 i need you right now yeah i need you right one does not simply get on a plane in new zealand and not smoke one of these beforehand one does just not simply do that i certainly don't do that so we've got this rolled up that's the last thing finish my coffee gonna wake dad up he's taking me to the airport and then i don't know what i'm gonna do i need to find somewhere to go sit so just checked in my bags got my boarding passes all three i'm going in new zealand to Auckland then Auckland to adelaide i thought it was to sydney and then adelaide to alice so it's actually probably about 10 hours flying time which is a long time but you know i get to alice just after lunch time so it's not too bad but uh i'm about to go and uh have we we smoke and then i'll go inside and boarding in about 15 minutes so it should be good so i've just gone for a wee walk just out the side of the departure lounge you can always find somewhere to smoke a joint everywhere i've gone i've always found somewhere to smoke a joint it's been so long now that i just see it like a cigarette like if anyone did kick up fast i'd just look at them weirdly you know it's just like who cares you know it's medicine it's my medicine bro that's that's my line always pull out but um anyways i'm gonna finish this back to alice boarding in about 15 minutes i'm gonna go and buy a real coffee get a bottle of water and go and jump in the plane ready for breakfast how are you thank you so arrived in Auckland bags are completely checked through already so i've already got my boarding pass i am now walking from domestic to international the bus but i think i need the walk to be honest 300 meters takes six minutes to walk through security about to go to the gate gate 16 and uh i don't know i think once again i'm one of the latest to the flight but that's what you get when you go through webjet man i should have known both flights alice to christ church christ church alice i took the cheapest option and because of that there's extremely small stopover times and it's just a stressful bullshit situation so i wouldn't recommend it i'll pay a little bit extra next time and get one stopover especially on the way home but uh you know it's all good i'm gonna make it it's been an awesome trip no rush no rush at all man no rush at all i don't rush not meant final conclusion i'm ready to go back home back home to alice brings at least oh here we go loving it anyways as i was saying trips over back to reality so we're heading back now you know i can't i can't help feel regret for what i'm eating it sucks i know i shouldn't feel regret i shouldn't be feeling like this but i do and you know clearly getting in shape wasn't enough to make me stop and i'm gonna have to do something drastic to to really make me dial it in like i need to and i'm going to take a bit of a break from vlogging when i get back to alice and i'm just going to really knuckle down start eating eating my ready-made meals and using my fitness power once again um cardio every day weights every day and i'm drastically going to reduce my sugar intake i think that's really holding me back and keeping me out of plateau as far as fat loss goes my carbs are going to be coming from from lower gi uh better complex sources rather than just simple sugars i've smashed the sugar this trip and i just cannot continue my body just feels toxic um so yeah so so the drastic thing that i'm going to do to make myself really dial it in is not only take a break from from vlogging for a couple of weeks but also choose a show so i'm going to choose choose a natural bodybuilding show do a physique division of some sort and when i come back from this little break i'll have a decision in mind and i'll let you guys know when i know but until then man i am going to grab a drink and cruise on up to the gate it's not boarding yet so i'm all good that's it man that's it that's it man