 The greatest life struggle is to overcome that depression that I was in and, and to overcome that chronic disease. That was something that was the biggest struggle. Because when you lose the confidence, when you lose purpose, you become lost and you don't have any meaning in your life and you, it just, it just feels really sad every day. And, and you feel very lonely, because, you know, you have no friends, and you know that the people around you, your family can't help you because they never really experienced that themselves or, or you just don't let them help you. So, so my biggest challenge was to overcome all of that, and to achieve my higher potential, I'm still achieving my fullest potential now, I think I'm a lot better than normal. Because, you know, like health wise, I feel, I feel a lot better, now I'm stronger, smarter, happier than I've ever been in my life. And I feel like I'm really making a difference in the world, which really gives me a lot of joy. And talking to you guys meeting people like you and making friends like you that gives me a lot of joy as well. And here, you know, it can be a very, very dark place, very, very dark place and not easy to explain to people when you're going through it and take too much energy to even try to explain. Yeah, exactly. Yeah.