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It's called link tree So go down there click that link tree all of my socials and everything will pop up and everything you need to know Follow me on kick because we only watch we watch exclusive stuff on there that we don't watch anywhere else And it's free now this Liverpool debt collector. Oh man. I've been waiting for this. It came out two days ago I had it saved and everything but now I finally got some time to do it Yes, my camera is blurry every time. I don't understand what's going on with this camera all of a sudden It's blurry like almost every other day every day There we go. Come on now. Let's get into them stupid Yeah, I Remember when I first watched this this original documentary or they had a doc on him before It was one of my most viewed videos ever so You know, I had to check them out on a on a on a anything goes with James English joint Lee already liked it. So job. I was waiting Anyway, let's get into it though fix my camera. Oh Stay still stay still my blurrier no I'm around Show us. Nice to meet you James. Good to see you finally. I've just been here to you the man the myth the legend A lover pool in and out of prisons Stuff's been viewed hundreds of millions of times for the last five years since I've started this podcast Your name has always been at the forefront to have on Thank you, it's good. Yeah, well, they always promise you to do it you first anyway You know, I don't see all my map, but I said the man if you do it will do it and it's it's mad the way it's fell in here because I had me a Had me calling me in here clothes on license. I couldn't go to country. So we pick Glasgow So now I'm here this weekend. It's me out of this thing. I'm wondering how so much Hostess from Glasgow Sean is from Liverpool. These accents are about to be crazy. I got a concentrate for two and a half hours It's all a line. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. It's all fitted in really good. So yeah, it's all good He shout out to Matt straight away. Good guy. Yeah But before we get everything Sean always like to go back to the start of my guess About you where you grew up and how it all began But we was born in The four squared and great homesteads and then we lived in cake tail cake tail area Just like you got cake to your cake tail and feels well, and you got all in areas and they're all very compact Sean Sean you gotta spit out the gun You gotta spit out the gun I'm already having a hard time I've got like Four brothers. My dad was a doorman. I always worked all his life. My mum's always worked with all works My mum's worked all her life And then I got him with a few people like, you know, I was always tail. I was always busy and I can't sit round I'm just one of them people are just I like to be doing something, you know slight ADHD I wake up every morning at four quarter to five gotta be little Cup of tea and that's a yoghurt or something. Yeah, anyway um I knew two guys it was like I call gangsta guy. It was like look. I ate that way of fucking gangsta and even getting called use case Scalestead collected fucking pathetic It should have been When we were doing it should be the UK mediator could have mediated between everyone I'm getting you know goddamn mediator He was out there collecting debts with authority You know what I'm saying embrace it my boy call it. It's caused me problems people. Oh, do you think you're I'm like make love I know when you try and explain people when people go, why do you think you're the fucking archie? So now we're going get a fucking am I yet why so It touched your head in a little bit too. Anyway, I've met these two guys Yeah I knew a guy who had a club on that And because I could have a little go on it was a bit handy and a little bit cheeky And he had pups paying me protection on the road Okay Do you want to come on a few that's what it's you know, you can have a little go on all I went, uh Yeah, but I've got it you know We're going to know how many if it's going to sit up if it goes off it goes off If we get enough for me go, you know what? Be lucky to that you're gonna be standard behind us too. That's gonna have a cup of tea We're gonna stand aside. You're gonna run it in fine comp and put them out I'm only gonna be I'm like fucking 16 and you know what I mean, you went There's no matter. It's a body arms legs. All right. Anyway, I've started doing it It's it I'm starting to get the better name for myself Yeah, and then don't come up You fancy doing a bit of security good looking life It's easy to wait someone In life it's hard to protect yourself and the texture of people anyone can get it I can go out of here now. Do me three or four fellas smash me fucking every it can happen in your flat people come in and do it You protect yourself and probably protect the cost money and you've got to have good people down there and I was a I just didn't give a fuck then so you know People want your services shown when you do this door when you do that It would you go and see him when you go and collect this And the two guys I was working with doing that stay was a lot older Yeah, I want to just want to come out doing life. He done life And then he got another nine years for taking the fellas out on a bus a bus stop Yeah Then when he's gone in I'm left with this other guy to do the Dead Sea and I just changed the whole perspective of doing That's why are we doing this? Why don't we do it this way? Um, he was always taking pictures of them getting up where they live So become cuterly and I told them why am I doing it with them? I might as well fucking do it myself. I get all of them. Of course all the lads they're getting a bit older and a bit younger You take over everything tongue to be all get all might be all crumb Uh, I started doing my own tests. My name started getting out there. Um I had a couple of pups on my own nose, which is the oak which we still had even when I come out of the tail, you know Natalie um I thought yeah, this this this this is good. This is all right Then I started on a scaffolding because I'm a scaffolder by trade Yeah, so I was doing my scaffolding I'm dead running the bar I never drank I said you ask anyone and any gentleman up there will tell you no one's ever seen me thinking of smoking Still it was 38. Why not? So you was 38? You see me thinking of smoking till it was 38. It was 38 You got to be on your P's and Q's man You don't want to be out there collecting debts and then somebody run across you when you drunk and beat your ass You know what I'm saying? I get it. I get it That's the reason I wouldn't You know, you know what? I was I know it sounds my mate. I was that fucking busy And he had lads on me and I was on me toes all the time and see, you know I would have put a professor fucking there two and a half years because I'll have I'll get into that A load of trouble we had so because they had lads and Look, don't forget. I was only a young kid. So no one's going to give me doors So when a pub had a problem or the door had a problem, I'd just go in and see them and be like Really? Give me a chance You need to own one here. You've got fucking problems And I'd go in and then I'd be hitting a few and I'm falling out with lads and people every year But I'm one of the look. I'm no fucking Johnny concrete me mate, but I'll stand up for what I believe in. I've got a fucking big heart Staying for something or you'll fall for anything. So I'm like fucking 17 18 knocking grown men out And then me that's saying and I'm saying to me. Have you been that fucking bad such a bad My fucking mate was on there. I know him and I've been knocking these older guys out so it just It just screwed them fast. So because it was always busy and I only took people only give me the shit I couldn't get a good door. They don't even give me the shit So I couldn't afford to be having a bit. No one's ever seen me I'd like anyone to say they've seen me around Liverpool bladded off me and drinking never never me and I've No one's ever seen me that I do to call me father Ted on the clubs I'd like anybody around Chicago To tell me that they've ever seen me drunk or off me had It'd be a long list Hey Hey, I used to get up. I used to turn it up. But at the same time I wasn't like liquid courage. I already had this courage sober So, you know what I'm saying? I must the same sober or not With these hands at least if it came down to it not that I could donate or anything you two Violence is not the answer What was it like what were you like at school? Did you always have that size that presence? Oh, it was a little fucker. What are you so school? Fuck oh teams that's shown So we moved from great overseas And we go to Lambert Rose school And I'm still in such with a good few lads from Lambert Rose. Chris Murphy is one of me They're a good long time mate boxfaring and everything great for that Yeah, so we'll enter this land below this land below school. I wonder if he's going to answer that question. I wonder if uh Uh James is going to ask the question about that bodybuilder You still cool with him? I didn't even slap them and a million people seen it You don't whoop them. I don't know if he's I can't remember if he slapped them or what but he did something to him on national television It wasn't on national television, but millions of people seen it I know at least from my channel alone 600,000 people seen it This video has 600,000 views and I was so sad when that happened and I had to delete it But whatever it's back up. I think but 11 of the kids in it I'm only I will do anything you see 12 11 12 something like that And my brother's in a bigger year. I've landed in the school my fucking hell You know, you don't you kid are you? And the fucking school was massive. So I got on with the gym seat here and the friend seat here All the others that you didn't get on man And I'm not a sheep. I'm a shepherd I ain't getting soul what to do If it's going to be constructive and it can get me further like if you had it well But I didn't see education and has been I'm fucking taking me mate. I have people Tighten for me, but I'm going to organize some things and you know, I was too smart for school I was too smart in there I couldn't man. I couldn't I mean I did but you know, I hope my daughter is better than me. She's also a girl So, you know, they're 10 times smarter than us and I'm already a pretty smart individual. I'd like to think um So, you know Um, so anyway, I've gone to school and it's all good. Everyone has that else grabs in the fights So there's the school Here's my house. There's one field. We had a mobile shop and another shop I'd walk over every morning at 20 past nine I'd be late every morning. I could get in my in my in my house There'd be an m10 or m9 and I'd shoot an air rifle At the windows pinging the kids in the school That unit I'm coming in now. I could actually hit the school windows with the air rifle Anyway, I was late all the time. So one day when they're all changed school school, you're all fighting until you don't think So we're in the um, no the hall before you go in And it's like teams closing and events. Oh, we've got an award here that we've never given out before In the DS3 in the school I'm not I'm not taking no notice I've got me wedge on me I'm thinking I'm fucking dead smart And can we have Sean Smith up And I've all gone Oh, can I get him somewhere? Yeah I was like all made up now. There's 11 of my kids in that school. It's fucking massive We haven't we haven't a water school never given out before blah blah blah Can we have them up at the stage? So I've walked out. I'm in the second year now I've walked out in front of all the school And they had a wooden clock With 20 past nine on it And they went we're gonna give this to Sean He's all seen him every morning Walking across the field coming in like he hasn't got a care in the Wales. I'm gonna give him this award Well, fucking blightless made the come time. We haven't seen him from the school Yeah, hopefully next year You'll see a little bit of sense and we can get him up here and give him another clock And have him in flat plastic quality like everyone else. This is on assembly And I thought you fucking I just felt a gun You fucking shit you bastards All me mates, you know, I'm on it the school did that that's bogus I ain't gonna lie. Somebody in the school thought that was funny like an adult What did what did they expect after that? She can't hear me put this in all the year And uh, I just fell on full hate for the school So that year's finished me going back. I'm still not going in early um So I've got expelled three times But the governor's a couple of times So years ago when they give you the cane, they can't put the The last spot put the land over the red And people who know there was a cheat you called mr. August and mr. Whippy and mr. Patterson Mr. Whippy was the deputy at mr. Spassman's they had mr. Johnson was I think he was matted English big big cunt She was fucking scottish Honest the thing he was I like to still have to confirm that anyway Um I'm a little fucker blah blah blah. So I'm always getting the cane. I'm always outside Just just beating the old people. I didn't want to do nothing now. I thought you somebody in the cunt of me I'm not at it. You didn't see to mr. Jackson fucking loved them. Mr. Run to the friends. He did love them I come top and friends I can't fucking I can't pick up the ways. I'm but I like them. So if I like someone I'll I'll bond with them, you know And he's just had this I thought he was just against me So anyway, I'm getting the cane one day of this mr. Onksonson Take me to Mr. Whippy and they give you 10 on your fingers Now I don't give a fuck you your arm. He's everyone gets these off the cane. He can't take kids now Shuffling it back Anyway, I'm getting 10 Five on each hand. So we took me in this room next to mr. Whippy's office. Get your hand out So he's only me in him. I've had me bollocking off the tepid he had. Mr. Onksonson took me in this room And he gave me the key So he's angry going like I want to say well, what are you doing? You know, he's fucking like this mr. Onkson Anyway, he gave me 10 and I've gone Fucking teal all down my eyes And he went I hope you've laid your lesson boy. This doesn't get hard. I've been expelled couple times and I went No, you can't bleed you got that I thought you'd be brave I remember those days you get that whooping You can't really breathe you hyper ventilating how many did you give me then 10? I went No, you don't even give me eight and I put my hand out. No being cheeky and he's just gone fuck off and whack me arm But it's just seemless. I picked it here up I've thrown it at the teacher He's ran out lock me in this M10. Get the M master I'm doing with me dad Me dad was on the fruit market and had a shop. He's worked all his life Me dad had come to work like one or two in the morning I'm coming up one or two in the afternoon So I thought get me man. Don't fucking blink now. Start going. No one's mobile then. Don't get me dad Me fucking dad comes over with a seabream cap on. I'm in this room Team coming like oh, fuck So this speaks to me that they call me in So me dad's standing there and that me with his cap on. This big seabream If you see it now each other yeah, we laugh about it now And he went you fucking get me And this mrs. Parsons. Mr. Smith I'm dead master. Mr. Whitby's deputy You are being a In the cheating fraternity for 40 something years And I have never ever felt like punching a pupil Just for something to me in this school I'm standing Hey, I was the same type of kid. I can see I had a teacher call me the n-word This how bad I was like she just felt like all my ancestors Needed to be brought into it like she she was on my like she called me that and she couldn't even she was I was like, oh I got you that flustered where you done brought 400 years of my past ancestral into this. That's crazy I was one of them kids where teachers just wanted to call you You know what I'm saying I take him out and he's like oh I don't worry about that never mind the king So outside It was a fucking big trophy cabinet But everyone's trophies No, they're a little cabinets where you can just hear me And it's all glass So he's having to get out there while I speak What do you want to expel me again me that saying I'll leave me So I can hear them speaking to me that he's this he's that he's tolerant. He's the one who do this I'm standing there I've opened the cabinet Pull the shelves right on the edge To me they're just sitting on the plunge I've just pulled the shelves right on the edge like that And I've left the glass open there So double cabinet the glass open there He went, it's okay, you must have part okay I'll see to him, you know, fucking girl You can't cure him That's the term man, he's giving me a clip to back there And then I'll go, oopie, look at there I'm just going, where the, where the, the end marks the thing was Here's the stairs I've been with this cabinet and I'm walking down And just as you open the door He's just there Fucking everything going mate The arm is surpassing and going to close the cabinets Trying to push you back and everything All glass So I was fucking made up I went home And I got a fucking bad hiding A proper good hiding And I thought I'll have to get me head down And she's cool And I had to do that So I called back into school I was suspended for seven days a week or something I think it's a week I called back in the school And I'm called up again in front of the school Just to let everyone know You see Sean out It's a fairly long school And it's like the biggest playground In the North West or something And I'm always outside and tell him nine And that's three I Sean's always out Because we used to have a little thing S.R.S on our hands School riots So I had a few little mates I'd be cutting everyone's fucking wake up In metalware I just didn't want to be there I really just didn't want to be there Erm So They called me up and balanced me I thought like fuck it So when Lambert drove to school it was a big stage And we had them all back You send back So I get up one morning and I just dreaded I'm in third year now I'm just dreading going to the fucking school And I'm like fuck it They called me up against coming to the end of the year I've sneaked in the school K-ticket ring, got in, got a load of papers Put them all under the stage Let it The stage is there like close the doors Comes out What were you doing at the end of the year innit Assembly and all that So all the cheese is up You can just see the smoke Pyromaniac You were setting the stages on for You was a minister of society You was definitely a threat You was a threat to education Back in the day You don't come on out No one looking out I'm going I didn't think When they opened the door you just get up You get that Wacked after something No one panicked There's a bit of smoke They're way in the big Just like a little swush in the smoke All your arms have gone off They've got everyone else in the ass Fabricated it The police have called in They had me in sick with the police And they got fucked off in third year And they had to go to This is the best type of interview podcast For James Because he ain't got a talk He ain't got a talk Bro been going for 20 minutes straight I mean James only Laughed once This is easy In the bank A private school They wouldn't have me no more They couldn't prove it And years ago you got a caution off the police They wouldn't just give you the caution That's it I've had enough So I went to this private school Fucking hell mate I thought I was naughty Gone in First day Failed at a mod bike with all the millers on A bit of a TGP No pants to share Right young smith Caught in trouble in your school School can, reprimand you there We can do what the fuck we want with you And you want to lay in the hatch way You'll get it everyday I went to alternative school too Gives a pencil Gives a book I'm telling you any of you Listen you don't know what you'll get here And some of your kids go yeah whatever Give it to them say and all like that I was there three days And all he ever went on about was these Fishing his fucking tank He had all the trouble of fishing And it just didn't like him little fat stock He felt he was horrible And he had that stupid fucking vest by bike With all the millers on So little synth is what used to get in the school He can put them in and get on the bike I've got in the yard Sands in the smoke the bike And fucking troving in the school All his millers coming off me He was fucking mad So They get me, they get the police I have my sex and caution They take it when they get prosecuted I'm back in the school And I've come out of it and got it You gotta chill out you two strikes So we went over to a little shop Blackies over the road I bought a load of shabby And anyone who's fish lovers That was a naive kid I filled the fish tank up With a load of shabby Pink, yellow, green Ice cream? Shabby? Kills all his fish Made it that way there He just fucked me off I had to have private tourists and she got fucked off So I'm 14 15, I'm not in the mobile for me dad This private Tutors coming me fucked there off My dad's got a shop And then I started With the two older guys Doors, security And they just grew And then When I got like proper doves And the breweries got to notice me As my mate called Darren Langley He started the doors with me And he just got to shit mate He just gave me shit I was up in speach Canny farm, crocky Which, no one would do But I'm a young kid I'm doing my own bit of doors I'm getting off for three pubs I'll take them, look at them mate Big mistake I've ever made Were you buzzing through it? Was it an adrenaline rush? In adrenaline rush? Look, I'm one of these I've got a problem with you I'm not letting you do all that shit in the phone No one had mobiles then When I was a kid I think they came out maybe when I was 18 I don't know what the fuck it was So you had to go and knock on someone's door So why are people kicking off in the bar And trying to smash back That's crazy because I was around when cell phones wasn't That much of a thing So when we were kids We had to actually go outside And ride our bikes to our friend's house To communicate with them You know what I'm saying? We didn't speak to them After we left, we had to pull up If there was a problem, we had to pull up Phones gave you Phones, just like the internet Gave you something to hide behind In reality, you know what I'm saying? Where is he? Do you wait for a chance Me? You're a fucking divi Who is he? Do you know where he is? Not on your normal phone, knocking on doors I go knocking on the door You hear me fucking back, kicking off last night in the club I don't know who the club is I go knocking on the door And I shoot them And everyone knew me I was just one of them people Have you had a problem with that? Don't bring the bar up Throw something through the bar Shoot the fucking bar And then my name just went Better and better And then on the left They had another couple of good lads I had Alex from over the water He stayed with me Yeah, he'd been very loyal I've had some good doorman But look, when I was busy When I was busy We was the second biggest door company in Liverpool 80-odd lads, 20-odd women Clubs, bars, sites It was just fucking me and me 80s and 90s was me and me How much your sore head was it though? Having so many doormen was a constant threat Because your name was behind it wasn't as much You know what? People go on about mental health and all that shit I used to have three phones One was for doors One was for sites Three fucking phones mate I had that many But I had them not just in the city centre I had them out the city centre I had them in witness I had I had one in Wellington then Even before I had come to Wellington So I was everywhere I didn't want to have anything and I didn't want to socialise But I couldn't because I just had shit The doors I had were shit And even when I started getting the big bars in Liverpool I was sure I'd have a problem with these doormen I'm going to charge you next to the pudding bucket I'm going to come and see what you can do And I'm not going to go down I'm starting to knock on door man I would have to give it this Lads listen, you don't want you Simple as that I'm taking over the door You're going to wait for me I'm not saying why Because you're the president You're charging fucking next You're putting buckets on the door At Christmas you have to go to the house They need you in Chicago You take over the whole club scene The whole door scene You wouldn't like none of them Because they all charge extra at the door Every doorman They don't really search you That's why there's so many shootings in the club What else man They charge an extra for any little thing Yeah Come to the rack But you're going to need like real You know It ain't that sweet It ain't no fighting What kind of weekends You're taking a piss, you're ruining the bar And then your mates are doing all the crap Ain't happening And anyone will say that in Liverpool Anyone Some doors, some lads will say It's not happening We'll have been done in a few days But never buy my peers Never in my fucking life And anyone will tell you that And he ended up with the door So the brood is getting out We've got problems in that one But I just got the shit James For years And then men got established I was alright Then we had the big war that started Not letting drug dealers in the club Mom said late 80s, early 90s All them tablets come out Ears are golden Man, it was fucking mad But when they're in you didn't get problems Because everyone's after that When cocaine started In Liverpool That's when it started Is that how you're involved in a drug war Even though you weren't even sailing craft Because you weren't wanting anybody to sail it No Most of the troubles I had on the doors I had so trapped with the doors I had good doormen I had real good doormen Too many dimensions One poor Walsh Still me mate today Look I had 30, 40, 60, 70 doormen I heard a film I probably got 5 of them doormen I speak to them now Bristol was brilliant Walsh, fucking lunatic He's my best mate now Alex is my best mate They all wanted the money And yeah a lot of them did stand by me And a lot of them did help me Some of them got jail And I've lost track with a few of them And I'd say out of all of them I probably got about 6 or 7 of them I'd still call two friends Even some of them I haven't spoke to for a few years And that's how war me shit started Because I wouldn't let no drug dealers in Because that's what the brewery wanted it for Sure look The likes didn't come in and put it The licensee had the key And the police had the key for drugs If there's too many drugs in the box You've got a drug problem If there's not enough drugs in the box There's someone selling So it's a very, very fine line So the proper managed ones like Bass and all the breweries All the managers were sick just fucking No one would go in that box The police had the key The managers never go in it So they come in and get them So they go in Got cameras now So they'll have a couple of little spires And go around and see what you can buy They go around, mate you've got 5 You've got 10, you've got beacons They're mostly tablets But when beacons hit you That's when you've got your problems Kids coming in and you mate how are you So I was like that You look like that I'll get your shot I'll get your man's shot And if there was ever a problem There's probably only me And another big sugar company Liverpool And he knows who he is, there's only one And there's probably only me and him That would front all that trouble If our lad was in trouble I'd go in front of him And so would this other guy And everyone knows who he is He hasn't done any these or those He's a boss for that I don't know who he is please And that's how I got good lads Oh fuck that mate, it's a shit to your house Or if the shit goes here out from the door So I'll be there I'll be sitting in the fucking door in my house So I'll sit in the shit to my house I'll go and stay there I'll go and pack up and wait for them So I was loyal, I am a loyal person Anyone will fucking tell you that I believe And then all this shit I had Which is well documented And you know the echo Yeah, the YouTube Vice, that's the one Netflix, that weren't my trouble James None of that trouble was mine How far did that go? Two years Two years plus There was nothing to do with me I'm running two big mass night clubs In Liverpool One of them massive club I'm running that I come home on Sunday Goes to bed Here's a commotion I'll be when this is done in Looks at the video Sees who it is Rings them, what's going on mate Fucking hell, you're coming mate It's not you, someone's at close to you All right, I've rang this Flandre at the time I won't mention the name, but everyone I know who it is What's going on? I had a bit of trouble last night, I was like Don't you think you should fucking tell me Because I know you really well I've been connected to you They're coming fucking down my house Don't you think you should tell me I'll be sorted So I've rang this little fame And I don't want to straighten it with that person And I don't want to say anything Because he's embarrassed enough anyway And he wouldn't have a straightener So we caught this guy He was very close to me and connected to me He wouldn't have a straightener So he looks bad We look bad And these kids just didn't give a fuck Made me ram right with us He was shooting others Ramming the cars They fucked right at my body But I had to take I had to get the reins and I had She once told that She once told just get lads for this She won't get lads for that But when they attacked him He was fucking sitting there What are you going to do? You're going to do fine yourself I said look this is not my fucking problem I took the blunt of it And they're going fucking mental Sleeping on my couch Wearing a vest, changing my cars Putting my cars down in the corner Carrying the gun painfully All the time with me, a little derringer Putting it in the Thing of your car, your heater In my undies, in my briefcase It was fucking, it was mental mate It just ruined my life And you know when you A lot of people don't understand You get a bit of a temper You get a bit of a red face My face is painfully fucking red And paining all the time Anyway you've had these three phones One phone put down Goes and sees a doctor I'm going to put you on a panel And say it to the Monster Peter block that wants to carry me down So he said have you ever talked about Seeing a psychiatrist I'm like fuck off I wonder if he has PTSD now If he's dead he's still going He's going to see one He's a private one in Rodney street So here's where he gets funny So he goes to see this fella Sitting on the street, dead floor Goes and sees this guy A room like this Sees this guy on his own face Called Peter Like Sean Owaya Is there a garden disposal in the back now? Jesus What you do I don't know Problems all this Right Sean I can see you have three phones Can you turn them all off now That's one of your problems I know, I know So when I'm sitting where he's got me To door behind me and I'm like I don't like that fucking door being there And on the wall There's no one in my hands On the wall So I'm paying him like 35 Could have gone down But he needs to Come to turn them Anyway I've got little one phone I've taken off three and not put these Manages onto to the site I'm doing the doors Give someone else the phone Get them in the office and all that And I've had about four or five Goes with this guy and I thought I'm not getting away And he's telling me things that I Should be telling myself So he goes in one time And I hear who I speak to And I won't do Talks and set them up But like four or five people are mental It's private But I'm saying it now Anyway this fucking It's too bright I think that's why I think that's why I keep going in And out like that Maybe it's too bright We don't have time And there And there's chairs like here So I've come out All I pay I ask you on this is a colleague of mine This is Let's call him Tom This is Tommy's friend of mine I said You're like the beanie went No I'm not the earlier I made them fucking oh yeah This is personal Well I'm not going to sit no more I said why are you going to fucking Turn your ears off or something So I'm speaking to him And he went I don't know he was there to test me To push my buttons He was going you do well But you get aerated So I'm looking at him and he's Sure I've just got to tell you He said I'm trained in submission Olds and all that And I've literally gone I said you haven't made enough You made I'm not really happy with this Look I really don't want to be here So I've That way so I can see the door This fucking gobside's there Do you feel intimidated Are you taking the fucking piss mate Do you see your beard telling you that Intimidate your beard or something I've warned you I went you Sorry Now I'm going I'm talking to him man You warned me You don't have to I said no I'm going to leave I've stood up grabbed the chair Thrown the toilet with the chair Jumped on him Because he's brought him in So he's gone over and said whoa whoa I said you you fucking come set me up I'm jumping on him He's hitting the buzzer The alarm going off in the room But man I've come in I've turned the latch so you can't open it Because I don't want no one coming in I've turned the latch so don't He's going no show and turn your chair around He's trying to get me My back against the chair so he lacks me But that way where I kept Oh yeah I kept turning it So it's over fucking you can't do that Man I'm going to go we alright I'll turn and put it on He's hitting the buzzer The staff running up to three days He's screaming he's fucking mental Get them in get them in I said calm down you fucking set me up We're having our last submission talk He's fucking been picking me what do I be doing You know when you lose the Put that office chair in a choke hold didn't you You can't choke that chair out when it's being thrown at you That's tough You lose the fucking plus I'm banging on these people There's a little window like that Please open the door The police are going you need to Go and get the fucking police I haven't yet I've turned it over this year You've hit me where I went I picked the chair up and it fell out of my hands Going do what you want I'm not fucking coming here anymore So I left to get in touch with my doctors They say go and see a mental health fella And I wouldn't but I had all this drama going on Like In between all this James All this fucking murder going on That's got the fuck all to do with me mate Nothing And these people that started it Just left just to fucking get on with And you're not sitting back I think you fucking cheeky bastard Everyone on Liverpool you say to me Show me what you're doing son What you doing But So I'm just taking your beard And your fucking kids It's fucking not happening I'm defending them forget that now They're in fucking sort that shit out They've dragged me in it I'm gonna deal with it And I've made these chase me one night On the house But you see what I'm saying That's his Look where loyalty will get you He's loyal to these people He's inherited their problems And then they just dipped Now they're all his problems Now he's On the go He has no peace in his mind You know what I'm saying And the other vector V6 And the chase of me And they're out to somebody shooting at me In the car And as I'm coming down This is like the brutal time I'm coming down the drive And as I'm coming up to the lights They're bumping me car They're pushing me through the lights And I had the vector V6 They had the vector V6 They must have been in the first I was flooring it mate I'm fucking flooring it I thought I'm gonna fucking die here And I remember I'm coming up to the lights And I can see The pokes of his fans are out late at the night This fucking artyx coming along And I'm going Fucking do I slow But he always carry rocks in my car I have these pebbles with faces on And I'm up my son If I'm throwing them out to try and hit their window Anyway they've let a shot go I've come down this corner Darn them people The cars they did It flew up And they put a shot right through the car And I've leaned forward And it's come through the back of the car Hit the door frame there Went in the engine mountain This is what the police tell me after Anyway they've gone past me and went Next time you're fucking dead And I've just gone come on But these kids was loonin' six I'm just a dome and I can have a bit of a fight I don't want to do it You know who it is Hey listen that's really how I be Like this has been a couple of doormen That I know in RIP man He lost his life You know just being a doorman You know Just being a doorman people can't take You know being denied out of the club Or being kicked out Because they doing some funny stuff You know what I'm saying They come back they letting it go Because it's real It's real lunatics at the club Those people who really They mind is gone It's real stepper Oh the jail but I've been like Fucking kidding So they're facing me in this car Especially in the rack and I know Liverpool is very To me Liverpool and Chicago is like very similar To me And I never even been to Liverpool But like the people are the same kind of It's like those friendly people But at the same time it's like Very friendly But at the same time it could go Left real quick Don't take that friendliness For like weakness type stuff And I think Liverpool is the same way And a lot of aspects not just that That's why I rock with Liverpool man Honorary scouts for like you get me He's out to win the yeah I'm like Fucking do with that I've gone to drive the car It's smoking the front tires gone down The bonnet flew up And they drove off That happened in the car And I thought Is it really worth all this shit fighting with these kids These kids just don't even lie to them We didn't have a fucking clue they was on the street Crafting and everything And I went what What what what I can't get out of here I wouldn't back down to no one in my life And if any of these people seen how to tell you Sean can have a go and he'll use them as well And he'll start using them They're shooting at my house I'm shooting at their house They're the man I'm bearing this We've got only options for Thursday Pinesheep Cards for two and three under quid Just to bram people But drive round the van Sean damn near from Chicago Like he sound like a Chicago Person He said man I could throw these mugs But listen that ain't the game they playing They busing So what I'm supposed to do That's exactly how I go in Chicago That's why they're There are no pedestrians What's the word I'm looking for There are no Innocent bystanders What's the word There are no Civilians in Chicago There are no civilians The gangsters in Chicago And the people that are doing all the crimes Made everybody have to be a stepper Everybody own a pistol in Chicago Women Men Everybody Because we got to defend ourselves Ain't nobody fighting one-on-one In a couple of the dorm Children not long got out After big jail sentences Goodlands And my nephew was great I would be driving round And you leave the heater off in your car Close your windows so you get that electricity So you can't see it Drive around Spending people You can't see them and just ram them Then just come back and bother them And I told them I'm getting fucking thirties up now What am I doing What the fuck am I doing And then The children of the The kid across the road The trouble of them on the venues So I sit them on my good mates up at the time So go and see that kids there And get them So we got them in the car And brought them down to the club where I was working And I said Bite your little cunts, just a document On a big nail bomb in the fucking pub And roll and shit Anyway He's had a little kicker And give him a bit of money This was on the Saturday Monday goes to police Police base me out Wait Wait what You beat him up and gave him some money to be quiet And then he told the police still Is that what I just heard Yes, everywhere Looking for me Anyway this busy Blank me up I said look Sean It kidnapped him I was like what Can I really give him a kicker We've had him picked up the car I said what am I looking at He goes and sits up He went 14 stars What He went 14 stars He said that's what's happening So I got him handed I got him handed for that On my own in jail They had loads of shit in fucking jail I'm a doorman I'm not in all the biggest clubs In the biggest bars in Liverpool Everyone sees a doorman as a bully In jail I'm young I'm a doorman there from blah blah Of course I fucking fight in the jail I'm like where the fuck does this end And you know your head is busted Tablet stone out mate And we get some notes under the door And my mate Gary My mate's been nicked And there's a note coming under my door This is how naive I was with jail And I said ching ching Seer on the yard So we've just landed in the jail And this little sit there And I'm going who the fuck is ching ching Who's ching ching Who's ching ching Who's ching ching Come on who is it Ching ching means you're getting close up But I didn't fucking know I had a doom jail Do you know what I mean I've been an old man fighting the nicks You did your first beard at 30 That's crazy though He was almost 30 But still you did your first beard late in life Like Like And then one of the last cuts Sean he said yeah I said go and find out you ching ching He said no ching ching I said the fuck I had to fucking know You know what I mean Sean's going to cut you up going out What are you going to do I just go up and out into the yard So maybe make Gary's son a few And then jail was sweet My jail was sweet Is because Screws could have Other jobs then Now they can't You're a screw you're a screw And I used to have Maybe 67 screws working for me So when I've gone to jail Fucking hell Sean what are you doing here They can't see to help you And they wouldn't really help you To go look you need to do this If you want to have a nice quiet life in jail You need to do this So when he was free on the outside He had Jail Jail employees working for him Like the guards working for him So he was cool with the ones that got inside So you need to do that Comply with this, comply with that And stop fucking hitting people Teaching them jail politics You going nowhere You're stuck here Anyway I had a little pain on that The charge just dropped And I got out Yeah I made that bride My last one The one I finished There was still shit going on Being a man Living in Wellington And being nicked Got put in jail So a man just coming to see me And there's trouble with the couple of people in jail I was having a lot of it And then A man just coming one day On the outside just swallowing acid In a bottle And that fucking girl being through everything mate I would have fucked her and fucked me off with her Time, yeah Yeah but look what you've got Come on Honestly being through Thick and thin mate Going on a little bit forward But she really has honesty And I'm not just saying it cause she's here Lads close to me and friends And you know people going about mental health And suicides I have a tattoo And I've got it Drone in jail It's Sean, Amanda, Taylor and D And why I have it there You can see it There's four big people scars there See them Post edit They should have made them so We list I just had enough And I was out when I'd done that I tried to take it to the world And I saw it I used to drive around With this dead engine And I used to have 500 pallets in one 500 pallets crushed into powder In a In a tub And it's been this arm He said do you want to do your fucking self Just knock yourself out and sleep Never wake up They got a glass of warm milk Drink it and take all the tablets Your kidneys are shut down You're gone And it's all round with this little box This little tub You know when you get all your medicine Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday things What's it now mate I had the next five And Where the man was living I bought the house Right next door And then we started moving in Have a night together, have two nights, three nights You know And he had a lot of shit again Going on in one of the bars And you just fucking had enough I just couldn't get Not done These people was like We're going to do something They do it ten times worse This family That was close to me Fucking stores are out It's not me This is not my shit This is not my trouble It's been phenomenal But you fucking started that No one's funded me buying cars No one's given me any money No one's given me fuck all I know you just had enough I pulled me dead and sent out I pulled me X5 into my little drive Stopped it in parts of size And she said I'm going real high And I'm talking to the lowest of winter Do you remember this And I'm talking to In the next seven days if our traders Don't get you an 80 That's the first commercial in one hour Salute Can't say I'm going to do the same But salute I just I totally can't take that I've got no more milk in the car I'm going to come out and get a bottle I thought you don't want a fucking I don't know So I run to me a little event Got me going out A little tune I went fuck it I said babe I just can't do no more So I went I'm sorry No no I've had enough I love you I'm sorry Just tell everyone look I'm sorry I shouldn't have got you involved I've had a fucking three or four years then And as she comes down I've got the gun She dragged it and put it on the roof How hard is it when you Got a fearsome reputation People do look up to you You've got a missus who loves you But then the pressure of that life Is making you then Your family become targets And then you don't even want to be here on this planet As a father as well How hard is it when it all bulges up This debt 48 minutes 19 seconds Is the second question That James has asked The first question was tell us a little About how your life and how you got here The answer to that went for 48 minutes This is the second question he's asked Yo That's lit Who? Who's... That's like the story that broke the camel's back wall Whatever you want to call it And I've looked down Man has got me in the alchemy What are you doing? What's this? Bid them tablets you need help I went and seen a proper psychiatrist He took me on a proper medication And I just thought You selfish bastard Not to me self I'm gonna fucking end myself What about me kids? What about me parents? There's a man that they've been with me for three or four years Targeter Being in an air house Going with fucking swill of an ass And I'm just going to let myself like a shit house And she's stuck Good cause a good way I'm glad you noticed that that's the coward way out Coward way out Face the problems that you Help create Even though it wasn't on purpose That you created them Damn hold on Cut all the baggage And I just went you know what Just fuck the shit Let them deal with the shit And just get on with your life Then I got a team in Wellington I settled down a bit Then I got me big deal For the gun And bullets In the house That these people that was close to me Fucking blew me up And everybody knows this but I'm saying it now Every fucking knows James When the police Nick here One of my dorms I've got a big night In the arena It's all documented And one of my mates over on the little It's his bed Was a fortune to something And he said she wanted you fancy going out But I didn't go out James I went yeah yeah go on Check me doors He told me it's only for Monday or the quarter Which is me I'm going round And I'm in this bar in the arena It's got an upstairs all glass And it's concerts going And that's when she's just a fucking swore My business And the license she comes out And the police said to me Do you want to see it I went you know There's a lot of police For the party I don't know if you've been to Liverpool I had that door So anyway they've nicked One of my dorms They all nicked them So I've come running down And I've got what Just before the police come And that's been covered about 60-70 Tablets And all the tablets I'm not waking I didn't do those then You're like get your tie on Get off your phone, get off this, get off that Me and the man who's got out with this couple And And I've got all these tablets so You're supposed to ring the police Get them nicked, I'm not getting no one I've never had no kidney For any fucking drugs I don't like what they do But look what they do So what would do take them to the exits And go look Get the tablets The licensees are going to ring the police And you only get nicked But see that fire next to it The dormer's going to walk up there And you're going to boop that door And fuck off, the dormer's not going to chase her So we always let them out They always got away So anyway, the licensees are coming The kids got off The lads that were upstairs went Sean, you got any galleys? I went Come on mate, come on, it's my birthday I'm 40, blah blah blah I've got a tablet mate I stuck it in my shirt There I went I'll be down in a minute Going upstairs with me mate, all the police are there They want you, they want you I've come down I believe you've got a fire arm on you And I went, I'll fuck off I'm in the middle of a fucking bar With a couple of thousand people in the old I've really wanted to say it So they said to me, let me up like a fucking Christmas tree The nicker wanted me to open the door And he says to me, this one sergeant Flack cap He went, you've sated him I went, I've fucking been sated Then the two licensees and police started coming over Which I'll tell you about them cunts They're coming over and I've gone Lads, come on, fucking hell It's coming on here I've had me sated And it's all glass And he's gone, you ain't going anywhere Sating him again And he's put his hand on me So he's gone like that And I went, fuck all of them And it must have been a nolicky little thing Yeah, it could have A gary, mate A fucking tably One tably And I went, listen There's just been 70 of these on the floor The lads bolted the door and picked them up It's ended in me fucking That's all we needed to say It's your house That's all they needed for you, buddy There's looking for a reason You know how that go in the UK They find one little thing in your house It's searched The fucking gun The gun I had I lent it to someone I didn't think it was in my house This is the gospel through I didn't think this gun was in my house So I bought this house next to a man Got all new wooden floor Fitted new back kitchen I lent this gun to these kids I lent this gun And now what do you remember I didn't need you Just had to get this one Put it back, the keys under the pot You must have put the gun back I just forgot because I've got that much shit going on Busy then, just what we needed But no one knows I've got this house James No one knew But the people I was close to Knew I'd had this house Because when you get Gone to an old address I had And these fuckers knew this Yeah, go on Not near this thing As far as I know, it's not near In my proper house They went to the fucking house where we were staying And found the gun So these bastards blew me up Every fucking night And I'm saying it for the first time So they come in at 4 in the morning 3 o'clock in the morning The man is kicking off And she's screaming at the neck of me And I know all the bad guys She's been stopped 4-1 out in the custody suite They come and got me 3 signs that look So when you speak to your wife Will you please tell her She's blocking the line She's blocking the line But obviously, I think we got now So we come in and she's on Got your guns here Yeah It was hard, he went He went He slipped and I went on the line I thought, I want to go to jail I can't do this on the street no more I'm going in to kill them And these people, that was dead close to me I thought, I'm going in I'm going in to kill them one of them And I've been down for 25-30 fucking years These bastards fucking set me up And every fucking house there And I went, you know what, the man Yeah man, somebody set you up For a lighter sentence They got in that courtroom Listen, I don't really want to I want I don't really want to I went Look the man What you doing with them? I bought them to protect myself Not to cause feelings I bought them to protect myself If you haven't bare eyes People are trying to fucking shoot me They're going, of course, let's have a fight Come on, fucking hell So, he hit me I got six years, eight months I got 30% off It was five years, four or something Did you plead that? I just pleaded to kill him And he went to unveil it I told him, fuck it, get it done So he hit me on the set He gets him up On the court Monday Straight up on the jail I'm sorry Yo! I'm in jail All these other people that was close to me I fucking made up, I'm in jail Fucking in jail, I'm not a bad prick He couldn't fucking fight sleep I fought their wars, I made their name Anyway, I'm in jail So, I knew a couple of screws And in the security He comes up to your house When you send a letter into jail They're all checked When you send one What's it called? When you send it, you've got to open it Special delivery So the screws, I don't know what if you told you They come your door on a special delivery You've got to open it in front of them And see what it is So you better send your pictures in a bikini The screws open your letters Milly So the screws said You're lucky, you're going to get a pair this time He sent up I've been on them And it's a night Smacking it I don't fucking do drugs I don't sell them Look, who's a come from He went to Snow Center on it It's from an address I went, I have an ordinal training I haven't even got a fucking cloud up yet I've only been in about eight, nine weeks I went, I haven't got a fucking He went, don't accept a puzzle Once you accept a puzzle Whether you know a bar or not And you open it You all get nicked I haven't been anywhere, you get nicked That's a W That's W informing information So I refused Then she goes, you can see I don't know what the fuck is that I don't know what happened for trainees I don't know anyone Then he done it It was the Christmas before he got nicked When they've done it before the Christmas got nicked They put fucking them in the nap To get me nicked in jail These people have been around for Nearly 30 fucking years mate Why are you doing that? Because I was a nuisance to them Because they started all this stuff with me And I fell out with them They couldn't handle this shit They wanted me to carry on with their beef Crack on me Nothing to do with me He's all got money Go and fucking do it He's left me with nothing No one gives me money to buy cars Guns They used you They used the muscle They got what they wanted out of you And they wanted you to be out the way forever After that I need a lads for sitting at people's houses Looking after them and eating some scourge outside my house And putting lads outside all the fucking houses They're not paying them I am in my company They didn't believe me I thought you would send me smacking With them When the police officer says to you When I'm getting nicked When they turn it off Fully surprised They're showing you put a guilty hand She was a busy She was an armed response busy And she went And she went Fully shocked I said do you know what girl have fucking had enough I just had enough of the drama And the shit and all the family shit I need a break I said I don't want to let them get a life off I'll end up killing someone I'll kill a couple of people I said do you know when you just had enough I thought fuck it I wanted to go I wanted to go to jail So she went I just want to tell you something I'm sure I'm off the record The people that you're on about All thinking cups of tea And we've had 27 missed calls Tonight To say you're carrying a firearm I said to what he's saying Down to them she went I'm off the record They blew me up These people have been around Looked after them Kept their fucking name up here Fought all their battles They blew me up And everyone was telling me I'm a fella I'm telling you Then the enemies they had Became my mates in jail Were telling me what had happened to them We got nicked, I got nick with a gun That was your blah blah I was what How many were you telling me Fuckin hell yeah it was But I was oblivious I just wanted to sort this trouble Because all this trouble was going on You know we'd have your big king go I just stated I was in that mindset Of you're bringing trouble You fight fear with fear And that's what I was doing A lot of me lads got hit, I got hit Mentally I was fucked I was fucked for years Fucked for years And even driving up here today I had my TB in tears I was getting emotional Because when I was in jail I listened to a guy called Ray Lamontage Trouble Oh mate What an album Sad on it It's about the women being there And I'm singing to a man Coming up this morning I had to say he's getting emotional Because when I was in jail he was alive Playing the guitar And he's playing his fucking guitar next door In Italy You don't know who's yelling out the window I was on this shitty booing I had to fucking put an over your head You cheeky cunt It was a bed early When I got to Italy He was a bit quiet And he's playing these tunes So I went listen mate I'm finishing off for 24 years I'm finishing off my sleep I get up at 4 Sailing me past I said I don't fucking kill you Anyway what are you playing I'm playing this Who the fuck's Ray Lamontage And he had this little iPod Little iPod Because he'd done something to his neck And he had this little iPod thing And he went listen to him And he listened to that album Trouble Got me through me jail Honest got me through me jail That album I could relate to the word trouble You're always worrying And your bed saves you And I'm singing this to her She knows her songs And she was coming up on the visitor I was telling her I can't get in And now We haven't heard it for ages And obviously I'm up because it's my anniversary I didn't know it was when you booked it Happy anniversary Gango And it was a bit emotional coming up to me It was good So how does that make you feel then You're fighting a war that's not even yours You're fighting for people who you fought had your back And then it turns out They've then set you up where You're then becoming suicide though Your message is getting put under pressure How much do you feel like? Are you angry? How do you feel? You know what? There's no law in the life of crime There's no honor among thieves Ever So all of that No snitching, no doing this, no doing that Bro, save it I get it, but at the same time Ain't no honor amongst thieves, never No, there isn't But how does it make you feel to be Staunch and try to do the right thing But then it's all came crumbling down with it You've just been used You know what? I went guilty Didn't the police take the man guilty? Where'd you get them? I bought them and I went to a car boot sale Got told to some fella He had army stuff and he got me them Or I met some fella in the van I just told him a load of shit And then when she told me that That these people are very close to me That that loads of phone calls They're all sitting there thinking to take Fucking big tiari potatoes Could you have been saying that though Just to fuck with your head? No, I knew her mate, she was army spawns She pulled me a lot of times And she used to say to me What are you doing? You've got a family now What are you doing? I'm busy saying to me Get them to sort it But I just took her by the reins Anyway, when she told me that And then I'm in jail As I'm in jail I thought you know what If I would have got bail I said look, we'll apply for bail You've got big businesses It was my first prison sentence I've been demanded three times That was my first prison sentence It's your first sentence When I went in 38 What's it man? 40 40 years old, your first prison sentence Okay, the first time you were just in a hole And said you got out, this is your first prison sentence First sentence, so I was down as a businessman Been like, I've been demanded a good few times But the police here Is having a small army behind you Not a big door fair That protects in the fucking city And all the young kids that are going out there They're selling fucking pills and everything In your club And I was 40 And if she would have told me that And I would have got bail I would have been a killer I said to me, look We'll apply for bail for London Let's look at the stats It's very hard to get it But you've got to sort all your business out You've got your wife and all that There's a lot to sort out here And I'll apply for bail You're not going to leave the country You're not an absconder It's your first sentence But obviously the police knew me very well He said, let's try I wanted to For Amanda's sake To sort things out with Amanda and all that In the baby And I said no I'd kill them, mate I would have killed them How was it, Sean? Been in there Were you ever worried for your wife's safety Every fucking day I've never shoved nothing up my ass I got used to shoving them Mate, your ass is for Etsy Not for Etsy What's your ass for? So exit stuff up your body Not for Etsy So I've gone into jail I've neither a phone, just loaded jail stuff We can bobbit it another time And you know these old knockers I don't know, they're a bar, that big assy And get the phone off the slot Get us a phone, he was like four And they quit there So he said to me, charge it So he gave me the key and I'm like, the first slide, mate And I'm like I think keeping was the demanding That men have gone in I was only on the demanding for four days Because I've gone guilty So I can go into jail in the population So I didn't want to get the Amanda Get put him in all the scrunch In the baghands, in the tabby buses And you mate in them But I was there for two years Anyway, just had to give me this phone So I just told a fucking plug it in No one, but you kettle I plugged it in and blew the land in Fucking dog, that's a fucking phone And I'm like, fucking hell What to do with the phone Well, mine's gone And they're like, we're just being banged up There's still screws on you And Sean don't fucking come here I'm like, I don't know this kid I've only been in three nights I'm gonna take the fucking phone man You're throwing up the window You fucking can't, can you? No one need the phone You're a little bit fucked Do you know what to do? Start trying to avoid this You said plug it in But he had loads of businesses I had like 27 doors Clubs, sites I had loads of bad money I'm like, oh for fuck's sake How do you plug a phone? He went, mate, here's how you plug a phone Plastic bag, like a wash bag With a tissue Get your phone Put loads of shower gel on it And up it goes I went, nah, go on then He went, no, no, no It's going up your ass I went, not going up my ass mate He went, I'll show you So he got it all in I said, go on then, let's see No, that's for you then I mean, I ain't fucking pluggin' anywhere Get some Some saw me ass up And I tore the cat Can hear the screws They're opening doors They're all going screws around the Germans And I made some golly I made the can't get it up I went fuck it And then I vaded the door in the door here And I'm just sat down You said all it? Yo Hey, yo Mate, anyone who says it's easy It's not, it's fucking hardware I would then fucking Pause and do it, man You need a fucking man to believe me One who says it's easy It's not far too many times You know what? You know what? It be coming home It be coming home with me I'd have the bag ready The tissue would be in the bag My phone would be there And I'd have the same in my fucking bell ends I haven't had my bell end cut So I stuck it in the wall skin I'd have my thingy there I'd have the phone and use it I put it there ready I went to bed with fucking Shit on my ass In case they come in And I could get that open What? You went to jail with your I mean you went to sleep with your booty pre-looped It's crazy That's crazy, Shaw I get it, you got to do what you got to do But that is not making it any less crazy The ear Look at you One, two, three, four Go The things you do for love, Shaw And you know what? It lasts now We're in the bar with the money I had to speak to my bed I ain't a lie, I would have kept that story To myself That would have went to the grave with me Because She's all he had mate I had me mate, he had Walshie, I had Alex I had me mate that met in jail He was still one of the best mates that I've met He's a great guy Oh yeah, I had all my old family Who bullied me woman on that But I went on the stairs Me first, I get in jail And the man who's coming on the stairs I see me on the road and I'll be alright And then the second visit, me dad come And when your dad walks in He goes, oh that's a fucking mate Up here, I went, what? Is he a fucking mate? He went man, he was What's going on? He was going to fucking kill someone Or be killed I said dad, I'm constant, I told The man that I told the mother dad He said, he what? I said, oh thanks Yeah And you know what, jail But the only place I could go to sleep and feel safe Peacefully, yeah It felt safe Now Cameras in me out You got real options, you got real people out To get you, that's the truth Folks, fire extinguishers It's fucking mental I live in a separate room from a man there I don't have a room in my room I don't have the kids in the room I have everything by-plan code there Mate, I don't even have a boss car now The cheeky bastard took all the Weenels up my car last year And just left there, you know We are thingy nuts Yeah, the boats That one, I don't know what it is I'm in the car, I'm going up to No Where, where, where, where Wings lift, poor mate I'm going in the car, I'm there I'm like, fucking mate, just pulled over Lester I'm going to see my mate who died Wings, god bless him And I'm driving up to Lester And my car starts to fucking shake No, nuts on it Just say, do you want to know you think You're laughing nuts So I'm going to hang them out You can't drive there So when your wheels have come off I said, what's your name? I said, I've got two nuts in the fucking car That'll come with me on this job You know what I mean No, your nuts are gone The wheel is up, the nuts up my car Take all of them I have a nose pipe in my garden That'll reach my car and kick the bene Even now, I don't have trouble now These lads, I don't have trouble I've spoke to them I don't have a block I'm going with them now James All right, hold on Edit this out Y'all got to remember this two and a half hours I still got to do others Send my foot on the door Hold on I'm starting to feel a tingle on my lip I don't give a fuck I don't know what that was We're going to leave that right there, buddy No, I'm not editing it out I really don't, they understand it where my peeve I'm like, all that fucking shit You put me fucking bad through A man who's coming in the jail I moved her twice She lived in Iton First Then in Wellington I had three fucking hours, I owned a Wellington She was lippin', swappin', swappin' Can't get you, we'll get your bath I'll be a fucking man and get me as I've gone I ain't gonna have to be bathed for I'm here, James What's the worst thing about being in prison, Sean? Well, one obviously not seeing your loved ones You don't take yourself, not seeing your loved one All right, you know, that's part one Yeah, I'll be back For the other hour and a half I'm not gonna react with anything With something on my lip T.L.O. leave a like, comment, subscribe, turn on your post Notification, it's just cream Relax, I don't want no pimples It's toothpaste I'm gone