 So you know the amazing thing about the human brain and eyes that you can't unsee and you can't unremember what you saw. So my first look at pornography was by mistake. I actually walked into, we did an exam. Kids were on break. They went and got a VCR, a bunch of stack of videos. When I was in college, just entered college. And I walked into their room and I walked in and I turned to the right and I saw the image on the television. I didn't know what I was going to see and I'd never seen it before. But I remember that image right now. To this day, if I close my eyes right now, I can remember that image. I know exactly what was going on, the scenario, the place, what was happening. That first image was 40 years ago. OK, it was 25 years ago, making myself older. Sorry. I should be subtracting. Anyway, the problem is we're not like a computer. We can't go and delete our hard drive. And the worst part about it is that when you're in solitude, when your eyes are closed, when you're trying to think about your Lord, and when you're trying to pray, that's when it gets you. It's not sitting here right now that I would have that image pop into my brain. And humbly, one of the things I realized is some of those kids that were my friends, once they got a taste of it, man, they would make a straw as long as a mile wide to get more. And for me, I looked at it, and humbly, I swear, I make dua, I do shukr to Allah that this day that my initial reaction was disgust. Because had it not been, you don't know. You're just rolling the dice. You don't know if you're going to get a one or a six. And a six means you're in, man. You cannot get out of that. You're going to fight with that for the whole life. I was disgusted by it, and I still remember it. Alhamdulillah, whenever I came across it, I didn't need it. I didn't have to affect it. But those kids that went into it, I couldn't be friends with them anymore, because they were on a track where they wanted something different. And let's be real. Boys want boys on the internet. It's visual, and it's porn. Girls, what they want is validation. Friends, you want to be with 17 friends? Oh, does she like me? Does she think I'm her friend? Does she like my picture? How do I look? Do I get validation? So the addiction is very different for girls and boys. So we have two different things that we need to watch. So I wanted to show this perspective. And my perspective, what do we do when we're not looking at it, we check sports stores? Goers, not that harmful. But the porn is really very dangerous for boys. And the social interaction is very dangerous for girls. So I just wanted to share my story. So if we're getting personal here, I thought that would benefit this topic.