 the SS show and everyone has been on to me about how it was But it was tough it was really hard John fashion you were talking about that one and the ring was that. Serious? No it was the f****** it was going through it He was going for it but it wasnt it But you know what my only thought was his cards are marked because he was going on to me when we first got there and he was the f****** fifth bant in crattie or whatever it was and I thought he dug out my cards marked sesame. I'm not boxing with anyone. I'm not going to hit anyone. So I didn't let them know. So when he comes to the box test, I thought it was all my nerve. Used to stand there. He'd get Bell Ew glove up and I went, I'm not it, no one. And all of them just looked at each other and all they all at one went. You fucking will you do as you're told? And I said I'm just going to do it for you. I just thought I'm just going to do it for you. I said I'm just going to do it for you. I really want to do I said, I fucking won't. I said, I'm not here to hate anyone. I don't hate people anymore. He said, I've seen you hate people. I said, you have seen me hate people, but the athletes like me, they've got a chance. The choosing to be there. I'm not hitting anyone here. You might just get the fucking gloves on. So put the gloves in your garden. And then he put eight on me. So I thought, fashion's been going on. And I thought, I can see where this is going. Let's see you, the big lion is in the camp. I'll fucking show you the big lion is if you want him to see me. But I thought, you do not want to see him. So as the eight of them were on to me. So as eight of them come towards me, Helen, the girls and all that, they're all fucking hitting me, whacking me, hitting me round the side. I just put my shoulder here into fashion's solar plexus here. And I just shoved them, just gave them a heavy move and shoved me. And he flew back for me, just back out of the fort. Has he been having the bollocks, kidding the bollocks off me? He thought he was a fourth dan or something, a fourth black belt and karate. The first thing you learn in taking combat sport is how to stand side on, so you cannot be moved, you don't be ever square on. You stood square on to me. So when I shoved him at the shoulder, they just thought, you're a fucking bluff merchant and just slung him back. A few people surprised me in that programme. A few disappointed me. Loch, he surprised me massive. He was brilliant lad. Absolute diamond lad. Mental strength lad in it. Mental's 100%. I had so many similarities to him, and we actually spoke about our childhoods growing up, things we've been through. Me and him have so much in common, we really, really do. Joey Essex surprised me, he was great. Lauren Stebbin was an absolute inspiration. She inspired me, a girl who's got half an arm. Just fucking drilled through anything. Nicky Sanders was brilliant. Yasmin Evans was fantastic. I say, Helen Scatton punched me the hardest in that fucking boxing thing. And everyone's fucking crazy bitch. Crazy bitch is on Blucans. She nearly knocked me into next week. She punched me behind me in the end of staggering stumbling. Great experience that. It was a good experience. And Middleton have become good friends with. I wish I could have him just live on my shoulder. He's the most positive person going. Yeah, that's a great thing. Yeah, he's so positive. I wish I could have it be his positiveism. I can't, but you know, I try my best each and every day.