 Yes, I'm going bald It's gonna get better promise Welcome back to my channel for today's video is gonna be a chit chat get ready with me It's been so long since I talked to y'all and a girl has been in my a baby girl but today a bitch is back on a bitch got her wig back on like Mercury retrograde is over and yeah, it's time to it's time to bounce back. It's time to You already know so yeah, it's just gonna be a little chit chat get ready with me Oh before we even get started to this video girl What are you doing like you need to click subscribe and you need to get this video thumbs up? And you need to leave comment because I love talking y'all. Let me know how y'all like my video so for because That's what you need to do. Okay, so Obviously, I'm about to dive my I mean style my hair I think I'm just gonna just put some more curls in it because it was curled yesterday And I'm gonna try to curl it like my stylist But there's no guarantee it's gonna turn out the same way because it's pretty laid It's gonna be something like that. I don't the curl is are warming up right now Silent tutorial right Neil Well, I'm thinking I just do straight but with this be pissing me off because I cannot see here all day And try to let my fucking hair Sing okay excited. What? All right. We just gonna keep going with this Oh my god, I'm excited and then at the end. I'll probably brush it out and it'll be real cute, but I mean honestly Cuz I like my front part to be away from my face We'll see You know that little That little um, what's the good see y'all y'all can do anything y'all put your mind to see I was just like I'm on curl like no fucking way, but bitch. I got this Okay, y'all so I'm just about to Curl the other side real real quick and come back and let my camera charge just a little bit So I'll be right bad. Okay. Don't go no one don't I'm not fucking playing. I'm not playing beach. We go Okay, y'all, so I just got done curling my hair and it turned out real good So anyway, let's get into the makeup sweetie because these lights Got a bitch sweating. Okay, like So I'm gonna be using new products today Just because I've been wanting to like, you know get into new products and I'm so over that Shiny Like I don't do that anymore. I'm gonna try I wanted to try a new like matte finish foundation cuz I'm in love of Matt I'm in love with setting my face with a lot of powder so it can give me that like, you know Matt finish without the matte cuz I didn't have a matte foundation So my friend put me on this Inglot mattifying under makeup base primer This is gonna be my first time trying it out. So we'll see how it goes But yeah, I have oily skin. So I like my face to be matte So I hate looking oily and wet and she like somebody just super suck me like I just feel like a matte face just brings out my features So I'm gonna be using the bobby brown skin long wear weightless foundation. I've been wanting to use this foundation for a long time I posted on my Instagram because I was asking y'all like is it good or whatever and a lot of people are telling me it's good bomb is skin like but still Matt, so I'm like I need to try it and the packaging is pretty cute Fuck I gotta wash my beauty blender So fucking dirty Y'all, I do not feel like anything I just want to go get my clips like What you doing with all that is let me touch it Did y'all see make the stallion and try songs like bitch? You're not wrong and y'all know like that was probably her crush for like a long time Before the fame before all that so and y'all know being drunk be the first like the best time to flirt with a nigga Like you've been crushing on this What you say But I haven't done in a while. I need to I'm just gonna apply this with a brush my brush like this and Then blend it out with the beauty blender Yeah, I've been having like a natural glow to my skin just because a I drink a lot of water Be I'm fuckboy free and see is because I'm trying out these new pillowcases Y'all need to get on the wave. It's called slip Like I don't know if y'all know this but silk pillowcases are better for your skin hair or that it has a lot of benefits look it up and Yeah, it's been really helping my skin out and I really took notice into it today. Wow. This is really mattifying I can feel it. I can really feel it. I can feel like The madness working on top of the bed primer. I don't know if I should have done it because this is raw This is really a good color. This color is Honey and number five just for color References just in case you want to try this foundation out if you want like more of a matte finish So I like to use I picked up the it on makeup forever ultra HD I just picked up a new one, but I already use this in the number 34. So we're just gonna use the same Um concealer Let me tell y'all let me update y'all cuz I know y'all like are what the fuck by the thumbnail So yes, I'm going bald. I'm going fucking bald. I'm just kidding. I have a bald spot I noticed it cuz it wasn't there before the ginger when I had my hair ginger. Once I took that off and washed my hair I'm like what the fuck I got a bald spot and And um it must have been after the fact I had posted that Atlanta blog and y'all was just like, I don't know y'all Real fucking rude on that video It was some issues or whatever And I had to like, you know I'm trying to please people and just going through like all these emotions and stuff like that because this is what I love to do and When it's affecting the people that I surround myself with and then it's affecting me And then also Thoughts in my head when it's change gonna happen like cuz I'm ready for change Like I say this all the time like I can't wait to get out of Wisconsin I can't wait to further my career with this. I can't wait to like see what my future is about I'm kind of brainstorm and just like my thoughts are just real real heavy like and like I don't know when I'm in my own little bubble I just get to thinking like all this shit and my anxiety just goes up to the roof and I just like I don't know in my but I don't think my body could handle it like my body was just like Reacting like bitch you need to calm down like this is hence. This is why but it's growing back now No worries. I'm not really going bald But I'm gonna keep y'all updated on it. But when I seen it, I was like Oh, yeah, I had to just take a week off from like, you know getting my wigs and stuff So I was to take care of it also I just wanted to like, you know Take a little pause break from social media and like me working like I was still posting videos and still working But I wasn't posting as much on like, you know Instagram and stuff like that on my stories Like I was really just taking the time out for me to really think about stuff now. I'm back on I'm like work is piling up. I can't like stop what I'm doing. I gotta get it together I gotta get my mental health together get my peace together cuz now like I want to just surround myself with people that Bringing peace like protect your peace ladies protect your peace no matter what real relationship Relationships all that protect your peace. Let's take summer walker for example Y'all want to laugh at her because like she's really anxious. She's supposed to be this famous person Like she's supposed to be like so social. She's the complete opposite like you'll see like from her social media I'm like, she's probably so outgoing and stuff like that But no that bitch is that bitch has high anxiety She can't be around people and an introvert like the bitch can't even sing in front of a crowd Like I don't know. I just don't think this is like great for me. I don't want to do it I want to go home like I can't take the pressure of it. Don't you think any job interview? The shit is crazy But you know what people are making fun of her because of that But they shouldn't be making fun of her that's why people are like suicidal going fucking crazy like no Like you need to take care of your mental health You need to put you first get yourself together and they should be understanding But anyway, so now I'm about to go in with this new KKW, you know her shit just came to Ulta So I'm like, I'm gonna pick some out Since I can try cuz I didn't want to just order shit like as far as makeup I'm gonna say dark one ten is just too gray for me And I don't like looking gray and blue in my pictures and my under eye is so wait Chill the fuck out. Chill the fuck out. I Gotta set my set my under eye y'all and I got this new Pat McGrath lab is the setting powder I heard good things about this so I'm gonna try it out myself And I really like the Lord Marcia in the hour last But I wanted to try this out because I didn't really care too much about the Pat McGrath foundation This packaging is cute. Okay, and I didn't really care too much about the foundation because I really wanted to try the body now but Try this and I got this in light because I want more of a highlight underneath my eyes Y'all I'm not a makeup guru. So please if I'm saying stupid shit Excuse me. Sorry And I only put powder where I like See, we'll see Wow, this really is snatching my face like it's literally a clean slate like literally looks like butter And for my nose, I really like to be extra with my nose But it's my drip of anything it sounds like But I appreciate y'all for writing me like where you at can't help all this well, but I love y'all so much I swear I love y'all like I swear a fucking swear This is real light. This powder is real light y'all. So if y'all try this out Why is it getting everywhere? I'm so fucking childish I'll eat bake on my nose cuz I like my shit to be snatched Like snatched bitch. Okay, I Don't want to get on my baby here. Yeah, I hope this makeup turns out good because oh And I like to put it on my lips. This KKW Stick has like a little scent to it. I'm not sure what kind but it definitely does. Well, I'm just gonna blend this out Beauty blender KKW products really give you that snatch face contour So anyway, so now I'm just gonna do my eye shadow and I'm gonna be trying out this new I never use the eye shadow primer. So I'm gonna be using this Nars smudge proof eyeshadow base just put me on this to like See I'm kind of scared Honestly, I'm not even like to oh god. Oh Bitch, let me tell you. Okay. So Y'all would have been new the tea before I had two videos already right y'all two two videos ready to go out and With a blog and it should check you're ready me and This company decides like I need to wait for my payment I'm like, what are you talking about? Like, you don't have enough money in your PayPal to pay me Like I'm just don't really understand like what's been going on over there and like Okay, so I'm about to go in with my Palette that I always use but I want to see how it like looks with the Nars no my eye shadow never showed up like this She did some cuz it always shows up like weird in like it's not even there So I gotta pack it on The fact that I'm using three brushes to like try and do like a cute little look is like a little step up for me Okay, so Bear with me post on drip up daily. Just so that can see wow This powder really just sucks in some see Just self in your skin and my under eyes aren't creasing to beauty I lending I think I said this before already and Yeah, I just go right Contour is like my favorite cuz it just really just transforms your face So I'm just gonna apply blush real quick and y'all know I love blush It just brings the whole look together So I just literally go like that like crazy But I might mix it. I like this coral color better. I really want to try a peach blush so bad Okay, y'all so I'm about to set my face with the more free and Jeffy star This literally smells like strawberries And I just got on this little two-piece set y'all see y'all see it in a picture I know I'm not even gonna try to do a full body like video because it's not gonna work It's just not and I just got on my jewelry from Nemi glow and I have a coupon code I believe it's Kyra. Oh, but I put it on the screen KKW beauty in nude two and then And then plus my large strips Okay, y'all so this is the finish look Bobbi Brown is hitting my face is snatched baby girl All right y'all so this wraps up this video. I hope you guys enjoyed don't forget to like comment subscribe Yeah, I love y'all so much and I'm gonna see y'all next video