this stuff situated guys you know what I actually just absolutely cannot make up right now so you know I instacarded of course I said just going to the store like another person and they told me these were a different size and they're like so small so this is gonna be one of the planets and not the other two big ones and I'm just gonna have to be very careful but I'm gonna like put it all together and see how this works it's working on more pop-up stuff and naturally I'm anxious again because I like my garden not my garden I don't have a garden yet my rooftop I just am having one of those days and it's okay I probably feel better like by tomorrow or honestly even after my workout looks like in an hour it's obviously just like running a business is very difficult and it's very emotional because it's like your baby especially when like you don't have like the money to do like all the things you want to do or obviously just like so expensive and then like when you're a small brand like you don't have money I'm gonna feel better once I work out I wish my workout was like right now because I know it would just like solve some of my problems right now so I think I'm gonna like put on a comfort podcast and chill maybe I'll do a meditation maybe I will do that I actually have that app that's like $30 a month and I like I did the trial and then I forgot to cancel it and I've been charged what is it called super human so I might as well make use of it that's what I'm gonna do and then I'm gonna work out and then I'm gonna come home I'm gonna shower I'm gonna stuff tan I'm gonna order dinner because I have a grocery shop I'm gonna do it tomorrow I think maybe I'll order groceries right now I'm feeling better since I left my house and also I just had like two more people confirmed for the influencer brunch that I'm so excited about because I just have been wanting to meet them forever so it's I'm on my way to shine hot pilates which is where I take pilates in Dallas it is my by far my favorite place I've taken from everywhere literally everywhere and shine is my favorite it is also the closest to my hot pilates studio in LA and the uptown one the only difference really was that there was no infrared but in the uptown location they haven't now so I'm like so excited and actually I'm taking it from Rachel who's a new teacher there and she goes by New York live show and DM to me and I got she moved to Dallas and like found shine like through my Instagram or wherever she found it I'm not really sure but I'm gonna go take from her because that's so exciting and yeah then I will be feeling better I have a great life I have my dream job I love my life I love my friends I love my family I love y'all everything's gonna be okay it's not that tired and not everything that I've done sucks and not that my life should be based on people liking me but I'm more so mean like people on the internet that like I make this content for like there are people who like me I think and it's gonna be okay it really will be okay so anyways I'm gonna listen to some country music that'll awesome if you felt better and then I will be in Pilates soon and then that will solve all my issues I'm home and I have self-tanned as you can see it looking a little crazy I just wanted to give you guys a reminder that our podcast or my podcast say everything is ours the average podcast is available on YouTube so here are our recent videos people have been loving the episodes lately but everything is on at the YouTube channel as well so you guys can watch it if you feel like it I will have it linked I just ordered some food for dinner and I'm just mad I had a not great day so I'm just gonna eat go to bed and then we'll try again tomorrow good morning guys back to my little eyepatches it's 7 a.m. I'm going to the weight lifting put my eye mass on wrong yesterday so I'm gonna try to get them right this time I feel like sometimes the other way is like makes more sense actually do really like these eye masks especially when I'm gonna put them on the right way I'm so die hard for my loose ones but I like these a lot I just made myself an espresso shot I have my water ready and I have 20 minutes until weight lifting so I'm gonna have that one second so last night I started to feel better and then I kind of like doom scrolled on my phone a little bit I'm still feeling a little anxious and then I read like 60% of my book I only have about 20% left when in Rome and it's actually really cute by Sarah Adams and really really like it so finish that today at some point oh this plus the eyes rollers like the very me you know oh it's really hot just have to wait a second um but I woke up today feeling better I haven't no morning pages yet and I should I just I won't have time before weight lifting so I'll do that when I get back and then this morning I'm actually gonna go get brunch with Taylor who's a friend and also Amanda sister a lot technically I guess we'll be like by my pastor but I'm not really like in church as we know so anyways we're just gonna go to tribal and catch up we did it to last week before it was national what do I do like how much is drink this I can't bring this in my car guys make tonight isn't boxing I love the bag yeah you could literally run away I'm getting ready and I wanted to film because I'm trying at the tower 28 sunny days this is the broad spectrum SPF it's a tinted sunscreen I haven't even I guess I'll just put this on instead of putting on blowscreen underneath it it's 9 a.m. I like I'm not loving my outfit today and I just you know it's one of those things but that's probably too much I normally for the record wears on screen under even a tinted sunscreen because they don't trust it but today I just wanted to see what it looks like I'm a huge fan of tower 28 I love their lip jellies I love obviously this spray the SOS spray is the best thing never happened to me it helps so much with breakouts and I just love it so anyways they sent me this let's just try actually like it yeah I feel like it actually gives like good coverage and good color like matches my color perfectly right now okay well you guys know once I like to do the rest of my very minimal makeup routine but I actually like really like it here is my like three minute makeup with the tinted sunscreen I actually really like it don't be alarmed but I like might be in my preppy era this is what I'm wearing to go pick up plants and go to breakfast like where's my monogram you know y'all look at cocoa hard at work isn't that true coconut and we've got little fits over here with his toys I swear to God this dog is a human I asked him hi love I asked him what toys he wanted and he moved his head towards the yellow one which is the one he wanted but I gave him both you are the smartest dog I've ever met in my whole life I just took him outside by the way this caller is because it's from his trainer basically so it goes on whatever he's like in and out outside or whatever but I'm gonna take them on a little walk look at him you are so handsome you are so handsome I feel like the dogs are never in the vlogs they're just always on the floor when I'm filming here's a little update coconut is turning 7 in November which is so crazy I got her when I was 18 I'm like not doing well with her getting older but she's a small dog so he'll be in good health right right cocoa she's a morky for those wondering I like when her hair it's hard to get like her groomer and I did it perfectly where it was the teddy bear cut like there was no like Yorkie here it was all like a circle and she looked so young and then it fits as a golden doodle he just has like a different coat than the standard ones I feel like I like never hold well I do when people come over Coco kind of runs the place though be honest with you it's not true anyways had a great breakfast with Taylor and now I'm gonna go plant these plants they're getting power washed or my rooftop is getting power washed at two and meetings other things that I need to do things that were getting done but that is that is what is on the agenda currently all right guys so the plants they're all good for at this point the roof like ground is getting power wash today clean and then power wash over here I just like don't know what to do about this umbrella because like look at that the bolts have just like that happened in the weather I don't think I can see right there and it's not like I'm attached to these umbrellas I need to keep them it's more so like what do I do and the obviously the sandbags are all over how are they even get a power I don't even know what they're gonna do here I really don't know what to do with this umbrella I don't know what to do and it's gonna look ugly in the background of all my beautiful work alright guys I'm gonna do laundry I have a little bit less to put away than I normally do when I'm waiting for it carry this up the stairs I don't know I'm trying to fool I'm so out of breath it's like not even funny anyways I'm waiting for some meetings and then I have the power washer coming over so I'm gonna do laundry really quick to just get out of the way I can't talk anymore I'm out of breath like maybe I'm really not in shape anyways gonna watch the D'Amelio show in between is anyone else watching actually like it watch the D'Amelio's in the Kardashians is the two shows that I watched now both on Hulu all right I did as much laundry as I could I'm out of hangers so I need to go through and donate more clothes even though I feel like I do that every day also I don't know if I showed you all my new pillow I think I have I decided to put it on my bed I just think it's so cute it's your anthropology also again ignore the lamp that's broken but I switched back to the lightbulbs with their remote because I don't like having the app on my phone because I don't like getting on my phone before bed like I put it face down I have my alarm on it or I use a hatch whatever I charge is next to my bed though and I put it face down like this you can't see it obviously and then I like having their remote because after all typically do like really I just turn it off I'll typically do red lights and it controls both of them at night and then I'm able to just turn it off with their remote instead of getting back on my phone so I am very in to this remote and these lightbulbs I'll have a link below I've done it on the phone and it just puts me back on my phone and I really don't like it so it is another remote but like whatever much much better guys I'm so happy because I just got so much PR from benefit I always wanted benefit PR especially when I started on YouTube which is like literally a decade ago and I feel very cool oh my gosh okay I'm really excited to try this spray I love benefit I have all these brow products I'm actually gonna my brows microbladed this week I think that's what it is so I don't know if I'll be able to use them but I love their mascaras I'm so excited oh my god amazing thank you so much to benefit the hula bronzer like never forget the hole that this had on us in like 2016 it is such a good bronzer and then I am always into new blushes I used to love their Dallas blush like just because it was called Palace I'm pretty sure I'm not even sure if I like the color it's too young to know anything not that I really know anything you say either but anyways I'm so excited if you guys have used any of these products like you guys got to let me know here I am the grocery trip at my favorite place also these barley flats are on sale right now if fur in them but you can't tell they're the most comfortable shoes ever you have to get them I'm just so happy it's so cool wow that's my hair is a mess today but I'm gonna give you guys a little haul I'm making cabbage soup tonight my friend Macy is coming over we're gonna make tiktoks and I'm supposed to be like stamping the okrind bags but ink pads still haven't arrived so I don't know what we're gonna do but anyways thyme celery carrots onion they're not squash I love butternut squash roasted with some cinnamon in the oven it is so good okay I got bunch of chicken stock also I wanted to try this coffee it's the cold brew from Caliphia farms the mushroom blend I love anything like mushroom related so I feel like I would like this unsweetened alertness and energy I think this is supposed to like it's a boosted brew so it has some sort of boost I think this helps like you be more alert diced tomatoes garlic aioli of course tons of olive pop paprika which I definitely already have but I got it in case and then mustard seasoning guys I just what is going on in my brain today not much clearly okay I got bread oh guys you might be like who buys magazines at checkout especially eating well soups and southern living farmhouse it's me I buy these at the end of checkout I'm 25 by the way 25 years old so about me they just felt it just felt right you know comforting meals to make and share also I think I finally found a recipe book that I'm very excited about because I hate any finishes all I hate like when I'm cooking and stuff that I'm on my phone again for the recipe if it's a new recipe so I wanted it like a recipe book that I could have for my house like custom cute whatever and I could just have that out and ready to go so I think I found one today I got steak and then bacon and then cabbage last thing I was gonna say so potatoes okay I'm gonna put this away and then probably read my magazines I have a lot to do this week but there's not much that I can do until just as a few things and then I can do them because it needs to have the website for all the like texts and email marketing and stuff and then I can't start on bags yet until the ink pads arrive and that's what I designated today to do so I'm gonna get as much done now so that I can do that later I might even watch oh my god you know I should do master chef no not master chef master class with my farm to table master class I'm obsessed I really actually have like literally an hour I don't know why I'm acting I have all the time in the world this looks and smells amazing I really filled it to the top so the master class that I love life too now the one I've been watching is Alice Waters and she's doing like the art of home cooking a lot of it is really farm to table I think from what I've understood she has been a leader in like the farm to table movement it just started the gardening one with Ron Venley and he is so funny like everything he says he's not trying to be funny he's just one of those people that like literally everything he says is funny so I love him um this is him right here I guess you can really see him but anyways or I guess who's actually a photo of him being your instructor planning a revolution and he's doing it in like South LA which was or is considered a food desert I'm just like really cool stuff that he's done so anyways very exciting this looks amazing I'm so happy for myself all right guys working on at the tote bags look who it is Macy we're back just mean dinner how about the stamps doing all the tote bags for the pop up good morning guys it's Thursday it's hard to talk with this face mask on but I have a loose mask on it's Thursday morning so that means wake up drink my espresso shot and wash your Kardashians also so last night I was working on the New York tote bags for the pop up and they're like super cute look at them these beautiful designs on them they're really cool it's just taking forever so I got 12 done yesterday and I did we want like 50 so not to finish that by Monday probably or I'll just do what I can and then just go off to their house maybe I'll do less I don't know but I think I'm gonna do that why watch your Kardashians or I'm gonna yeah cuz it's like a yeah and then I have to work on cladius stuff I therapy 11 my house is getting power wash until 30 I have a bunch of random stuff I need to do I do need to like kind of go through my closet and get rid of some stuff and I also need to go shopping in Eritrea for my trip next week and also I just like really want to go there and it's like my solo date of the week of all my new rugs arrived today we've got some things happening okay I'm really making my house a home it really already feels like a home but you know what I mean I still need to figure out what I'm gonna do with these chairs for the kitchen they have wanted to replace them since I bought them which is two years ago and I still haven't done that so what do you guys think like what do we do also these are watching on YouTube where do you watch my videos do you watch on your phone do you watch it on your laptop or do you watch on YouTube I feel like I'll even watch them on their TV I need you guys to comment and tell me right here on this video I'm kind of on like wood chairs but kitchen chairs are so expensive like they actually want to rob you for all that you're worth so I've got to figure that one out but I don't know I really do need new chairs I think it would really transform this room and make it more mature and cozier and homeier you know I want wood like cool chairs I think anyway it's time for my face mask is done for I look at my hands the ink just keeps getting me okay I've done 17 facts and we need to do some more I've just been working this morning I had to make some orders and stuff for our pop-up I'm working on our emails just like you know the usual not so fun stuff currently making toast and then I have therapy at 11 I'm really hoping I get to the mall today and I'm really hoping that I can set up my rockable rug the big one because that is such a pain I can't take myself seriously like this is what I look like right now anyways I'm getting really excited for next week and I cannot I like he's just so handsome he's just my best buddy oh dude love me oh my god we're just so in love we're so in love right oh my god I'm crying guys I'm so happy right now I wish I would have filmed or vlog my outfit I'm wearing my brown I these like really cute pants that are actually matching set you can even see them to who cares like a sweater material then I'm wearing a brown t-shirt from set and then I'm wearing my brown like all chocolate brown by the way chocolate brown sweater and I am just like so happy on my way to therapy there's never like okay actually no I need y'all's input what is the best time of the week to go to therapy keep in mind I don't love doing like a night one because I like being at home on weeknights like really I'm talking like home I mean I work from home so I can be a home anyways but like home at like six starting my night like I don't no no no I don't want to go do like a therapy for me at six however I was doing Thursdays at one I just like cut my day and I like it and then she finally had an opening for 11th on Thursdays and I'm like you know what that's really is better and normally I would work out but like my body was not feeling it today so it is like got work done this morning and I feel like 11 is better than one but what like what is the perfect time to go to therapy like there is not one but anyways can't get the ink off my hands till I scrub them still there going to therapy getting coffee and then my rooftop is gonna get power washed I have skims order coming in today I have a order coming today and then I have a rugable order coming in today it is a great day in my household so nice they just came back in and brought my rug up like that's literally so nice of them anyways now I'm going back in series again because my rooftop has been power washed as well as my balcony this is a little bit dirty oh definitely gonna need to vacuum oh my god like night and day this is so exciting it is so worth it I can't decide if I want to set up my rugs first or go to the mall first I feel like one of them all is better choice because people will be at work in the nightness work later tonight I got so much done I'm like learning so much about claveo which is basically if you ever get like email marketing or like SMS marketing it's from like maybe or like something like that another program and I'm just learning so much so I've been setting all that up for the next like month month and a half with our next draw and then hopefully we won't have that much longer until our drop off to that so my rugs have arrived and I need to go to the mall which I'm not really feeling right now but my wife is out what we turned off and then I got a call from AT&T saying I think something happened so I think that they like hit something when they were power washing but I don't know what would what it would be and like what it would be up there maybe there was just too much power and like maybe there was like a pattern outage but like there wasn't because everything else was fine I don't know I'm not going to deal with this stuff I really have no idea what I'm doing so that's actually important because I can't work with that Wi-Fi. Alright guys so I've already started with the rug. I've got a little ahead of myself and I just want to say this rug is perfect and it's perfect oh my god that's not how it is. Woo! This is a really big workout and we've got it at Workouts today! I wish they would just put this like with the pad already on it like I would kill for that but the rug is kind of perfect. I thought it would be a little more chocolate brown but I like how it's neutral and just like cozy feels like a little bit less busy than the other one which is calming and also great for the holidays like alright here's the new rug I haven't been able to move the couch out all the way over oh look at Coco that's so sweet I haven't been able to move the couch over because I'm just not strong enough it's too like big so this will go over and cover a little bit more but I definitely like this rug a lot better I think it's a lot more me see I like neutrals for my home but I want to feel like little fun things also I have so many like Barefoot Trains blankets and stuff that I just need to bring back out I have so many blankets like that's only one stack of them so I'm gonna like make it really cozy and have more blankets have them on the side all that stuff but a lot better in here and then I have this this like print of a rug in a runner that's coming for the upstairs and I do I did order one for my closet that's just like white and fluffy that will I think it those two I think there's also a wrap today so gonna figure that out today I will say I got the rugable with the thicker padding and it was a million times easier to set up like so much easier because sometimes it's hard to like stick I did this by myself and like barely even had to fix like anything so I would definitely recommend this one it's also like more comfortable but like so good walking into my favorite mall ever I'm sorry I just have to go I really do guys I've been here for two seconds already got us which I literally have a pair that just got delivered to my house I grabbed before I left obviously both the body works Starbucks I'm like back in seventh grade this is my most classic color I don't actually they gave this to me I didn't even get this one but they probably just assume because it is my most classic color ballot neutrals hot pink chocolate brown also I think I might become a cargo pink girl if I like these we'll see I'll keep you posted and this would look really cute with the oak and sweater I don't know though or scarf it's kind of purplish but I think it'd be fun this is embarrassing I've been here for like 20 minutes oh as soon as we find out who you are trust you will be dealt with period not me getting TCU PR like so cool I spoke with TCU in August oh my gosh oh my gosh guys leaving literally so cute and so sweet I'm keeping this car forever so I'm gonna do a little bit of a haul because I just bought a lot of things and I have also received some packages today so the uggs that I have now I've had these for years like I've had these for probably like four years at this point and I decided I wanted like this super short ones like I have I have the minis before they were like the ultra minis right so I decided that I needed just a new pair of chestnut ones also the ones that I'm wearing are just like really run down so I got a new pair and I got the ultra minis I wear these probably like every day in the fall and winter I have just such an ugly girl through and through I when we were younger my sister and I was here and we have this closet and I think we have like 20 pairs between us from because we started getting them like elementary school and so between both of us and our birthdays and Christmas it's all we ever asked for so we have a collection starting like from like elementary school to high school and we had so many pairs of bugs I still have some from that time period but I was just obsessed we had older cousins so they like taught us what was cool and then I went shopping with my aunt and it was a and it was juicy the tour and it was justice and I still shop and wear a gun juicy like regularly so not much has changed okay and then this is really exciting I got the hug just normal minis that I'm wearing but I got these in I think this is the chestnut color and not just a color it's like dark walnut or something I'll link them below with the chocolate brown so I will get so much wear out of this I want to get a new pair of slippers but like I'm spending so much money and I just bought two new pairs of us today so maybe I'll hold off on the ugg slippers I do have like a lot of pairs of bugs but the thing is I don't mind I mean not that I was there like I mean other not like cheap but I don't mind spending when I will wear these forever especially us because they genuinely last me years so two new odds this is just like such a happy day for me love this so much actually we're gonna go next to skims skims I saw new pajamas and I immediately had to order I am working with skims currently on Instagram but like not on YouTube and I mean I wear them every single time so listen I need the fits everybody long sleeve tees and they're out of stock right now and I just need them and I have lost some of them I think they switch on the bra and that one's gone and I would literally wear all the time and they didn't have any other long sleeve and this is like literally this one long-sleeved top but I was like look I feel like I could wear it as a top is that weird no I feel like it's fine and this is just like so in the fall this is my look jeans like slouchy jeans um long-sleeved tight shirt with a sweater cardigan outerwear and then the okine like beanie scarf like that's literally what I'll be wearing every single day so I feel like it's gonna be fine like is it weird to wear some top I don't know like I feel like I'm just gonna go with it I don't really care next thing is what I'm like so excited for just you wait so skims has a new like pajama set that has this like little wrap top thing so this is the top but it's almost like a robe and in the bottoms that they're so soft and cute I will not be wearing the white set tonight because I will be a self-teaming and that will not be happening but I will be wearing the gray set that I also got because my I will say my spending right now is out of control I go through months where I spend no money at all or like I don't spend more than I need to be spending and then some months like when I start spending it just can't stop like especially when it's like fall and I'm actually excited to wear clothes and stuff okay so here we go gray soft love this is what I will be wearing tonight with the same wrap top I'm gonna link everything that I can link below I mean so cute a ritzia doesn't have I'm gonna link like dupes to the ritzia stuff probably but and I have a package coming from skims tomorrow um they just emailed me because I'm working with them so great all right moving on to my a ritzia packages I love my girls at a ritzia north park I I love them I I've really made friends with them I feel like okay so I got this oversized blazer it was already marked oversize like right here but I still got a large just because here I'll show you guys I don't know if you're gonna be able to tell because obviously it's brown but I want like when I wear a blazer when I wear a blazer I need to be like swimming in it right like I need it to be like way too big for me especially when I'm gonna wear like big chunky sweaters and turtlenecks underneath and I just thought this is perfect and I didn't have a good like brown blazer only a good black one so I have a good like printed and bright colored ones like not for fall so this is gonna be like one of my most worn things I'm kind of over I'm not over blazers but I'm over the way I've worn them before dare I say I'm getting over pants suits because I wore the hell out of pants suits especially earlier this year it's in all I wore so over them over them but I'm getting more specific with what I like and then also I'm like I should branch out do other things so anyways I love this blazer it is perfect next thing I have oh is this beautiful like hot pink sweater that I just love and I got this in an XL just like oversized from Sunday Bass and I really like Sunday Bass and I thought this would be so cute I'll probably wear it next week probably for like a day that I'm recording or something I just like I really really love it so that was fun I also got these like corduroy pants I've been wanting corduroy pants my sister actually they were these corduroy pants how many times can I say that they were these pants that I wanted at Urban and my sister got them because they have my size or something I thought and she ended up getting them and they look so cute on her and so I was like you know what and they were from Urban I already said that okay um I love these they're a Levi there's a straight leg rib cage straight ankle and I love them like corduroy if at all I think it's super cute and fun and different I don't have like cool pants that I love something about pants is just like boring to me I don't know what it is so I don't have a ton I just got like a teenage long sleeve because you can never have too many and again I need more of the skims once I got this sweater from again Sunday Bass in a small so it's like fitted it is the softest thing I've ever felt in my entire life and I will be wearing it with my picture this is my outfit vibe that I'm thinking sweater jeans I was okay and scarf potentially be depending on how cool it is what I'm in New York next week like a chill outfit and I just like I just love it so much last thing or not they're Molina pants and like I don't know if I just like trick myself into getting these because when I put them on I'm not obsessed with how they look on my body they're the only one and I already got it there and they were like too small and I never I just like kind of rooming I just like didn't take back and like whatever I sized up in them and I love the color and I feel like I will just it's like I don't love it around like my stomach area like something about it like the zipper doesn't like close perfectly I don't know what it is but like I like them on my legs so like if I wear something like there's ways for me to wear them where I like how they look that makes sense I don't know if I'm making any sense to you guys I'm also just like kind of losing my mind but they're so soft and they're cute and I figured they be cool with just like whatever and like big oversized sweaters and then I can wear them with heels and wear a cute top and like whatever so like they're gonna be a lot like really worn this while you know I'm like if you know them maybe I'm just if you know them because they're not used to wearing them you know I just can't tell and they are quite the investment I hear Abercrombie has cheaper ones so maybe I should have those out because you know I'm just an Abercrombie girl I cannot with an Abercrombie at North Park to open like that it's gonna be quite the day although I don't need to be sure I just bought like all new jeans from Abercrombie and then I they sent me sweaters that I've been loving oh I have another sweater from them I need to wear next week I really need to switch my closet over maybe that will happen last thing okay guys you're like can see this is really good yeah I need the whole fall shopping day so Dawn is coming the weekend of Halloween because we're going all the U.S. will see it's gonna be really fun and I want to stop at the fall all day because that is what I miss and that is like our most fun time together okay so I got marshmallow fireside which is my all-time favorite candle ever like I have so many of these always and then I also got caramel pumpkin swirl now here's something about me I love when my house smells like sweet and artificial and whatever in the fall I don't mind at all but I always had this candle in my house growing up so when I moved to LA and I would be like not necessarily homesick but like you know when your house just doesn't feel like a home like I would say this house is the closest I've gotten since moving out eight years ago to a house feeling like homey and it still doesn't really feel that way to me I think maybe it's just like it doesn't feel that way until you have like a family I don't know but one thing that makes it feel very homey is right guys I feel very fabulous in these and the best part is that I can wear these after a tan because they're so dark I will say I got a medium and I normally get a medium and skins pajamas and I like the medium because I feel like it's normally a little bit more oversized but I wish I would have gotten these even in a size large I would have sized up like two well it just depends size up one or two so it's okay you know sizing is just like all the boys anyways the other pajamas you're from skims I prefer this is medium but I do have small they fit I just like my job was really super loose and I feel like they're just like a little bit they're not like tight but like let me show you I don't know if this is gonna make sense like right here they're a little bit tighter but obviously around the rest of the leg they're like loose so they fit right I just think like I don't know they actually fit perfectly but I just want like looser I don't know that makes no one really cares about this but anyways I like love this set it is so cute alright guys I just put some stuff together for New York next week just because I needed to put my stuff away up here and then also I needed to hang up my clothes anyways so I just threw a few things together that came with the new outfits has been packing so much easier this sweater by the way from Abercrombie is perfect in Malina pants the love this jacket I got last week as well the North Park one didn't have all the like really fall stuff yet or like more winter stuff yet so I should have just picked this stuff up at Greenhouse but it's okay I'll probably wear this just because I've been wearing these non-stop from Abercrombie I'll link it below most worn sweater so far like I wear it 24-7 and then I'll probably bring a vest and then my outerwear of course I don't know if I'm gonna bring this one I think it's cute with my like color scheme here but I'm not sure this coat just like this is an H&M by I think it was like $70 it's it's piling now so like that's an easy fix but I will say honestly this might be the best purchase like clothing wise of my life it is the perfect like beige coat and I actually just bought it in white yesterday online see this one I mean my shopping's out of hand but it is like one it is probably my most point thing in my closet so it almost makes me which I know this is so stupid but since I wear it I'm like oh I probably shouldn't wear it again like how stupid is that that's ridiculous so I'll be wearing it to New York even though I wear it every day the only issue with having huge outerwear is that it looks like you're wearing the same outfit every day so anyways I'm bringing those I have this stuff this will probably be more so for recording vibes but I'm really honestly excited I just it's so fun to plan out outfits and to get dressed when it's fall because there's so much you can do you know alright guys I am obsessed with my home right now look at how cozy it is there's just a bunch of like junk over there I haven't rearranged that and the coffee table will be changing shortly this is what I mean by like I want to be neutral and cozy but I won't like pops but I don't know and I have like way too many coasters there it's like always amazing coasters it's cozy with my blankets I have a furbish like a needle point pillow that I just like love furbish stuff obviously it's not really match but like you know I mean whatever so anyways over here I obviously have my art print or not print my art piece by Mackenzie Jones it's custom right there it says y'all can go to how or you can go to how I'm going to Texas the very classic classic quote the light part and coasters just like work stuff that all has to be there right now but I do think like wooden chairs would look much better here and much cozier and then over here cozy whatever this corner right here like hi bub get him just smiling okay so I have a vision I just found these mirrors on tiktok and they're unbelievable this is the username like so beautiful and you can get them custom and they have one see I would have loved like a checkered one if I didn't have obviously this checkered rug this one right here imagine how cozy that would be probably like really expensive maybe I could just like not get like a huge one because look they have one here like that size I mean I would die for right there that would be the coolest thing ever I don't even know if you can get a mirror picture there won the lighting would suck but also just like it's small I mean just look at how perfect it is though I think I really really I at least need this mirror smaller hung up it doesn't have to be like floor to ceiling or floor you know what I mean I'm just obsessed with that idea though just been doing some stuff around the house I don't think my I have a rug for in here coming and then I also have a rug for upstairs that I don't know what it was supposed to come today today and then I have my cabbage soup that I'm heating up this is so good by the way I was so shocked by how good it was and it's so good for you so I'm gonna have that for dinner and then I'm gonna start my new book you guys follow Katie book club you would know I finished last night when in Rome by Sarah Adams and I read the cheat sheet a while ago loved that book it seems really cheesy but it's actually really good and then I read one in Rome and I really enjoyed it I rated it a four star and I'm like oh my god I hope I think she has one more book that I haven't read and then I know there's gonna be a spin-off of one in Rome but it's really cute and good just a good feel good you're still your heart strings are pulled easy read and I just loved it so that is only agenda for tonight I think I'm gonna get a little bit more work done anyways this cabbage soup is incredible I have a nice little cozy fall night but I think I'm actually gonna end the vlog here and then start a new one tomorrow just because I feel like this one's gone really long oh my god I put way too much soup in here but this has gotten really long and I'm doing a bunch of stuff over the max like four by this so I'll be blogging then hope you guys enjoyed this vlog this is how we're here and like it's about to be so good you know but love you guys so much and I'll talk to you tomorrow I love fall with my entire being I think I was put on this earth to only live realistically actually not even just fall from the months of September to about March