 It's about becoming more coherent, more present, more contoured, more aware, more alert, more here and now in a state of surrender. It's not about being melting away into nothingness because the soul is not emptiness. The soul is not silence. The soul is fullness. It's material and it is impulsing and simply because we don't have that experience anymore through the conditioning, we cannot even imagine that the soul is material. But if you try to tune in after a while beyond the noise, you'll feel a very concrete presence of a living impulse. That's the living presence and the this-ness in surrender to that moves into a state of coherent, contoured presentness which is not melting away anywhere.