 Hey what's up you guys and welcome back to my channel if you're new here hi here I'm Lillia and today I want to have a talk. I haven't sat and filmed much I say sat I'm stood up but hey it doesn't hurt as much to stand up. Today I want to talk because a lot's gone and since we last spoke guys I had another appointment with my care coordinator. My knee is completely fucked I'm using a cane at the minute I'm waiting to go back to uni so I wanted to ask you a few questions you can answer in the comments down below. Should I start filming daily vlogs considering I don't do that much in a day? Should I try and do daily vlogs? Should I do vlogs only when something is happening? And three, what do you want to see in my life? I also have four dog toys in my flat at the moment. My grandparents they have doggies I didn't see a picture of them now. I've got cuts on my belly from a t-shirt I've got attacked by a t-shirt like I used vintage for the first time I've got two new jumpers I've been ordering a lot of photo and my hair is not pink but I do happen to have pink hair done so what's been going on with me? I've been in pain a lot really my knee is really bad there's something like a vein that's kind of risen to the top and every time I bend my knee it's painful which is a pain in the ass because I'm on the third floor and it's building and medication is on the basement and there's no lift so I have to use the stairs I use the rails to kind of shove myself up and down it's not fun. On my new Harry Potter t-shirt the mean Kyle of matching. Kyle's currently decorating his flat I can't wait to see what it looks like before it's finished. I also miss Kyle. It's the only thing about living so far from each other which is not far far it's like an hour on the train but it's still like the distance is there. I've got a new crystal thing. I don't know what to do guys I miss making videos but I just don't do anything to vlog so I don't film. What are you going to do? I'm looking forward to going back to uni because I know I have something to vlog and I can finish my degree after 8 years and 8 years I've been doing uni. I'm determined to finish my degree even though I've had to have breaks and had to defer. I'm determined I'm going to finish my degree. Thanks for watching in this method of video and I'll see you in my next one. Peace.