 If it has had that type of impact on you, you're never gonna make it in this business because you're going to be coming for a place of revenge. And that's really what I would have been doing. And so I'd have actually ultimately gone through all the cash trying to make back what I'd lost when in reality I had to come back to it for a place of presence and perspective. And you know, not thinking or not harboring that thought of loss and revenge.