 Esfand TV Esfand look I don't Jenna five years. How does she say Esfand wait? Why did they not have me on camera? This is a picture of me from like 2019 whenever I was on it was like me a schlatt minx a bunch of us were on the raw show It's a screenshot from that stream the best MMO RPG streamer You know what? It's probably because I was walking I do I was like actually walking around a lot They probably couldn't find me same outfit wait Deserved I won. I was like shake hands. I really did she was so confused Just look how confused she is So when I did this Whenever I did this I was like I was talking I was like I was like okay if acid wins I'm gonna go take his word so me and as we're talking about beforehand I go dude asman if you win and he's like asman literally goes Please do it. He knows what I'm gonna tell him. I was like, yeah, I'm like, yes Talking asman literally goes, please do it If you win, he's like please do it. I was like, yes, it'll be so funny if I And I'm sitting there at the table and I'm talking to you miss and squeaks And I'm like, okay like if I'm gonna go do this thing I have to come out and like full commit It's at the beginning of the show give no mention of asmongold like at all Like I have to completely disregard that he won and it has to be like really high energy Just be like a complete jackass because it's at the beginning of the show So it needs to like set the tone to like because you know what I mean like if if a show will be entertaining if like People if people come out and they like have juice then the juice is contagious You know what I mean? You got to bring the juice so everybody else can get juiced That's how it works. The camera crew followed you walking up to the stage. Yeah, it was super funny. Well, you know what I think happened I think they were confused. I'm assuming right. I'm not a part of production But like this is how typically it works You have somebody running like a tricaster not a tricaster But like they're running something to where they have like all the different camera POVs and when they saw me stand up They're probably all just like looked at me and they were like, oh well like this guy won So like clearly because I if you have the confidence then people are like, oh surely this is it So I go and I start shaking people's and everybody else was just like like what he goes in and just like they just all They all follow along with it Austin Everybody else just played along so it's like oh well surely surely is the guy I Just noticed something the dude checking his paper and then looked at you the staff wait what where oh This guy He's like wait a second Dude, he's like dude he like looked at me here He's like wait a second Dude, I didn't notice this she tells me to come that way and I just walked off the wrong way Later on in the show, I noticed everybody else was walking this way Anyway So this is mine now these are these are honestly a lot better than last year's last year's trophies were like 3d printed and they all like fell apart Wait, did she say scum instead of scum I Wait, you can hear Bonnie L Joe You can hear Bonnie. This is the only time you'll ever ever hear Bonnie over anybody the only time That's so funny What the hell is a streamer award No, I don't think so Dude, it's crazy. Well, I was talking about generations of streamers You had like force and soda Recful you had all these guys like six seven years ago. This is around the time. I was starting actually before I started and They were doing like IRL and travel and and all this stuff But it's crazy how like people like their interest change years ago those guys They would go to everything 2016 2015 Later on they would go to everything and they would go IRL stream and they did that but then at a certain point I think you just get tired. I think people get jaded which kind of sucks because it's still really good content You know COVID changed. Yeah, I think over that maybe had a had a part in it To some degree, you know the events changed a little bit Their audience stopped showing up not at all I don't think the audience stop showing up at all because here's the thing truthfully I mean you can be me right you can be me and I go to any event and and I get recognized as much as anybody else If not more now that's because I'm six feet tall 300 pounds and I have I have more hair than then have the convention combined What depends if I'm at BlizzCon I have I have more hair than the whole convention combined But at most events I got more hair than half the convention So so I stand out of a crowd like people are still gonna notice you and you also have a lot of people come up And they're like hey, I don't watch your stream, but I'm like, yeah, I know you don't watch my stream Okay. Hey, I've seen the numbers. Okay. I know you don't watch my stream But like people are still gonna come up and like you're still gonna have an audience of people there that are interested in seeing you You know what I mean? Like I didn't know this they said for for me. I said that I would do a meet-and-greet. I Said I would do a meet-and-greet at the last twitch con I agreed to it and I was kind of like worried. I was like dude Nobody's gonna freaking show up to this thing. All right, like I didn't I didn't talk about it I didn't really advertise it or whatever that much beforehand Like that was gonna show up and then they told me that I was one of the one of the lines That they actually had to like they literally had to stop letting people in so then whenever I tried to leave I Was getting camped That like literally I like they're camping me out the door like it's like I'm playing Energy is directly related to how much hair they have True evil correct. Thanks for 32 months, man like I'm trying I'm trying to get out and I I literally was The the whole time that I was my entire Segment for my meet-and-greet it was longer than the entire segment of my meet-and-greet outside of the meet-and-greet area I'm happy to be here in front of the room to get into everybody else's meet-and-greets. So here's the real problem I think what happened is I walked out the main entrance and then everybody going to meet and greet everybody was like Oh shit, it's S-Van. So then there was like So yeah, it was yeah, I got I got camped hard. I am Incredibly popular and I would like to make that clear to everybody that I'm Really really popular and good-looking my point is is like as far as like people's audience stop showing up I don't think people's audience stop showing up for for some reason they're their interest change And they just don't really want to do it anymore, you know I think people's interest change and they just don't really want to do it anymore I think that's weird and But at the same time I wonder if that's gonna happen to me because I feel like I've been the same for years as far as Wanting to do events and wanting to do IRL and wanting to do big things and having like aspiration But what if that changes someday, you know, what if I what if I burn out and it's just GG's And I don't want to go to events and I don't want to do IRL and I don't want to do like big interesting Okay, Misk if we get it Jesus Christ me and Miz talked about this like we're like dude we want and I've said this before on stream I want it to be 2018 again like I want I want 2018 vibes You